Fairytale fly

read a story that both isaac and audrey read already
im still at chapter 11 lah but .
omg it was so sad .
so so sad.
i cried .

i mean , what , i always cry , quite normal .
i havent read this kind of story in a long time .

emotionally unstable , kind .

10:08 PM;
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omg my eyes are seriously sore . i've been rubbing them crazy for a while .
i havent looked in the mirror incase i scare my ass off .
you know , when i was young , i always had sore eyes
and everytime my eyes went red , i would get scared that they would come out
my mentality , your eyes will pop out if you keep rubbing them . scaring myself is something i just loooove to do man .

im split between mugging geog and doing longman science . its such a chore can . this time my geog will not be like last time . * begins to remind everyone about my top in level for geog thingum *
hey , im trying to be modest here . this time cannot get the same kind . you know i never even listen during lesson

haha , byebye pretty certificate !

ROAR .
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omg , my lower abdominal muscles are aching crazy . or whatever you call them . those stupid muscles that hurt when you havent trained for 2746221330 years and suddenly have to do sit-ups .
yes , those .
sigh . am i getting old ?

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8:37 PM;
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in the morning , it was just a misunderstanding lah .
as if you people dont know i am hard-of-hearing like that .
okay fine , if you dont know , i am .
now you know , can you please shut up .

eh please lah , just because we are short , name sounds the same and because i am hard-of-hearing does not prove anything please .
LOL NOT FUNNAYE .

okay i liked today kind of because there was D&T and drama . finished filing and sanding today . next week , or rather next next week i shall go to barfing .. buffing , ah heck .

mr sim loooves to dao me . pfffft .
abraham almost scared me to death during recess , he wants me to die .

nothing to blog about today . today was damn full of height issues , its not a crime to be short right . you want to tell me President Bush is damn tall ? i dont think so ..

the weather is going bad again and the thermometres are all cracking , i hate this weather . i shall sleep with my standing fan . oh love .
maroon5
maroon5
maroon5
x33

.howells . i think right i am super broke now . i may not have savings this month , how broke can i get . its like , the first time im desperate .
oh i am such a materialistic example to other people .

okay , i shall go write down a list , a loooong list of all the songs iwant , and make isaac get them for me . oh yes isaac-mother , you are greaaaaaat & nicee (:

i want to slap siying , man i hope she reads this .

2:43 PM;
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Yi think right , maroon 5 is such classic stuff .
its not so punky rock kind (:
its for class people !
( like me )

just kidding .
THANK YOU ISAAC TEH FOR HELPING ME TO DOWNLOAD
AND STOP APOLOGIZING THAT KIWI HAVE PROBLEM .
its not your fault right
the downloading is screwed up .

(:
thanks ,

i like tuesdays , i want to sleeeeeep .
isaac gave me like a lot of maroon five songs i dont know . im going to listen to them until i know all .
muahhahahaha ..
* evil grin *

okay . now . i heard the preview on imeem and marooon five's kiwi sounds good . the other sound good ones isaac cant find .
hey , ii might as well buy the CD heh .
:D

goodnights.Y

10:26 PM;
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today was tiring . i just came home at like , 6.30 ah .

errm , history test today . super suay , i pianpian never learnt about that retarded asoka dude. diu !

anyway we were all mugging history during all the subjects & it was so hard ):

okay . after school went to amk hub the macs to eat with seri dq and colleen . siying join later . omg we were doing sick stuff like taking other peoples fries by the mouth . ehh aha , i shant post pictures later you all freak out and shout " LESBO ! "

but we're not okay , not homo's either : /

okay . they were like being retarded later when we were going back . there were these coconuts that drop from the park , then siying and lekha were kicking and said they want to bring back to school .

oh yes , 30/7 !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLINKOHCHONGSHANNNNNNN x3

okay ! today had napfa 5 items . didnt die , got silver for what its worth & i actually love inclined pull ups hahhaaa . shiok .

eh i tell you , sit & reach sucks can . it gave me a stupid D . missed by 1cm can .

and i hate sit-ups . it kills my muscle ! poor muscle , i love you .

im sending my vidd to audrey now . its fast but she wont admit it .

quite fast for 17254KBs .

right .

erm . later dq was craving for otah , we saw an otah man earlier , near amk station , so we walk there and the damn uncle dont have non-chilli otah . craps , then they buy i never buy : /

i keep missing my bus nowadays i feel like shit .

oh yayeeeeee . tmr theres D&T and DRAMA ! love love love x3

yes , im overeacting .

i think , im gone .Y

7:02 PM;
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i think i shall change this ugly blogskin soon . okay so it isnt ugly . but heck cares .

today , me and audrey were worrying ourselves over going to heaven . no , not whether we are going or not , but how we're going to spend our time there . i think , we think , we hope not , but probably , we will all forget each other and think only about God . forever .
no , of course i want to go heaven , then go hell meh .
but we were just thinking how we dont want to forget each other .
oh my , i think we are the bestest friends around .

you know whyy . i have a friend , and she told me that she knows my friend , and she used to be her best friend . ' used to be ' ? how about now . supposed to be best friend right ?
but then again during my primary school days there was another .
yes , i do remember hyo lim . and her b'dae is on 3rd Aug . i might call her up .

still ! we just know we are the bestest of all best friends and no other best friends are like us ( woaahh )
yes, drumroll please .

okay , today had church . YD was at the pantry again -_-
but its OKAY ! ok , then err went for toddlers , because audrey tricked me that she had something to give me just so i would go tods with her . so jian (:
she came late . then she keep wanting to go out :O
because outside got someone lah (:
no lah , dont think sideways , they wanted to disfigure joshua's face you see , because last time he disfigure my picture . isaac said he brought markers . haha .

okay ! after church wanted to go the YMS art centre to try the studio that im taking for my piano exam , then the place closed so we went to OG to ... 'shop' ?
ayeah . lousy lah , besides reliving childhood days by running around the place and hiding and bullying krissi everything. its was damn stupid , brina was talking to her watch . krissi was talking to her hairband .

then i managed to make my mom buy me a grey tee shirt ( whats new ) . but now i am guilt tripping and i think i shall go on a diet for clothes .
stop shopping ! resist ! temptation ! noo !
okay exaggerated .
but i think my parents have been spending damn loads this few months they are really broke this time . ( as if )
what i mean is , dad just bought a new car right .
the damn corkup downstair neighbour throwing about her weight and complaining about the retarded wet patches on her toilet ceiling and demanding us to pond my toilet over and over again over the last 7 years i stay here . eh , someone ask them to die , please .

if i see that old nehneh woman im gonna slap her .

oh , im a little happy , because of something , and tmr is napfa 5 items (:
i think .. i think i can get a silver haahhahahahahaaa .
(:

erm , today i got a craving for traditional old kopitiam food , so i went to a yakun-like place to eat old people's food . haha . it was damn good . near the whatever whatever temples near OG in waterloo , is nice lah (:
they even have an ice blended milo thingum .
nowadays good food stalls like these are hard to find . putting aside yakun because i actually have something against yakun's stall . all the deco everrything , makes me want to barf .

anyho , im gone (:

its brina and the brat !

6:46 PM;
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back from yf . finished dinner !
i am like tired !
anyway , piano was ok-ok , went to yf , me carol & aud were downstairs and we forgot about going up until cheryl reminded us . haha . audrey looked so sexy , she went for victor's wedding .
erm , ate food from the wedding that audrey brought out .

the talk today was by wilson phang again ! i think he is the best speaker , and he was talking about homosexuality . ok , he is not the best speaker BECAUSE he was talking about homosexuality .
they always get him to talk about this kind of thing , because he is a psychologist :X
laughed , then audrey kept saying jenwei is a homo . HAHA .

erm . after YF , slacked around , went into toilets , laughed . i didnt want to play captain ball today , then later everyone pangsehed me to play ):
nvm , then i sitting there like a loner D:

i am not happy . the later half of my post disappeared and you all know how carey HATES to repeat what she types . craps .

i wassaying today was funny because audrey bang into a door because she thought it can be pushed . then later she went into the left and slide one of the poster thingy then she said " can it stop spinning ?! "

no feeling to type already .

lompang kx kh deb and audrey to angmokio
on the way was damn funny . jx jh and debs were like waving to other people in other cars . super spastic and i wanted to say " oh , i dont know them " haha just kidding lahs .

erm , this is really important .
MY DAD IS GETTING A NEW CAR !
i think its a cheaper one but I DONT CARE BECAUSE
anything is better that a fugly BMW . like ewwww ..
riding in a bmw is like riding in a rectangular box . oh how carey hates squarey looking cars !
and its bad that daddy didnt get the red honda . grey is like sooooo yesterday >:(
daddy is always getting grey cars . like ugghhhhhhhhh..

okay . sleeeeeping time .
Y

8:56 PM;
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hello:D

erm . woke up at 930 . slept at 10 lastnight 11.5 hours of sleep shiok lah .
anyways , there's piano later .
then there's yf
oh ! yf is at garden's isnt it ?

i think so .

i shall go watch pokemon !
i think it has been 287415626201 years since i watched pokemon on laoya KC.
oh wells . bye

10:47 AM;
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oh my gosh .
i think i will die of indigestion .
things i have ate within the past hour :
1. duck rice
2. soup
3. apples & oranges
4. salad & salmon

* barfs *
erm
i think in most things it is just better to mind our own businesses.
to a certain extent .

tn joined hans today (:
but the evil woman wasnt that evil . strange .
trying to give tn a good impression ?
haha , right .
cyas .

i liked choir . kind of .

9:27 PM;
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today was a sad day , and i dont know how many people cried today , for what that's worth , they are all girls .
women are feeble creatures i admit . and we do so love crying . women , rather - most women , dont cry and not mean it .

what im saying is we cry , with a reason . certainly not because we want to act emo . come on , there are like so many reasons , heartbreak , crisis , PMS , whatever . but definately not to act emo .

injustice pricks me . personal feuds , should not be taken to class . its really unfair for some people . i know what im saying is so going to affect back to myself somehow but i'd say that this is my blog , and i shall say whatever i like , whatever i please and you can do nothing about it( unless you manage to guilt trip me )

both sides , my friends . but i know , i can tell who's overdoing it , who's not . this doesnt involve me so i'm obliged to keep my mouth shut . but just watching , not kaypohing but its just so damn obvious . just watching makes me angry , real angry .
like how i get angry watching kids abuse small animals .

shit .

i dont know how other people think , but from my point of view , they overdid it . whether they think so or not . girls are human , girls are like you , girls have feelings , girls have emotions , girls have every right to cry if they feel like it , and whether or not they are 'acting emo' it is none of anybody's concern unless you would like to comfort her , which you dont .

girls are lame , boys are lame . lameness is not restricted to any gender . some people are lame , some people are not lame but what's the difference if we people can just have the tolerance to ignore , ignore , ignore
self control , i had to deal with krissi , this kind of thing , according to me :x
what im saying is , whether people are lame , it doesnt concern other people .

they lame ? so be it , let them lame lah . what do i care .

oh , if everyone can have that kind of mentality .

anyway , i wash my hands off it , besides occasionally giving myself something to frustrate over . true , i may think of deleting this post because i've come to the realisation that i reaaaaaally like to post about stuff that are none of my business but i just itch to comment . oh my , i am such an obasan , tmd .

anyway . im at home but im leaving soon , got choir and hans later !! (:
okay. i guess im off .
cheer up people! :D

2:07 PM;
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okay . turn out i have about 528 ? if i didnt count wrongly lah .

ermm .

look at this .

want to know how i collected ? yeah you will say i might have cheated on collecting them but hey , i didnt ask for the help : /

i got the idea of collecting, then my grandma found out and she asked her friends to give her . ( i didnt ask her t0 ) then one day she just come home and give me one big packet of cantabs :x

oh well . you must say im compassionate to those in cambodia with their limbs being blown off . yes ? i am a kind heart .

* barfs *

10:04 PM;
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oh man . i hate throwing my FBT shorts into the wash . i have to wait it to dry , tmd .
ok .

i shall now go and count the number of cantabs i hava to make a prosthetic leg , even if i dont require one !

oh , and wow , i mugged chinese history :O

YY

9:49 PM;
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[ deleted the first long half of the post . i feel like shit ]

today i very blur , didnt bring wallet handphone and pencil case to school . my mom commented on that i bring so little things . didnt know really missed out on the important stuff .

err , decided not to go for badminton today . i would if siying were going and if i were physically fit . hmm , if my hair dries fast , i'll take a nap ( again )
haha , well my mom said her friend's kid went out of shape after too much sleeping . not that i have any shape thinkable but it means fat ):

today sucked . i cant train for napfa due to certain reasons . and i feel super tired . today , just beat me to it .

Ygoodnight i suppose .
oh dont worry , i still like school , darling YY

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oh i was just thinking about whether to sleep
if the contractors doing the toilet ponding thing comes while im sleeping with my purple curved FBTs its quite unglam eh .
howells .
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2:20 PM;
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不知道为什么用话语。

刚刚回家。买了两条FBT裤。
好累哦!

他妈的！讨厌！讨厌！讨厌！我快发疯了。
不行了，我要去睡大觉（：
是啦，我很喜欢睡觉，不可以啊！

:S

10:56 PM;
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i think siying is right .
_____ people get emo and depressed

HAHA . i hate it . i cant wait for the week to pass , further more monday NAPFA 5 items . am i unlucky or am i unlucky .
err , today is so unexciting . no appetite to eat but still ate . its miserable, ho ho ho . CE was boring , my body shapes kept going haywire then my head will disappear and then and then ms hon will just dao me lah . flash sucks man. arvin said i am lame but he is lamer ok !
i said i found a 10 cent on the floor then he say i no integrity, but i never even pick up ! then he picked up and said " you can keep it "

i feel like shit today , dont want to elaborate .
EFL, our class first for IPW !! :D
yaye . the coo-boo-wrap .
clapped and screamed for them ! tau huey , hx, ivan, kevin, larry and boon !!
LOL
erm , i think i will hate next years IPW .
oh wait, i always hate IPW, i hate all IPW . oh why ? because i hate my IPW group , thats why . maybe things will be better next year . heh .

ermm . i want to sleep again .
im sleepy lehh , nevermind . i shall watch videos ! then i will sleep (:
okay . niteeeynitesx .

different kinds of abonimations , not suggested by me (:
credits : MacLab & DaiQian

and you're right , thats larry and boon with the blurred face .

2:23 PM;
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Ybeen quite moody the past six hours because of something thats happening to me .
its been torturing and maybe, 'happening' really is the word to use .

can i say i hate it ? if i can't get rid of it ?
i dont know , i just feel angry about it . like i need to strangle someone .

sigh , going to eat out and take specs . and , cabinet arrived , not bad looking eh .
um, sore throat and phlegm coming back again , must take care of throat , for choir . sigh !
slept for like 2 hours . alarm clock is spoilt , it wont wake me up .

hmm well, until then
dontletthebedbugsbite YY

lala.

6:57 PM;
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i found a quiz ! oh because the questions are thooooose kinds, i shall have an equal number of guys and girls in the list (: they're jumbled for the fun !
put the surname to avoid confusion , although i dont know who will be confused . pffft.

NAME 15 PPL IN RANDOM.
#1 yam jiaxian
#2 larry khoo
#3 audrey cheong
#4 kevin yong
#5 caroline fu
#6 danielle ho
#7 ivan tan
#8 abraham ( something something )
#9 chin siying
#10 fadzly myzraaa
#11 lee peiyan
#12 nat ng
#13 yeo pohseng
#14 foo beiying
#15 sammy tan

Q1. WHAT IF 5 & 7 GETS MARRIED?
{ carol & ivan }
now that would be scary, and caroline mama would be cheated on , i predict :O

Q2. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF 8 AND 11 GOES ON A DATE?
{ abraham & peiyan}
HAHAHAHA . HAHAHAHAHA . NOT FUNNY, HAHA .

Q3. WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF 13 FALLS IN LOVE WITH 4
{ pohseng & kevin }
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Q4.WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN IF 12 FRENCHES 15
{ nat & sammy }
i think it wont happen . take no offence ! not my idea .

Q5. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF 4 & 10 HOLDS HANDS?
{kevin & fadz }
i think they hold before dey ! :O

Q6. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU SEE 1 & 2 KISS?
{ jiaxian & larry }
i will die of laughter .

Q7. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU SEE 6 & 14 ON A DATE
{ danielle & beiying }
be a 3rd party !

Q8.WHO WILL CARE FOR 2 IF HE/SHE FALLS AND BLEEDS?
{ larry }
not me, not you , not anybody . well, maybe his mom .

Q9. WHAT IF 8 BREAKS WITH 15 AND FALLS FOR 2
{abraham, sammy, larry}
... so complicated .

Q10. WHAT IF 6 CUTS HER WRIST FOR 10
{ danielle , fadz }
highly doubted . fadz is not danielles type !

Q11.WHO DO YOU BELEIVE IN MOST?
3 , 5 , 15, 9 !

Q12.HOW DID YOU MEET 14
{beiying}
uh, in school .

Q13.DESCRIBE 3
{ audrey }
every quiz i do, they ask me to describe her . why dont you just ask her yourself .
wait , i got one, she's sexy.

Q14.DO YOU THINK 8 IS ATTRACTIVE?
{ abraham }
HHAAHHAHAHAHA . ROFLMAO .

Q15.TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT 7
{ ivan }
my kor , mutatedly tall .

Q16.DO YOU KNOW ANY OF 12'S FAMILY
{ nat }
not personally

Q17.WHO IS 9 GOING OUT WITH
{ siying }
touchy, touchy later she angry .

Q18.WOULD YOU DATE 4
{ kevin }
HAHAHAHHAHA . 2nd most stupid quiz ever . yes dear, there was one before it .

Q19.WOULD 6 & 12 MAKE A GOOD COUPLE
{ danielle & nat }
HAHA . no comment .

stupid quiz . the 2nd most stupid quiz .
they ask stupid questions,
oh the cheap thrill .

2:51 PM;
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eventful day ?
good day, but i prefer to seriously dislike it because of some stuff that happens .
i found out it was actually a bad thing .
oh well, every coin has its two sides .

music test. sucked man, it was just 3-4 then i go and think what compound time simple time then i put 6-8 .
and i suppose owned the rest of the paper :O
but then there was this question..
" what does " Mari kita rakyat Singapura " mean "
tmd ! how i know can , give away to the malay pupils, i dare you give chinese question sia .

TMD LAH ! STUPID . please uh, anderson secondary schools stupid cleaners . stop throwing away our things lah tmd . now throw away me and sy's art folio, art sketchbook and ivan art stuff also .
tmd lah, stupid cleaner uncle . we put on the floor you cannot see it is an art folio hello ! it is work can , you want open the folio find the sketchbook inside . rubbish is it ? i slap you ah .
i see that uncle again i going to give him a piece of my mind .
can he like just stop throwing things away ? we can manage our own class ! (not )

come on lah, dont give me that " aww poor uncle " face .
first time throw away my whole art bag, everything gone .
second time throw my paper bag with a lot of art stuff inside .
now throw my art folio ?

ta ma de, this uncle want to set up art studio is it . i'll bet he took our stuff to set up a new studio for himself .
AHHH UNCLE I HATE YOUR ASS .

hmpth. i have lunch waiting .

2:31 PM;
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oh erm i suddenly realise its the rainy season now !
and i love the rain !

its shiok and cooooooling !

ILOVETHERAINLIKELOOOOAAADDS :D
and when i love the rain it only means.
i love sleeping more ):

err, just finished my compos . print for fadz.
omgg i am soo bored lah can .
no one entertain me luhh .
nevermind kay , will go and sleeeeep now !

goodnight people!
i like school !

10:55 PM;
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400th POST !
haha , actually i deleted the previous 400th post because it was too stupid and redundant .
today was gooooood !
but i shall not elaborate on some things because i think we should be discreet so as not to affect our reputations, right seri , dq, colleen .
HAHA .

anyway err, china people came ! our group have one lulu ! haha . er, kor cut his hair, its weird . oh well, maths, science, all these sucky things . nothing much today lah .
after school at first wan to go amk hub eeat & walk with sy
then she pangseh me cuz she need to go home . then i go bbt shop nearby the benches to eat with seri colleen and dq .
talked :/
went back to school and slacked around . class boys were all outside the staff room for some reason . gossipped :O
went to maclab and camwhored a bit but i only sent over one .
then went for choir !

new song , malay song , very hard lah if you ask me.
wait, its either hard, or mr yong is super fussy . i think we are singing this for the year end concert . bleaahs .
mr yong like getting less patient and less patient , so its getting like scary lah . like he want to eat people like that . brr .
em.. walk with by and sh to amk hub again !
bought earring . 3 pair for $5 . each one buy one pair !

by wasted time @ ntuc then went home ! :DD

oh hmm, i have an essay to write . i like writing essays when i have inspiration . but the topic are so uninspirational lehh .

ohhh mmm, ahhh . i want to cut short my hair . yesohyes . its an important decision in my life, oh i can write an essay dear .

7:34 PM;
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i am talking to brian now .
because i am oh so bored !
HAHA . brian is super weird .

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
i like you in orange

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
oh, i like myself in orange too

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
but i dont have orange clothes

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
i have nothing to say

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
thats fine

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
GET THEM RAR

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
cough

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
get them you also cannot see.

im not the only one who likes orange see! (:

another portion

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
just give me love and fill my life

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
aww so sad.
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
loveless brian.

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
lol

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
despo .
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
:P

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
maybe i am, maybe im not, who knows

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
the last few sentence sounded despo

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
all i want is someone to love, hows that despo?

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
someone to love, or someone to love you
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
actually its the same eheh.

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
lol

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
weirdo.

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
im not ><

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
haha .
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
prove it.

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
if i dont like you, it means that im not gay

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
no.

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
gay = not normal; normal = not gay;

where brian==not gay, brian == normal :D

I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
if you dont like me, you are gay, because it means you dont like girls and that is ooh, abnormal
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
wait
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
that has nth to do with being a weirdo.
I LIKE MY NEW SHIRT (: says:
:X

Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
singaporeans ><
Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
it means that im telling you YOU are gay xD
Brian - all generalizations are wrong says:
o well it might be jokes for only canada and hk

brrr . ugh, hongkongers.
despo , brian .

waist problem, still raining . bahh .

10:43 PM;
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my mom is handling the choked toilet bowl (:

today was quite good ! went for tods today ! after church ate with cousins and aunties and grandma again, ate crystal jade, saw christina and sulin twice !
then later darren , krissi and i go walk .

!! went to fox later . bought a skirt, a shorts and leggings ! amanda bought jeans !
coolsia , happy (:
wahha . bought pink handphone crystal case .
one day , cancel a lot of the things on wishlist !
and i bought another tee shirt . it says : I x3 ET

its cute !

i like school , i like school looaaaadds ((:
HAHA I LOVE SCHOOL !
dont know why !
but i hate mondays still ):

emm, i got something bothering me . its just sooo in my nature, that i would be bothered by it . but really, anyone would be bothered, frustrated . feel desperate and pissed off . i just dont know why must must must be like that . it irritates the shit out of me .
sigh .

im reverting to my old self .
little by little .
seems like if i dont stop, its hello to ex-carey .
hello, my dear .

my mood swung .

6:22 PM;
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i feel angry and provoked .
i want to kill someone .
roar .
stop bugging me .

5:17 PM;
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手牵手，一步两步三步四步，望这天
看星星，一颗两棵三科四棵，连成线。

i love the song , xingqing - jaychou .
haha , love love love !

anywayyys. today had piano , screwed , nothing .

quite ok lah .

yf (:

mini-games . shiok ! the physical one coolsia , must hop on one leg, the freeze and melt . hahahah . getting caught by a lot people . those shorty sec-one boys are fast sia ,

FINE , im also short .

bleaaaaaaaaaaah.

ahhahaha , the verbal one very funny .

i tel carol

" i am a christian, i love God and God loves me , i work hard in everything i do and even if it gets tough, i am happy "

then she told julia and she somhow warped it , and the others also . then become

" i am a christian, i love God , i will seek Him and hide him "then dunno what . a lot difference can . !

mass game , it was like tag when we play during PE (:

hahahaha.

:D

went to 7-11 with audrey . very scary leh . after we bought our things, then we walked out, and there were these two indian ( no offense ) guys, one with a bike . then wen we walk past, audrey ask me to walk faster . cuz the guys " eh , eh " like saying us like that . then we paranoid people were scared cuz the guy had a bike nehh !

then we walk far far, then we look back and can see them ! then we run to the near coffee shop . omg , we paranoid .

laughed like crazy , which is normal .

came back to church, camwhored and tried to take emo pictures .
wahaha .

played couselling . screamed, shouted, highed .
sigh .

ohh ! i bought a cupboard for my room . no lah , its a bookshelf but i doubt it will be used as one (:
its slightly more than three hundred bucks .
asked optician to change lense - thirty bucks
i feel sad ( even if it wasnt my money)

)):

enough talk , did some pictures with audrey today

a lot more are with her (:

until then ..

i dont normally post my zilian pictures but i find the tongue thing very funny . and the jump thing, yaye me ! i always seem to succeed . credits to dannnnniao .

MUG MUG MUG !

9:41 PM;
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YESTERDAY .

fine, just finee . um , woke up super late . 6.50 . chionged to school in ethnic costume . err, had maths and chinese . sucked , then later recess , those stalls open already, but we didnt buy .
after recess go hall for video .
video liao, then 1/1 go games .
yaye ?
ahhahaha, the congkat stall all 1/1 girls playing :D
( and deepak and barvin also )
then we got points for the class, cuz dun care who win also points for 1/1 hahaha .
then the boys playing the ball game got a lot points for 1/1 also.
yayeeee .
walk around right, then boonhow giving us mooncake to eat .
omg . sy and i were screaming that it was uncooked, hello, flour all over, you say can eat .
haha , then i took and ate but i dont like it . then colleen took my half-eaten mooncake and gave it back to boon .
HAHAHA .

um.. besides, larry and boon make one, later got put what poison inside also dunno :O
hahaha . lol .

um. went amk hub to eat mos after school . ate too much . walked back .
ahaha taking a bus to yck station . then me & sy were walking the rest lagging, then saw larry kevin ps fadz and dunno who at the bus stop .
then bus was almost filled with the sec one cohort .
aaha, surprised it can still move .

first class to run . i wanted to run with anju, but she keep stopping and i scared i lose momentum, then later seri got pain i ask her go easy with anju, then i continue running lorh
met a lot of people while running .
fadz " continue ! continue ! "
kevin - doing his last round when i doing my 5th -_-
zakrie, barvin
tianning .
ivan " faster "
siting
seri " i cannot, got muscle pain "
dq " hi "

ohwell , at least i didnt fail , my, what an achievement eh .
oh it rained later , poor people RAN IN THE RAIN .
omg, i mean they should ask them to stop and come in right . ver heavy, somemore later they get struck by lightning ? they wearing the gantry device thing you know . tmd, where got school like that one . stupid sia . later they fall also .

rain like siao, poor people still running . vania say got one senior got asthma, running in the rain wit her inhaler .
siao lah .
err, left for choir, no choir .
omg, ps left earlier than us ,
qiji! ( miracle )
he whr got so enthu sia .
err, then the coward dun dare go inside music room .

CHOIR ENDED AT 4.
not enough people nehh . sigh . then me by sh walk to amk hub and walk around. then i came home to get my file.

tuition !
HAHA . 7 o clock liao, rachel, sabrina, shuhui all chiong go 7-11 . came back 15 min later during class with 2 tomyam noodle, pocky etc.etc.
lol, panni eh.
as usual, handabian self proclaim, self praise everything
ooooh ! tn joinning the suffering next week . yayyee .

ok . piano later . suckeddd .
sobs .

9:51 AM;
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rumours are spreading because im nice .
just cuz people say im nice .
( i am )

hello people, get over it, i am nice.
so ?
not happy is it .
im nice then im nice lah . what the eff you all talking about .
and there's perfectly nothing wrong with being nice .
so what if other people think im nice .

there might not be only one person who thinks im nice right .
you tell me the whole world likes me , please ?
oh that's fine , really .
so what if im nice ?
that's normal .

but please, dont talk lah ok ?
especially deepak , abdul, these few people ?
dont come extra okay, i piss off lah .
people good friends you got problem with it or something ?
well ? i like having friends , not happy ?
i dont get you people .

[edit]
oh yes, and why people thinks im nice ?
yes, go on and ask me why .
because index three and four partner each other that's why .
and so much for CE lesson because i've gone through flash and adobe before ?
so i can help ?
because why, im nice ?
because suaning people is something i like to do .
and my friend doesnt mind .
it brings more liveliness into this stupid world .
oh God, only you people mind .
and you just know he didnt write it .
someone else did , you know that, and still you have the cheek to go around saying science textbook science textbook . sometimes i just want to slap you people hard because you deserve it , and i wonder why some people are born with big mouths such as yours, how unfortunate right ?

just mind your own businesses lah .
you know what i think ?
i think you talk to much .

- to those boys who go " EHHH ! SCIENCE TEXTBOOK SCIENCE TEXTBOOK ! "

[edit]

10:51 PM;
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i chipped my specs .
what an assholer i am .

and my mom . like i know she's the one who paid, but really its me who's supposed to feel the prick and there she goes acting like someone died or something .
im sad .
im angry .
i hate myself shitloads.

i should just effing die lah .
sometimes, its just hard to keep from swearing
now's when i have to incorporate self-control .
dammit .

today was crap , didnt die of napfa, and i'll post tomorrow because i am in the worst of moods and im likely to shout at you if you come and kacheow me .
please, please, pleaaasee , leave me alone .

its like today, people around me kept using the f word . in school, in tuition . siao .
im being damn irritated with my shit .

9:57 PM;
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steven is classic man .

chicken pie ? horny ? whatever ? he just cant face it that he's just like what xiaxue said lorh, its quite true he looks super pervertic . ' xiaxue you sucksucksucksuck etc '

damn lame can . laughing . classic lamer of the century .

5:31 PM;
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thursday
one suay day sia .

PE , 11.6 for shuttle run . still okay lah . i get silver happy already . thing is scared fail run . then must re-run, then fail again, then re-run again, and fail and the cycle repeats . until school close i still havent complete my napfa .

that woman ( used to call her btch teacher ) came over for chinese to give us work . siao , she the woman who confiscate my phone, that efferr . anyway, then she super niao lah . ask for chinese date, full name blah blah . damn noisy lahh .

recess super suay can . bought prawn noodle put chilli nice nice then went to sit at a new place with sy, then there dark dark, raining, never on lights .
then i go buy drink, come back then the lights on .
then i eat suddenly got one big beetle fly / drop from the sky damn zhun into my food can . then me and siying were screaming and screaming in the canteen .
scared the shat out of me . effing bugs . all gang up against me .

there was drama, quite boring actually . miss J lorh . make us copy stuff . na na na na na na na na na na na ..
fadzly today very shiok keep suaning me okay . the i very angry keep shouting at him , proceeded to vent my anger and revenge on poh seng . fact : i am taller than poh seng
( guess you all can predict fadzly suan what thing )
kept suaning poh seng because i know i am taller than him :D
LMAO .

drama . went into groups, then there was this small notice stand . poh seng was standing behind it and the stand was just in front of the * ahem ahem *( becaus he too short ) then the sign read
" QUARANTINE AREA "

HAHAHAH . wanted to take picture, but kevin exposed him to the teacher .
blearghszxz.
borrow orange indian costume from leks (:
OMG ORANGE ! :D
hahah , wear with jeans .
tomorrow is the forbiden run , i will die there :(

erm oneone boys just LOOOOOVE chinese chess . i mean .. er . it cant be like all that fun . new thing that boys can be addicted to . stupid boonhow , for the love of the game, quit bball to join chinese cultural society to play chess . stupid lah .
i think bball more qiantu lorh . play chess also cannot DSA to JC ...
err
tmr must rush to choir after the run . siao lah . after the run what time alr ? reach school exactly choir ended . siao leh . but never go later they say we pon cca .
audrey ponned today cuz she late .
cooooolsia .

nanananananananananana .
they say greed brings you nowhere so here i am !

4:04 PM;
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ohh my goshh .

nostalgia from kid times . did you know i can sing that ?

:DD

love love love ! ahahha . back when i hear nothing but andy lau all the time .

thank my big cousins . andy's good , no matter how old (:
YUPP ! :D

10:39 PM;
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right . super duper piss off now okay .
what else ? ants lah . these stupid things just come to give me problem .
go to hell .

omg . i have spasms on my left lungs . ribcage, heart even . i dun know . spasm lah . after that breathe in will pain for a few second . so stupid can .

I WANT TO MOVE HOUSE .
i dun care . change unit also can . same . just out of this place .
not only got ants . have this damn noisy neighbour .
aaha

believe it or not , i studying history .

HAH . i just killed an ant . picked it up on my ruler .
heh, i tink its stuck . goodie .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . i go and put scotch tape . then it climb on top .
siao, now stuck
HAHA stupid ant it stuck its feeler onto the tape . the stupidest thing an ant can do .
HAHA . POOR THING MY ASS .
tactical ants . should die , yup.

sadistic .

9:45 PM;
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stuff on my mind that worry me now :

1. NAPFA 2.4km run
2. Grade 6 piano practical exam
3. Tests
4. Relax time !

erm firstly right . its so uncool but true , that i cant run for peanuts . which is also because i have crap stamina and purely invisible muscles . thing is i'm just not running the ' liao ' , which constitutes to why im such a pure weakling and skinny bum .
apart from that i kind of been struggling with 1.6 last year ? hello , another 800 m . its a curse, it is . so damn uncoolsia .
this called child abuse , please ?

piano exam . siao lah, my teacher wants me to perfect my scales which are kind of hopeless , and then she go haolian my piano-mate's scales to me can ?
i tell you what anal , i haven't practised a piss this week and i cannot give a shit .
actually, i can .
because i actually AM worried about it . hello, the exam fee is a lot please . and i really cannot afford to lose this time and wait for the next exam .
frankly, is not i dont want to practise okay, i never get the chance, knowing the reaaaally nice girl i am, i dont play when grandma is watching TV . but heyho, grandma is ALWAYS WATCHING TV .

OH SHIT . HAHA I FORGOT ABOUT DUEL MASTERS .
gimme another halfhour . brb .

ohhkay, i am back now .
i fear im losing my relax time . and im falling in love with ..
with..
sleeping ):

*frowns*
i love my bed haha . its like the best bed in the world .im going to marry it one day !
( just kiddinn )

haha . guess what ? no one sms me in like two days . coolsia
its like, a miracle .
isaac thinks im mad .
just cuz i love kids like toooo much
i thought of full names for my future kids .
HAH .

but thats ok . i feel stressed . lets bottle it up shall we .
oh haha . i like school
i like school a lot .
beats being at home and staring at the piano when you know you have to practise .
i like you , school .

5:03 PM;
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wednesdays are quite slack .
maths today . one whole hour of mr leong talking rubbish .
ce . quite cool today , and i still wish deepak will shut up .
stupid packs .

oral , for the other people .
geog in the morning .
its not good, im supposed to love geog lesson , but i havent been paying attention this term.
geog & history test , week six . uncool .

during geog, borrowed boon's teenage mag . read it . then siying ask for permission to take the poster and boon allowed . then siying say " ayah ! the whole book give us lah ok "
then peiyan go side her boon (:
disturbed peiyan until she dulan .

ermm . today EFL . boring stuff . stared at mr neo because he keep walking around the stage while mrs teo talking . and he putting his hand at his belt there . er, you know , above the *ahem ahem * ..
very funny lah . after mrs teo talk finish then another teacher talking about friday . racial harmony day . coolsia . say we must wear ethnic costume for points for our class .
ONEONE ! PLEASE WEAR KAY ((:
haha , i want to borrow indian costume from harshaaaaaana . :D i hope i fit lah :O in anycase then she was talking about stalls then she say
" food stalls sell food ranging from small cookies to .... bigger cookies "
HAHA . COOL SIA . LOL .

ermmm . rained today . dam shiok (:
anyway today i have to do the stupid counters else siying strangle me .
walao , siying is dam sick lah . EFL , she pull my pinafore and look inside " hey, why so dark , go and buy a lamp "
rawrr.

oh yes. i have this sudden urge to cut my hair short / shorter .
i dunno lehhs . like if i cut short, dunno what kind of styleee (:
the point is if too short or what , my ears will poke out .
like last time . its fugly-uncool type can .
~~and also not like audrey kind~~
i didnt say anything :O

HYAH ! time to update my wishlist . after reading boons teenage mag . wahahhahaaa .what i want total to $85 . i actually feel guilty for making my mom broke all the time . coolsia . G200 and Fox . YESYESYES .
LOLL .

about . 2 more hours to duel masters ! omg, dude if they show digimon frontier and samurai x again . i will rock kids central i tell you . cooooolsia (:

off to show you how cool i am .
:O

2:56 PM;
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hello people .
yes you know it . even thought it seems like, it aint the bestest time to chitchat with mehh .
the weather is so warm , and that is not a good sign okkay .
its so uncool .

see, this is when a standing tower fan in front of your bed comes in handy .
i have ceiling fan, tower fan, and my bed is right below the window .coolsia . shiok ?
not , this uncool room no ventilation one .
want me die lah .

my new spec leave a mark on my nose sia . thats so uncoolsia can . oh and thats also the reason why you dont catch me pushing up my specs anymore now . coolsia .

sigh . lost all my appetite . its so tiring to lose your appetite can .

tired . bye

9:42 PM;
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harhar . tuesdays are supposed to be real nice (:
im supposed to like really like tuesday .
today !
coolsia .
i like tuesdays because of D&T DRAMA or music ( fortnightly)
its suppose to be like, the most slack day .
but today got oral remember !
supposed to do 1-6 .
then only had time for 1-4
which means im last lahh .

had badd stomach ache while in class waiting for my turn

wow, so typical of carey . everytime oral same show . stomach ache , numb, tremor everything . this is the carey style of nervous . coolsia .
fortunately for you unoriginial people, its not copyrighted HAHA .

err . drama today was nice lah . i think the drama teacher would be pissed with us haa . because we keep laughing . very funny lahh . seri going to kill fadz, deepak kill gerald everything . coolsia . then kor was the president of the court of the holy dido
random sia .

CAAAAMPUS ! SHAWN IS BACK AGAIN .
WHOOOO .
:D

im like having problems . i lose my appetite halfway through my meal . means when i eat, i eat and eat, then eat halfway suddenly no appetite . its sad and uncool lah . used to happen after being sick. like fever or something , then this will happen . but i never sick lehhs .

OH HAHA . todays D&T . started cutting our acrylic . i was one of the fast ones :O
ayah so i first time cut acrylic , then i broke the blade ! coolsia . one blade one dollar .
i know , im too powerful for the sawing machine, dont have to tell me .
heheheeheh.

after school went bbt shop, bought stuff, walked to amk station . walked park again and shoooot pearls . haa . laughed like mad . then we were talking with straw in our mouth . can hear leh . coolsia .

last night, talked to seri very long . she super horny lah .
" DUN BOOK OVERNIGHT CHALET ! LATER SOMEONE END UP SLEEPING IN THE WRONG ROOM ! "
( someone referring to siying duhhh . )
HAHA .
she was talking about gerald being wild. HAH .
HAHA .HAH . then she talk about planning the preparation for siyings big day .
HA .
LOL ! she damn xixin . HAHA .
ok . no more perverse thoughts .
AHAHAHAHAHA .

just kidding :O

ayah . anywayyy , talking more to kor now after those stupid stuff .
which is a good sign of recovery .
come people, lets make moree friends ! (:

ps. i hate cooked carrots .

3:08 PM;
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i know i know i know
coolsia , i post like more than four times today .
just had this urge to complain about something.

why oh why oh WHY .
anteaters should be kept as pets . or at least be on rental ? coolsia .
my whole table behind is infested with these effing ants. they should all die and rot in hell . you know right i left a fruit half eaten on the table beside me . and i never saw any ants go to it . so i was like soooo happy then when i want to go throw away under the cursed bowl full of ants one whole effing trail towards the back of my stupid table .
thats like soo irritating and un-coolsia

i can officially be and anteater . just that i dont eat ants .
extermination . sounds fun but i find it so disgusting to kill ants .
come on dude , do i have a choice . loook, i just saw two of those blasted buggers and smash them with my pencil . you know i find that super disgusting ? i dont even want to do it but its been sooooooo long since the last ant attack . i miss the times when my table was bugger free.

i need to create something really shiok that can kick ant butt like reaall fast and sadistically. coolsia ! just now super scary and disgusting lah . i was like kicking 30 + ant butt with the wet handerchief .
whats worse is that black contrasts with yellow and most of them are miraculously still alive .
then i ask my mom to wash.
for what its worth, i hate carcasses .
they're even worse than killing the beast itself.
ants are like sooo un-coolsia .

i wish i had this ball thats transparent and then i trap like a few thousand ants inside . and then i can play juggling, ping pong, tennis, volleyball, basketball with it . hah ! that will show you , you uncool bunch of infedels .

i hate you like soo much . fugly uncool bugger noobs
AKA ants .
y'all should like, die ?

hawhaw . i must buy ant medicine . that will show your ass the power of ant-butt-kicking human made stuff . that'll teach you to invade the power orange's terittory . oh yes, i promise it will . HAH . REGRET .

10:33 PM;
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a lot of stuff are affecting my mood right now
to be frank, i shouldnt even be blogging right now .
but just to vent my anger and confusion i shall do the unthinkable .

i have to frustrate my ass over D&T by fogging out ideas from my peabrain incapable of thinking ABC's.
and i forgot tmr is oral test .
fish cares ! i dont care if i freaking fail it okay ?
ms yeoh one kind of irresponsible and weirdo teacher can
ask us practise pic ddescription on a paper, never return, then next day test.
smarto un-coolsia fugly fatass ok.

i feel super stress whacked !
i need to destress . coolsia .
but i may think about nat's destress notes, but i dont have a soundproof wall .
and im not into banging my head on the wall. and im so so so not into treating him to sakae sushi :DD

LOL .
i got this cutte idea from daddddyyy . for my D&T .
too bad i need one more
but the 2nd just give nonsense lah .
anyway i doing one nias.
coolsia .
i love it .

wish me health and big brains.
coolsia

9:28 PM;
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you must not know about me
you must not know about me ~

irreplacable is a nice song to sing .

i suddenly got irritated by the fact our conductor ms lim compare us with fairfield choir lehh .
i dunno, im always irritated when im compared with other people .
like im some kind of effing product on discount sia .
like erm hello ? i couldnt give half a shit.
haha .
im some kind of sensitive person sia .
not-coolsia.

i have problems understanding people's intentions .
which is a bad thing .
this post is so
not-coolsia .

but theres one thing !
im collecting my specs tonight ! coolsia !
but its not VERYVERYSOSOSO nice lah . just a lot better than this current uncool specs because this one has BLUE&GREEN sides . that is so not cool lah .
its fugly-uncool kind (:
which is so not-coolsia .
but the point is that my new specs are pink and nice . coolsia !

:D
coolsia .

6:24 PM;
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THIS IS GOOD AND HAPPY !
DUEL MASTERS IS SHOWING AGAIN .
OMG HAHA YAYE !

remembereing how i watched it last time till sickening kids central stopped showing it .
i was angry .
now its back ( even though they show from scratch again )
BUT !!
they're going to show the part where i almost left off .
HAHA . they better.
YAYE ! ((:
DUEL MASTER !

ohhh haa . i hate HI-5 now .
why they go and change people ? BIG mistake .
bimbo like charlie they dont want to remove go and remove the sexiest kathleen .
what the hell is their idea .
i miss jupjup can .
who the hell is stevie .
sounds like super gay .
one gay nathan is enough can

oo ! advertisement is over .! :D

5:21 PM;
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i hate mondays
i hate maths
i hate mr leong .

whahaa . he is soo evil he is the first teacher my darling guaikia peiyan ever scold behind the back okay ! maths common test result sia . 14 people fail in my class haha .
you see this kind of teacher super failure one .
mr koh only 11 people fail .
this anal come then plus 3.
sommore arrange stupid test on friday thirteen . smartass.

walao, down there scared sia . thinking me and sy confirm fail like hell .
then later i pass by one mark
cool sia .
like, always pass by one mark one lehs

i dont care lah .

i hate monday lah . got science, maths and history in a row . got chinese some more . double whammy . today fenglaoshi never come so we were slack in class . hear music, people like daiqian playing with my hair and ridiculing it :o

actually.. science today was funn (:
did the filtration and heating experiment today lah .
then me and siying doing beside kevin and larry's pair .
i tell you handle dangerous thing near them must be careful okayy .

then me and sy dont dare light fire . haha . let kevin light for us . then we doing the get salt from the salt solution . walao . i love our salt can . cool sia . faster than larry and kevin .
stupid larry keep on turning off our gas, then kena by mrs dan cuz nv wear goggles .
then he go shoot the lighter in my face then i scream and scream until mrs dan make us keep quiet .

HAHA . history damn funny can . me and siying were smiling at each other for fun . smile until very big, then we competing who smile bigger . then we ask peiyan to judge then she say, "whos mouth bigger then win lor " then i tell siying she got big mouth " peifu peifu, you win bahs(: "

then she dun believe and then we were trying to use ruler and measure our mouth at neutral state then super hard cuz each time i put the ruler on my mouth then i will start to laugh . laugh until ms lim staring at me like super dulan like that . coolsia .

then later after school walked with siying to amk hub . she walk to the chengsan cc there, then we walk park that way . along the road, shooting pearls trying to land on the branches of the trees .
you know, me and siying got super telepathy can .
there was this guy that walk pass us , he pri school kid and his body is small. ( kid mah )
then his face was like super mature kind !
then he walk pass .

i was like thinking " omg, that guy look like ABC ( random name ) !"
then after awhile siying said .
" you know ABC? "
" omg, YOU THINK HE LOOK LIKE RIGHT !"
" YEAH HOW YOU KNOW ."
" i think so too !"

haha . walked to amk hub . wanted to buy a pair of the same earrings .
but didnt haa .

siying wants a cap and i want a bag .
the swaku i am,
CAPS ARE REDUNDANT FOR GIRLS .
right .

3:16 PM;
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guess what . july 15, gregory sims birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREG .

even though i dont really know you .
doesnt matter i guess .
church people are friends huh .

whoops no present . whoopes.
pure accident .

guess what ! I HATE ANTS OK .
GRAAAHH .i have this fugly yellow handkerchief thats wet , and its full of ants ( because i attempted to kill them ) and 50% are still alive because im too merciful and not brutal enough !
but ants are cruely infesting my table . they probably have a whole damned nest behind where i cant see . oh for swearing out loud, i need a pest buster , dammit .

i am oh so sorry .
pretty agitated by effing ants and the likes .
bug off, bugger bugs .

10:38 PM;
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HAHA .
i've been doing a lot of chores it is highly impossible !

earlier today, me and isaac were acting like weirdo's
yes isaac ! getting into the spirit of weirdo ship
and as the saying goes,
' weird friends are healthy '
oh ! i'll tell you how that came about .

Isaac says: hiaz.
Isaac says: why must i have weird friends
CAREY says: weird friends are healthy
Isaac says: lol.
Isaac says: a little then healthy larhs.
CAREY says: the more the merrier .
Isaac says: lol.
Isaac says: i guess i shall be weird too.
CAREY says: oh thats fine .

mmm. im being reminded of a merry-go-round .
HAHA so danchun sia.

i am so booreeeed.
i go eat sweet potato soup
YAY !

9:05 PM;
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i am more than just depressed ok .
sewing on this stupid little button onto my school shirt .
i didnt buy anything i wanted today ? got some necessary things but still ... sigh .
felt depressed because i actually managed to make my relatives go thomson plaza after tpy hdb hub AND didnt buy anything .
its like complete wasted effort on my part . and now it result in me having low self-esteem . harhar .

oh and, im actually a lot lot lot nicer to krissi now . i have a lot more self control that seems .

im sorry lah people , i know my ballgaming skills are like shit and my passing skills are less than mediocre but still i want to come extra and occupy space . then sorry lah i very boliao what . think about it , what can you do !
actually i not saying anybody, just talking to myself and rubbing salt in my own wound .
SIGH !

i'm scared right now . no, not scared , worried . and maybe more than just worried because my group and i are in deep shit right now . no, i couldnt give half a shit if siying and ken got 0 for history but the rest of us are like soooo innocent .
i know siying is my friend come on, but they suppose to do research paper right ? now where is it excuse me ? especially that ken . i want to slapp slapp slapp someone until he beg for mercy now . now everybody come to me ask me how .
how ?
how the hell i know how ?
i leader meh ? i never say i leader
i couldnt give a shit to be a leader also .
so you better dun come find me and show me attitude, i tell you i dulan sia .

you dont even know what a research paper is right ? effing slow can .

ms lim explain already ?

cannot find, cannot find my business is it .
i know its like shit to find bullshit when the internet is so effing big and you cannot find nuts for sale but WHAT THE ?

ok calmly breathe in and out .

whats the problem sia . cannot find tell teacher can anot ?
now happy already lah . zero mark .
teacher sadistically smile and whack one red zero in your ass .
satisfied people ?

okay . i have officially finished venting my anger .

i realise i like the words machine guns .
haha .
i need to shit
a little anal retentive eh .

5:43 PM;
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Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

i hate liquid things . except if you're drinking it. you know a drop of cursed water just ruined 1cm squared of my orange ink words in my poooooor D&T sketchbook .

sigh , that is a sad thing .

im becoming easily affected by small stuff . and that is umm, not good .

anyho, im drinking milk , i know ivan has his ways by drinking one carton a day but in anyho i can try, even a cup right .

( which kind of explains why so many people are growth stunted like me :O )

unless you're just lucky to have mutant growth hormones . oh yes, that is just FAIR alright .

humpths.

POST ON VEGETABLES .

people are born differently .

but ! people can help themselves . i went to wikihow and typed ' grow taller ' . dang if it didnt suggest celery ? i hate celery, i could be starved in the desert and not even care to smell celery much less fantasize .

but lettuce is an alternative . a good alternative . you know what ? lettuce should dominate over celery .

dominate so good it will wipe celery from the face of singapore ( at least )

and our lucky future generation will say this when asked " you know what's celery? "

they will answer

" celery? a machine gun ? "

but oh, chye sim is so much betterr . surprised right ? im suppose to be angmohpai person but asianic is still like sooo style can . chye sim very good .

cheap, nice, simple, healthy .

its so cheap you can buy chye sim by picking your nose !

and it tastes like crap times better than celery can .

so now right, follow me and say this together

CELERY IS SOOO YESTERDAY DARLING.

LETTUCE AND CHYE SIM ARE THE NEW 'IN' THINGS !

( PROMOTES MUTATION OF GROWTH HORMONES )

WHICH IS GOOD DARLING !

WOO !

and i get this satisfactory feeling doing D&T homework

so i shall stop bulling around and continue pleasing myself with work (:

tooodums .

10:20 PM;
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hello(:

today was fine
screwed piano lessons. my teacher is so evil can . she ask my piano-mate to play scales to make me jealous beause she knows i suck . cheap trick to motivate me is it !

and i forgot nathan's cd again !

oh yeah ok so i dont forget .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN !

omgg , kevin is taller than me >:( oh yes, i know you dont believe but its true !
* tries to justify myself *
happy birthday classmate (:

anyway then, yf was ok . the car ride to church was nice . and i was happy, in the car -cuz i had a prune :DD and green tea .
HAHA .

weird .

then reached church and found audrey . played JINX YOU OWE ME A SQUAT!
and laughed like maaaaad. like she will point to a sign " look at this "
:DD
HAHA . ok super weird.

anyway YF was workshop . first part was something with the " speed dating " concept in mind .
the guys were asked to find out something of the girls . then we sat like in twos . first was abraham asking me. he needed to know what was my favourite and most hated teacher .
HAHA .
subsequently a lot of guys.. rotate, so a lot of people asked different questions.

then came to jerry .
" what do you do / where do you go after school? "
" err sometimes go amk hub "
" do you go home ?" ( i thought as in , do i go home right after school )
" err sometimes "
" walao one kind go home sometimes other days dun go home?!!"

HAHAHAHAAA .
i go home okay (:

then the other part is body language - -
expressing stuff ,
actually supposedly all this in preparationg for outreach in october( i think ) .ohhhhh and we can bring friends !! (:
FRIENDS !
FRIENDS !
NON-CHRISTIAN FRIENDS!
COME TO MY CHURCH RETREAT OK !(:
ITS FUNNNN :DD
yaye, i have a good mind to ask nina to come :D

YAYE !
anyway . thats about it, then chiong to 7-11 with audrey
omg it was so stupid can . we wanted a slurpee then we like mixed three flavour then overflow and the stupid cap cannot close . then audrey was like guaguajiao . then later the indian uncle say put plastic bag -_-
like got piyong like that . cannot close cap want the plastic bag to collect water then drink from there issit ? then he talk and talk about something we naturally dont understand then we fed up sia . then nat called and kept talking about different kinds of burgers but there is only one kind .
then bought for nat . needed to cook it then i was keeping my change an ask audrey to put in the oven . i dunno press what number then i ask her to read behind .
but she go and press 3 ( 30 seconds ) then come out i see behind need 2-3 min .
then i cook another 30 second .
brought back to nat, he found out its 50 sec
hahahaha .
later kena food poisoning

HAHA . then played JINX YOU OWE ME A SQUAT on nats notebook .
HAHA .
laugh until pain sia . then serene thought we crazy ahha .
parents came, went home

i made an amazing discovery

boys, like to give girls a disgusted face because they dont want (dare) to smile at girls, even their friends know ! but thats ok because it shows that girls are more open and friendly . even that brings me to realise like other classes so bonded . because people are like sooooooo nice to each other .

and in case . in case people start gossiping about me wishing kevin happy birthday this is what i have to say .
i wish everyone happy birthday .
i wished ivan, hady, whowhowhowho.
( i forgot whether i wished larry )
ANYHO . i wish a lot of people .
even ! even my webfriend who is sec2 and i have no idea who is he .
haah .
clear right .

8:30 PM;
<3

goodmorning (:

mid morning crisis .
lol
my grandmother nv take her hp go out with my aunt.
all the other grandaunties finding her .
sia - -

im eating englishy food !
today have piano
my piano exam is next month
and i still play like sai .
scales also dont want to practise .

hurmpth .
i decided to do it .
now ..
:D

9:58 AM;
<3

boy i am dog-tired .
super shacked .
i wonder why huh .

omg lah hanlaoshi is so full of shit .
she say like she very smart, she very power like that can ?
want to slap her silly sia .
say what get out of the class .
oh please can, i cant wait to go out okay .

somemore complain our work like sai .
then zikua say she persevere and mark our work with a lot of effort sia .
talk so much, then dont mark lah .

then she give that righteous talk omg can puke lahs
she think she teacher very shiok lorh , order here order there like we her dog like that .
torture can .

shuhui & rachel went out to toilet after they finish theyre zuowen . then i later go also
found them sitting at the staircase chatting .
i took the longest time to go back sia .

omq lah . i kind of completely quit maple and stuff .
my cash is all expiring already can .
sad lah .
at least i have gained 4 lvls since the last time i quit right :D

i wish theres one day my mom wont nag .
( maybe not , i dont want the world to end so fast )
:X

gotta bunk
im sleep-typing .
tooodaadehh.

!END! '

11:05 PM;
<3

heyddos '
o.O

today i got kidnapped for the afternoon by choir .
it was quite okay .
ms lim came today . it was funny (:
we surprised her and mrs sin . they're birthdays :D
i shant take cred cuz i didnt do anything haha .

sang ' sing the gypsies '
suaned jinhu (:

school was ok .
happy FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH
wahhaa .

ok, im not superstiscious .
but seriously today quite suay one .
siying more suay .
then peiyan became paranoid .
lmao .

school was ok . ok ok ok .
actually not really .
i caught something bad
i caught a cold sia .

after school went with siying buy bubble tea and food .
walao sia , i queue for like half an hour can ?
dont want to serve me . i too short is it .
slap you arh .
tmdd '

went to void deck to eat and shoot bbt pearls on the floor
i was scared someone fall down sia ..

later sy have to sub for someone so i went to class
and decided to go home
to put bag and take tuition file .

haha . went home , chionged .
ate flu medicine , came out .
ahah well guess who i saw while walking past pres high .
WEN JUNJIE lorh .
heh . siying not excited one .
i sms her she dun believe worh
but fact, he dun look soo short in long pants .

heh .
ran for the bus, came back on time
walked in and out of class .
went toilet to tie hair, abdul call in
" quick come out , larry and fadz changing clothes in class "
-_-
ivan " larry naked ! fadz naked ! "
diao .

gossiped :X
after choir went bubbletea shop again .
then went playground to eat
then talking about ppls birthdays .
sweehwa say tmr is kevin birthday
then we go amk hub to buy sth for him

3 ppl share money (:
we wanted to buy this notice that said
" i may be small but im fast "
but they dun have a new one .

sad lahhs .
lmao .
then i was a little late for tuition because my bus refused to come .
sigh .

tuition is evil . hanlaoshi is evil
i want to slap her good .
today she wore retro . black black weirdo hairstyle everything .
wannabe - witch cum punk woman ?
uglyy '
she's wicked
she should die .

ohwells. i can wake up late tmr (:

9:45 PM;
<3

its not wrong or bad .
i bought cheap clothes.
haha .
my mom says it wont last and it will like spoil before i know it.
who cares .
if you want a good quality one, it will cost at least three times more .
i saw a nice shoe .
i wanted to look at it again
but i forgot where it was :X

stinks .
i saw in a market shoe shop, the same shoe i saw at robinsons .
sheesh .
im loving the market more and more .
which means my standard is dropping
it may not be a bad thing anyway .

omg . something behind my ear is hurting .
stupid .
i have maths .
stupid stupid maths to do .
sighs .

oh ! went to the spec shop .
the uncle made me try a lot of kind .
then i got a half frame pink colour one .
i saw a few is pink&orange but

and.. i saw a REALLY NICE PINK ONE !
but its too big for my smaaaaaall face )):
i wont blame myself for being ~~petite~~

lmao !
ok .(:
i'll be happy , you too ok !

9:50 PM;
<3

harharhar .
veeeery funny .

i saw someone i knew on 853 today
if that person used to take 851, i guess 853 also can bring to the same place .
it was the same person lah .
unless i'm like, blind or something .
last time i saw that person was .. o6 . psle period .
haha .

but the point is i took 853 means i walked to amk again !

because i missed the 86 . oh man, i could have killed the driver if i wasnt on the other side of the road .

PE was a curse .
no ,
PE is a curse .
PE is a curse when the MOE have nothing better to do and so they give you napfa and sit in their posh office to shake leg as you slog your gut running like an animal !

today have to run 3 rounds .
i almost died .
well at least i survived 2 rounds haha .
okay, so its not a great achievement ,
but i walked the 3rd round, and still failed anyway .
haha
but oh, i had an excuse

i was walking then suddenly my specs lense drop on the floor, the screw disappear can .
diu ! ( learn from brian -_- )
then cannot wear, cannot see,
super groggy like that .

then i walk back and then very xinku . ):
then i take my black rubberband the smalsmall one
i tried to tie it together . but siying could do it ! :D
then i walk around with my specs and a black rubberband sticking out from one side .

i wanted to change my specs since the start of the year and now its going to happen
wahhaahhahaha
happy sia .
maybe tonight . but my family optician the shop, the frames very dun have variation
i hope i spot a nice one !

iwant an orange, or pink one ! :DD
HAHA .

lessons were alright today .
during d&t, siying say she wants a christian name .
im gonna help her LOL !
stuff like stephanie she likes .
but must satisfy this stubborn pig .

then there was this survery with stupid questions .
then a counciller give out food ( prize for something )
then he said " please dont eat in the classroom "
then everyone was like " MS YEOH CAN EAT !?"
haha .
watched finish Bugs Life .
some parts were funny .

then sy and py were giving us names
i am Latte .
sy is Milkshake
py is Cappucino
st is Mocha

and a few others .
i wanted teh-oh ):

owells . i am more asian style anyway :O
no, i am an angmohpai person :D

its ok if you're too stupid to understand , i assure you it is rather normal
( for people like you )

anyway right, then after school me sy py walking to amk station .
then outside chengsan cc i realise i left my handphone wallet in class .
sy called ivan to come and pass to me .
yaye ! thanks kor (:
im too lazy to go back liao ma .

err . D&T homework .
braaahahhhh .
o.O

2:56 PM;
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eh i dont knw what im doing here
i should be doing my chinese compo .
but well .

i was thinking . i want a lot of things .
i made a list even .
a list of 10 wants .

when i thought about it seriously , i thought about what i needed .
need and wants are two separate issues .

only two of the ten things i wanted, are needs .
( somehow i clumped them together heh)

its kind of weird.
makes me think why i actually want these things since
they are not completely neccesary & important .

and then somehow it falls back to the cost .
sure you can have what you want if you're financed .
( you can have what you need, and want . )

but then again we are God's stewards .
this money isnt ours , so what right do we have to spend it
on indulging ourselves ?

' you cant have your cake, and eat it '

even if i put aside the stewardship,
my mom has the finance .
she still wont buy still for me .
i have the cake, but i cant eat it .

like the baker will have diarreah if i eat his cake or something .

sorry for the very lousy application .
i know all this talk right .
wont change nothing .
i still want stuff, all of them .
but thinking about it makes me conclude that im not going to get all this
in the very very near future .
which is sad ):

the point now is, i have to first get my mom to buy me the needs & not the wants .
( of course its good if she will buy the wants also )

like, say dad strikes 4D or something .
then if im lucky he'll gimme one thousand shopping money

oh my, i better wake up . i have my compo missing me.

9:28 PM;
<3

kind of tired .
a little lah .

went to J8 with danielle yammy and audrey after school .
it was stupid . they held us back during EFL can .
but at least got something to show for it .
top 3 in geog and home econs ! woo !

lmao .

anyway, maths was after CE, then we were coming from the lab, then i stepped into class and said loudly " maths sucks .. "
then i didnt realise Mr Leong already in the class :X

err. watched harry potter . i think it was lousy .
cuz im such a nerd, its my first harry potter movie ok .

thats not the point lah .
the point is voldemort doesnt die .
no, its not amazing .
at least after the last movie, they thought he died .
this one, the guy just run away .

then what order of the pheonix
its not even the main part of the show ok
voldemorts nose sucks .
he should get a nose job .

anyway . ate at mos burger before movie .
it was fine . then i ordered milk shake
audrey was like " what is that ? please save me ! "
and i fined her $2 for drinking it .
( like she will pay like that )
we were very noisy (:
audrey screaming, shouting, everything .. lol
camwhored ..

walked around then bought food and watched movie
then after the movie, went to 4th lvl to walk around
went to gift a name two times .
audrey bought the letter " J" you know why
and i bought this tortiose thingy with a cute pink shell .

oh before i forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE
aka
BIG BIRD

harharhar.

lastly i want to talk about heights.
shut up, because i know what you predict when carey says
" lets talk about heights "

but you're soooo wrong this time .
me & siying were talking a lot during geog today .
about blood and heights.

we are both go weak and limpy as long as we're one and a half feet above the ground .
thats why during any captains ball, you dont see me as a captain
because if there's anything in the world im afraid of..
its heights .

i tried once . for less than two minutes?
i had to grip the chair back for fear i will just go soft and topplie over like a toothpick .
yes and sadly i couldnt even look at the ball while on the chair
having to concentrate on my foothold to avoid collapsing like a weed .
i turned white .
oh yes, i could imagine what i looked like :X
white and everything .
hmm.

so to conclude .
carey is afraid of heights !

8:14 PM;
<3

ok this gotta be reaaal quick (:

im sorry 1/1 for not going badminton (:
had my reasons .
even though i imagined no one would think anything of my absense .
( i have a good mind you're tn(: )

in anycase SORRY LAH . but i thought no one minded haha .
anyway ..
nina's coming to anderson on 3 aug !
for science something.

which happens to be hyolims birthday ! :D
omg i still rmb

gtg,

8:31 PM;
<3

i object .
i object to the couple dance thing .
at least please please re-random pick can .
i dont want to dance with ken ?
* vomit blood *

come , besides that, we wont pressure the CWC ok (:

subjects as usual.
i hate chinese can .
wahhahaha . during chinese i was re-clipping my hair, then my smallest clip drop into my
t-shirt :X

but i was wearing pants lah.
then i was jumping in class and everything, then i couldnt find it , then when we were going to drama, then i realised it was in my pants pocket ( dropped there )
( remember i have to wear the pinafore right )

tianning kept my belt, i almost ran back to class to take ok .

drama was nice . we were playing murderer . and then i was the detective .
2detective, 2murderer out of a class of 40 people -_-
i was looking around ok, but i didnt catch anyone .

later, turns out gerald was the other detective.
peiyan and kevin are the murderers
walao . peiyan was sitting 2 seats beside me, how i see she wink ! -_-
siying said that ps was telling her that kevin was the murderer, then later siying kept staring at kevin and he killed her :x

but i didnt see ! ahh .

eeyer, at first want go home take badminton rackets then go chengsanCC play with class . then later siying want pangseh me , she say dowan go .
i angry ok .
then we ate NYP macs, and then i go home .
when we in NYP always got people staring at us lorh. then later there was this group of paikia guys sat behind me

" xiao mei " ( little girl )

* i shift my head a bit *

" wo de pengyou yao qing ni " ( my fren wan to treat you )

*turns back and ignores *

" CB .. "
you all know what cb is i no need elaborate thank you .

bully people .
siao .

i suddenly got that urge to cut short my hair .
what a really strange surge of thought .
lets cut my hair nice & short .!
( not )

HAHA .

3:30 PM;
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im so jian ( cheap )
to think i have to come out this kind of cheap trick
to get to go on wednesday .

i wished i dont have to resort to this dumb tactic .

i mean, getting to go is really most important

had a nice long talk with me mom .
no need to elaborate .
its stupid .

im having supper bye .

9:57 PM;
<3

ehh today was quite a good / bad day ! (:
bad thing is that have maths, science, history all smashed together .
but howell, i survived !

okay . art was nothing . those that finish printing just go arrt room one and do nothing .
so art was .. nothing .

mother tongue ! fenglaoshi never come . very boring . err. haha i forgot what we did .
oh !
me and siying were talking then we saw someone pasted " please kick me" on larry's back .
then adriel go and kick him .
then i pasted a 'slap me'
ahha

then i help siying paste one but aciddentaly poke him so he knew . ee no fun sia .

ok . then later recess, then science .
stupid experiment .
they ask us to mix iron filing and rock sulphur thoroughly
then later use magnet to separate.
then me and siying mix until TOOO thorough then cannot separate ):

then i tried to blow the stupid sulphur off .
then so qiao the wind is blowing at my face .
then i blow and God knows whether i ate or breathe in the stupid yellow powder .

eh, later i die how ah .
maths, boring .
hahaha . good, i will attempt to keep my new maths file the way it shoud be .
or else like last time like that .

you know mr koh left us because he was gonne teach science cuz not enough teacher?
what the.. right ?
tsk .

history was bad . ms lim was calling each group up to confirm stuff .
then she asked for our research paper and we were like
" WHAT RESEARCH PAPER !"
hahaa
boonhow just asked me to let him and ken do it
so ken can go to his house .
use this kind of excuse so smart eh .

after school . i wanted to eat out . then by and want to eat canteen .
sian lah .
i go coffee shop eat with sh, tn, hx .
then later tn said she wan go my chinese tuition :DD
yaye !!

lol , ok then went back to class. zakrie tried to sing kyrie ._.
i didnt know zakrie could sing .
then..

ahaha . choir !
was ok . learnt ' see the gypsies '
then later i got auditioned into sop 2
yeah lah, i not high high like what .
then cannot rmb the sop2 part ):

but ! sop2 got more ppl !!
haha . in sop2 with by.

walao , today mr yong fafeng.
he go and scold six people .
just cuz they talking .
erica say he just trying to waste time .
end early again .
what's his idea man .

see the gypsies is a happy song man .
its nice ! (:

i walked with by and sh to amk mrt .
then went into amk hub interchange .
you know that lvl right.. dunno is the phone shop or what .
but everytime i walk past there, there is someone's bluetooth connecting to mine .
" recieve message via bluetooth from 77th Street? "
walao . 3rd time already .
must be have some system there can .
surely no one stalking me ba !
anyway

im off to dinner !
seeyou tonight (:

6:42 PM;
<3

oh i am like soooo sorry
i havent been as consistent eh ?
no choice .
that stupid korean drama .

okay . i think my mom watch finish . hopefully :X

OKAY! YF was nice (:
there was captain ball and workshop.
then quite average day . flunked piano . blahblah .
then saw nathaniel bald :O
seriously dont wear that cap :X
makes him look balder than he already is, which is not a good thing -_-

okay . today was . alright i suppose . wanted to sit in for msg but guess who made me go tods?
okay its not a trick question .
audrey lah .
):
audrey say grace is not cute but grace is like sooo cute can .
and joshua gan is sooooo cooool .
wahaha . he wave at me . im so thrilled !
- -

fine. then tods was fine . yeah fine .
i like renee lots .
oh yeah . mayen is so act can .
i feel so hypocritical i can stab myself.

its like i act like im that nice 'jiejie'
walao . she first time want go toilet . no problem i bring her go .
then less than 5 min she want to go again . then i bring her go lorh
then i see the toiletbowl she never even piss or shit can .

then another 5 min " jiejie i wan pass motion "
WHAT THE..
im a hypocrite . sorry about that.
she very bazhan me can . i wan play with other tods she will scream ' JIEJIE!'
headache lah . slaps.

okay then later went to J8 with cousins, aunties and grandma .
walked around then go nearby the coffee shop to eat .
then saw a lot of yf people .
daniel say hi .
nat and a lot of people walk past.
at first saw pastor eddy family down there .

then krissi mistook jasmine for sharon .
some other sharon . i also duno :X
sian lah . i wanted to buy thing then my mom dun let .
tsk .
oh i got danielle's present .
small one lah, you thought i very rich .
i take $4 from my mother somemore .
okay she might not like it but.
HAHA its a practically useless thing :X

nvm. the thought that counts . i hope .
im tired.
no actually im .. not haha.
i slept from like 6 to 8.30
sleeping has become nice . ! :D

wahahaa .
i like sleeping, yes !

10:20 PM;
<3

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