no , no no no. this is all wrong. wrong wrong wrong.
what's the matter with being a nice friend?
i'd like to be realy nice friends to everyone.
but is misunderstanding really part of the price you have to pay to see all of your friends happy, with your other friends?
im convinced being nice to friends is a good thing, nothing will change that. but then WHY. its so unfair okay. i dont have any intention at all to be anything but my friends' good friends. its so unfair.. TO ME. because IM the one suffering for trying to bring happiness to all my friends. so saddening. to see my classmates depressed. depressing msn nicks, depressing talk, depressing posts, depressing everything.
it turns me off. i may have nothing to do with all this but STILL!
STOP BEING SAD LA PEOPLES. HAPPY HAPPY SETTLE CAN
why always, there must be conflict.
bear in mind, now im not just refering to this conflict. always, conflict conflict, misunderstanding to misunderstanding, to rumours to rumours. i am just so damned fed up by all this shit.
1/1 is, in my heart the bestest class, but there realy shouldnt be such internal strife among,
USfriendships turn sour, rumours turn into gossip.
for people who love socialising ( yours truly ) , its being unfair to them because their little friendly actions are translated into something more inappropriate, which are not true. so at the end of it, its like the friendly ones are suffering for being friendly, which is damn absurd if you ask me.
so stop interpreting our little actions into something mutated. completely different.
like this, our next one anda half years, is going to be damn hard to get by. i dont think we want to see each other with frowns and enmity toward each other every other day right?
one day,we'll all become suicidal.
oh ahem, im a sensitive person.
rumours you want to spread? okay.
please dont go too far already. i will hold out for as long as i can. i promise.
but from the beginning of the year till now, things pertaining to rumours havent been all THAT good. so please i hope you too free people understand some people can break down under circumstances? and we each have different limits to what we can withstand.
and also, this WHOLE POST has nothing to do with any particular case, going on now, last time, in the future, whatever.
bye..
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