eh i dont knw what im doing here
i should be doing my chinese compo .
but well .
i was thinking . i want a lot of things .
i made a list even .
a list of 10 wants .
when i thought about it seriously , i thought about what i needed .
need and wants are two separate issues .
only two of the ten things i wanted, are needs .
( somehow i clumped them together heh)
its kind of weird.
makes me think why i actually want these things since
they are not completely neccesary & important .
and then somehow it falls back to the cost .
sure you can have what you want if you're financed .
( you can have what you need, and want . )
but then again we are God's stewards .
this money isnt ours , so what right do we have to spend it
on indulging ourselves ?
' you cant have your cake, and eat it '
even if i put aside the stewardship,
my mom has the finance .
she still wont buy still for me .
i have the cake, but i cant eat it .
like the baker will have diarreah if i eat his cake or something .
sorry for the very lousy application .
i know all this talk right .
wont change nothing .
i still want stuff, all of them .
but thinking about it makes me conclude that im not going to get all this
in the very very near future .
which is sad ):
the point now is, i have to first get my mom to buy me the needs & not the wants .
( of course its good if she will buy the wants also )
like, say dad strikes 4D or something .
then if im lucky he'll gimme
one thousand shopping money
oh my, i better wake up . i have my compo missing me.
