life hasnt been exactly smooth-sailing or anything.
but pure boredom.
okay. ytd listen to nat about his life story. not really lah.
but made me stay up late.
usually i'd be on my pillow by , say 11 sharp.
but anyway.
then today, smsed a couple of people so my numbers shot up to near 300.
so i had to pangseh those people because i dont really want to live on less that 200 for the next 20 days.
can you imagine it?
10 each day?
thats pure madness.
today i smsed carol in the morning, then gossiped with abraham about mrs dan and certain people, then just talked rubbish with caleb.
i sound like i hve too many sms to spam.
i dont can.!
okay lah. the next few days will be complete boredom also, because most of the buddies and friends are going off to church camp.
and you wanna know something?
I WANNA GO TOO.
unfairness. even though i never asked before, mom says she's busy during this period, and dad.. well he's non-christian so what you expect. and i've never gone before.
i hate this. i want to go, alone.
alone.but however, you remember? im the dependent kid right?
im not so much as independent yet. so i cant. i wont be allowed to.
eh no, i will not swear.
but in any case. i will go one day..
but i will feel so lonely the next few days can. typing posts that wont be read, sending smses that wont be replied, talking to myself and everything.
hm. so boring. no one to talk to.
i just trim my nails. though i have no idea how to. i hate my middle finger. now dont think wrong. i mean is, the nails ALWAYS chip off. urgh. wakakas, i love my fourth and last finger.!
uhm. im thinking about church camp again. whats it like? it'd be so nice to be around the church people all the time. yups.
i miss retreat like crazy. i miss grounders. i miss all my friends lah.
so sad. gone for duno how many days. but i still have audrey and.. and. no one.
oh wells.
hey, i'll miss all of you k :D
have. fun.
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