i've just been feeling super choked up and pissed off and angry and miserable and stupid and insulted at myself over things that shouldnt be. i shouldnt even be thinking about it after what i claimed.
and just in cue, my horrible stomach ache comes on.
oh God, help me please.
its been a whole day and i will die because i have run out of gastric juices eating up my stomach. and in fact, i would run out of stomach(s).
oh. oh . oh.
i am doing my chinese homework supposeddly but i cant concentrate. oh the pain. i feel like passing out. the pain is excruciating i am so dying now.
it goes on, off, on, off.
i know that if i constipate myself, my ass will hurt.
and if i dont, my stomach will cease to exist.
crap, what am i saying.
of course i need the toilet.
the bloody damned toilet.
did i mention earlier that national libraries are such crap when it comes to the books i love to read.? namely those of murder, investigation, crime, detective blahblah that kind? and i found such such interesting book summaries of manybooks at the back of the book. and when i flip open, you cant read two pages without coming across the F word.
its nuts how people write books. it doesnt really make the book any better when you include those. i know,
its DAMN weird im saying this because you can just quote
" look who's talking "
BUT!
i hate improper books. especially because they have about 500 pages.
pffft// not worth my time sorry.
because im trying to kick away my vulgarities already okay!
i admitted.
now help me ):
okies, i seriously have to start work now.
im gone for good till thursday !
and im still sad i wont b in the same group as darlinq.
its the saddest thing.
damn, i keep saying that.
oh its depressing, what am i doing to myself.
i miss 1/1..
i miss the happy time in 1/1
now.?
crap ah, wtc , im gone byebye:DD
ps. audrey revived her stinking panda xiaoMuMu`.
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