yeah im sorry , im sorry for being emo now .
yeah , like im sorry , for myself being emo too .
heck .
i cried last night for some known reason that i know . & dont ask , & my eyes hurt this morning . i was hoping no one noticed but i guess it wasnt noticable at all : /
anyway , im feeling all upset again because of tomorrows piano exam
& for shit im not practising now .
thats what bothers me . how can i sit here , blogging when i know that my piano exam is damn shit tomorrow ! yeah , hell right , my grandma is watching TV but . im left with tonight to practise , & after that , its over .
overoveroveroveroveroverover.
not exactly piano exam over , but its over , damnit & i've failed. yeah sure , sorry , its all my fault i failed . & there goes another 200 bucks for another exam . damn
okay
okay
i dont know .
i need some sleep .
gah
