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Saturday, June 30, 2007

urgh
i hate mr leong

yes i hate mr ken leong no doubt.
what kind of four chance rule.
want to kill us.

i want mr koh back, however gay he had been
mr koh. come back !
oh man, now i know what they mean by
" only cherish the person after he's gone "


in this case, i would happily bear his gayness to just replace this
evil teacher.

you know the fourth chance will go and report to the DM ?
after that is the principal or something !

come on lah ! just do what you're good at.
teach PE okay. dun butt into maths and all that.
oh and.
expecially maths .

i cant stand a dingdong in maths and confirm i will report to DM one lah.
i feel like bashing him. once he look at all my past not-done homework he will see red, vomit blood and send me to the principal office.

just kidding.

mad-ness lah. some more dunno teaching what rubbish. mr koh was teacher us simple inequalities, then after he left, mr leong teach us RATE.
i like rate. BUT. come on !
what the.. four chances for the next 5 months.
i can already forsee my destiny ok.

WHATS MORE.
me and siying havent done te maths project.
and i think. he wants it.
and. the maths worksheets.
bummer !

i dunt know how to do, also want to book me meh !
not that i dunno, mr koh also never teach. dump us to the online lesson like i understand, then later give us homework. then expect us to be walking mathematicians and know how to do it. seriously, mr leong is like, too much lah. four chances? its like giving a caged bird an ant-sized hole to fly out before being shot. -
" sure die one "

i feel threatened now.
super threatened.
like held at gunpoint.
i wish i could take a chopper and decapitate someones head.
then it could be self-defence !

maths is three times a week. one hour each time.
3 hours of maths is like..
three hours of looking at a guy with a parang in his hand incoherently threatening people and writing illegeble stuff on the whiteboard.

i never thought i would say this but..
MR KOH. COME BACK PLEASE.

i suddenly realised if i hadnt made that promise not to swear, this post would be filled with all kinds of..
yeah, you know.
writing studded with stuff that hurts your eyes.

oh yes, i notice something.
you know the time i stopped hating people ( except mr leong )
i kind of became a little more immuned to people suaning me or disturb me.
like my classmates.
except siying lah. because she know the truth *sigh* but she still want to say me.

im sad
im tormented
im worried
im pissed
im despaired
i've lost all hope of not seeing the principal

thats it. i hate maths. i hate mr leong. i hate it so much i even KNOW next year, my maths teacher will be a nice one
to compensate, of course.


i tried . i tried.
i tried . but there just had to be an exception .
an exception to spoil all my efforts .
an exception to corrupt my motive .
an exception to push me to my dead end .
an exception that is you - mr leong.
you made me hate again.

kiss my ass, loser.

10:47 PM;
<3

today was
fun fun fun :D

erm today piano was quite okay
and i have to post reaaaaal fast.

yf was nice. prayer and praise.
it was nice nice nice and nice (:

anyway after yf me and aud went to 7-11.
omigawsh. stupid things happened on the way there and back
i dont want to say cuz its quite
disgusting..
some stuff we saw (:

HAHA .
then we went back to church and left audreys hotties at the carpark ledge.
and we talked and i change shirts with audrey
because she was obsessed with my purple one.
then later.
when i was wearing her shirt..
i started to regret.

IT SMELLS ):
( not good )

still have to change back later. and my purple shirt was almost ttly wet.
and after a long time. .the hotties were untouched (:

ooh. i finished THE BONE PARADE !
one part where the evil guys head kena decapitated by liquid bronze.
it was nice :D

haha.
ok now i shall talk about fish eyes.
i like them fish eyes.
why?

it is cool to eat fish eyes !
remember to spit out the eyeball and the socket.
oh, you asking what is there to eat if we spit those out

let me inform you .
the eyeball is powdery. so you eat up the powdery part and you spit the hard inside.
and then. the socket..
you see, the eyeball is stuck to the socket by some jelly thingums.
eat the jelly thingums.

im serious ! (:

random fact about me : i like chye sim :DD

WOO !
IM HAPPY (:
because 1/1's blog is up again.
this time we wont make history repeat itself ok (:

simple if you dont like anybody, keep to yourself.
dont express it out :D

hear this :
I LOVE 1/1 LOOOOADS
WE'LL NEVER WALK ALONE :D

YAYE ! :]

9:26 PM;
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i am too pissed off for words.
i just closed maple.
i refuse to play until that stony lag is over.

look, i dc-ed like more than 5 times.
in fact, i dced almost every three minutes.

and im pretty sure its not maple thats lagging
its my whole system
the com is lagging.
the com is dying.
i need a new com .

come on. imagine this.
i am too lagged to attack for at least 2 minutes.
the monsters die after more than half a minute
( that is if i actually manage to attack without dc-ing )

yes dear, it is that bad .
and now i even wonder if its
FIREFOX THAT IS LAGGING THE LIGHTS OUT OF ME.
- cant upload pictures
-super lag

this is the first time i lag like this !
like a slow lorris.

that is IT. i want a laptop. now.
and audrey. if you kindly change your skin, i will for sure
DELETE FIREFOX.

cannot tahan liao.
omigawsh. i miss binturongs ! :DD
i dreamt again last night.
completely forgot what i dreamt about.
well then.. until i remember.
im going to read
THE BONE PARADE x33.
ahahh i love it.

im offf !~

10:26 AM;
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i'm hungry.
i was hungry last night.
and i'm hungry after 9 hours of sleep !
its 9.15 now (:
and..
im hungry.

seriously lah. something is wrong with my internet
now that i dl that stupid firefox.
then dunno what, running with add-ons disabled.
now i dunno why .
cannot upload pictures ok
chao irritating lah.

i am pissed off !

anyway right, today have piano class.
that is so daomeii can.
i never practise scales one.
exam coming ! and im going to screw it up.
bahs.

yaye (:
there's YF today !
( like every other saturday )
i dunt know whats on today but..
cant wait man !

okay. okay. i must do my geog research or i will regret it.
but i think , i wont do it.
at least not today !
oh , procrastination.

i think i have made a decision.
im like, going to start mapling again.
gawsh, can you believe i havent played maple this week ?

" you mad one lah. you where got so guai lorh "

go and die lah. i have self-discipline okay.
muhahahs. stop laughing idiot.

fine fine fine. i'll be nice and go play piano first .
then i will maple !

wakakakakas.
(^^^)(=^-_-^=)(^^^)
post finish liao lah. you dun siam the tiger will eat you one .
gooodbye !

9:12 AM;
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Friday, June 29, 2007

firefox is sooooooo lagging. i want to sleep. its 11.35 and firefox is too slow for nuts.
omigawshh..
stupid firefox is practically not uploading them at all. so irritating !
im pissed.
nevermind. forget about the pictures.
i'll have them up tomorrow. with the help of INTERNET EXPLORER thankyou.

anyway the pictures i had were..

siying the wetarded ass-jabber in action.
trying to take a picture of me ?
this is art dudes !

some editted picture of me in my aunties house
ooh nostalgia. :D

then another one in my aunties house.
dunno why i seem to like it alot :D

im talking to nat.
and sleeping soon
yawns.

11:30 PM;
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i was talking to sam on msn
complaining about my new seat again :X

me : i hate my new seat, the windows are just behind me, and out the windows are the corridors. what if a teacher looks in and catches me smsing in class?

sam : shut the windows.

me: -_- windows are transparent

LMAOS (:
i cant believe sam was dense enough to tell me that ):
she suggested curtains. like what i said .
see.

im tired.
but im not gonna sleep yet ! :D
i will wake up later tmr !

10:03 PM;
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wee.
i walked to tuition today
the rainy weather is nicenice.
i was strutting down the road with my sexy orange umbrella
because the sky was so gray.
but i failed to realise it was hardly drizzling.
nevermind (:
there were a few other crazy people holding umbrellas.
OOH! THEN I SAW ONE AUNTY
she has the same brand umbrella as me (:
and its a NICE PINK COLOUR !
I WANT IT .

haha ok. tuition was fine.
poor shuhui vomit . she was sick ):

anyway. some stuff happened and im going through a bad-patch now.
not me, but we.
yes, we are going through some rough patch now.
but nonetheless, i shall be positive and survive the next three months.
without you. well, not that i liked you at all anyway.
you were an ugly ugly car.
i hate BMWs.

blahblah.
im not taking it the worst anyway.
what right do i have to complain.
gawsh. i dont even have the right to blame you.
but, ITS OKAY !

SEE, I WILL SURVIVE IT .
WHATEVER YOU DO, ITS NOT GONNA MAKE ME GIVE UP HOPE.
3 MONTHS.
BE NICE OK .


wow, i talking as if a big crisis, but things
are
going to be
a lot different.
NO MORE
MISS-PAMPERED-DARLING

oh yeahs. you got that right .

8:59 PM;
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To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't, you'll know
- the river, good charlotte

..please?

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
Here we go ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh

We got problems, we don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeleton's that follow
We got baggage, you know we're gonna drag it everywhere we go for everyone to see
In the,

broken hearts parade
and I'm putting my heart out on display there's no,
masquerade, just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade, I've never been better than I am today

Go ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh

You got a question, how do we get it started?
I got an answer: let go of your heart and love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it
In the,

broken hearts parade
and I'm putting my heart out on display there's no, masquerade,
just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade and I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up everyday

The broken hearts parade
and we're putting our hearts out on display there's no, masquerade,
just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade and I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound
the beating of a broken heart
step with the rhythm you found
to the beating of a broken heart

this song is entirely LOVE (:
I LOVE
BROKENHEARTSPARADE x33

1:47 PM;
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i survived with long nails for 3 school days. until my mom made me cut them
i didnt cut my last fingernail ! :D
( she didnt find out )
HAHA .

hello im home now (:
feedback says im boring when it comes to school stuff.
so i shall leave out the details but.

I HATE MY NEW PLACE.
oh sure i like my group but my place is..
SUCKY.

i hate it can. the window is right behind me. what if im smsing then later one teachers head pop in and go " HELLO ! what do you think you're doing ? "
peiyan so bad, kope my place, she also nv sms in class.
sian. i wish we had curtains or something.

haha, me and kevin are the sian-faced people.
after i taught him -_-
then in class we put our fingers over our eyes and.
--__--

:D
i din wanna change place lorhs. who ask them go and kacheow ms yeoh.
my old group was fun fun fun :D
yaye us !

anyway. today lessons ended at 10.10. then py mingming said anju and nadiah going to KFC. ! then later siying change out of her ass-jabbed uniform then they all disappear and dowan ans phone
. so we walk to KFC to meet them.

but they didnt go.
then we ended up eating by ourselves.

then sy was saying my cheese fries eat until so messy
come on, this is art.
this is sculpture.
please learn to appreciate !
then took bus home.

today was a boring day.
and i hate my seat .

in any case, i have tuition homework !! ):

i love brokenheartsparade.
it is a good song so you must listen to it
over and over again.
why?
because it is a good and nice song
why is it a good and nice song?
because it is
BROKENHEARTSPARADEx3
and so you must listen to it
over and over again.

today will be..
1. tuition homework
2. reading
3. sleeping

it cannot get any more boring.
siying is a pig. her legs swell up ytd.
and my legs ache after ytds run
taking into consideration i havent run for..
donkey months.

i shall write a bit more in italic. (:

the boys in my class are nice people :D
( oh, this will be so rare! )
but, yess.
if you sit in a group for a long time.
you'll find.
they are nice nice people even though they bully you but it only..

just for funn (:
( and i know it :O )


yupyups, all my great friends (:

i know its like, weird and stuff, but cuz i never thought i could be good friends with boys actually
since i so sadly came from a girls school.
its like an achievement to find good guy friends.
even if we're not their good friends.
we know they're nice !
and im happy to find nice guy friends (:
even if they like to disturb you.
its not that bad okay :DD
yaye !

OH I LOVE AUDREY TOO (:

12:19 PM;
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Thursday, June 28, 2007

GAH.
I FEEL SUPER IRRITATED AND FRUSTRATED NOW.
BECAUSE MY TABLE HAS AN UNLIMITED NUMBER OF RUBBISH

AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I CLEAR IT. IT JUST SEEMS
TO GROW BACK AGAIN
WHAT THE ..

IM SO IRRITATED I WOULD BE PLEASED TO CHUCK EVERYTHING AT ONCE.
NOW I'LL BE A BORED PERSON AND DO THIS..

name you everythin on my table which is only 1.5 m long.

computer, printer, bowl, cup, handphone, acsessories box, mouse, mousepad, 2 snowglobes, one big and small photo frames, one calendar, a big hole puncher, stationary container, 2 mini drawers, pink cardboard box, bigger-mini drawer, hairband, PDA, two stone animals, brush, bible, handrest, maths textbook, maths assesment, huuuuge notebook, timetable,storybook, pile of unknown paper underneath keyboard, piano books, newspapers, huuuge tuition file, hair conditioner, umbrella, black file, CD, leather pouch thingy, sweets, coaster, 2 pens, 1pencil, 1 eraser, 2 rulers, one paper clip, 2 scissors, 3 mini soft toys mini photo keychain, bookmark, various other random small stuff like collectibles and stuff i just cant bear to toss.

the only empty space is the space in front of my keyboard.
not to mention i pushed some stuff from my desk to my bedside chair .
which now contains
tissue box, small toy, science file, old housefile, foolscap papers, scissors, hairclips box, geog text, science prac book, history text, a clock and 3 story books. -_-

so much for a 35x35cm CHAIR.
hello, i have an L shaped table. there are some more things to my left okay.
like my radio, toner, wallet, 4 CDS, mag, remote, photoframe, toy, tissue, brush, wires, a lot of wires, mineral water, small mirror, packeet of sngbueh, scotch-tape dispenser

i realise im straying from my history and geog stuff.
i am dead :X
ppt and research by tmr. mm. i cant work late so.. im ddead !
AHH.

10:09 PM;
<3

haha im crazy :DD
its all AUDREYY FAULT LAH.
she intro to me BROKENHEARTSPARADE x33

since about 5.30, i played that song 31 times okay.
then i keep singing it on the phone, and then she keep saying i very loud
is her phone settings loud ok
she even put a towel on the phone so as not to get deaf.

not that serious right !
ok well haha
today i made a new friend through audrey.
a church person called isaac (:
sec one boy.

gahs.
i am icky and sweaty and everything, then i must go out for dinner.
sian. history project also havent finish, tmr must hand and then!
AND THEN . my group dont want to do the worksheet.

me: boon ! ken ! one of you do the worksheet ok ?"
boon: what worksheet?
me: you ask me ? ask larry .
boon: whats worksheet?
larry: i dunno ( face me ) what worksheet?
me: you ask me? i donno !
boon: dunno,then dont do la.

QISIWORHLEHS.~
mmppths.
i feel weird and everything.
because..

ok im dling mozilla, because audreys new skin neeeeds it
OH OH ! (:
maybe with mozilla, i can hear youtube audio, or see cbozxes :DDD
OH MAN :D

6:51 PM;
<3

today was exciting !
just kidding .

today, PE was our first lesson. then mr singh made us run around the school once only. thank you, once is already enough. then he said in the subsequent weeks he will make us run three rounds.
super near died even though i didnt like stop except the staircase part.
imagine three rounds

napfa coming. haha. i will ask my dad bring me go downstairs the gym to run like crazy or something. the more nat says, the more i think im wasting my time on the com. but nevertheless, my addiction is not gone just yet.

inclined pull-ups are the love !
i hate sit&reach, S&R = C and below.
i am not your flexible barbie doll thankyou.

later was chinese. fenglaoshi ask me go up write words then i dont know. i go to the front with my textbook then trying to find the word and i hit my head on the drop-screen. then people go ad laugh especially kevin. laugh until so loud can .

recess. i ate noodles, then we kope colleens drink. and go up earlier to change out of PEs
THEN english :O
we got into groups and practise reading aloud
those with passage 4 ( my group )

me, nadiah, hx, yuhao, harshie, larry, gerald, kayhwee, jiekang .
then the boys were asked to move over to the girls here. then they go sit behind us instead of around the table. so the table one side got big empty space.
then ms yeoh was like " why are you boys sitting behind !? "
LOL THEN GERALD : " oh that space for the people to sit there and read, like auditorium ma "

WLMAOS. i kept laughing until i cannot hear people read then larry keep kicking my chair. then the boys keep saying girls read too soft ( come to me nth to say eh ) then they keep asking
" she start already ah !? "
" huh, finish liao ? "

but its actually true cuz a lot of the girls are soft ):
then later larry read. and a lot of mistake. then i was like ' huogais "
then we finished quite fast, then larry was telling sick jokes -_-"
anyway then D&T was quite nice

i almost got killed.
shock .
haha, mr sim was showing us around the workshop because he nv book the maclab. showing & demonstrating the various equipment blahblah. then like very scary one cuz either follow safety rules or have your finger shortened or skin disappear.

then later mr sim was at the tools cupboard, two doors one. then he squatting there to put back some eq. then me and siying wanted to kick the door then it will slam on mr sims butt and he will fall and like, get stabbed by some eq or something. nevertheless, then later he closed it, and me and sy were talking. then we turned around then suddenly mr sim was there holding up a saw in front of us. me and siying were like O-O" !!!!!!

shock. then we went all the way to another table. then mr sim came to that table to take another kind of saw -__-
yaye, i cant wait to start with the acrylic.
ok. so then cme was boring. blah blah blah.
ms yeoh went out for a moment, and didnt come back so we kind of like, dismissed ourselves.
didnt we?

ahh ok well. then while ms yeoh was away, then fadz and kevin keep trying to take my handphone see what " secret thing "
smses lah, confirm one.
even if no secret. ( they dun believe my inbox hardly have our class the guys -_- hardly, or never) they still want to see.
but i still dont let them see.
fought. not really.
my leg hurt. i was like lying across four tables to reach to fadz place and snatch my precious back. then siying kept taking negative pictures of seri and boon and bluetooth it to me, even though we sit not so close. then i bluetooth negative piture of fadz to her.
later i might upload fadz negative picture. and seri's and boons :D
okok
i need to constipate :O
HAHA .

2:28 PM;
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

stole from seri :D
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
CAREY LIM FANG HUI
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first three letters of your name, plus izzle):
Carizzle
3. Your "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME (first three initials of your first name, last three initials of your last):
carhui -_-
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME (favourite colour and favourite animal):
Pink Meow
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first three letters of your last name, first two letters of your first name, first three letters of mom's name):
Huicaire !
6. SUPERHERO NAME (favorite color,favorite drink:
Pink Apple Juice
7. IRAQI NAME (second letter of your first name, third letter of your lastname, any letter of your middle name, third letter of your mom's maiden name, letter of a siblings first name( kor ?), last letter of your mom's middle name:
aineiw
( what kind of a... )
8. ACT CUTE NAME (write your favourite animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind):
Pinyoki( EH SO CUTE )
Write your favourite colour plus a TOIL in front of it
:Toil pink
hahah. ok.

8:59 PM;
<3

convo between me and audrey on the phone

AUD : " dont criticize shawn ,.."
" oh my oh my, hello hello? , is that you audrey ? "
" LOL ! i meant dont criticize shawn, must swear at him ( just kidding ) "
" oh hi, it really is you "
" what is this !? "
" this is your best friend here . "

LOL. seriously audrey was JUST KIDDING OKAY.
she's a good girl can.
ALL MINE,

5:08 PM;
<3

i am standing on that dangerous peak of desperation now .

whatever please.
i told my mom i will be late today.
thank God she didnt ask why.

no, i did not do something illegal ;
i went to KFC with PY,DQ,SERI&COLLEEN

at firs just me and py, then seri & dq wanna go, then later colleen called seri and then she ran after us when we were walking. some stamina ok .

then there were andss people there, and amkss and pss and deyi there. i think
and then we ordered student meals.
oh yeah on the way, we passed a bridal boutique and seri was like " i think i will go in and buy one gown for siying and gerald "
HAHA . man, i wish sy read this.

HAHA . after eating, there were a LOT of chili packets. then seri wrote all our names on the tissues with chilli and take pictures. lazy to upload.
anyway then took bus home

todays classes were okay.
geog was ok, eng was not ok. do oral, lucky me never tio-ed :D.
CE was alright also . charcoal man go and sit larry there because kor go bball match, then seri come sit with me .

then later maths was BAD . BAD BAD BAD .
if it weren't for geog and CE i would say todays lessons are horrible
oh man. mr leong. i cant stand it.
now i think all my math teachers are destined to be mobeng faces.

thats not the problem
then he give us question ( difficult )
say give us four minutes. sitll got time one ok.
then he said
" if you can answer correctly, i will compliment you. see how many people get my compliment "
ZZZ !
OKAY. then yuhao was like killing herself out of misery because she said the mrleong dunno how to teach.

then during lessons kevin and fadz try to take my things ah. PSSST to each other. eye my handphone wallet. want to hit my nike bottle ( all influence from kor ) everything.
lucky i am an alert person :O
then i expose their misdeeds then we start to laugh.
one time kevin got my hp.
but at least he not like that stupid larry. brutal force person.
and i am strong enough to take my hp back
( or kevin never resist )
LOL !

okok. today is an ok day. EFL. i think they were like rehearsing for speech day on fri or sth
then choir sang also
gamelan and the other one dunno how to spell
i thot they will sing kyrie.
they sang well (:
but some people dunno how to appreciate, go and laugh lah.
come on this is art. this is music .
okay.
everything else was also good. the atc very nice :DD
yes, ATC :D
ANDSS THEATRE CIRCLE.
drama in other words.
the lesson is fun also. haha .

i dreamt again last night.
shoot, i just forgot what i dreamt about .
well thats okay .
OH OH I JUST RMBED.
see, these are the chars in my dream
AUD, ME, TIANNING, DQ, YANTING , GIRL, GUY.

its like a story can. something like there was this girl, who like bf is the guy.
then the girl is conduct camp one
( i just recall the setting is at gardens :X )
then a lot of kids and older kids. the guy always joined with the camps to like, see the girl or sth
then suddenly me and audrey in the dorm. with very few mattresses. and unfortunately, it looked like 1/1 classroom. dusty floors and all .
then later it was another camp
then me, yt, dq were in the fellowship hall, like taking attendance like that. then we saw tianning. but she never sign for the camp, so she cannot go
then we very sad, and me and yt say byebye to tianning.
then we went for camp

some stupid dream
makkes me think about audrey's dream
the one about me turning things into a rock.
and turning her into a rock when my mom came into the room and stuff
LOL !
okay fine anything
i have history project and geog research.
HAHA .

3:22 PM;
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

im sadd.
i need a growth spurt.

i want that 10 more cms.
im sad. i grew 1cm in three months.
hows that for cell division.

something is wrong with my cells.
my cells need some training.
" PUMP PUMP. TRAIN TRAIN. DONT SLACK. GIVE HER THAT 10CM FOR YOUR LIFE'S WORTH NOW "

its not a lot i ask for. yeah. 160 will do fine for me for now.
frankly, i have no idea what my height is.
somewhr along 150plusplusplusplus and hopefully plus a lot more.

and i am one uncontent girl.
i hate abnormal heights. ( toooooooo tall (for girls ) )
i have a cousin thats like that. super tall. air hostess used to be
oh man. i had to look up '_-

ok i gtg

9:17 PM;
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HAHA . i must have posted 237684289 posts today.
anyway.
i decided to be a good girl and actually do my free response questions.
if you think i'm guai, my book ( with the questions) should have been handed up today.
but anyway.
yeah i cant believe i will do it haha. i need to draw diagrams.
stupid stupid diagrams.
eughcks.(eee-yeeew-ks)
EUGHCKS !
:D

eh. i have to get history proejct done by thursday. someone needs to do the worksheet man. its either boon or ken
i know larry & siyings pattern confirm wont do one :O

and im out too because the ppts draining my energy. im fainting, hold me please.
i suddenly realise i like prunes.
the ones which are ultra juicy and drip whenever you bite.
well, like the one i just ate. the one which just dripped on my longman science.

ahh yeah, i dream a lot recently . about stupid stuff. ok. i determined to rmb the people appeared in my dreams. somehow i can rmb vaguely what happened but the people not clear.
i dreamed the previous night, last night, ytd during class. as in, whenever i shut my eyes and sleep.

i kind of rmb ytd nights dream had to do with big animals. not just big animals, but huge crocs and dinosaurs yeah. i rmb i got scared. then i was like " carey, its just a dream, wake up you banana ( ok not exactly) " and i slapped myself ( in the dream ) and woke up.

the dream wasnt entirely scary. it somehow reminded me of the night safari that i went to weeks ago. haha
right. ok
SCIENCE !

8:31 PM;
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(letters that you use to spell u're name with)

A - Damn good kisser

B - Good all around person.

C - You're wild & crazy.

D - You have one of the best personalities ever

.E - You have a nice ass.

F - People totally adore you.

G - You never let people tell you what to do.

H - You have a very good personality and looks.

I - You get hyper easily.J - Everyone loves you.

K - You like to try new things

.L - You live to have fun.

M - Success comes easily to you.

N- You are absolutely beautiful.

O - You're an awesome person.

P - You are popular with all types of people.

Q - You are a hypocrite.

R - Sexy!

S - Easy to fall in love with.

T - You're loyal to those you love.

U - You really like to chill.

V - You are not judgemental.

W - You are very broad minded.

X - You never let people tell you what to do.

Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

Z - You're a little too hard to find.

C - You're wild & crazy. A - Damn good kisser
R - Sexy!
E - You have a nice ass.
Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

wow i am so happy to hear this.
my name should be E.
not CAREY.
just E.
i have a nice ass :O
JUST KIDDING LAH.

6:49 PM;
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stolen from erica, my seniors blog. from long time ago :X

Can you name 13 of ur classmates. that u can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. This is a lot more fun if you actually randomly list the names first. No cheating!!!the order of the names and the people are just random so they don't mean anything. really. ( i'll do alternte guy and girl)

1. fadzly
2. siying
3. ivan
4. beiying
5. arvin
6. peiyan
7. abdul
8. daiqian
9. larry
10. colleen
11. shaoxuan
12. seri
13. TIMOTHY !

How did you meet 10? (colleen ) - school lah.

What would you do if you had never met 1? (fadz) - i would have one less person critisizing my teeth .

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated? (Siying&peiyan) - i would laugh, and laugh, and laugh.

Have you ever seen 4 cry? (beiying) - err no.

Do you think 10 is cute? (colleen ) - oh yes, my fellow woman is cute no doubt.

How did you get to know 8? (daiqian) - school also

Would you ever go on a date with number 12? (seri ) ahh, why not. i love you seri.

What's 7's Favorite color? (abdul ) - ahh mm hmm. blue?

What would you do if 6 confessed he/she lovesyou? (peiyan) i dont suspect it.

Fact about 9: (larry ) - idiot, like to bully siying ( and steal ppl hp )

Who is 4 going out with? (beiying) - HAHA. eh ?

Who is number 5 to you? (arvin) - the jolly charcoal man one index before me.

Would you ever live with 13? (TIMOTHY ) - i will not live with a wetard thank you. unless in the mental institute.

Is 2 single? (siying ) - :D hard to believe isnt it.

What do you think about 3? (ivan ) - say? say kor .

What's the best thing about number 8? ( daiqian ) :D dunno

What do you like about number 11? (shaoxuan ) - nothing ? art ?

Favorite Memory with 6? (peiyan ) walking to amk lib. o.O
--------------------------------------------------------------------

eh dangs. i thought they'd have some question like:
How do you find number 13.

(timothy ) - WETARD WETARD WETARD :D

haha. i was disappointed. its pure random. cannot think of anybody name to put . ):
anyway.
to dinner. and remind me to do longman so i can hand up tmr :X

HWO

6:25 PM;
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HAHA . i think.. today was a funny day in school
i laughed overboard-edly

mahhahahs. ok lets recall.
went to school earlier then ytd. then me sy and py were crowding around fadz table because we take gerald book to see.
then we were memorising the periodic table.
then later siying go and draw on gerald's book. for fun. then she said
" if gerald asks, say is peiyan "
then later she took fadz's pole ( dunno for what )
then she ask use it for what. then he took it back and hit both our heads
" used for this "

haha ! then later rain, no flagraising ( :DD )
then later mdm lidia came and went. and we had boring science.
except today we did stupid experiments. and siying kept on insisting that the rock sulphur was melting.
please, rock sulphour dont melt.

then later. mrsdan was talking about charcoal and elements then everyone was thinking about arvin :O
haha. no offence.

then english was boring and everything. fatso talking about oral lalala. blahblahblah. then just spacing out in class. then recess. erm. ate. yeah..
then mtl. me and siying were guessing who fenglaoshi will call next.
then i didnt hear what she was saying then she called my name to ans question :X
man.
i gave her my blog url :

forget it. then later was LIT/DRAMA :DDD
EH HAHA its a lot better than that stupid singtothedawn book. :D
mrs kamal didnt book the MPS so we go hall
then we were playing fruit basket. sth like blowwindblow.
wahahas. then thre was this potato thing. :D
it was fun and if we die we must scream.
zakrie screamed :O
boonhow.. boomed?
" UUUUUHHHH. "

LOL !
then music was bad.
because those boys chuantong and steal my handphone lahs.
i think it was like.. boonhow take? or sth then !!!!
LARRY SAT ON IT ):
EE. i wish i can wash my phone ok.
stupid larry. stupid abdul, stupid boon. ):

hmpths
ahaha did i mention today dq, collen and me gang up to bully siying :D
so funny can. we were saying her and gerald. and she kept goin back to when i told arvin
which i didnt.
because she anyhow talk rubbish to deepak, then i talk rubbish also lorh, but arvin beside him mah. !
HAHA. then we bullied her but i very slack ):
colleen had to run around the class, escape from my enraged siying.

then after school there was UNSWwriting comp. vania, hx, me, adriel, kevin, sx all go. i went to eat lunch with tn first.
then met abraham. he come and sit with us
then tianning was like. scared of him like that :O
HAHA . he scared tianning :D
( as in, scared her. not scared of her )

lmaos. then later was the stupid stupid comp
mrs lowe in charge. walao. she very stupid ok :X
no offense ( ok, i just did )
she was like taking attendance " where is victoria? "
some of the 1/5 girls said she go other comp
then one minute later she was like
" WHERE IS VICTORIA !? "

..
...
....

ok haha. it was argumentative writing. i never write that one before. quite ok lahs. hm then go home lorh.
tired. i didnt hand in longman today. later dan kill me. ):
HAHA. right bye !

3:57 PM;
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Monday, June 25, 2007

oh man
its night time. 10 going 11.
about the time i would start mapling.

but now no one to maple with me.
sian.
i got so used to sleeping at one its abnormal now ):

eh mm. i hope ms yeoh doesnt come again tmr. i refuse to cut my nails.
not refuse. im too lazy for that.
there's english tmr
no way that fatbanana is gonna miss lesson
oh. poop.
i just rmb i gave a teacher my blog url :X

nvms. OH NO. OH MAN. I FORGOT TO DO&MARK LONGMAN.
IM DEAD :X
i never do free response.
dan it ( lol )
theres lit tmr. or rather drama.
i think mrs kamal is our new teacher ( YAY )
at least we dont have to read that dull book anymore.
i hate you, dawan :D

okokokk. tmr have music. dan is going to kill me . :S
but i really dont feel like sleeping
no one talk to me lah.

pffft. i shall attempt to sleep ok.
i've been having a lot of dreams of late.
even in class.
which dq claim that ms lim saw me sleeping but didnt say anything about it
well then, im supposed to say she's nice?

nites.

10:41 PM;
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history project
*wails *

some group.
even though ken made my job a lot easier so i dont have to sort out the stuff but nevertheless. after my careful and tiring comparison, is still quite textbook material

and larry..
( no comment )
asked someone else to do his work
which was also tb material

and i was whining about it to my parents.
and my dad was like
" This is the problem when you choose anderson instead of St.Nicks "
what the..
well, at least he know you all boys the pattern.
but i dun regret lahs.

siying also last one. havent send me info
( claims cannot find )
abish ! #_O

man, now i can hardly find any other info
these people give me incomplete info. then i must find myself issit.
idiots.
HAI.

stupid in charge of ppt.
like i already made that mistake once.
boon how lorh. ask me to do
( pushes blame )
haha. right.

GROWLS.
I DUN CARE LIAO LUHHS.
I GO DO. HMPTH. IM SO NICE :O

HAHA. i watch campus today. oh man. shawn so cute lah. at the start he sit at the stairs there and shake leg. oh man :D
HAHA.
but he didnt get highest point.
trust me, he wont out one. got too many supporter :X
not like junjie. tsktsk.
the potato-man.

WAHAHAS. OH YAH
just now i slept for like 2 hours.
oh man. wafers and green tea dun go together. made me sick in the stomach. in the head, everything.
so i died on my bed for 2 hours.

ok, torture time ~

8:58 PM;
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for a moment there i actually considered quitting blogging.
but nahs.

anyway today was ok lorh, except siying lah. she keep bullying me ):
siying copy my pattern one.
ok then. here are the things that happen on mundane monday morning.

mm. in the morning my dad got into some trouble with the stupid traffic police, and very qiao, al his particulars not with him. wallet left in office. dunno where his office card go.
lalah.
then resulted in having to go to school myself. so i was quite later than usual but still early for flagraising.
wow. morning super warm. sweating under that ugly blue tunic and still have to button the neck cuz monday wear tie.
and its boring monday again - says arvin.

mm. then later was art. went to the art room. yaye haha i finish printing liao so i go library to use com. then later was chinese. new teacher
fenglaoshi.
and she has a blog. and we gave her our blog add also.
wow, must be careful :O
haha JK LAH. she is quite nice.

then!! recess :DD i miss the mix veg rice okay. then later science was boring.
i had attempted to sleep . i had the chance since my seat was facing the back of the lab. ( because sit around a table ) :D
but i couldnt because the lesson was toooooooo important -_-
new chapter, then dan bring us to see periodic table. wow, hard to rmb. :X
then later we were walking back from physics lab and were contemplating
" who's our new math teacher? "
because we were so elated mr koh left aready :D
but then we saw mr leong standing at 1/1 door. we all went
" eh? now pe? "

oh man, he's our new maths teacher. didnt expect it. i thought he looked like those
" RUN ! RUN ! TRAIN ! TRAIN ! NO SLACK ! "
kind of PE teacher so he cant teach maths one.
but how wrong was i ?
i was like " eee! he know maths !?"

aha. then siying keep disturbing me through all the lessons ai had to silence her :O
haha , right.
then history. ms lim talk talk talk talk. i slept through a lot of the lesson. falling in and out of sleep. keep having to shift position because ms lim always walk left right left right.
yawn. then do some question then she let us off a little late.

yaye. then went opp to buy PMT and chicken chunks&wings :D
then we were deciding.
" walk to yck or amk "
then we walk to amk because i wanted to use their really clean toilets (:
in any case, there were shoes on sale !

and i saw the one i wanted to buy ( but couldnt fit ) !

oompth oompth !
haha ok. im tired today. i will sleep early again tonight.
my sleeping pattern havent adjust.

and and. im sorry 1/1 if you keep seeing me re-tie my hair. its cuz when i cut it, that aunty go and layered my HEAD. so on top cannot tie and very cannot tahan ):
i also dun like.
:D
right bye now ~

2:49 PM;
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Sunday, June 24, 2007

HAH ! i hate the new timetable
apart from the fact that i have to memorise it all over again

whats bad about it :
- there's still maths on 1, 3, 5
- there's still eng 4 days a week
- lit is still by that fatso ( i think )

monday & wwednesday are the only comforts. geog, and no eng. pfffft

oh ok. we'll all miss nat now. he's back to his hostel, where if you're really lucky ( and fast ) you can get to the coms at 9-10. which hopefully he does lah.
well, school's starting tmr. and im actually happy lah :D
because stuff are going to happen ! like getting scolded by teachers and stuff :X
BUT anyway i know it'll be fun because of my class. haha. i quite miss 1/1 ! :D

yup nat, we'll miss you over there. byee !

8:24 PM;
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yeah yeah yeah.
i went swimming. no i wasnt keen on it.
but since my dad rarely actually asks, i decide to be a nice girl and relent.

andywaes. earlier today was church. i pawned tods. no i actually didnt lah. i just decided i'll do alternates. because i though about what mom & nat said. ( aunty grace also )
about spiritual food. even though i do attend yd ( audrey, you dont attend yd kkays )

anyway. then i went out halfway during msg to check and see see how its going in tods, met nat & his worship group when they coming out . then i helped sarah jade with her art ! waah. she so smart can. ._.
ignore the emote.

haha. okay. then i went back in. sam, deb, dan, jh all went out to the toilet because the seats were empty, then they only came back after almost everthing ended ._.

ok lorh. then later after church, aunty dinah pick aunty sl, then went to amk hub to meet charlton & kenrick my two oversized cousins ( in height )
ask them why they train so much.
then they ( and us ) burnt a hole in my aunties ( and mom ) pockets because we go and eat FISH&CO. :DD
its nice, super nice. but i cannot finish. even after giving some of my fish to kenrick
and the seafood chowder is WOO-NESS :DDDD

ok. then later krissi telling her boring stories and i was stiffening. then erm. oh. we eat finish then krissi wanted charlton to catch her. then he strolling. and when he gets 5metres near, she start to run
charlton just making her run around. haha idiotic.

then later we saw edmund chen, michelle chia and bryan wong. filming sth in amk hub, then a lot of crowd. some people even take picture -_- like their idol like that. somemore krissi act so interested. couldnt be bothered lah.

then later charlton came and borrowed my mom's jacket said lend someone
no need say must be lend girlfriend go see movie lah aiyo.
tsk.

ANYWAYS. then i ate andersen's WILDBERRY ICECREAM :D
and krissi go and choose vanilla . so not worth lor. small portion of vanilla $4.
oh man, its robbery.

but its ok since the money is my aunties one.
oH YEAH :D
then i made my mom buy me a blouse :O
fine fine. i wont buy any more thing this month ok :D
my mom is kinda broke too ):
oh man . guilt.
HAHA. RIGHT. ok im off to dinner :D
byee (:

7:27 PM;
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

i am tired of life man.
nagging mom.
i could have taken a stroll downstairs or something and came up and she would have still been nagging.
what the bum her is problem now.

she's determined to drive me crazy isnt she.
i hate this.
well
todays yf anniversary, quite ok
i was tired, super tired.

verry verry tired lah.
i almost slept in the fellowship hall.

and you know what?
im hungry.
i mean, of course im hungry

i had a piece of cake for dinner. and that was slightly before 7.
its 9.30 now.
im eating biscuits

tempted to stay up late tonight, but i think i get a beauty sleep at least once a week
im bum-tired.
what the.. im even doing my history project.
some nice group i have
one send me rubbish, one send me whats in the textbook, two others never send me
all that info
and i have to make the stupid anal ppt.

i learnt a new word - anal expulsive.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anal_expulsive
i think im anal expulsive.
anal expulsive banana

why banana?
ask siqi, or shuhui, or rachel, or sabrina, or any other of my tuition friends.
me banana woman.
siqi wrote that in my autograph book :X

IM SO TIRED. AND SO WORRIED ABOUT THE BUMMING HISTORY PROJECT.
)):
got a little pissed off today.
sigh

oh yeah. small group went to j8 to lug drinks. i went early then i went downstairs to but auntie annies pretzel thingies, but they closed down so sad.
then I SAW MY DARLING NINA !
HAHA.
she was eating at the desert stall with her parents. then we talked a while and split ways.
then i buy bubble tea, and went to the station on time..
then after a while samlou came. and we waited almost 1/2 hour for our group.
everyone arrived super late.
carol&nicole didnt even rmb they had to come & they were in church, then i force them to come
then later when daniella came, abraham came also and help us
even though he not in our group
then he act macho by carrying so many bottles.
AND THEN HE KEEP SAYING me & carols heights ):

so evil.
i feel sad.
haha. right bye

9:21 PM;
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nat says i post almost anything and everything in my blog.
should i ?

dunno later you all get bored. some of you will get bored either way :X
hahaa. wells.

i woke up at 10 today ! wow. i set my alarm at 8.30 then it rang, then i was like
"gimme 5 minutes"
then i slept till 10
!

and im boreeeeeeeed. ok i going play maple
later must go take mrt to j8 and meet my small group to buy drinks and ice :O
heavy man .
hahaha. ok so cold
AHHHHHH

what the.. you know i playing my bathsoap then waiting for orbis ship then i wait there and come msn a while then i go back the ship gangganghao go !? then 2 times aalready you kknwo !!
fed up.
byee.

10:11 AM;
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Friday, June 22, 2007

im feeling so stressed up now.

rright now i just wanna concentrate on my piano k.
mastering that hell of a rubato on my melodie.
good timing isnt it, my piano teacher teach me rubato at the last minute
good, now must put inside the piece.
dunno what delay..

piano, piano, piano, are the only things going on right now in my mind
i even think that's highly unthinkable but yah
i dont want to think about anything else right now. right later. right ever.
i just dont want to flunk my piano exam coming.

some passion. not.
if only i can have that kind of peace and silence in my house.
and just play that piano to myself.
but the stupid tv is always on.
the occasional coughing, sneezing, tsking, everything.
some distraction.

it should be kind of like a stress reliever.
strive for perfection.
thats basic.
now im going to compare the composers playing with my own
thanks to my teacher who lent me the disk (:
yaye. back to music. i must be disturbing the neighbours, its 11. :/
i ain't got no care in the world anyway.

dont take my mind of this.

oh yes, im really sorry if i didnt reply your smses or tags or msn or anything
not that im saving sms or anything. thats besides the point.
but its like i got no mood for nothing now.

im so so so so sorraye a'ights.
i'll be better tmr, i promise .
a lot better :D


but for now. i need quiet.

10:59 PM;
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haha today's tuition was .. OKAY.
haha, didnt hand up my homework. along with the other girls also
only 5 ppl handed in i think
not that i forgot, or didnt have time
just couldnt be bothered. but must hand up next week. i hate compos cam.

it was a little boring today. stupid teacher say she going to tell stories. then she started talking about religions and how the beginning of the earth or humans or wdv is like.
wow, then she started telling about adam and eve. but it sounds so weird, i rather read the Bible.
anyway then she talk about those stupid chinese legend. about nuwa, who molded the people out of mud. then she say she married to her brother, which is one of the 'sanhuangwudi'
walao, incest.
then rachel they all saying about if the siblings give birth, their child will be retarded.
woah, now i can go ask people issit their parents are siblings. :O
ok that was so mean, but people from 1/1 will know who i wanna ask :D

juz kidding lah. i where got so bad right ?
someone says im slim. wakakas.
yeah ! im slim alrights, not fat.
wait, i go weigh myself.

eh. i think i gain weight liao ): 38kg !
but i can expect to weigh a lot more in the near future.
caleb said he weighs 48 i think. i mean what the.. thats 10kg. of what, fats ?

sry i didnt mean that but anyway. i rmb i P1-2 tt time 18-20kg nias :DD
wow. then P4 then start to be like 25.
then when i P6 i suddenly thirty. :O
THEN NOW I WEIGH 38 T_T

ahh ! because no muscles. not that kind. the muscles , the nice hard ones. like packs :D
yeah, weak people like me. dun have nothing so i weigh like this lorh.
means if i gain any weight, means i eat too much.
...

what lah ! today only eat one ice cream and one yanyan ok ):
yeah like thats not fattening enough

forget it ! i can turn into a pig if i want to .
somesay i need to :O
ok byes >:@

9:04 PM;
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played a lot of maple today

audrey expands :O

haha. right. u dun need to know.
i triggered it :X
supposedly.
i think just now, it went like this.

ok actually i dont know how it went . ahaha.
well audrey very high today, then she called me and we were laughing.
because she dono how to sing marikita. and she anyhow whack

haha then we trained together :DD
today is so happy !
we are also obsessed with Where is The Love - Black Eye Peas ft JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE :DD

I LIKE ABRAHAMS MSN NICK
- Be nice to smokers. They're an endangered species and they won't last long anyway

sorrry if i offended you but that just means you have to get out of my blog. i dont welcome smokers. pfffft.

HAHA. i told audrey that and she wanted to get abrahams email from me, then she was like
"what's abraham?"

HAHAHAHA. ITS OK IF YOU DONT FIND THAT FUNNY
we laughed like mad, then later we were asking
" was that funny.?"

haha but at that moment it was really funny.
ok crazy people do crazy stuff.
hhahahahaha. right. bye !

6:04 PM;
<3

i feel mean
but i seriously hate people harrassing me.
like, in real life, and in maple.

thre was this guy while i was waiting for th orbis ship with my storage acc.
he said " can you be my maple meimei or jiejie?"
i said i seldom play this acc.
and he said
" use your main be my jiejie la "
then i got irritated

" no ty, afk. "

and like in real life, you recall those people who hound others to promote new packages for credit cards or whatever. how many people actually stop to listen.

ok anyway (:
i have piano class later ):
i'm going to screw up again.
then i'll flunk my piano exam, then, oh man, i'll be killed.
BUT ANYWAY WHO CARES.
i hate not being able to play.

9:01 AM;
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Thursday, June 21, 2007

urgh
this is the last straw.
i read my archives.
i hadnt realised i had written such stuff in a long time.
im going to delete some of them
especially those.

i feel like an animal to have ever posted such things.
i feel so mean
and whoever i ever said i hate, i dont hate you anymore.
i don name names, cuz its gonna be a bit akward.
i dont hate you
HIM&HER.

haha. yep.

im sorry if i've been a bitch all this while..

i have been havent i ?
these 6 months ?
yeah . im so sorry ok.

10:48 PM;
<3

haha yes. i'm at home now yup.

i find it weird.
i can well say i dont hate peoples anymore.
and now that's accomplished, the greater task is..

haha. this was somewhat the convo between me and beiying today.


BY: siying mad one, she like the campus the junjie, he so ugly lor !
ME: yeah ! of cuz shawn better, very cute. as in, like small boy cute. ( like toddlers club tt kind :O )
BY: ohh you like short one? you like kayhwee? ( my ex-enemy )
ME: NO i hate him..
ME: ..okay so i dont hate him.

ehhs. kind of weird you know.

ahh anyway today met sy laogong at mrt, then take bus to school. then slacked in the classroom for a long time, then hammy come to find us in the class because his drama havent start. then talking and then he took siyings wallet and see

then she screaming and screaming, then he run round the classroom and siying chasing. walao super funny can ! :D
then later sy want to take my handphone then wan to rob it from my pocket then abraham was like :
" in our church, we call you - THIS type of people - paedophile."
then i was laughing because i recall shermaine :O
just kidding, cuz that time daniel lee go and change her profiles to all
" paedophile 1"
"paedophile 2 "
"paedophile 3"
and so on.

haha. k then later sy got chased out of school because she wore slippers to school, then we went to the void deck to do our project.
and then, a lot of old grannies come and talk to us and only i know how to somewhat converse dialect :X

ok then we went to eat lunch. i wanted to go pepper lunch but almost broke, not. but i didnt, not rellaye hungry, so went to amk hub the mos burger and ate. then she so bad, sh dowan pei me go back school cuz i got choir, then she from there take mrt go home
then i was almost late, chionging back to school. and saw a few choir people chionging also.

then later we were doing warmups then mr yong came in and taught us rythm thingy, ask us to clap and stuff. so we spent almost the whole time clapping. then later weilong keep pissing mr yong off. quite funny lah.

then later beiying wanted to go amk hub ( just to use the clean toilet ) so i follow lor, then walked around, pitied myself for being banned from shopping. then later took a bus from the interchange home, and saw sebastian from choir on the bus

then on the bus nat called. said he saw some poor starving kittens. then he didnt know what to do, ahah as if i will know like that. poor kittens. then abraham said if sent to spca then they will put to sleep. man, if that happens, i'll cry for you to see .
then later nat was telling me.
ok i show the convo.

just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
hmm

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
i think i've nvr told you this b4,

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
but do you know yo look like a little kitten?

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
like,

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
it didnt strike me till i was with the kittens

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
den your face came into my mind

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
den i compared

i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
den i was like
ceee.--© reign in me ! says:
- -
i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
hmm
i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
looks like carey
i just ate a balu...hint:a delicacy from philippines... says:
haha

meow.
haha . ok im going out soon for dinner. its officially dinner-out-day because it is..
THURSDAY :X

6:28 PM;
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i suddenly felt like i had to say something..

I LOVE YOU AUDREY :DD

haha, and its in purple too.
dangbells. i love whatever colour she loves okay (:
doesnt even matter if she doesnt like pink !

HAHA.

11:15 PM;
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feedback : my previous post. sounded too harsh?
i really wasnt pin-pointing anyone ok (:
just the colour.

or maybe i shouldnt have insulted the colour
sorry okaes (:

good day then !

8:17 PM;
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audrey likes to insult pink
which is the only fault i see in my dearest.
everything else is fine.

dearest. stop insulting pink. thank you. i never said anything about purple before right?
so please, please understand that i love pink and please stop saying bad things abou pink because i like that colour.

anyway. i have been saying blue is a fugly colour.
show your support people
i think siying thinks so too, if i recall us talking about it. yup.
im sorry if you think blue is the rocking colour ( !)
but my personal opinion is that
BLUE IS FUGLY.

and unless blue is your favourite colour, i see no reason why you should despise my favourite colour. but if you REALLY HOPELESSLY think that blue is beautiful, by all means, hate pink

your loss !
HAHA.
yes im laughing at you, idiot.
why?
because you lose out ! wait, didnt i say that already ?!

whoops ! i think i did ! wait, let me say it again alright.
YOU LOSE OUT.

haha. see, the only colour i insulted is blue.
and i dont wish to see anything on the tagboard against what im saying.
hate me or whatever, blue fools,
but dont tag ! alright (:
go and love your blue, go on.

and !
i only said blue is fugly. i didnt say blue is uncool or anything else you feel about it !
revolt against me , blue jays.
i couldnt care a piss.

okay this is where it ends ! bye !

7:20 PM;
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i feel sick. queasy. limp. anything,
everything.

i found the need to breathe heavily to make myself feel like i was actually breathing. or i might just drop dead the next.

felt excessively breathless and groggy. even in talking.
i talk then suddenly realise what i say turns into wisping.
like whispering.
actually, whispering takes a lot more oxygen out of me.
because i just tried it.

i bought slippers today. very comfy an nice (:
haha ok ok. i shant bore you people anymore.
today, went to eat breakfast at some coffee shop. wow, i must have upset my stomach there
milk tea + curry chicken+ sambal kangkong + prawn noodle.
i took some of my mom's food.
walao. felt sick. for a while.
then later went to amk hub to find sandal/slipper because my one like very old like that. then walked a round a lot of times. then went out of hub and went to see shoe shops on those outside the small lousy shops.

ahha, ok they're not lousy quite ok. but they always sell the same thing
so it was the last shop that we saw along that area that i bought my slippers from
its not rubber or plastic. its cloth and quite hard but very light
so light you can trip and fall. but no matter, its comfy haha.
i was wondering if it would be dangerous :X
say, the need to run. lata fall how. ha.
hm.
i'm so tired. so so so so so tired. ):
haha. ok i'm going for dinner.
bye !

5:32 PM;
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this so sad.
i think i hate my new fringe.
so hard to manage.
no its actually pretty much the same. not.
its short. its in the way. but. its quite ok

ok im going out. no idea where, but i still am
wherever my mom wants to go.
i'll try to play maple tonightt (:

ok im going bye!

10:16 AM;
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

okay (: today is an average day.
woke up late.. not.

ok then was going to meet darren & grandma at 11 at orchard mrt.

then went to J8 to eat starbucks. wow. some scrambled eggs with salmon and some bagels.
oh my. their bagels are the best man.
with jam and butter. couldnt get better. i can just taste it already..

okay then went to meet at orchard. darren came on time. then waited for grandma for a loooooong time. later went to wisma and isetan and taka. okay actually grandma saw this perfectly ugly red shoe at isetan and me and darren were like " oh my, no comment "

and mom was like accusing us that we dont want our grandma to wear youngsters shoes
that is so wrong. i wouldnt wear it if you gave it to me . of course i would consider if it was pink, but red?? no way man !

no kidding. trust me, the brown would have done the job but the folks want to feel hippy. ahh, we'll let them be alright?

ok then we went to taka right. and grandma and mom were looking at bags & shoes, then me and darren went to the toys there. he want to play the play station but then got a lot noob kids kope liaos. then we saw this machine cat. and it like, moved inside the packaging. then darren was like " i know when it moves !" then he hit the top of the box and the meowmeow moved. then we were like yaye ! and we kept hitting the boxes like crazy people, then we look at one security guard like uncle at one side then we were like laughing like siao :D

haha, then later the folks were seeing bowls and plates, then thre was this display door, and if you went through it, you're pretty much in the same place.

then me and darren were walking past thn i just open the door and went through. and guess who i saw on the other side?

a security guard.
i was like. " dang. "

then i just smile smile and walk away :X
and darren almost followed me man.
scary. not. is super paiseh lorh -_-
HAHA. ok, then later went to eat lunch. oh yah ate at 'pepper lunch'

first time eating there. its very very goood. its like a fast food, but you cook it yourself and its quite fast. yup. folks share the salmon fried rice and i share with darren the chicken&lamb combo. it was yums(:

then like i said, im becoming fat. one and a half hours later, i ate another big bowl of beef noodles all by myself. so i was full.

then i accomplished sth at least by buying some OP red shorts. actually sometimes i wish i was fatter :X
you know sth? i wear XS. extra small. and thats the most likely size thats out of stock. rooaar. anyway then took mrt to J8 again. darren alight at TPY go home, then i saw nat & hammy when going out of the mrt.

dey, i cant believe i was smsing someone in the same train as me. -_-

kind of waste money..

then went to aunty sl house. and went to cut hair. dont talk about it. i dont even know what my hair is like now. neither do i want to know. please, dont tell me ok.

cuz i think messed it up. oh noo. i feel so bad. as in, literally
I SUCK ):
what other stupid things can i do other than ask for a haircut.
might as well shave bald man.

ok then later dad came to fetch . met ella, marvin and jeanette in the lift. must have gone to audrey's house. then i went to night safari, for the love of it? no. because we had free tickets idiot. tix for three, ah just nice.

then took the tram, i loved it. until the halfway point whr we can stop to walk the trails or cntd the tram ride. then my dad want to walk so ok lorh.

walao. thn he dowan go back cntd the ride. at least spare a thought for poor me and mom who are wearing heels. siao man, my legs dislocating already still wan walk. and not walk a bit is walk a LOT.


okaay lah, then went to watch the animal show.

ok i officially love this unloved animal

the BINTURONG !


lets see if i can get some pictures.

hey ! its not a funny name . if i fail in all else, i will go to the zoo and be a binturong trainer if its the last thing i do !
haha. ok. im bored
not tired.
no ones online. no one talking to me. so sad. lah. sniff. okay ):
i met so many people today .
sobs. bye

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10:58 PM;
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ahha
last night played maple with nat until super late.
trained him.
then i so big sacrifice lorh. go from ludi back to vic right !
haahha.
ok. then stopped training and talked alot, then darren&maxim lai find wor
haha, so nice arhs (:

then i slept at 1am ok. new record. when my mom went out of my room at 12 she was like
" i want you to off the com and sleep right now."
then she go into her room and close the door. then i off my light and close my door, but inside still playing maple :X

haha. ok well, today i going taka & kinokuniya with darren , mom , mama and i think no body already. well, my kino. vouchers later expire must faster go. and we have $40 taka vouchers :D of course wont be spent on me liao ):
my mother lahs. say no more buying for me ):
come on la !
go to taka cannot resist temptation one -_-
okay i supposed to be changing.

if you guys are in the area and spot a short girl wearing purple and yellow stripe clothes with jeans, and old lady, a boy shorter than the girl and a woman ( fat or not, you decide )
and only if you know me !
you can call me :D

yah ok thats it i guess.
byebye people !

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8:49 AM;
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Monday, June 18, 2007

my life just got intefered with.
my mom took my assesment books and started her old
'mothering ways'
which i long grew out of. or rather, comfortably kept away from.
then i was so threatened to shoot her that
Keep-Away-From-My-Studies-And-Personal-Life
look.
but obviously she doesnt get it.
im the mummy's child.
no matter how i run away from it.

and then she started 'teaching' me maths.
then i suddenly realised how stupid i can get when it comes to maths
and i realise also my mom is smarter than i am
then i , for some unknown reason started to _____.
i always do that.
all the time.
so often i cant bother to ask myself why it happens.
its natural. well even i cant stop it. what makes you think you can. its been grounded into me since i was born.

im just surprised my parents didnt name me after it .
im doing maths.
for fun.
even though its not fun at all.
i thought i had to keep away from the com for a few minutes.
( which i didnt exactly keep to , which explains why im here )

but anyhow, im going back.
listening to the choir boys that nat sent me. wow man. power.
cant believe they go higher than sops.
haha ok.
im gone.

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8:49 PM;
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THIS 300th POST WILL BE A HAPPY ONE :D

haha yup, its the 300th post alrights.
okay so i had choir today, was quite okay.
mr yong made us do sectionals. hah, it was quite fun .
he taught ( but some alr knew :X) us solfege or sth, and then we had to transpose the song so that each note is like. do re me, not the lyrics lah.
then we had to do solfege while singing :X
hahahhaha. so hard to coordinate man, singing and solfege-ing. haha
then the song was quite fast, so got jumbled up. then we did loong looooong warmups.
but happy, we sops did good. (:
( except for me lah )
then later while we were singing kyrie eleison ( excuse the funny name )
then i was standing between our section leader and the president. so scary. who ask them say sec ones must stand between seniors. wow, they were power.
i was noob.
* wails *
nvm. must jiayou !

okay then choir ended a bit early. went with beiying and sweehwa go opposite to buy bubble tea and 2 chicken wing and one stic of chicken chunk. man, i was hungry okay.
then later i disturb them until they agree to go amk hub with me, because i wanted to eat andersens ice cream, but must got ppl pei ahha.
then later we were debating where the hell is andersens. then i say is upstairs, then they two say its downstairs until almost went down ( which is NTUC fairprice ). then we were laughing.

then beiying intro me to a new shop. no its not new, but i never go in de. ahah. then we walked around and bought some stupid purple hairband that is completely of no use to me, since i think it suddenly looks like weird.
hmm. maybe i was bored.

waaah im going to become fat. jiaxian dont deny it. im getting fatter by the minute ! i pity myself. tmr my mom taking leave until wed. die lah. im going to be sooo boreedd.
okay lahs.

i like choir :D
and i cant wait for school to like, REOPEN ALREADY. or else without PE lessons and running to classes or chasing people around the class, im am not going to lose any weight.

my darlinq is so weird.
she said
" how to spell sakae?"
"s-a-k-a-e"
* moments of silence & keyboard noises *
" carey, how to spell sakae?"

-_-"
caleb is an idiot.
he wont go online.
how bad, making me waste my sms.
growls.
he wont go online no matter how many times i say he should be castrated.
._. bleahs.

ohh haha.i suddenly rmb. last time siying went to the bubble tea shop and her convo with the uncle went like this ,,
sy: uncle one pearl milk tea
uncle : orh, want pearl?

DIAO ! which pearl milk tea have no pearl.
its like
" uncle, chicken rice, dowan chicken "
(O,o)
haha ok

ermm okay. im kind of bored now, i think i go to maple ! (:
cyas (:

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4:58 PM;
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have to start getting ready for choir.
something made me wary of despo guys.
stupid.
idiots.
anyway. i should be happy right? happy that i can go to school instead of stoning in front of the computer at home.
even ytd night while talking to nat, i had to get up because my butt got numb from 4 hours of sitting on that chair. no blood flow.
ahh mm haha.

last night nat send me the vienna boys choir singing to canon in d. walao ehs. super high. nat says its cuz they're barely 10. no voice break. its nice ehs. (:
the baddest thing about today. i go to school but then cannot meet like, siying. then maybe if i met her, we go amk hub to walk walk or sth, but today no one pei me. sian laah. somemore thursday have to go again, but i'll see siying laogong (:

err. audrey and nat has trng. no one talk to me. haiz. wow, turned in at 11.30 last night. couldnt sleep. couldnt sleep at all, until 12.30. walao today morning shag lah. i set alarm at 7.30, then i woke up, and slept again. until 8.30 . haiz. so tired. dang it

IM TIRED. sibei jimo lah.
wow. ytd nat was talking about coming to my condo to swim, then at night i was dreaming of buying a new swimming costume. hm. i hate swimming.
a little.
eh, im so not active, i hate myself. comeon, even small kids do sports. i dont do nuts. i dont to nothing. i sit at the com and dont even learn from it. i gave up on fishing, not that i regret it, bbut that makes less one 'sport' for me . i gotta go out and do something like.. like.
like what?
my bicycle is to small for anthing, besides i dont fancy biking, i cant run because my stamina is nuts, and i already talked about swimming.
DAN IT.
i wish i live in a big house. then i could do gardening or something or at least have someplace my dog can roam around and i can play with it.
even throwing explosives down the window can be fun. thats what my cousin taught me. you know those boxes of things. there used to be. my cousin gave me a box. of what does not look like bombs but instead like peanuts, and i threw one down their window and there were mini explosions. but on the other hand, i wouldnt want my grandma to have a heart attack. and what if neighbors mistake them for gunshots.
wait
is it
even legal?
haha, what ? i mean of course it is :X
isnt it?
LOL.
oh dear, if this carries on, im gonna become fat.
even fatter than jiaxian
man, that would be disastrous. :O

AAHHH. i'm gone. ):
poof !

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9:41 AM;
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Sunday, June 17, 2007

ugh
ugh
i just got a bit ddisgusted at someone.
ugh, yeah i should have known lah.
that type confirm one lah.
argh. ARGH.
PFFFT.
mpffthhh...
dang.
im becoming senseless. that is just so sick.
lucky i said no.
i mean, obviously i did.
what the..
nvm goodnight people. (:

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10:37 PM;
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im talking to brian now.
he's kind of an interesting person to talk to.
first we were talking about colours, then about my surname.
then later he was saying he was glad to know me because i stopped him from thinking that all singaporeans are weird.
because?
because they go
" hell0s Briian H0w are euus t0daes?"
gross.
or. maybe
" HeLlO BrIaN HoW aRe YoU tOdAy."
which he refers to as weird accent.
then later he went on to talking about the myopic people of hongkong. and then he gave me some statistic. woah pro, then i told him he could be an optician, and he said he'd consider it. then i told him i wanted to be a forensic scientist then he thought of autopsy -_-
and about leaving the knife or dynamites in the poor guys body.

hey thats so mean brian. and then he suaning my height even though he actually nvr see me b4. and he send me this stupid animation that bill gates did when he was young. going mad with another boy.
haha. brian is one funny person. and obviously he's not singaporean, or in singapore.. wahaha im bored to deathh.

hm. stopped smsing, brian's on brb. im stuck in this small room ( cuz i dun wana go out ) with my music and computer. lalas.

ok he's back so im gone. bored. come talk to me !

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9:29 PM;
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as i was trying to talk to audrey, and also trying to find nat's verse references, there goes my mom again
nagging and nagging and nagging. like she cant see im in a foul mood already.
" AH YOU SEE, TOLD YOU NOT TO EAT IN THE ROOM ALR, SEE NOW GOT ANTS HOW?"
" LAST TIME I TELL YOU, YOU BETTER KEEP YOUR CD NOW "
" SEE YOUR TABLE HOW MESSY? HOW MESSY?"
" NOW I CLEAR YOUR TABLE FOR YOU , YOU CAN USE IT TO STUDY OK "
" THIS STUPID CAP IS USE FOR WHAT ONE"
" ASK YOU STUDY YOU SIT THERE STARE AT THE STUPID COMPUTER"

slept for like three hours.
and if the wake up symptoms wasnt responsible for my grumpiness, it would have been nags. oh seriously im tired of it all. cant wait to grow up and marry some random somebody and move out already. pffft.

i wish i could have done a better job of what i had to do. i think, i didnt do enough. i cant do anything more. i daren't try anything more already.

i feel like slapping someone right now. you know just to vent my grumpiness. reminds my of the show GONG. wen the girl go and take one dummy. wah i wish i had a dummy like that
and maybe i can also use it to ram my forehead into the tiny circle on the tiny paper , if you dont know what i mean you probably dont have to.

i cant last. as if spending the evening and night with my parents weren't difficult enough. ( difficult as in, i cant do anything i want to do without taking precautions ), now im going to have to spend 2 full days with my mom. no, i dont really want to think about it.
i've come to a realisation that i cant run away from my computer when im at home, and furthermore, thats what i have to keep from my parents.
not exactly.
but i hate them spying on me
actually not them, her.

i did try my best to communicate peacably. if you ask me, that was a start.
patience carey, back in school its gonna be a lot tougher.
OH, havent done geog an history.
ah. tmr have choir practice. sigh.

bye

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6:21 PM;
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I
FEEL
SO
SHACK

!
i've been too tired of late. and is that the reason or is it the gloomy weather.
as i was reading the news, my mom was just talking some stuff behind me.
whatever she was saying. talking about her favourite Korean drama, talking about her laundry, talkiing about.. hey, what was it that she talked about a minute ago?

i cant remember. i wasnt listening. and after a while i realised it was a one-way conversation.
she was the one talking. i was like in my mind " stop talking and go out so i can continue my blogging"
and its actually all my dad's fault. my dad doesnt like 'chat' with my mom much, so she come find me lah. one kind of unsociable dad. oh yes no more talk because
HAPPY FATHERS DAY -_-
yeah yeah ok whatever.

i wanted to get one of the small gift thingies for my dad. but didnt cuz need to go upstairs to take. and then today's toddlers club quite good lah. and then my friends lor, keep saying me and giving me faces huh. cuz i go and take care of that attention seeker mayen.

getting a bit irritated. she's getting bolder and bolder man. dont want to sing, dont want to listen to story. wdv lah. sad man, today sarah not here. renee is such a dear.
today was a boring day.
dunno i felt so sian.

i felt so sleepy.
and everyone talking about church camp can.

shut up yammy, you're nt fat, im the one thats fat.
* wince *
um, so today yd quite few people. walao. sian. not yd sian. after church super sian. duno what reason my mom bring me go j8. alr say " no more shopping for you! spend 200 liao still wan to shop "
ah, then still bring me go. she have the intention of going home to cook porridge simple lunch ( like mine, every other day ) and i was like wdv lorh. eating the same old food everyday. sian daooo.
never used to stay up till midnight.
i didnt feel tired at all.
was talking to nina and nat last night.
in the dark, so forgive the typo's
why in the dark? cuz i close my door then i want my parents to think i sleeping.
waah, then when i hear some sound outside i panic la. then i use paper to cover the computer the lights, and off the monitor so no light, then hop into the bed. then no one come, wasted energy.

what the. i am so bored.
i want to play maple.
my mom lah. some more tuesday wednesday take leave dono wan bring me go where. baaahs. then monday thursday got choir. double baahs. thursday have to go early meet laogong siying to do the stupid maths project. sigh. last week of holiday also so shibai.

okay lah. enough grumbling.
bye

-im grumpy.

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1:15 PM;
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Saturday, June 16, 2007

im home now. and i took a bath. without washing my hair because its like. 10 o clock.
so today's yf was okay. i have to admit missionaries conference, besides enlightening us, is rather boring because i dont think we'd really go on mission trips at this age quite yet.
haha.

well then we wanted to play grounders so we went to this particularly smal playground that was completely wet, because of the rain. then struggled to keep balance and not fall.

haha.
then later nat talked to me about some stuff. well, yeah lah, i agree about all that. and i know what i shouldd do. but i've never been one for advising people (since i take quite a lot of advice myself)
nevertheless, i'm gonna do just that. its kind of like a responsibility right now. at least there was something i could do.

hmmms aright.
if you people find it weird or actually suspect something, you are seriously wrong wrong, and couldnt get any wronger.
im actually talking to my enemy on msn now after either completely ignoring him for the past 5 months or scolding and cursing him and stuff.
wow. we are actually talking peacably. God works, He does. but i cant hope for much change as we return to school. patience,although im bound to find him as irritating as before back in school.

alrights. i'm gonna stop saying bad stuff about people when i blog already. its been quite enough the way i've actually spent a LOT of my posts exaggerating how much i hated my enemy back then. and now my enemies friends actually know me, because we are enemies. and they come kah cheow my blog arhs, i tell you. watch out.
nalas. theres nothing i can do about it frankly.
( and then they become bolder )

yeah. i kind of dont want to have any more enemies. whats the whole point. to make yourself angry over something stupid. i used to just love typing bad stuff about my enemy. but at the end of the day, people read my posts, and say " aye, what an unforgiving and crude girl this is "
( and consequently make myself more enemies )

im getting super irritable nowadays. everylittle bitty thing can piss me off and then i start railing and the person. or if you're lucky i just start to pout and stuff. but still i hate it when i come to this point where everything just starts to become like a thorn in my flesh. everything.

oh haha. sammy dear. you'd get your white beanie and something else i bought today. me, aud, jx, and jh were in the same shop and aud&jx are getting something really random for you. happy you isnt it.
but my parents were happy none to spend their oh so precious time shopping for something and in the end making them buy me shirts at IP-ZONE. or whatever the name is called. :X
i am so spoilt. not.
well i kind of pity my mom lots haha.

hmmmm muahhs. i kind of miss siying laogong.
well i going see her on thursday to do the crazy maths project, and then go for choir practice. yups. choir will be like three and a half hours of standing and singing our butts off. wow, i can already feel the strain in the legs.
choir is almost as good as track&field dudes.
dont ever look down on choir. :D

and i mean 3 hours. even if i dont.
HAH. im definately bored. i wish i was going to take the anniversary dinner today. it would have been fun-ner because its kind of better than eating at the hawker center with my parents
guess what, my parents went mad ( in a good way )
and bought
one big plate of hor-fun
one big plate of yee mee ( or wdv )
one plate of hokkien mee
and one big fat chicken with fries.
i told them i wasnt hungry, trust me.

haha. can die of eating. oh yeah, while other yfers were having they're donno what in the sanc, me , aud, jh, jx went to the clubhouse ( which i find so bad since we're not from gardens )
then we started messing up, like climbing onto the tall tall matress pile and eventually crashing down along with them so we had to stack them all again. and mind you there were quite a lot. hmm (:

then whacked around with the table tennis bat.
oh my, seriously i cant play table tennis for nuts.
i play it like i play badminton ( even if i dont )
it always seems to fly ): ( and i mean always )
eh, some kind of strength control please, or am i seriously too strong to be controlled?
EH? :D
just kidding (:
then there was this. dunno, baseball bat, yeah then we were whacking pingpong balls around with them. then my poor feet started to peel due to the weeks of grounders with bare feet.
then went to the mini playground again and kind of played frisbee till i had to go. then tompang them go mrt, and still met them at amk hub.
lols.

im sleeeeeeeepy !
goodnights alrite. churchpeeps, cya tmr :DD

ps. i got influence by audrey and now we're so obsessed with this song

something like this..
His love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
softer than a sigh
His love is deeper than the deepest ocean
wider than the sky
His love is brighter than the brightest star
that shines every night above
And there is nothing in this world that can ever
change His love !

ehhs ehhs. gotta admit its nice yeah ? XD
bye

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