my mom's a bitch.
i cant help saying that.
she wants me to live the way i dont want to.
she wants me to be dependent on her.
damnit.
where have you seen a mother not hoping that the kid will become independant?
and there she is complaining like the nag she is, about how
I change, how
I neglect her, how
I should have behaved in some other stupid way.
the problem doesnt lie in me. it lies in her stupid wrong attitude.
her way, people around her caring for her, always there for her.
my way, not being the mother teresa to every single one on the world and not give a flying damn. i want to live the way i want. freedom. i dont get any.
am i in the wrong?
i just got a dressing down for not hanging up my school shirt for her.
what the crap. how the damn hell am i suposed to have guessed if the stupid damn shirt had been washed or not. if i hung it up ( which i would obviously not take the initiative to ) and it had been unwashed, i would get the same damn scolding. in this case,
SHE forgot to hang it up, and blame me that I NEVER HANG UP
FOR HER.
and then on she goes about how she has to do everything dadadada.
complain complain.
dadaada, she work. a lot hardship
dadadada. do hsewrk, alot hardship
dadadada. support me, alot hardship
wah wah, everywhere hardship. YOUR LIFE VERY DIFFICULT RIGHT?
i never ask you everyday nag at me, give your own self grey hair.
you nag also no use, common sense thing also want to nag. headache man.
you work very stress.
complain complain. yes yes thank you for working and bringing in more income. thank you thank you. but please, dont bring your work the stress back to home can?
as if the CPUs engine roaring is nt loud enough.'
my mom is paranoid to change. this embarrasses me, but. shes paranoid about me crossing roads. even wit traffic light la. wtc can. thirteen years of paranoia, nt enough. just when i start to learn independence, does she really show this crazy idea of restricting a 13 year old girl from crossing roads.
"pls take the small road"
i need to go to yck stadium tmr.
i can cross the junction ( traffic light ) safely and that is a short nice route.
NO!
my mom wants me to walk alll the way the the damn MRT and take the bloody sheltered route with no roads (:
NICE NICE PLAN. NOT.
waste of time, waste of worry,
am i not trusted enough that i will what, wait for the green man or what?!
im 13.
can i not cross the stupid road already?
whats te problem
whats the idea?
GAH! I WONT UNDERSTAND
- andshes gonna make me take that bloody black and disgusting chinese medicine. thre's a reason why i so HATE chinese medicine. they taste like crap. all of them
bye
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