as i was trying to talk to audrey, and also trying to find nat's verse references, there goes my mom again
nagging and nagging and nagging. like she cant see im in a foul mood already.
" AH YOU SEE, TOLD YOU NOT TO EAT IN THE ROOM ALR, SEE NOW GOT ANTS HOW?"
" LAST TIME I TELL YOU, YOU BETTER KEEP YOUR CD NOW "
" SEE YOUR TABLE HOW MESSY? HOW MESSY?"
" NOW I CLEAR YOUR TABLE FOR YOU , YOU CAN USE IT TO STUDY OK "
" THIS STUPID CAP IS USE FOR WHAT ONE"
" ASK YOU STUDY YOU SIT THERE STARE AT THE STUPID COMPUTER"
slept for like three hours.
and if the wake up symptoms wasnt responsible for my grumpiness, it would have been nags. oh seriously im tired of it all. cant wait to grow up and marry some random somebody and move out already. pffft.
i wish i could have done a better job of what i had to do. i think, i didnt do enough. i cant do anything more. i daren't try anything more already.
i feel like slapping someone right now. you know just to vent my grumpiness. reminds my of the show GONG. wen the girl go and take one dummy. wah i wish i had a dummy like that
and maybe i can also use it to ram my forehead into the tiny circle on the tiny paper , if you dont know what i mean you probably dont have to.
i cant last. as if spending the evening and night with my parents weren't difficult enough. ( difficult as in, i cant do anything i want to do without taking precautions ), now im going to have to spend 2 full days with my mom. no, i dont really want to think about it.
i've come to a realisation that i cant run away from my computer when im at home, and furthermore, thats what i have to keep from my parents.
not exactly.
but i hate them spying on me
actually not them, her.
i did try my best to communicate peacably. if you ask me, that was a start.
patience carey, back in school its gonna be a lot tougher.
OH, havent done geog an history.
ah. tmr have choir practice. sigh.
bye
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