im feeling so stressed up now.
rright now i just wanna concentrate on my piano k.
mastering that hell of a rubato on my melodie.
good timing isnt it, my piano teacher teach me rubato at the last minute
good, now must put inside the piece.
dunno what delay..
piano, piano, piano, are the only things going on right now in my mind
i even think that's highly unthinkable but yah
i dont want to think about anything else right now. right later. right ever.
i just dont want to flunk my piano exam coming.
some passion. not.
if only i can have that kind of peace and silence in my house.
and just play that piano to myself.
but the stupid tv is always on.
the occasional coughing, sneezing, tsking, everything.
some distraction.
it should be kind of like a stress reliever.
strive for perfection.
thats basic.
now im going to compare the composers playing with my own
thanks to my teacher who lent me the disk (:
yaye. back to music. i must be disturbing the neighbours, its 11. :/
i ain't got no care in the world anyway.
dont take my mind of this.
oh yes, im really sorry if i didnt reply your smses or tags or msn or anything
not that im saving sms or anything. thats besides the point.
but its like i got no mood for nothing now.
im so so so so sorraye a'ights.i'll be better tmr, i promise .
a lot better :D
but for now. i need quiet.
