i am without direction and dizzy from spinning.

shall i not cease to turn round and round ?

oh, whats with the cheem english !

tomorrow is a public holiday for sec&pri school people.
that is unfair .
super unfair .
we now dont get children days holiday.
childdren get our holiday.

i want to bash them up !
JUST KIDDING.
you know how i love kids ((:

okay. tomorrow im going out with small cousin krissi and her dad to watch nancy drew.
blah-fa-fas.
i wanted to initially, then i thought. " ok whatever "
besides, nothing else to do at home.

nat going watch transformers tmr .
bleahs. i wish i can go.
for once.

fine, i shall stop self-pitying.
tmr i will buy something if its the like, last thing i do.
or i will poke myself.

good.
dinner was okay.
i didnt eat thaaat much
besides two bowls of shark fin :O

it seemed i have a new nephew.
as in, my older cousins have continued the lim family line again.
humans will not die out so fast i think!
i have 4 nieces&nephews from the same family -_-

melissa has a new baby boy. - tristen ?
sp ?
then kelvina has ethan ! ( & georgia)
i carried tristen. he was HEAVY.
i think he felt uncomfirtable on me. because am like bones protruding from skin.
bleaughss.
hmm.

i feel sick
i feel gross
i feel stupid.

i feel unmotivated.
and thus, i conclude, i need sleep.

i feel aimless can. like tmr, what am i supposed to do .. ?
no idea. its like walking into a wall and not knowing why .

everyone i talk to is online.
yet, i dont want to talk to anyone.
( thats cuz i talk to everyone )

i want to rot.
i feel bored i shall list out everyone who is online. in order top to bottom.

carol, sam, caleb, nicole, jerry, nat, charles,
abraham, terence, ivan, fadz, alex, shennel,
winnie, kiuyan, casmelin, daryn, uncle xiang, shuhui.

very few people.
i have the lonely-phobia thingumy.



im low. like a piece of shiat.

10:13 PM;
<3

i am without direction and dizzy from spinning.

shall i not cease to turn round and round ?

oh, whats with the cheem english !

tomorrow is a public holiday for sec&pri school people.
that is unfair .
super unfair .
we now dont get children days holiday.
childdren get our holiday.

i want to bash them up !
JUST KIDDING.
you know how i love kids ((:

okay. tomorrow im going out with small cousin krissi and her dad to watch nancy drew.
blah-fa-fas.
i wanted to initially, then i thought. " ok whatever "
besides, nothing else to do at home.

nat going watch transformers tmr .
bleahs. i wish i can go.
for once.

fine, i shall stop self-pitying.
tmr i will buy something if its the like, last thing i do.
or i will poke myself.

good.
dinner was okay.
i didnt eat thaaat much
besides two bowls of shark fin :O

it seemed i have a new nephew.
as in, my older cousins have continued the lim family line again.
humans will not die out so fast i think!
i have 4 nieces&nephews from the same family -_-

melissa has a new baby boy. - tristen ?
sp ?
then kelvina has ethan ! ( & georgia)
i carried tristen. he was HEAVY.
i think he felt uncomfirtable on me. because am like bones protruding from skin.
bleaughss.
hmm.

i feel sick
i feel gross
i feel stupid.

i feel unmotivated.
and thus, i conclude, i need sleep.

i feel aimless can. like tmr, what am i supposed to do .. ?
no idea. its like walking into a wall and not knowing why .

everyone i talk to is online.
yet, i dont want to talk to anyone.
( thats cuz i talk to everyone )

i want to rot.
i feel bored i shall list out everyone who is online. in order top to bottom.

carol, sam, caleb, nicole, jerry, nat, charles,
abraham, terence, ivan, fadz, alex, shennel,
winnie, kiuyan, casmelin, daryn, uncle xiang, shuhui.

very few people.
i have the lonely-phobia thingumy.



im low. like a piece of shiat.

10:13 PM;
<3