Fairytale fly

Blog Site Girl Tag Links Misc Archives

Friday, June 8, 2007

sobs
im having mood swings.
and feeling so cranky.
and snappy.

i need someone to talk to. about absolutely nothing, and not on sms.
im feeling upset also because its the start of the month and i used 150 smses TODAY. and not to mention i have only got 500 free smses.

i supposed to do homework but i cannot concentrate. theres no drive. no enthusiasm. there was ytd. then started to feel knotted up today so i cant do anything. i cant even talk to people properly
and im getting more and more impatient. with everybody. if you take too long to reply, i take it as you ignore me. then i get upset before getting over it.

mine's a sad life. but on a brighter note, my promise to stop swearing has been kept till now lah. which is a good thing. pray that it lasts as long as anything . and,gosh is a hush word, or a substitute so cannot use also, just like 'crap' which serene & nat explained

caleb is right. i should do some sport before i grow fat.
even though i dont think i will.
ahh its hopeless lah, i dont have stamina for peanuts.

and while darling is with her new shushu, here i am swaying between emotions. pissed then sad then happy then the list goes on. no, i dont blame anyone. im just so bored and demoralised.
i need motivation.

come to think about it, i need a LOT of motivation. since i just thought about my history project. or rather, my history project group which is, i dont want to say it but, hopeless. kind of lah. and so stress up cuz im doing the stupid compilation of the ppt slides.
and from wat i can tell only siying is doing her part.

see, boonhow just tossed me his junk of part which was practically completely irrelevant. see i wanted info on India, China, Southeast Asia, and then he gave me all kinds of information on Rome and all that.

then ken, happily went off to malaysia , 15 minutes after i sms him on what he was suppose to do. and he's not back yet.

and if i can guess correctly larry's hasnt started doing anything. and its a really smart guess by the way.
but at least i can thank God that gerald switched away from our group.
i rmb how he tore up our research with that sadistic ball of spiky hair- larry.
and gave some lame excuse to mrs lim.
dey. madness.
im so daomeii!!

.
.
oh no. i feel like a worm .
how pathetic.
this is how i feel all the time when i cant do my homework and i have time ( a lot of it ) to do it. yes, i feel like a worm lah.
thats it.
my ol habit come back.

lets eat junk foood already

Labels:


3:20 PM;
<3