i've ( tried at least ) to be enthu today at sports carnival, screaming my lungs out to the maximum, cheered with the greatest drive. never have i screamed like this, not even for the old mcs, emerald.
whilst i've been trying to keep up with myself, a lot of things happenned around me, that im practically totally unaware of. im so useless. no lah, im kidding. after reading korkors blog. it seemed like a LOT happenned while i was occupied with minding my own business. probably i'd be branded a busybody for asking, so i shant. if i dont know, it basically means i dont have to.
so there!
someone tell me why i was so upset that i had been in the dark, not being updated, not being the unspirited bitch i have always been.
am i changing? i never used to give a damn about events in school ( especially sports carnivals ) . just screamed when need be, and grumble and complain about the heat and everything the rest of the time.
now its different. why? i dont have an answer.
am i changing or are the times changing?
i've never seen myself in a position where cheering for my 1/1 family had been the most important thing in my life for that few 10 seconds
something's changing, its gotta be
if its for the good, i hope its me.
someone says i flirt. i dont okay.
i dont flirtserious, im just sociable.
if anyone thinks i flirt pls tell me. and i need a reason too.
i hate it wen people say i flirt.
it sucks. because i know i dont.
have to go back lots during the holidays ):
BYE!
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