she was really nice
she was really friendly
she was really smart
she was really fun
she was really quick to learn

yeah. we all loved her .
the cousin gang loved her.
yeah, we all did .
who wouldnt ?

i miss her
we all miss her.
the rest are taking it harder.
my smallest cousin will take it harder.
im scared .

and im also angry.
today, my mom acted as if nothing at all happened
my dad called just now.
he asked for mom but she not at home
then he said
" you know what happened right ?"

i just " uhh " ed.
well then, tell me what kind of answer i was supposed to give.
like, " oh i know, but mom didnt want to tell me "

i'd hate to say that because the fact is, that my cousin already told me
well, at least her parents dont keep stuff from her .
my principle is that " you know, quick tell me "
not
" you know, think about it, whether and when you should tell me "

sigh .
i hate being in the dark.
what is the problem with these people . sheesh

i hate my neck. i so want to chop my head off .
today kayhwee was like " i want chocolate phone ! i want chocolate phone "

then i said, " i want strawberry phone ! i want vanilla phone ! "

oh ! todays drama was super nice and funny (:
we had this game . its called zip-zap.
if you go to yf camp, its the who, ha, how game. LOL !
everyone was going zip zip zip then came to boon how then his voice super low
zip zip zip zip zip

ahahhaha . seriously even though my neck super pain also squat down and laugh

then later we had role playing . my group : me, nadiah, larry & boonhow .
we have to act " teacher and rowdy students "

then larry was the rowdy student then he go and fight with boon and beat him up
then in the end they kept laughing
its like contagious.
became mad .

larry and boon how are gays. and other guys in my class also. dq have a lot of picture sia.all holding hand . brrr . ... - -

im pretty upset now .

6:08 PM;
<3

she was really nice
she was really friendly
she was really smart
she was really fun
she was really quick to learn

yeah. we all loved her .
the cousin gang loved her.
yeah, we all did .
who wouldnt ?

i miss her
we all miss her.
the rest are taking it harder.
my smallest cousin will take it harder.
im scared .

and im also angry.
today, my mom acted as if nothing at all happened
my dad called just now.
he asked for mom but she not at home
then he said
" you know what happened right ?"

i just " uhh " ed.
well then, tell me what kind of answer i was supposed to give.
like, " oh i know, but mom didnt want to tell me "

i'd hate to say that because the fact is, that my cousin already told me
well, at least her parents dont keep stuff from her .
my principle is that " you know, quick tell me "
not
" you know, think about it, whether and when you should tell me "

sigh .
i hate being in the dark.
what is the problem with these people . sheesh

i hate my neck. i so want to chop my head off .
today kayhwee was like " i want chocolate phone ! i want chocolate phone "

then i said, " i want strawberry phone ! i want vanilla phone ! "

oh ! todays drama was super nice and funny (:
we had this game . its called zip-zap.
if you go to yf camp, its the who, ha, how game. LOL !
everyone was going zip zip zip then came to boon how then his voice super low
zip zip zip zip zip

ahahhaha . seriously even though my neck super pain also squat down and laugh

then later we had role playing . my group : me, nadiah, larry & boonhow .
we have to act " teacher and rowdy students "

then larry was the rowdy student then he go and fight with boon and beat him up
then in the end they kept laughing
its like contagious.
became mad .

larry and boon how are gays. and other guys in my class also. dq have a lot of picture sia.all holding hand . brrr . ... - -

im pretty upset now .

6:08 PM;
<3