no , no no no. this is all wrong. wrong wrong wrong.
what's the matter with being a nice friend?
i'd like to be realy nice friends to everyone.
but is misunderstanding really part of the price you have to pay to see all of your friends happy, with your other friends?

im convinced being nice to friends is a good thing, nothing will change that. but then WHY. its so unfair okay. i dont have any intention at all to be anything but my friends' good friends. its so unfair.. TO ME. because IM the one suffering for trying to bring happiness to all my friends. so saddening. to see my classmates depressed. depressing msn nicks, depressing talk, depressing posts, depressing everything.

it turns me off. i may have nothing to do with all this but STILL!
STOP BEING SAD LA PEOPLES. HAPPY HAPPY SETTLE CAN
why always, there must be conflict.
bear in mind, now im not just refering to this conflict. always, conflict conflict, misunderstanding to misunderstanding, to rumours to rumours. i am just so damned fed up by all this shit.
1/1 is, in my heart the bestest class, but there realy shouldnt be such internal strife among, US

friendships turn sour, rumours turn into gossip.
for people who love socialising ( yours truly ) , its being unfair to them because their little friendly actions are translated into something more inappropriate, which are not true. so at the end of it, its like the friendly ones are suffering for being friendly, which is damn absurd if you ask me.

so stop interpreting our little actions into something mutated. completely different.
like this, our next one anda half years, is going to be damn hard to get by. i dont think we want to see each other with frowns and enmity toward each other every other day right?

one day,we'll all become suicidal.

oh ahem, im a sensitive person.
rumours you want to spread? okay.
please dont go too far already. i will hold out for as long as i can. i promise.
but from the beginning of the year till now, things pertaining to rumours havent been all THAT good. so please i hope you too free people understand some people can break down under circumstances? and we each have different limits to what we can withstand.

and also, this WHOLE POST has nothing to do with any particular case, going on now, last time, in the future, whatever.

bye..

Labels: bad day

10:02 PM;
<3

yo peoples! i stole this quiz from daiqian, modified a few questions cuz irrelevant. apparently this is from those stupid chain mails de lah. enjoyys (:


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Jim, and Mariah.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? this morning?
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? ohh yesh (:
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT? lunch...what? wtf is that.
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? im dying for a guy and a girl:DD
.6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? i'd know its good for me (:
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? now why dont you ask around? :D
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? tonsils? tonsils are disgusting.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? probably the moment before i pass out.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL? cocopops (:
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? strong? undertaker strong? i dont htink so
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM? strawberrry and chocolate
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? hairstyle:D
15. RED OR PINK? you all can like, guess my answer right. ((:
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? my teeeeeth.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? audrey? :D
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? heheh?
19. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?some random white pants and no footwear
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? a black grape.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? silence!
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? pink of course, i'd be used the most
23. FAVOURITE SMELLS? strawberry smells!
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Aunty June
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? DEY!
26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH? gambling..
27. HAIR COLOUR? dark brown or black? both are so orientally sui.
28. EYE COLOUR? black-a-licious
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nahs
30. FAVOURITE FOOD? salmon fish
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings (:
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? none, i dont want to think about.
33. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? light yellow.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? the summer (:
35. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs, like.. teddy bear hugs :DD not the drama kind.
36. FAVOURITE DESSERT? ice longan!
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? jiaxian& crystal.. not respond, is do the quiz also
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? er.. people who dont read my blog
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? none.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? DORAEMON.
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? the 10 o clock chinese detective show thingy
42. FAVOURITE SOUND? the choir singing :D
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? roll roll roll a stone, gently down a...
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? err. australia
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? piannoo
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 100% singapore
48. Whose ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? audrey, actually, her quizzes are so nice (:


omg, where is darlinq? she's supposed to be back today!

Labels: quiz lala

8:45 PM;
<3

omg, its raining nuts here. or, frogs maybe. they're bigger than nuts.
crazy rain, can hardly see the next condo out there. you dont want to go out, at least not in this weather right. haha thats crap, of course you dont.

ayah. its been so crappy, my day. waited for pq with 3 different parties, and all never in, then fed up and went to hunt esther sheid. (:
then korkor came to join me, then when he gtg, I TIO ESTHER :DD
ahha lucky star;
although the esther lousier than my one, but still quite okay la, can sell good liaos!
then i trained a bit.. lalas.
ee, lightning. hahas, i rmb the time i was so freaked out by lightning. in aunty sl's house, because i was in her house ALL the time last time. then i was damn scared of being near a window during a storm because i thought lightning will come through the window de, because lightning is... light.
then i will cower into my spot. which is sadly, very uncomfortable. you know those like chair, then beside connected one table to put telephone? yeah will go that chair and hide. because that's the only damned place in the house where you cant see the stupid windows. or rather, the stupid windows- cant see you.

it was a sad time, until i realised that its okay because there are stupid metal stick like figures at the top of your house so you will be relatively 'safe' from lightning. supposedly. or not (:
omg, suddenly myy ambition pop out of my head. (:
I WAN TO BE A
forensic scientist.

well, how do you think i'll respond to dead bodies? oh wait, is that autopsy? hm..
i dont care. i wan to examine bodies, take blood, hair samples, skin sample, dna blahblah, and go testing (:
it would be so fun yes. oh so fun, ahh ambitions.
blind ambitions.
i cant believe i wanted to be a paeditrician (sp?)last time . see, i love kids so much, i cant bear to look at sick cutesies everyday, i would die, my heart would bleed dry.
hhaha, reminds me of meira. audrey doesnt like mayen le, because she attract attention, but its excusable, she doesnt get nuts of attention from her parents, you know her family situation.
oh my i suddenly got brennan in my head, he is so damn cute. and smart at that. (:

THEN, i remember joshua GAN. damned if he's not cute (:
SUPER CUTE OKAY> (:

haha, so stylo lah he, next time if i have a boy, iwill do that hairstyle also, and he doesnt tuck in his shirt! COOLLL (: ( all the other smallie boys do )

ahahaa, this is so absurd. but its a fact kaay (: his mother was asking him questions then he know how to point to the correct picture lehhs!! wtf so smart deh!

hhahaha WTFBBQ, stolen from UREMOM (:
not your mom, uremom is a guy. emerson or sth. roflmao. (:

okay im being lame and bored. have to do stupidmath file thingies, boo!
AUDREY'S COMING BACK WHEN? WHEN?

OKAY BYE .

Labels: i wwork soo hard

1:34 PM;
<3

close shave today.
my mom has drastic swings. one moment she'll try to beg you and persuade you
if you dont bugde, the next moment
BAM!
she's pissed off and doesnt want to have anything to do with you
that is such bullshit.

anyway right, like i said today close shave, my mom wanted to make me go fishing with them but i was so reluctant i pretended to still be sleeping. then like i said she got pissed off, then i got dulan also, so i go wash face. then later my father like understand like that, and he said g breakfast with them then he send me back home (:

where i am now.
omg lah. thats like so lucky, so so so lucky. i hate fishing bleahs.

feelings die away so fast lah. its like so stupid okay. ( im not refering to myself -.- )

bleah! korkor said friday he give me chingching go and buy ppc then i can spend all 10k myself. muahahhas so nice worh. yep, im happy cuz i going to be more n more cashy (:
and its like, the more i think about a-cash, the more im able to save on it :DD
thats so amazing, applaud me.
lmaos(:

im going to maple now. so hard to chiong, lose to brina liaos. sigh! nvm , muz work hard :D
omg happy, tmr 1 June. free smses again, spam sms!!
lailai, tmr start okay ppl. jk (:

eh im like so happy i look so awesome in maple. waahahas, okay i go do pq, my life.. akkaak. exp super fast seh (:
yeap!
im off blogger!
OH DARLINQ IS COMING BACK TDAY OMG I MISS YOU DEAREST
CALL ME OKAY , AS SOON AS U READ THIS
oh my, i know you will call me the first thing you reach home anyway (:
IMU-IMU


BYEE

Labels: and darlinq is back

9:17 AM;
<3

haha waddecraps, its like 6.30, and i just reach home from school :D
thats so late right? (:

choir was nice lahs. we learnt a new song called KYRIE ELEISON
( its key-ree-ay , ay-lei-ee-zen )
haha, okay thats mad but its quite.. easy? not as difficult as that stupid gamelan at least. dono what ding dong bell.
anyway right, sang a bit then they ordered a LOT of pizzas from Canadian, then we ate. ):
only one slice per person lah, so tempted to steal other peoples one. very nice leh:D
then drink water and chatted with my fellow sec one choir people..
blahblah.

then we had a game of TAG (:
lower sec compete and upper sec compete.
meaning 1 vs 2 ,, 3 vs 4
ten the winner vs together lah. then YAY-NESS (: SEC 1 WON THE FIRST ROUNDDD.
then we lost to the sec4, because right, they very long arm long leg, then they run also very fast, so we haha, lost. then yew rong very pro cuz she went through the hole, you know when they hold hands there, haha.

we lost but had fun, (:
then we went back to the music room, off the lights and saw a video, was so like..
touching?
for the sec4 lahh (:
then, the sec4 talk talk, as if last words like that. after all they going to stop cca liaos ):
the sec4's are a nice nice bunch
and our new president is really nice (:
sorry, i dunno how to spell her name hahas =="

DEY! my mom just call and say eating out today, and i decided to wear so casual that its the clothes i wear to sleep, who cares, (: i dont care what people say about my attire, they care to chase me out of their shop? i dont think so nah (:

OKAY ! when korkor buys it I WILL REVIVE SHUUSHUU(: omg i miss himmm (:
hehehehehhes. happy, shuushuu is gonna come back.
okay, out at 7.30, pls msn me if got anything, later then reply.
okies?

OH YEAH, today ms yeoh remedial was like so boring, then me and siying talking the whole time, then duno why ( actually of course i know ) ms yeoh ask me go sit in front. see she biased again, wan ask should ask kayhwee right, i can hear him talking loud and clear from my seat lor. unfairness. wan be bias, go bias against him, not agianst me, i so guai lorhs. ((:

okay haha :DD
im off to mapleee now.
tahs~

Labels: cashycashy

6:27 PM;
<3

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Labels: haha full of crap

10:25 AM;
<3

some people are not bothersome in class but are SUPER bothersome online.
is it because they are cute, and online you cant see that they're cute, and so they seem to irk you a lot?

see, im good. i worked things out with my maple finance (:
things are so looking good, and i even let korkor save 3k. and i can still get ShuuShuu. well, earlier on, i told korkor to buy me hair VIP coz i wanted to change my eyes first.
after changing my eyes, i realise i didnt look that bad, and i loved my new look. so i bought the red pajamas clothes thing. and a transparent hat. (:
then i continue to miss ShuuShuu so i asked kor NOT to buy the hair, and instead buy WOL and a red hat for my husky, that makes 9k.
(: i am good aren't i?

thats it, my parents booked a trip to sibu MALAYSIA, to a kelong to do fishing or dono what. like i said, i lost interest in fishing eons ago, and the sound of fishing makes me wail. THEY want to do fishing, then ytd night i was complaining about wtc i am supposed to do over there, canot sms, no computer. ( sms is overseas alr ) then i was bugging my mom and taking out our combined savings and said " buy me a laptop "
and she was like " those money is to go perth at the end of the year"
BLEAHS
a lappie is much better. i want a laptop bad, even though i have completely no use for it. and also, the in-charge person sad there have playstation. but wtc, i suppose to play with myself issit? stupid lah. while those two love blinded ( by fishing ) folks fish they're day away, am i supposed to read? NO! nothing of that sort.
i would
-trash the place
-scuba dive
-rip the mattress
-shoot the electricity sockets
-turn pillows into cd players
-plant trees
-eat people.

okay im jk. i think you can tell lah. but we cant plant trees in the complete middle of nowhere-ness. expecially in the middle of the sea right. yes, use your brains dear.
three down one to go.
this is pathetic okay. pathetic-ness. i am so sad.

i must be happy right? i look awfully good in maple now.. ( HAHA )

dun come jio me :DD
JOKING.

for me, its time to go all out and socialise now that i look cashy ( a little? )
and make tons of jiejie korkor in maple ( like i did last time )
omg, audrey had her record of 15 kors. -.-
OHOH!
darling is coming back tomorrow!
omgomg, im so happy ((:
i wonder how my princess is doing in camp. she must be owning everyone. how i know? because
" like mother, like daughter :O "
muahahas. it all comes back to self-praise, i shant talk anymore
later offend people ( who? )
okay crap

-BYE

Labels: mapleehappiness

9:52 AM;
<3

okkay, here i am having my measly breakfast!
im going to maple again. i had been thinking about buying another ppc today BUT i decided against it, and i think i'll make do without ShuuShuu. unless some k ind soul wan to sponser a water of life, 4.5k a-cash only!!

haha. then im going to change my hair, black rose? :DD
and then i will wear hat and a shirt. yes, im dreaming but it'll happen, by the soonest tonight, or the latest, friday night. or even later, saturday ):
ANYWAY, im going to keep dreaming about it until then hahas.

and im going to chiong hahas (:
i wan to beat brina! i want to lvl lvl lvl! next lvl can change armour :DD
yaaay-ness.

do you realise my posts are getting like, shorter and shorter? because there's nothing to blog about besides maple.. especially during the school holidays because theres nothing happening lah, but today wil have thing happening, cuz need to go to school again.
pffft. i rather go for science.. but today the remedial is ms yeoh one.! and she must schedule so that its during my choir practises. oh actually today choir is handover ceremony and farewell party.. ANYWAY she stil wan us to come out half way to go her stupid remedial

like kor said
" fat people canot wake up early"
ahh the consequence of having an ultra fat teacher. i hope she rolls down a hill.
okay, enough of cursing teachers already!

i know it , it must be! i'm having a premonition that someone will buy me water of life..
i even dreamed about it.
i dreamed someone bought it for me, then i revived my darlinq ShuuShuu.
i woke up after that, then i was hoping it would come true.
is someone buying water of life for me?
God pleaasse help me kkay (:

okkay so this is an average post. haha full of crap;
so BYEBYE :D
-off to mapleee

Labels: water of life

7:08 AM;
<3

" Carey's Happy Juice "
''
''
cant you just see those words on a grand golden signboard, hung up unbashedly on a gold plated doorframe?

haha , i seem to be fantasizing again. i just made juice. green apple for me and with celery for my grandma. celery reduces blood pressure, which my grandma has a problem with. i am filial aren't i?
NO IM NOT
okay who cares. anyway so i want to try out some new combinations for juices now. (: would it just be so fun? and then i will bug my mom to buy us a blender. those that you can throw everything in and press the button. not the one im using now, where you cut the fruit and put it in to be pulverised one by one.!

ah, what big dreams. of course i dont dream to become a fruit juice stall aunty when i grow up. hm.. maybe can consider when i want to retire.. once again
CAREY'S HAPPY JUICE

haha sounds stupid doesnt it. i dont care lah.
anyway i must jiayou in maple. no more slacking.
i got financial difficulty in a-cash.
mother coming in. tahs

Labels: carey's happy juice

8:28 PM;
<3

like hey (:
im a happy person. besides the fact that i forgot today is issac's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ISSAC
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

yay, he's 14

anyway lah, i went for the music class and screwed up, then i went to the nearby 7-11. said they didnt sell ppc, the woman said the neighbor 7-11 have sell. so i walk all the way to caltex there and buy. then right. i bought one, and the woman was like " usually people buy 4-5" then i was like =="

i mean, i want to buy how many not your problem right? ayah, followed by that, she started to ask me what maple is. then blahblah. then i go off.
and then im back lah :D

i was humming avril lavingnes ' My Happy Ending' on the way back (:
and Kouji Wada's Innocent
both are nice songs.

anyway, im off to maple agian. eating ice cream i bought from downstairs. looks like im turning into a glutton aren't i? so what if i am. bye :DD

BYES!

Labels: gluttony is a sin

4:23 PM;
<3

i think korkor says he will buy cash for me.
and that makes the tiger princess happy (:
muaahs.

ooh crap. last night my piano teacher sms me, ask today have lesson. ):
2.30-3.30 probably. its like sad lah, i thought at least got one whole day to slack off. sighs. but im thinking about buying another ppc, cuz her house there have one 7-11.
but i very scared lehh. the 7-11 beside got one tattoo shop. then like a lot indian/malay paikia there, must see safety first lah right?

can you believe this? krissi is playin the same piano exam pieces as me. means she same grade as me, my piano sucks, but from what i know, hers sucks more. but still, i cant afford to lost to a junior of the same grade. very no face de. bleahs! i practise liao just now, until i almost fall of the chair.
God, dont you just hate scales? scales are like the stupidest, dumbest, lamest everything in the world, who the fish invented scales neh? must be some too free bimbo. ooh! reminds me of samtan (snr). will give him a good whacking for inventing scales.
so damnit,
if i dont fail cuz of my pieces, i will fail cuz of my scales.
if i dun fail cuz of my scales, i will fail of my sight reading.
the only hope now is aural, ( which is rather easy :DD)
BUT STILL!! :XX
( im gonna fail lah, face it )
fine whatever. my mom act as if no money to pay the stupid exam fee again. 300+ nias. you income how many ah, woman. complain. complain complaainn.
bored lahh, now xiaxue post like so little , and also post advertorials. blahblahbleaaahss.
okay, im off to maple, must lvl by today, .. by this morning (:

toooooooDLES (:

Labels: lvl lvl lvl

7:53 AM;
<3

ohh, life!
once again...
THE TIGER PRINCESS IS UNHAPPY.
okkay, it may seem lame lah, referring to myself as the tiger princess. muahas.
in anycase, today someone saw me with me horrific eyes and kept laughing. i told her to quit it, but she said it was nice. then she followed by demanding that i show her all seven faces of my cocked-up facial expression.

i got dulaned and i told her to stop. then she said she wanted to vip her eyes to mine. and she said she would buy me a eye VIP. then i was quite happy when she said that, cuz she was like a rich 10-YEAR-OLD girl. absurd that im qiaozhaing someone younger than myself.
the point is. she went to do pq, she said she'd buy for me later. so off i went to train lah, ten later right, i went to find her, and she said she had spent all her cash. man, i dont even know if i should trust her. the worst thing is that i told issac not to buy me the eye vip.

the bad thing now is my dilemma. should i ask issac to still buy for me, it would seem like im trying to rob him broke, like a toy, i say i want then dont want then want. its like so bad. and makes me look greedy. maybe i am greeedy, but i would have rather made someone i dont know spend money rather than someone i know right?

but so now if this stranger dont buy for me, im left with nothing but my pride.
or i shal have to swallow my pride and ask issac for the cash.
damnit. or even worse, i have to buy myself.
see, those selfish and greedy words. i suck. i need to stop taking advantage of other people just because i dont want to lose out. this is damnation.

i dont want to make myself an unredeemable greedy asshole with no sense of pride!
but i love my money
this is shit.
im so materialistic, its damned. i should just die already.

being materialistic is one thing, but taking advantage of people because im materialistic is anotehr.
help me, i should kill myself already.


okay someone bugging me to play piano.
you know what? the exams in july probably, and i cant play for nuts, my first& second song.
( tahs, im pretty confident for the third one ) ((:
anyway, im dead. so bye (:

Labels: piano takes me off

7:50 PM;
<3

it reads 7.14 am on my computer clock. and im afraid of losing track of time.
well, i always lost track of good time,
have to leave by, say, maybe 7.30?
hahas, benefits of living near the school. i bet those in yishun have been up since six. (:
who says anderson was a bad choice huh?

today will see some idiots again, and im bound to offend people again.
why does this keep happening to me

okay fine, i dont care lah, today supposedly only got science, so 9.30 go home alr right? then no need to stand so much crap. but siala, i havent do my free response question, if need do. which i think need leh.

craapah.

okkay, im going to pack and everything, anything sms worh okay (:

I MIS U AUDREY CHEONG WEI LIN(G)
dammit i cant rmb

omg i blogged for 4 minutes!

Labels: to school

7:11 AM;
<3

TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.
she wants it bad
TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.
TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.
TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.

)):
she may sound greedy but she's desperate already. pls tiliang ( understand )!
dun wan to pressure people, but its been like.. 7 daes.
okay enough about this
i feel so guilty lah. harrassing people. jkjk.
but im so despo now i can hack my cpu into two

and my darlinq is going to camp so
I WILL MISSYOU
TONS&LOADS
SEXY, PRETTAYE
DARLING AUDREEY

alrights? yep i'll miss her tons cos she'll be away for like four days. four days without my darling is like four years without computer.
because no her, computer is boring.
( but i wont forsake my commie )

bahs! tmr nid to get up early, have school at like, eight lah. sucks ):
and i had nice thoughts about holidays. haiz

okay anyway im going off.
audrey, love you loads, have an uneventful trip and come back in one piece!
loveyouloads(: God bless!

byebye peoples!
ps. ilu audrey (:

Labels: ilu take care

9:53 PM;
<3

muz do homework, then my mother say can play until wadeva time she dont care.
first time lah, thats so cool, so i shall do just that. except...
i duno what hw to do. teachers havent give out all the hw cuz going back to school tmr, wed, fri, and more days because of choir practises. and then we'll have our unfair share of homework for this short short short holiday. seems so because of the homework lah.
to think i waited this long, to be packed with homework, what a disappointment.
at least i had my fair share of fun yesterday! (:
and then today was toddlers club. meira is so cute lahs. muacks her.
everytime mayen comes, meira doesnt, when meira comes, mayen doesnt.
what gives?
haha, so katelyn didnt cry today.. maybe because mayen not around. so weird lah, little toddler rivals (:
then anyway not much time liao, was thinking about doing the stupid composition about ' how i made a difference' which is in fact so hard because i've never done something that noble lah. and it must be non-fiction. bleahs.

oh crap. work now.
tahas post later MAYBE

Labels: workloooad

6:30 PM;
<3

it had been one of the best afternoons ( and evening ) ever !
YF COMBINED OUTING TO SENTOSA!! (:
it was good good! i went to church early, too excited mahs, then no bodie there.
met nicole at the bus interchange.
then i bought this damn cute water bottle lah, you suck from it, and its evain mineral bottle, it costed me $2.50, and for that ultra cute bottle leh! song boh.! okkay, anyway then audrey came, she cut her hair short, and she told me she slapped 2 boys for saying her hair.
you go girl ! (:
okkay, its quite nice lah, about the same as back then (:
okay then took the bus to sentosa, camwhored on the bus and my skittles got stolen by the clique. heard music, took pictures.
then we reach! :DD and it was a nice place, we walk and walk then we reached the nice nice beach! then we had worship, singing on the beach! sang a lot of songs, that i all dont know, but nevermind! :DD
then later we had tug-of-war! got 4 sides one, then we lose lah, because our group ... the girls weak. i mean, a lot sec1 and skinny peoples. then they were saying, lightest go in front, then i was like ' wtc -.- ' biased! i obviously the lightest, then i made daniella go in front (:
then the girls lost bad, because the other group, wah got merissa and all those people and all that, so we lost, because we got skinny girls like me ):
ANYWAY, brandon was in our group .. and matthew and matthias so was quite okay la. brandon shout 1,2 PULL until he tired. haha cuz he at the end.
stress sia lol. then kena pull until got ropeburn. pained. then caroline got a would, small one lah, then okay liao :D

OKAY. then later started to rain, then very depressing lah, then dono open umbrella for what use. then go shelter, they say lightning dono what shit alert like in schoool like that, until 5.20. then we heck cares, we went into the water, play sand blah blah.
then me and audrey playing with the wooden ball. throw here throw there. then jumped with the waves, had people take our pics. i bet they will appear in the YFthe magazine thingy. (: okay then we decided to swim, kind of. basically just got wet, soaked, and threw ball in the sea blahblahh.

then later jenwei took our ball then we wanted to take revenge. we plan to push him into the sea de, then we five girls go hunt him. then he run damn fast, until i so depress lah, i missed like 3 times, very shibai very kebei ):
who ask him run like roadrunner, then we chase him a lot of time, then theres this guy wan to help us, he very wet. then he go and like gay like that, hug jenwei until he wet . wahahas, retribution lah (:

then we cannot hamtam jenwei, then we wanted to change target, go push gregory, then was so vulnerable, but that audrey don wan go push. then play ball in the sea like every few minutes..

then nicole said something so stupid. she wanted to ask jenwen to push jenwei into the sea (brothers) she din know they brothers. (: then deb said something more stupid, she said take jenwen as hostage,! (: as if jenwei will go and help his brother like that. bahs
then later we went to change at the last minute, didnt bathe so wore clothes while still sandy. who cares. (:
then left the island soon ):
boohooossaah.

okay then the busride back was just music and teasing people like ibob and bj. taking phone back from jx and sammo. such things. blahblah. so tired.
then reach church and parents came so fast. then went home lah.
then here i am being nagged at again. can i have a gag please. -.-
im going deaf. BAHS.
I CANT TAKE IT LAH.

yay-ness (: tomorow got toddlers ! ( as every week ) haha.
i hope bothe mayen and meira come, the two stars.
and for the second time..
JOSHUA GAN IS SO HANDSOME!
bye (x

Labels: shuai kid

10:00 PM;
<3

i've got sweet potato for breakfast (:
but i hate to peel it.
oh the unfairness of life, when you have to suffer to get what you want

nothing's a good excuse to be mean to your good friend.
i learnt only after i lost hyo as my bestie.
so right, dont ever act in haste. dont think you're always right
be humble, apologize even when there isnt a need to.

seriously, i hate people who think they are always correct.

anyway

OFF TO SENTOSA TODAYS (:
combined! we have sandcastle making competition, i wonder what tools samlou or daniella are bringing! oh pray to God for the weather you know!

oh oh, im going to maple now leh. or maybe i wan change blogskin liao, this one is like damn old lah. been to lazy to change, not im free ( not ) so i'll try okay.. (:

bye. i'll post laters (:

-off-to-the-fun-sidee((:

Labels: sentosa here we come

8:40 AM;
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i've ( tried at least ) to be enthu today at sports carnival, screaming my lungs out to the maximum, cheered with the greatest drive. never have i screamed like this, not even for the old mcs, emerald.

whilst i've been trying to keep up with myself, a lot of things happenned around me, that im practically totally unaware of. im so useless. no lah, im kidding. after reading korkors blog. it seemed like a LOT happenned while i was occupied with minding my own business. probably i'd be branded a busybody for asking, so i shant. if i dont know, it basically means i dont have to.
so there!

someone tell me why i was so upset that i had been in the dark, not being updated, not being the unspirited bitch i have always been.

am i changing? i never used to give a damn about events in school ( especially sports carnivals ) . just screamed when need be, and grumble and complain about the heat and everything the rest of the time.

now its different. why? i dont have an answer.
am i changing or are the times changing?
i've never seen myself in a position where cheering for my 1/1 family had been the most important thing in my life for that few 10 seconds
something's changing, its gotta be
if its for the good, i hope its me.

someone says i flirt. i dont okay. i dont flirt
serious, im just sociable.
if anyone thinks i flirt pls tell me. and i need a reason too.
i hate it wen people say i flirt.
it sucks. because i know i dont.

have to go back lots during the holidays ):
BYE!

Labels: summerr

10:53 PM;
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She hurt her .
she hurt her bad.
lets call her A and the one she hurt is B.
sports carnival - telematch. they were playing, along with a lot of other classmates.
B fell down a few times.
1/1 got 2nd, because of that.
B was feeling bad, and lousy. ( not lousy, but yeah, you know what i mean )
we tried comforting her. was not her injury ( if any ) more important than the title of ' first' ?
A called her lousy, wanted to do mean things to B.
i mean, people alr sad, and you have to rub salt into the wound.
sorry, im not condemning, but the truth is, A had been rather unfeeling and bitchy about it.
B is a really good person. A was one who swayed between niceness and rage.
but they were friends. good friends.
think, wouldnt it be akward if they saw each other.
A shouldnt have said all that, no matter how disappointed, and that's just the way it should have been. she should have comforted her, telling her that she was not to blame.
but she didnt.

no one blamed B except A. of course we were disappointed.
but priorities?
choosing between a great friend and a winning title is an easy task for those with an amply sized heart, as of many of my classmates.

like they say, a lesson is learnt when something bad happens.

me and siying talked about it, we told each other we would never do that to each other. it was a nice thing. and i know audrey darlinq thinks the same way, or else how would we have lasted 9 years of bestie-ism. (:

im surrounded by good friends, back then, and now. God's blessing to me, is that i find stable friends wherever i go. when i had been in different classes from audrey, nina and heather gave me what i needed.
when God put me in an unfamiliar secondary school, He gave me siying.

so i conclude,
im blessed.
thanks God (:

to my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, remember thanksgiving.

and i do trust my good friends that they dont turn scheming in the near or far future. i trust them, people, my heart is easy to break.

hm... 1/1 boys are nice people ( not all )
i'd expect them to go like " eugh.. -.- " or sth, when dq hx and i sang the class cheers.
they didnt.
so, they are nice boys.
( nothing else )

gee, misunderstanding is so easy to come by nowadays, we have to make our points clear. and guangmingzhengdaaaaa. (:

HEY! WHO's GOING WITH YF TO SENTOSA TMR?
(: I AM!
audrey cant go.
she must. (:
SHE MUST LAH.

see, i begged my mom to let me skip piano for this. you better go darling.!

BYES (:

Labels: lesson learnt, she dont deserve it

5:24 PM;
<3

my mom's a bitch.
i cant help saying that.
she wants me to live the way i dont want to.
she wants me to be dependent on her.
damnit.
where have you seen a mother not hoping that the kid will become independant?
and there she is complaining like the nag she is, about how I change, how I neglect her, how I should have behaved in some other stupid way.
the problem doesnt lie in me. it lies in her stupid wrong attitude.
her way, people around her caring for her, always there for her.
my way, not being the mother teresa to every single one on the world and not give a flying damn. i want to live the way i want. freedom. i dont get any.

am i in the wrong?
i just got a dressing down for not hanging up my school shirt for her.
what the crap. how the damn hell am i suposed to have guessed if the stupid damn shirt had been washed or not. if i hung it up ( which i would obviously not take the initiative to ) and it had been unwashed, i would get the same damn scolding. in this case, SHE forgot to hang it up, and blame me that I NEVER HANG UP FOR HER.

and then on she goes about how she has to do everything dadadada.
complain complain.
dadaada, she work. a lot hardship
dadadada. do hsewrk, alot hardship
dadadada. support me, alot hardship

wah wah, everywhere hardship. YOUR LIFE VERY DIFFICULT RIGHT?
i never ask you everyday nag at me, give your own self grey hair.
you nag also no use, common sense thing also want to nag. headache man.
you work very stress.
complain complain. yes yes thank you for working and bringing in more income. thank you thank you. but please, dont bring your work the stress back to home can?

as if the CPUs engine roaring is nt loud enough.'

my mom is paranoid to change. this embarrasses me, but. shes paranoid about me crossing roads. even wit traffic light la. wtc can. thirteen years of paranoia, nt enough. just when i start to learn independence, does she really show this crazy idea of restricting a 13 year old girl from crossing roads.
"pls take the small road"
i need to go to yck stadium tmr.
i can cross the junction ( traffic light ) safely and that is a short nice route.
NO!
my mom wants me to walk alll the way the the damn MRT and take the bloody sheltered route with no roads (:
NICE NICE PLAN. NOT.
waste of time, waste of worry,
am i not trusted enough that i will what, wait for the green man or what?!
im 13.
can i not cross the stupid road already?
whats te problem
whats the idea?

GAH! I WONT UNDERSTAND
- andshes gonna make me take that bloody black and disgusting chinese medicine. thre's a reason why i so HATE chinese medicine. they taste like crap. all of them
bye

Labels: buzzing in my ear

10:11 PM;
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wah.. im overwhelmed by the feeling that i've been cheated. of my money la.
stupid taxi driver. i think he can sense that im broke. i got ready a stupid 5 bucks to take a cab home because i had to carry that stupid grass, and bag was heavy and super tired. 6 plus le ok.

then reach home the fare the machine only show $4, then the uncle like magic like that, press one button, then the fare jump by $2.
then he say peak hour. knn! then i rampage my wallet and find all the stupid $1 coin. knn la, cheat my money. how i know peak hour or simi gui.

then i was robbed off my concience.like it just flew away in a flash. ok im exaggerating la. but there was this meowmeow at the lobby then i was carrying the stupid grass and laminate roll. then this meowmeow was meowing. and the lift open, then i went in but the meowmeow went inside also. ( its reared cuz got collar & bell ) then i was like ,.... i went out , then it went out also, then i went in again, and then it went in.
then i went out .-
ok la, i holded the lift, to make the meowmeow go out. then it dun move. then so good la, my grassy grassy fly aways. then i go chase lah, then the meow meow go up up up. then i waited for the next lift, and hope it inside, but its not. and i was sad la. because its lost. later the meowmeow owner cannot find it.

to think about it, my next door neighbor owns 2 meowmeows (:

okkkay. so tired lah, later go home must do what dumb maths file thing. thenn my om will come extra le. ):
booooh. i hate maths, i hate filing. sooo much. and going out for dinner so even more no time. kaopeiis.omg! my hair still wet go BLOW!(:

TAHAS :D

Labels: chuitoufaaah.

6:48 PM;
<3

im in the lab! haha lucky sitting at abduls seat coz no one can see unless you subtract the blinds behind me (:
so im not vulnerable!
bored, must find pictures of disney for the happy toilet thing, so iwont be home even at 6. because this is stupid. decorating the bloody toilets. -.-

okay siying reading what i typing (:
we go friendster haha (: doing some illegal stuff

ayah now got ppl sitting opposite me, must careful, but i know they wont report eveen if they see, cozz im not illegal la haha. today cannot train. ytd met one guy then ask him cc, then he ask for money, then me and audrey got into a verbal war with him. then he kept dying. nvm

BYE.

Labels: lalas

2:35 PM;
<3

its getting tough to fight the desire to click on maple straight, the moment i log in and come out of the bathroom, and not do the routine, like blogging and checking frendster, e-mail dadada.
especially since i bought a PPC today. dunno why also. (: felt so shuang after buying. muahahs. wasted 10 bucks on the crappy card.

anyways classes today were so boring, despite talking with siying the whole entire time without getting scolded, mrs dan just cant see we're talking ah. and we had our first D&T lesson. okkay la, mr sim was okkay. he borrowed my handphone to example "pro handphone" then he forgot its mine, and sort of give it back to boon how =="

then efl was quite fun! no lah, it was boring but then wenjie and daryn were funny. me and siying were plotting to steal wenjie's wallet becuz saw inside got one neoprint, thought is his girlfren. hahaa. then was super funny. principal asking question thn someone say the answer is" trans- something" then wenjie said TRANSEXUAL, then mrs poh heard it from like 5 metre away LOL!

then kept suaning arvin. i tell you ah, if arvin leans back some more then the floor will crack and he will go down to the canteen, with me barely hanging on to the edge of a badly broken floorboard. so pitiful hor. who ask me index 4, avin index 3. hahha dun so bad la hor, arvin is a nice guy even though he hits girls. ( and is pregnant) :o

ANYWAY . then efl ended SUPER SUPER late. then there was supposed to be a farewell party for mrs lim, then we went back to class, then those people just left . without me and siying , to the party. then we went to look for them but dunno where. then we pissed and go and eat at canteen. stupid lah, we paid $2 alr. then they party without us, hmpth.

then lazed around. i forgot my gamelan score again, but then later mingzhen and siewmun said no choir practise. then went home lor. haiz, i need to recover. fast. speech day is like term 3 week 1. and i think holiday muz go back for practise. i hope not during youth retreat pls pls pls )):

haiz.. anyway i going to slack around. congrats me for lvling in maple. muahas. 2 dae 55%. that is slow. i cant keep up anymore ):

BYE!

Labels: automated ass

4:25 PM;
<3

damn you larry. go and die
siying you go bang wall la.
frame me, then chumai me. go and side your larry lah.
see you today fall down is retribution. i predict you will lose your voice also

today is a bad day. the only thing good about it is art. which is not very good. walao you know we were doing stippling. which means you like make dots on your paper with crayon. then timothy was like BANG BANG. everytime he thinks we all competing with him de. each time we do, he louder and louder. i almost go deaf can, and i was like 'TIMOTHY shutup la make so much noise'
then he was like
"OOH the crayon makes a nice sound"
siaoo, some more he sitting in front of me on my pure ground. contaminated.
whole day was sick, everyfew 10 minutes will zaosia (voice.. like go haywire). then later history, kena bullied by those two lor. siying and larry gang up ah. haiz dun talk about it la. ok now...

YF was like okay la. except we had to answer questions..our balloon wad colour then ans what question. then inside the balloon another question. woah, terence was like he ripped the balloon. haah so cool.

and then later we wrote cards to the youth mentors and YF comm.. and then me & aud went to 7-11 and bot things. then we went to the playground and played marco-polo-grounders with the older yfers - kinyip, sharon, serene, daniel.

haha then whe kinyip was the catcher then daniel was hanging from a pole from the shade, which is like a ceiling lidddat. haha. pro.
i felt pissed at those who were being extra and blocking the way on purpose, that would be you danielle.

then anyway sunday was a good day because toddlers. its actually sad cuz whenever katelyn sees mayen then she will cry, like some kind of rival like that. scary lah. then there were two new tods, Ayden&Brandon .haha spelling not sure. omg la ayden was so smart. and he kept saying hello (: how smart tots can be la.. this remind me of.. haha NEXT TIME.
my two little girls wil be that smart.

and today is happy also because i got the 9th in class and 37th in level. which is for my standard, quite good already. :D
thanks la.
of to maplee nw
BYE

Labels: pisseed

1:47 PM;
<3

another thing im afraid of besides hosting, is choir.
especially when im sick lah.
which i am today.

cough cough sore throat flu flu. i couldnt sing for nuts today. we had like warm ups for practically half an hour. the poor conductor ( student) .. probably was his first time? broke down i think afterward, lets not dwell on that. like the seniors said, we were flat . damn flat. i suppose especially when the sec 1 newcomers are around. especially the sick ones. yeah yeah you know who.

then we had to stand with the seniors and that was soo bad. because mainly i dont fancy coughing on other people's territory, and worse, not be able to help it. half the whole way through gamelan , i hadnt been singing. i thought i was. but i just wasnt.
because?
my voice disappeared, unknowingly.
okay la, so it was there, but it was like.. stuck? somewhere in the stupid diaphragm.
oh my, breathing exercises were soo..
cant get it right. i was lost. the president ( yee ching or sth ) was putting her fist at our diaphragms and pushing. we had to breathe this way that like.. pumping the diaphragm liddat, and be able to withstand her pushing. gosh, i almost fell off my feet sia.

terrifying, when you are a noob and dont know how to breathe properly. and is sick.
we were scared there was the test. im not sure i want to go anywhere at all. alto? i cant stand the sop, can die there. they were practically screaming.
you can go deaf in choir. even screaming at yourself isnt that loud. now tell me, how to hiss without jerking your shoulder, ):

im sitting in self pity at my miserable, breathless self. and in doing the hissing, how to apply to when you sing? you dont hiss when you sing right.
oh God, please please make me well la. wednesday got Speech day rehearsal . need to get well by then.!

BYE (:
pray for me k (:

Labels: short posts

5:56 PM;
<3

thats it, party's over. tired.
hosting friends and cousins is a hell of a job.
socialise people.
i cant tear into two. but after all, frends are the unfamiliar people to my relatives and etc.
cousins, dun feel dat i neglect or wdv pls.

omg la. im falling sick le. yammy and carol are like complaining that my room has a lot of dust. cuz of the soft toys? quite happy la today. spent a full day with my church clique and my gooooood friend heather (:

anyway i need to go soon. im super tired.. sick la. i duwan go school tmr, fat hope.
haha i post another day. tmr got choir, so must go school ahhas (: and until late late, so maybe cant post? dunno.

and. WE OWN THE PLAYGROUND LA.
like those pathetic 9-11 max year olds kids were like so pathetic haha (:
the cake was okay. strawberry sponge.
why, i like it
bye anyway.

Labels: bang the wall

10:05 PM;
<3

its 11. and i am so sad.
why, because im having such a sore throat on the night before a special day.
sucks man. i feel like pulling my throat out, carving curses on it and flushing it down the toilet.
cursed sore throat.
nothing is helping it at all. not strepsils, not lozenges.
i've been eating these every 2 hours, in hope of curing this damned, damned sore throat. i dont want to sleep. i cant. i keep thinking about how this stupid throat is gonna spoil my days. we need vaccines against sore throats.

seriously i prayed already. its up to good ol' God.HELP ME LEHH!
i can just die with this la.
omg, theres still so many crap in my house, and my clique is coming over tmr.
okay this is seriously serious. my tooth just dropped la, and there was a hole at the side.
i mean thank God so much! that i nv kena summon to dentist by anybodie. ahhaah! if not a filling for a dropping tooth? atrocious whahaha!
this also just tells me i have to brush my teeth better -.-
( however you do that )
YD TMR! THEN WOOS toddles (:
omg damnt
my mom just found out i blog. didnt even hear her coming in. then no time to change. thn walao. I AM Exposed! ( as in -.-)
damn, im so useless. okay
i hope sleep will cure me loads.
at least a little.?
yeah
BYE!

Labels: sore throats

11:05 PM;
<3

HELLO(:
its high time to change blogskin but im far too lazy for that, because i took up maple again, and soon im going to change tiger's damned eyes and re-use my wonderful char :D
like it or not, im gonna buy a ppc as well some day. :D

anyway la. super tired and not hungry, because slept at 12, and ate maggi mee b4 i slept. and my darn aunty is in the house again. i want to kick her. hmpth. thankew issac for offering to sponser my eye change! :D
muacks!

yay, im so happy. anyway is my belated birthday present la, monday then can get, budden issac broke le still wan buy so nice worhs.

okay so today got piano class :x
die le, i cannot practise, last time i practise was tuesday sia.. poot, and now aunty at home i wont pianyi her let her hear my music. ( LMAO )
sian la, huihui so hard to trian. i wan tiger. then buy cash cash and go fm slack, then later train a bit la D:
haha procrastinator.
HAHA. HHAA. AHHAH. feel like laughing today
i also feel a flu coming up. damnit. :D
because today is a (somewhat) happy dae, i shant complain or spew vulgarities okay? for the comfort of those who arent used to it and cant stand listening to it. dang if i know how XX's readership remains the same although she uses a hell load of vulgarities at one go. o.o
oh anyway. MY COUNTER IS REACHING 3000 laa :D
love you people keep coming :D
but really if you think my blog sucks, or you just got something against benxiaojiee, just shove it and get lost. so i advice you to first read the profiles first. and you'll go either;;

1. Oh! Carey! my friend from _____, lets see what her blog is about!"
( enjoy, i say)
or

2.Wtf. carey. she's such a bitch lah. everytime see her at ______ also sick of her la"
(fish off, i say)

yo know what! my great losses at that day where i went out an spent two bombs on arcade? i recouped a lot of them, those folks who give me ang pow $. ty uncle paul and grandmother (-.-)
and so i recouped like $40. WAHAAHA.

okay nth to say le. i hope some ppl faster come online so no nid waste my sms.
____ and ____. -.-
BYE!

Labels: talk to me tell me your name

8:40 AM;
<3

i know audrey expects me to post something she understands but i just saw vanias blog and even though its not original anymore, i'd like to think about how the people in 1/1 are like those in 6B. even though 6B are full of girls -.-

there are some really quiet people.
anyway. it may seem absurd when guys seem like girls but please try to understand kay, ppl come from gals school what, what u expect hah.

for some reason, siying reminds me of jockhead. because they like to talk about guys, and are very materialistic.
and then peiyan, reminds me of siqi, because they got that cheena look la.
haha.
and then daiqian reminds me of winnie.. because they ARE cheena, and haha.
then huixiang reminds me of kelly because they are all brains.
yanting reminds me of amanda. because amanda is lau yan ting. :D
LOL !

then the more quiet girls like nadiah (quiet to me) and siting and xinying are like qihuis. a lot of qihuis who are quiet quiet.

dang, lets just go on to the guys lah.
(pohseng [that asshole] reminds me of sabrina who is damn irritating and well. small in size.)
larry reminds me of choonk! because he is sick. but choonk is sick but doesnt talk about it all the time.
and lekha reminds me of wanting. (sry if u read this -.- )
esther and her gang remind me of the boys. like their group thing. something like this.;

esther- kor (funny)
daphne - ken (little quiet)
justina- boonhow ( maad )
mere- gerald (nth to say)
tata- kevin. ( duno, er.. smart?)

and shao xuan is like yammy for some reason. got ganjue.. like their the same liddat. oh dang, i forgot yammy reads my blog. :D
AYAH! i dono why anyone is like anyone okay. my personal opinion for the rest is liddat la

abdul - debbie
kayhwee - cailyn

AH I DOWAN SAY LE.
audrey dled maple. im gonna play (: and buy ppc soon! :D
WKAKAKAS.

Labels: maple maple mapless

4:51 PM;
<3

with the help of jiaxian, i recollect the time when i got into 'trouble' with ms tay with regards to that snippy little sabrina razmi. snippy old small thing.

it wasnt my fault to begin with. this is what happen la.
ms tay say do science project in groups of 2 or 3. i decided to do with nina. apparently this girl ah, she is succking up to nina and sticking to her. but i remember when we sat with her and do project, she don do anything so we were pissed of course.
then she wanted to join us, but we said no, refering to the above reason. and then she got angry.
i mean like this she cannot go find other people mehs, or her ouxiang nina she love too much le ha?
the she took a piece of paper and wrote the word 'asshole' on it. then we saw it, and she correction tape off the 'hole' so become ass la. then she passed to nina, and nina wrote 'thank you' and gave back to her. then she wrote sth and passed back

then we had this brilliante idea. about showing ms tay how she slander us! :D
so we kept the stupid paper and sabrina probably saw through our motive, and then she asked for it back.
"you give to us liao sorry"
and she was so desperate .
then she started her most convincing(not) act. and she ran to the toilet to well.. ahem.. 'cry'.
then natasha went to find her. and then later ms tay went to the toilet to talk to her. and then she ask to see all of us. -.-

then right? whats the first question ms tay ask me?!
tay;; "how many times have you used the F and S word?"
mee;; " er, a few times la "
tay;; " A FEW TIMES?!"
tay;; " and sabrina, how many times you told her to stop saying?"
sab;;(with a hypocritical innocent tear-stained face)" three to four times :'( "

liar liar liar! liar!!
three to four times your large anus hole!
i wonder! is it my stm or her blatant lying? imagine this!

1."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?
2."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?
3."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?
4."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?

i dont believe it. i dont believe HER. she didnt even tell me at all once. but still, nothing she said could have stopped me, i know.. in fact i would fill her brain with profanities every now and then since she is so enthu about sitting beside nina, and so it happens that we sit in one row:

ME - NINA - SAB.ASS

its not fair. then what? when ms tay scolding her about the 'ass' note. then what she say?
GIVE THAT ****ING ACT-INNO FACE AND SAID
" *sniff* i only say that at home, when im in a corner,crying.. "

WOW, like anyone will fall for that suckers excuse that your (un)holy ass will cower to a cobweb spotted corner of your gentle hut and weep your ass off mumbling 'asshole' repeatedly, or maybe to your humble spiders trying to make a living while you unintentionally chase the flies away. and the spiders go;
" Dang you sabrina razmi, **** off get a life stupid daisyface. stop chasing away my lunch. "

loser! she knew she would have lost this battle, because we did nth but she wrote that word. so she had to spice things up by starting the f word thing.
i know she's against me, against me so bad i could kick her (un)holy ass off to the ionosphere (between 80&1000km above the earths surface)

this is so useful, you can learn geography while reading my blog!

anyway lah dun talk about that daisyface. wtf is a daisyface -.-
anyway.

today was boring except when we went to watch pirates of the carribean ONE, in the sku hall. watch half way then nid go for the stupidd chinese singing thing. boring sia, then chiong to NYP macs cuz siying got st john later. sad la, no choir. but monday haf :D

tell you the truth, i dont care what you say about me, random strangers and pohseng. at nyp, some random punk like stranger were looking at me & siying. then he said to his friend "........baichi..."
... is when i canot hear. even though i wouldnt give half a damn, i dont get why we're being slandered like this. wtf did we do wrong, the stupid macs is public okay. get a brain and a pair of eyes sucker.

and i just cant be bothered with poh seng. call us bitch whatever.. in the end youre still the dumb bastard who thinks you're much better than bitches. bastard i say, disappear already. like one kayhwee and one timothy is not enough like that. fk off or castrate yourself la daisyass.

omg do i like daisies or what. -.-

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2:40 PM;
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no body wanna see us together
but it dun matter no.
cuz i got you.

anyway, ytd went over to audrey house and crapped. i stole her pants and wore it. it was sexy like santa claus red pants. prettaye. because wearing jeans is so ugh when u want to relax la. ok then audry was blogging about the previous dae while i lax on her bed and played volleyball with myself, threw soft toys, put them on the aircon.. lala.

then i wanted to play badminton initially but the shuttlecock tube kosong. then played volleyball for a little while, i accidentaly hit her maid, sumi :O sorry!
then erm.. changed her fish the water. okay is guppy la. then we released it in the bathtub and very hard to catch it back. then later we both went inside with the black fish. then the smallest one got wash down the tub ): because audrey go and lift up the stopper when it is there. haiz. then i was pushing the black fish to audrey leg then her leg faster siam so funny. so cute. we so scared it go our legs :D
haha.
then i tried to catch the bigger one, then it fliped and i scream. thn audrey scream also. and we kept screaming :D
then her mother was shouting outside hahas. then later audrey took her spray thingy and we go to the outside whr the lift is. and started to spray each other. and then turn out we pour each other. lucky i nvr kena a lot. no change(except jeans) hhaa. then i spray down audrey neck and she screamed :D
omg. so fun !

and we ate half frozen chocolate cake and snapple juice. rocked. then we went to play tony hawk underground in her PS2. so stupid. i anyhow press the stunt one. then we were playing slap and we kept slapping each other. so fun.
then audrey ah, make me so angry :D
she slap then i fall then i stand up, she slap, then i fall, then i stand then she slap. etc.etc.
'horse sucks'
then audrey made her own park, and put lava everywhere, so hardd to go to the pool D:
purposely make difficult for me har. :D

then we chased around. so fun. then i have to go back. and i stole aunty siew lees popcorns. :D they were for stella one haha ! heck cares.
i wanted to see stellas new hairstyle but she not at home sia. ): okay!
I will go another day. i wonder this holiday got go grandmother house anot. then can see my 3 cousins :D
love love !

cousins are love la.
anyway right.
I PACKED MY TABLE OMG OMG OMG :O
i cant believe it either. is it true? it is :D
but there are some paper still on my bed, taken out from my table de.
wtf. haaha. omg la, heather getting more n more vulgar, who teach her de huh.
shuddup lah, not me la. you see her blog. waddaf**k here waddaf**k there. haiz. i go her blog scold her :D
BEYS !

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5:26 PM;
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1:29 PM;
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i made a discovery. sort of.
i feel that pictures taken in natural sunlight look better than those taken in artificial lights, like in rooms at night etc.

haha. who think so too?

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9:30 PM;
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OMG, is blogger back to normal, or is it just in FF, or in my cousins weird-out computer? well here i am in my aunty's house, with lotsa old memories. Frankly, nothing much has changed, except the TV, and the keyboard is gone. haha memories.

i just miss this place shitloads im so glad to be back. Upon rethinking, last time, my cousin had this bear which i always played with, i tied hankies to make clothes for it. I took a picture, but well i didn't bring my USB cable, so tmr okay?

haha today no school because of last year's O'lever results, and the peeps are happy about it, so one day of haah (: and i got jenwei's cd at last, the girl said stocks will come in this week, well it did today, and i was just lucky. peiyan took how many donkey years to arrive, and my legs were about to disintegrate(sp?) by the time i saw her. okay so i was wearing heels whatever..

this com is so weird, everything kind of turned purple. im getting blinded. anyway i cant wait for audrey darling to get home, i'll go to her house! yay! she said everything's different, not like here. but memories :D right? :D

okkay so i didnt spend a lot today apart from tthe stupid CD, and thats a goal achieved for me since i actually went out and didnt spend much. :D
the woman, didnt let us exchange the stupid snowglobe, receipt, or not. i am so pissed at her, and my mom is going to call them but i dont think it'll be of a shit use. after all its their company's policy. who's my mom to change them?

to be frank, my aunt's house looks like a junkyard, just like it had more than i dont know how many years ago. had it been like that since i was born and started coming here? now that would be 13 years then. but its this that makes me feel at home. now you dont wonder why my own desk is the same way. and my room, a pig sty. its worse than here la. but im just so used to it after coming here 5 days a week. almost 6 hours each day for 13 years. well , maybe more hours when i was younger but. yeah that just makes it longer doesn't it?

I LOVE THIS PLACE!

love love love
anyway. i miss audrey, where is she can she faster come home. i wonder what we'll do at her house, will we make chrysanthemum tea? or will we... AHHAHAAH dont say le HAHA.
LOL !
stop remembering the past ! :D

;;-im back in memories again

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2:06 PM;
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good riddance.

oh my, i was so tired last night. because yesterday was a damn tiring day. i'd like to find out how much i spent in the arcade ytd. but i cant quite rmb how much $ i brought. probably, $55 or $45. why do i want to count? because i have left about slightly more than $10 excluding zacs share of money. wtf.

okay. so lets say $45. expenditure :

icecream- $1
LJS- $4.60
neoprints- $15

-.-
is that really all....... because if it is, it means i spent $20 at the arcade.
somehow i feel it should be more.
i played the spider game twice, i paid maybe, $6 there. reviving. -.-
total played the lame drum game thrice payed $6 ( for aud)
i played the sweet like say, 4 times - $4
basketball game twice also - $2
and the stupid shooting game once $1
well ho. around $20 bucks also. i just cant rmb anything.
but the truth is, aud changed my $10note into coins, and i have some 5 $1 coins in my wallet.
somehow im having this nightmare that i actually brought $55.
DAMN.
im going to go on a diet. i spent more than $60 in one week. damn me. no more eating out for me. __!

and guess what, im most probably going again to J8 today. meanwhile checking the CD, and also exchanging the snowglobe. then i dont know if audrey is going. seriously, i cant spend anymore money. stop me.

dont wanna think about it
dont wanna talk about it
im just so sick about it
cant believe its ending this way
just so confused about it
feeling the blues about it
i just cant do without ya ($)
can you tell me is this fair?

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

i wish that my money will come aroud ): regret la regret. but it was fun.. whats more, didnt get to see heather. ):

haha i remember when me and audrey inside the spider car thing. we were like screaming and screaming, and outside can hear us. actually i screamed, so she screamed allong. i screamed like siao when i saw the worm omg, WORM LAH EEW. i hate the stupid flies, how am i supposed to kill flies? wtf haha but it was fun (:

audrey revived once, and i revived twice wtf. wasted my money, we havent almost completed 1/2 of the journey. just sightly more than 1/3 nia. haiz.

i wonder how audrey is doing in school (:

im so tired. tempted to sleep some more.

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8:03 AM;
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im so happy
delighted in fact.
today i saw my bestie AUDREY. it may be a long post but i dont know whether i can type finish, nor remember everything but here goes. audrey bugged me then i bugged my mother, and then i left home at 12.45. i actually went to J8 at 1, to pei audrey darling. then we met and she was trying to top up her ex-link. she pasted neoprint on her face, and then cannot go inside the machine. then when she tearing out the scotch-tape, then i think my face got ripped off : but anyway..
then we kaikai-ed went into shops look at clothes etc.etc. then i went into the CD shop to see if jenwei's CD was there. the Linkin Park one. there were about 5 cds, so i decided to come back when zac arrived. then later we wanted to eat icecream from macs. but our luck damn good, see retarded people there. then we saw him and ran out ran upstairs. later then we go down again, and saw him again, but we still ate (:

and then we walked around the whole J8 a few times, and my leg was in great pain. but we didnt go and sit. instead we walked somemore, then i saw a few anderson people. they keep staring, like they know me. so irritating, want to go and box them.

then audrey met a lot of her frens and senoirs from her school, and i saw daryn at GV. that short guy. then later we... walked around sommore, and attempted to follow a guy who audrey recognised from her school. but he kept going in the opposite direction.
and then audrey met her friend belle and her friends.

audrey is so not shu nu. she is violent. we ate push up pop or sth, and it was like... haha nvm so sick. -.-

anyway right, then we went into the lift. and rode it up and down. up and down and up and down. i wonder, those people outside look inside the clear glass lift, see why these two girls never go out the lift one. (:
haha. then siying came, and we went to the arcade and threw basketball. it was so pathetic man too pathetic. then later we went into this car like thing it was daaark. and it was FUN. first siying play then audrey. died so fast coz only one-player. haha the stupid game where we shoot spiders. and we were so agitated. then peiyan came, and we tried the beatmania there, i actually chose beginner and it like. suck lah.

and then, we played some more then py and sy went to find a pressie for me, then me and audrey played some more! and then we wanted to take neoprints. we took, like once, at some cursed machine, it turned out okkay one, but then the timejust DOESNT FREEZE, and also, i put a background for one, and it cannot be erased. like WTH. so pissed off at that machine lor. then we were attracted to taking another one. so we invited siying and peiyan to take with us (:
it was quite good lah, but the time was too short le, and some never realy deco. so sad. then at first i think.. SNG (sry jx) stole our booth, and we were so pissed me and audrey guarded each side of the booth.

then we took nice ones, and loitered there a bit. then sy and py went to purchase my gift, and give me my nice snowglobe. now im waiting for jiaxians one. i wonder if sammy is getting me one too, then i will have THREE :D cheers, you people, dont buy from precious memory, i have it alreadies. PLS IF U BUY FROM THERE MAKE SURE THE STUPID PERSON DONT FALL OUT FROM THE BENCH ( in the globe) because this one did. and it rattles when i shake the stupid thing. ):

anyway. thankew peiyan for offering to ask for a refund. but, no receipt for the cashier, no reciept for korkor. anyway back to today

then i went to the CD shop again. and called zacteo a large number of times. until he turned up and said that he left his phone in the car or sth
then the stupid cd was sold out. i feel like the fool zac called me for not buying it at first. and then zac was exclaiming how stupid his frens ( us) were, and pointed to this little kid. zacteo, the kid is so innocent? leave her out of this!
an i took zacs money. sniggers. cant you see my forehead the " theif " written on it. just kidding (:
OH AND PEIYAN FOUND THE RECIEPT IN HER WALLET. NOW I WANT A NEW ONE!
haha, you wont deny me that, if only tmr can go J8 again to exchange. (: i wish (: then i can yue audrey darling out again.

then later we were quarreling with zac, and then he left and sy&py left also.
then audrey complain hungry, and we ate at longjohnsilvers. and we laughed a LOTT
recollecting the past times (: and she laughed each time she tried to steal my drink. and so she couldnt steal it. she laughed TOO much. (: i love her
then her friend called crying. such a nice dear to comfort her lah. and what was i doing ? i was eating my horrible skin-on potatochips. serious, its ugh.
then we went up to the arcade again, played a shooting game then the lamest drum game. cuz she wanted to vent her anger.

im so sad when i see my bestie so sad & angry
those people are not true frens so dun b sad le (: so i announce.:
IM ALWAYS THERE FOR MY DARLING AUDREY CHEONGY!
I LOVE HER. FOREVER.

MUACKS (:
oh and we were so lucky again at LJS, saw a retaaaaart. eewwws.
couldnt eat in peace (: hahahahhahahaa

out of ching chings. i spent a BOOMB today, on arcade. serious, im so guilty, i have to scrimp and save. no more bubble tea.

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6:47 PM;
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where is the love
where is the love, the love, the love..

audrey quit blogging. sad. im still on my feet though. thank you all for encouragements and i decided i will not bother about anonymous taggers. the guy might not even know me lah. so haiz. todays lit was okay. my charcoal fren arvin kept complaining he couldnt finish. wtf i finish in 35 min. and that anju, was sleeping again. short and simple, the motto, haha. i think i didnt fail science, there was only one failure anyway, couldnt have been me lah right?

i've become so numb..

eee. peiyan so bu gou peng you. let people photocopy her thing also cannot ):
oh yay later going out haha (: see my darling audrey and heatheeeer. oh yeah, i hate poh seng la. damn extra lorh he. people want to take picture so that no need copy is your business issit. grow taller than talk lah.
okay that was so bad since im not so tall after all. im not that short right. but he is, he is that short. im so sorry you are that way, pohseng. like audrey calls somebody she knows, small body big mouth. so irritating.

xiaxue posts are dropping in consistency. im not accusing that its fake or what lah, but probably, her readership remains becuz everyday, the same (25000+) people go to her blog, in hope that she posted, yeah so the counter is still counting right. maybe.

I JOINED YOUTH RETREAT. come come fellow yfers ! join too join too! omg lah, i saw aaron signing up for it. bahs. i rmb last time the boys call him carrot. aaron and carrot sound the same meh. hm. MY BUDS MUZ JOIN K (:

todae tianning booked a badminton court at chengsan(sp?) CC, but im not going cuz im going out rmb. but alot in the class are going, to play badminton. thhen this morning they were playing in class. then i borrowed kors racket and played with beiying, then i got a leeeetle irritated when lekha barged in and wanted to play. for one, i dont like 1 vs 2. actually i can understand, that like i do, you dont want to be in the 2 group team. but she decided. she decided that beiying join me, and she play alone. i mean, i can understand wanting that, but now is she join the game not we join her. playing along side beiying is not a bad thing. but lekha is like.. she think she play very good. when the shuttlecock drop on the floor, she like refuse to pick, must use the racket to scoop, and a lot of time it fails. i mean, don need to act lah, just pick can. then she keep smacking . im really irritated. hypocrites. so many. of them

im starting to like justin timberlake's ' what goes around comes back around' sounds so whispery like ghosts :O justins voice sounds like a girl lah. not audreys bro, justin timberlake, not cheong

HAHA !
me and siying were so pervert today, giving our food names. the cheese hotdog and my pearl milk tea. we called them sick names, so you dont want to know. today was a nice day cos i made siying walk with me again. she's going to die. but heck, the weather was good alright. we had to walk because i forgot to bring my wallet. (:
hahha so jian

tooooodlez

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10:25 AM;
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now, why dont you just tell me to get a life then?
i hate anonymous taggers that defame me.
is it so discriminating to put your own name, since you claim to be one of my msn contacts.
or maybe you are just faking. because if you are my contact, i would obviously know you.
but, i sort of already guessed who you are.
your language.
maybe i overreacted today in msn. but i cant help being pissed at msn for turning against me. even if you didnt know me well, can tell i have a bad temper. but anyway, explaining this, i still dont know if the one im referring to is.. well say the correct person.

but since you dont want to reveal who you are, lets leave it at that, shall we. unless you are some hardass attention seeker who is luring me to investigate your identity, which i figure you are not. but really if you are, you can so inform me .

thank you all for your kindness in wishing that i will act my age. i'm doing my best, if you can tell. if you cant, well, im so sorry you feel that way, then. whoever you are, i appreciate it, whether you are trying to send across a helpful message, or whether you are mocking me or whatsoever.

thank you for your kind efforts. i promise i will work on whatever behaviour you seem fits below the age of 13. practise what you preach isnt it? i tell people to check on themselves, probably, its time to check on myself too, dont you think?

by the way your anonymous nick .g really leads me away from who you really are. cuz theres only one person starting with G in my contacts, and i havent talked to him in.... months.?
maybe. but i wont waste my time and keep guessing.

thousand thanks

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9:17 PM;
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222th post.
damned if im not so pissed.
SOO PISSED, im desperate.
msn has something against me today. why cant anyone talk to me.
meaning there is some bullshitting problem. we can talk things over nicely now cant we msn dear? u dont have to turn your back on me all of a sudden. and im so bored. i doubt im going to study .. and. so pissed off with msn. why, why, why. why all these things happen to me. im tired of it, all. this has to stop, and it will stop. fast. right.?
NOT SO EASY, says you. right, so its not easy, now WHY WONT THE BITCHING MSN LET ME TALK TO PEOPLE ALREADY. good timing asshole. just when im bored to crap and about to defecate on my maroon fabric roller chair. whats the point, whats the point of it all.
im not making sense.GAH.

im about to eat up the raccoons and susu.i cant even consume my pringles properly i almost died choking. im so pissed off at the world all of a sudden. i need a walk, i need to take a good walk. serious, im about to wet my pants stoning. and who's fault is it. its that persons fault. some unknown crap chanting unknown curses, and poking voodoo dolls with my name behind it. its poking my heart, im gonna get a heart attack. see, i cant even control the passing out of waste material from the body. what a useless slog, im getting old, i am. better dig my grave, fast. someone massacre me.

TO HELL WITH MSN AND ITS BUGS.
i need to talk to someone so bad, so bad. i need to talk to erm... siying. yeah siying. i didnt say audrey cuz it will make me feel like a hopeless scum that i cant talk to her on msn since she's actually already online. hurhur.. im getting agitated.
I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE.
SCUMBAGS.

i want to go out. go to school, go to tuition go to church anything ANYTHING. and turn the ****ing msn off forever. screw that!
im feeling so damned frustrated. shove it, im already in such plight. CANT ANYTHING TAKE PITY AND SCREW THE DAMN MSN ALREADY. it sounds like a blow doesnt it. its weird. its sucky. its nuts.

did something just happen, you ask. thanks for your concern, FYI, something did happen, and as you can tell, im pissed off at the world. pissed of at msn, pissed of at cruelty and harsh unfairness. Damn hell, i tell you, im pissed alright.

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5:39 PM;
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imgoing to put up a playlist on the blog. haha, there are a couple of oldies, but they're nice lah. hope u all dun mind. if you dont want to listen to those, just press the circles beside them so they wont play lah. i suppose you know right, especially hose suzanne vega ones, but they're nice hahaa. (:

toodles.
i really duno what to wear tmr -.-
haha i think im mad, while others are advancing and listening to new songs,
im listening to oldies.
but thats okay.
appreciate okay.

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1:34 PM;
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OH and i almost forgot. see im so nice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JENWEI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

because the stupid blogger has a problem, cant change font size, and cant change colour. so make do alright.
well nina doesnt seem to be callling me. come lets talk. today i had to pass lit notes to lekha, whos at home cuz she's not feeling well. and thus, i bugged siying to go with me. we were walking and talking then we reached near a busstop, then there was this psycho on a bike, he was cycling pass and said hi to siying. siying looked back and the psycho was smiling and waving, he had disgusting crooked teeth ( seen by ying)

and then we were disgusted and ignored. as smart girls, we look back to see if he following us, but everytime we looked back, he would be there smiling and waving. even far away. insane. then i threw away my food things, except the satay stick, cuz if he come attack i'll kill him with it. but we didnt see him anymore. so girls, watch out if you're around opposite YCK MRT, for a middle-aged psycho, wearing yellow and with a bike. he's maaad.

and im so excited about tmr.
oh yes
THANKS SERI FOR GIVING ANJUU TO ME!

BYE PEEPS.
and happy birthday jenwei.

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12:23 PM;
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i'm truly touched people. even a card, or a greeting is highly appreciated. don't ever feel that your present is a crappy one, because I LOVE THEM ALL!.
more thanks to those 2 nice frens who either woke up, or stayed up till midnight to wish me.
THANK YOU SERI & CALEB
and then thank you all who wished me verbally in church
THANK YOU MY BUDS , JENWEI ( who claim to be my bud ), ABRAHAM, RACHEL, SHARON, CRYS ETC.ETC!
and then thank those who gave me presents on sunday!
THANKS CAROL, ABRAHAM
and then thanks for cards!
YD, CRYS!

im so touched! every single person, it makes me feel that i've got a lot of good good gooooood friends (:
THANKS AUDREY FOR EVERYTHING (:
( i forget her, and she will scream )
and then it was such a rare sight, a lot of guys wearing their formal attire ( shirt & pants) being gentlemanly for a day.

and then
THANKS MY DEAREST CLASSMATES (: FOR PRESENTS AND FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONGS IN ENGLISH AND CHINESE. THANKS LOOADS :D:D
thanks vania for SUSU the dog
thanks daiqian for the hp pouch
thanks sweehwa for the photo frame
thanks huixiang for the craft & shoelaces
thanks boonhow for the CUTE racoon thingies.
thanks beiying for the keychain

THANK YOU PEOPLE. :D
ILUALL.

im' honoured lah. the best day this year. not really lah, but a great great birthday, probably this year, the best!
:D
tmr im going out! im going to raid my ridiculously limited wardrobe later. siying is bugging me to wear a skirt, and play the dancing thing with her in the arcade, but im going to wear pants and NO DANCING THING.im gonna see my baobei audrey and heather! bcuz my nina cant go ): SOBS. SOBS. SOBS.
korkor handed over the money liao. ahha money gone.. forever. LOLS! today stayed back after HE exam, to listen to that fat woman ms yeoh preach about literature.. bla bla blahh. while me and siying were in our own worlds,. laughing and going red. cant believe she didnt scold us lorh.

omg lah, i just adore boonhows gift.
those two raccoon thing. ITS DAMN CUTE LAH. they loook like they're praying lorh! i adore raccoons. i love them. the gift, not the person, in case of misunderstanding. anyway if its a girl give me one, you will say i lesbo issit -.-

soo..i cant wait for yammy and sammy's gifts.
AUDREYs gift too. and siying+peiyan+kors gift too. and then, jenwei's gift, and zacteo's gift. and stupid caleb havent send me the birthday song :
and nina wants to chat now, so i'll neglect my blog for my darlinq.
BYES. later i post again about today!

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11:58 AM;
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im pissed. thouroughly pissed
my mom is such an ass.
she's falling out with me because i spilt my soup on the tablecloth
not to mention the 2nd time this month.
grr

7:28 PM;
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it was good. the steak, everything. but so far, the most low class and cheap birthday dinner. not that it matters actually, but im just trying to make a point. besides that, i took a picture of the digital clock in the 'restaurant' when it was coincidentaly showing 8.35
May12 8:35 p.m 1994
exactly 12 hours before i was born.
anyway, it's a nice thing to commemorate.
yf was good, watched a movie on esther, and made a lot of comments. was quite funny. then later went to 7-11. laughed a lot.. later went to the carpark cuz they were not playing captain ball. then we were camwhoring.. then something happenned.
not only in church or wad lah, but why people like to talk about who like who, and say u like who.
if just joke joke, can lah. but huh, this kind of talk very interesting meh. want to say nvm, but dun overdo, and no nid like one gang gang up to keep saying right. very pissed off de.
nvm, i'll just forget this.

had a greeat bathe, gonna blow dry hair and slp!
REMEMBER BIRTH TIME : 8.35 a.m.
HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO MEEE!!

BYE~

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9:43 PM;
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oh yes!
and im going out for my birthday dinner tonight!
well, in case you forget liaos,

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY

haha.where are my presents now. im getting my pressie from audrey TMR! :D
LOVES!

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3:11 PM;
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i am oh so bored today. there's no piano class, but revision revision revision. do i sound like a geek? no, i dont. unless you really believe i'm going to revise. maybe a little? i dont know. i have to eat 4 slices of novicely burnt pizza. damn if i dont die of cancer from all this carbon.

ah, im starting to remenisce about YF camp`06. (:
it was a load of fun, but sadly it was only for a week. i wish it could be months or years (compared with months and years spent in school and at home)
and then i remember how i (tried to) wake audrey up. how we changed our pants in the dorm by wrapping mattresses around ourselves, how we disturbed samkwan during breakfast,
how audrey and i fought to give our hot dogs and fishes to the campers and how she said
" fish is good"
and piled up a lot on their plates.
AND MY GROUP. ( i wont mention one person, it was just my luck. bad luck, i mean )

APRIL!
JOEL!
SAMMIE CHAN!
SAM KWAN!
MAYBOO!
ALICIA!
MEGAN!
LINPING!
IBOB!
WENHAO (left after..1 day?)!
ELSIE!
DAVID!
CAROLYN!
and i think i forgot the rest, if there were ahaa! SORRY!
but yeah i miss them! because almost all of them are from YF gardens while im at YF bishan
OOMG! i forgot to put audrey's name! because she's always with me de :/
haha sorry.
audrey's first place okay.

awww. debbo's not coming for YF todae.
oh my. someone tried to kiss jockhead in a lift ytd. that, is freaky lah. by a deyi uniform boi. like wtc, some students ah...
oh my, i wish one of my ex-mcs buds and frenss will just transfer over to anderson! i want to see them all so bad! MCS 50th anniv, only saw esther and the gang cuz they all in IJ. then what about the rest?! all never see them le ): except for the anderson ones, but not my class de.

wahaaa. i cant wait for tuesday lerh. i miss heather and ninas, dun even kno if nina going de. ): sobs. and jockhead has big O_O s. but i still think that guy's despo. too much so.!

ahha bye!



- and then two becomes three when we were avoiding it.

Labels: i walk alone bt happy

8:35 AM;
<3

i am oh so bored today. there's no piano class, but revision revision revision. do i sound like a geek? no, i dont. unless you really believe i'm going to revise. maybe a little? i dont know. i have to eat 4 slices of novicely burnt pizza. damn if i dont die of cancer from all this carbon.

ah, im starting to remenisce about YF camp`06. (:
it was a load of fun, but sadly it was only for a week. i wish it could be months or years (compared with months and years spent in school and at home)
and then i remember how i (tried to) wake audrey up. how we changed our pants in the dorm by wrapping mattresses around ourselves, how we disturbed samkwan during breakfast,
how audrey and i fought to give our hot dogs and fishes to the campers and how she said
" fish is good"
and piled up a lot on their plates.
AND MY GROUP. ( i wont mention one person, it was just my luck. bad luck, i mean )

APRIL!
JOEL!
SAMMIE CHAN!
SAM KWAN!
MAYBOO!
ALICIA!
MEGAN!
LINPING!
IBOB!
WENHAO (left after..1 day?)!
ELSIE!
DAVID!
CAROLYN!
and i think i forgot the rest, if there were ahaa! SORRY!
but yeah i miss them! because almost all of them are from YF gardens while im at YF bishan
OOMG! i forgot to put audrey's name! because she's always with me de :/
haha sorry.
audrey's first place okay.

awww. debbo's not coming for YF todae.
oh my. someone tried to kiss jockhead in a lift ytd. that, is freaky lah. by a deyi uniform boi. like wtc, some students ah...
oh my, i wish one of my ex-mcs buds and frenss will just transfer over to anderson! i want to see them all so bad! MCS 50th anniv, only saw esther and the gang cuz they all in IJ. then what about the rest?! all never see them le ): except for the anderson ones, but not my class de.

wahaaa. i cant wait for tuesday lerh. i miss heather and ninas, dun even kno if nina going de. ): sobs. and jockhead has big O_O s. but i still think that guy's despo. too much so.!

ahha bye!



- and then two becomes three when we were avoiding it.

Labels: i walk alone bt happy

8:35 AM;
<3

aren't you like touched at all by my blogsong, you heart-less creature?
its soo touching lah. i remember being obsessed with it in P3. shows how long Westlife lasted right. (: its nice okay .

just now, went over to outside anderson pri. the busstop to meet lekha. borrowed home econ textbook from her (: haha. i asked her whether it was at the andps front gate. then she was going to the gate to find me while i was at the busstop. :/
then i peeked up and saw someone in jersey with curly hair. - lekha
haha.!
then i was running up to her ( she nvr see me) then she was calling me. -.-
" hello, lekha i behind u eh"
haha. blurr. then passed the book and went home

those who know me well (audrey) will know that the book is a prop laah (:

P/s. some really cheem talk coming up. if you dont like cheem talk by me, dont read!

i decided to be happy . i decided to be veery veery happy (:
not to think about unhappy, distant things anymore !
people i like, people i dont. live, and let live!
from now on, just to stay happy and enjoy when i should!
(: its a big dedication. i hope it lasts lah.

im just thinking. about how not to think about some stuff when all's quiet and im alone. im sure there are lots more things to think about right? stop thinking about this, stop trying to decide and compare! :D
then i'll be happy. but lah, it really is easier said then done. you know what i think? i think walking made me have this kind of dedication. see, i just walked. and im feeling so happy (: well, no more putting up an act-cute face for me! time to show the real smile ( even if it means showing my pokey teeth when i feel like it ) ! after all, we all look prettier like this.

its like, only in the solitude of my room, i think like this. I'm gonna need help to remember in school and outside : live & let live.
to forgive and forget trival issues, to love being around my friends and to smile (:
now you see the effects of walking.

so this, my advice to my most stubborn self (and others who find it useful :D )

i t s t i m e t o s t o p g u e s s i n g
l o o k a h e a d
w i t h a r e a l s m i l e


( and rmb to take walks ) !

im sure, people can tell if you're happy right? so why let people know you're sad? ( unless you hypo wan their concern haha)
-no offence to anyone who thinks they're like that cuz im not pin-pointing

HERE'S WISHING ALL HAPPINESS!

-happiness as i know it

Labels: smile, stop guessing

4:10 PM;
<3

damn!! oh shit!
i didnt bring back my home econ txbook and the stupid exam is on Monday can. ): then... siala, my mom going to kill me.

walking is a happy thing (: except for when the sun is out like crazy or when its raining like it had never come down. but today was a perfect day for walking, and i did! I actually was singing when i walked. ' a broken spirit' and ' i got the joy'
haha. can you believe it?
anyway i walked home from amk library, where i had an idiotic incident. went there with sy and py, then i order brownie and drink. then py and sy's food took like eons to arrive, and i just hate it when adults serve kids like snails serving ants. they dont give a damn about kids. then anyway, they're working like sooo slow. then later there was this insane old man. he went to the side counter and asked the worker " where's your boss?"
then we thought well, maybe he buay song they take so long, then the next moment he was cracking lame, cold jokes with the worker. then wdv lah.
then later i wanted to wash my hand. cuz the toilet entrance is near the side counter ( God knows what he's still doing there) then i walk there. and look back to see whether siying got steal my drink anot. then that keesiao uncle. he like gesture me, then like push me like that, ask me go back and sit ( he didnt speak but can tell riight ). wtf? then i didnt go toilet in case he follow inside :x

then i went to another toilet. omg lah, the world is increasing in population of crazy people that are not supportive of kids going to public toilets :/
anyway thn i enjoyed my long long walk home (:
actually i can rmb everything for home econ, but my mom isnt going to just let for that. now what i supposed to do ): actually what i should do, is borrow from one of my design and tech frens who live nearby. eg, lekha. but am i really gonna ask her?

haiz. actually i know nina very well. that i know that actually when she wants to go out with us, she wants just the three of us (herself, me and hat) to be around. but this time, there are a lot of people going. still, i hope she goes, and we'll take a 3 ppl neoprint, go arcade, eat. blah blah. this time around, the people i'll probably be seeing are nina, hat, audee, siying, peiyan, issac, zacteo. zacteo for a few ten minutes only of course.

haha, today peiyan aand siying were qiaozha-ing korkor again. ask him to give $15.. then $20. but korkor dun trust siying de. if my gift not so ex, she will take the rest of the money go shopping. haha. actually i think i should also buy a gift for issac. but i cant meet up again. this time is shun bian, next time ne?

well, whatever it is, SUNDAY IS MY BDAE!! :D
im going on 13 i cant believe it hahahh (:
but im still so short. and bragging that im tall isnt helping somehow.. :/

well, i cant help it. i have short parents.
short paternal grandfather
short maternal grandmother.
well, i dunno about the great-grands.

oh yes :D there's tuition today and thats like so HAPPY!
because the tuition test is over and HULAOSHI says this week do sth relaxing. (:
anything is better than tests and compre and compos (:

ms yeoh is ridiculous. she calls our long nails horrible. then i suppose her nails are as mutated drumsticks? its so , its just like, wrong lah. her nails are sooo longer she can afford to blindly snip of a few inches and have nails thrice as long as ours. want to ban us from exam somemore. why dont we see her banning herself from dieting schemes?
hopeless! like i always say, "look at yourself before you talk can"

and just because she has the 'authority' . haiz. she might as well ask us to cut our hair bob-style.
and thanks korkor for actually going to buy 2 separate gifts for me.

and i dont like korkor. korkor is my korkor can. shut up lah : py, sy and fadz -.-
- no offence-

BYES (:

walking down the road of life, smiling

Labels: slackoff

11:20 AM;
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no , no no no. this is all wrong. wrong wrong wrong.
what's the matter with being a nice friend?
i'd like to be realy nice friends to everyone.
but is misunderstanding really part of the price you have to pay to see all of your friends happy, with your other friends?

im convinced being nice to friends is a good thing, nothing will change that. but then WHY. its so unfair okay. i dont have any intention at all to be anything but my friends' good friends. its so unfair.. TO ME. because IM the one suffering for trying to bring happiness to all my friends. so saddening. to see my classmates depressed. depressing msn nicks, depressing talk, depressing posts, depressing everything.

it turns me off. i may have nothing to do with all this but STILL!
STOP BEING SAD LA PEOPLES. HAPPY HAPPY SETTLE CAN
why always, there must be conflict.
bear in mind, now im not just refering to this conflict. always, conflict conflict, misunderstanding to misunderstanding, to rumours to rumours. i am just so damned fed up by all this shit.
1/1 is, in my heart the bestest class, but there realy shouldnt be such internal strife among, US

friendships turn sour, rumours turn into gossip.
for people who love socialising ( yours truly ) , its being unfair to them because their little friendly actions are translated into something more inappropriate, which are not true. so at the end of it, its like the friendly ones are suffering for being friendly, which is damn absurd if you ask me.

so stop interpreting our little actions into something mutated. completely different.
like this, our next one anda half years, is going to be damn hard to get by. i dont think we want to see each other with frowns and enmity toward each other every other day right?

one day,we'll all become suicidal.

oh ahem, im a sensitive person.
rumours you want to spread? okay.
please dont go too far already. i will hold out for as long as i can. i promise.
but from the beginning of the year till now, things pertaining to rumours havent been all THAT good. so please i hope you too free people understand some people can break down under circumstances? and we each have different limits to what we can withstand.

and also, this WHOLE POST has nothing to do with any particular case, going on now, last time, in the future, whatever.

bye..

Labels: bad day

10:02 PM;
<3

yo peoples! i stole this quiz from daiqian, modified a few questions cuz irrelevant. apparently this is from those stupid chain mails de lah. enjoyys (:


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Jim, and Mariah.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? this morning?
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? ohh yesh (:
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT? lunch...what? wtf is that.
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? im dying for a guy and a girl:DD
.6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? i'd know its good for me (:
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? now why dont you ask around? :D
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? tonsils? tonsils are disgusting.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? probably the moment before i pass out.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL? cocopops (:
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? strong? undertaker strong? i dont htink so
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM? strawberrry and chocolate
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? hairstyle:D
15. RED OR PINK? you all can like, guess my answer right. ((:
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? my teeeeeth.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? audrey? :D
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? heheh?
19. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?some random white pants and no footwear
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? a black grape.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? silence!
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? pink of course, i'd be used the most
23. FAVOURITE SMELLS? strawberry smells!
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Aunty June
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? DEY!
26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH? gambling..
27. HAIR COLOUR? dark brown or black? both are so orientally sui.
28. EYE COLOUR? black-a-licious
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nahs
30. FAVOURITE FOOD? salmon fish
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings (:
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? none, i dont want to think about.
33. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? light yellow.
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? the summer (:
35. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs, like.. teddy bear hugs :DD not the drama kind.
36. FAVOURITE DESSERT? ice longan!
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? jiaxian& crystal.. not respond, is do the quiz also
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? er.. people who dont read my blog
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? none.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? DORAEMON.
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? the 10 o clock chinese detective show thingy
42. FAVOURITE SOUND? the choir singing :D
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? roll roll roll a stone, gently down a...
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? err. australia
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? piannoo
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 100% singapore
48. Whose ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? audrey, actually, her quizzes are so nice (:


omg, where is darlinq? she's supposed to be back today!

Labels: quiz lala

8:45 PM;
<3

omg, its raining nuts here. or, frogs maybe. they're bigger than nuts.
crazy rain, can hardly see the next condo out there. you dont want to go out, at least not in this weather right. haha thats crap, of course you dont.

ayah. its been so crappy, my day. waited for pq with 3 different parties, and all never in, then fed up and went to hunt esther sheid. (:
then korkor came to join me, then when he gtg, I TIO ESTHER :DD
ahha lucky star;
although the esther lousier than my one, but still quite okay la, can sell good liaos!
then i trained a bit.. lalas.
ee, lightning. hahas, i rmb the time i was so freaked out by lightning. in aunty sl's house, because i was in her house ALL the time last time. then i was damn scared of being near a window during a storm because i thought lightning will come through the window de, because lightning is... light.
then i will cower into my spot. which is sadly, very uncomfortable. you know those like chair, then beside connected one table to put telephone? yeah will go that chair and hide. because that's the only damned place in the house where you cant see the stupid windows. or rather, the stupid windows- cant see you.

it was a sad time, until i realised that its okay because there are stupid metal stick like figures at the top of your house so you will be relatively 'safe' from lightning. supposedly. or not (:
omg, suddenly myy ambition pop out of my head. (:
I WAN TO BE A
forensic scientist.

well, how do you think i'll respond to dead bodies? oh wait, is that autopsy? hm..
i dont care. i wan to examine bodies, take blood, hair samples, skin sample, dna blahblah, and go testing (:
it would be so fun yes. oh so fun, ahh ambitions.
blind ambitions.
i cant believe i wanted to be a paeditrician (sp?)last time . see, i love kids so much, i cant bear to look at sick cutesies everyday, i would die, my heart would bleed dry.
hhaha, reminds me of meira. audrey doesnt like mayen le, because she attract attention, but its excusable, she doesnt get nuts of attention from her parents, you know her family situation.
oh my i suddenly got brennan in my head, he is so damn cute. and smart at that. (:

THEN, i remember joshua GAN. damned if he's not cute (:
SUPER CUTE OKAY> (:

haha, so stylo lah he, next time if i have a boy, iwill do that hairstyle also, and he doesnt tuck in his shirt! COOLLL (: ( all the other smallie boys do )

ahahaa, this is so absurd. but its a fact kaay (: his mother was asking him questions then he know how to point to the correct picture lehhs!! wtf so smart deh!

hhahaha WTFBBQ, stolen from UREMOM (:
not your mom, uremom is a guy. emerson or sth. roflmao. (:

okay im being lame and bored. have to do stupidmath file thingies, boo!
AUDREY'S COMING BACK WHEN? WHEN?

OKAY BYE .

Labels: i wwork soo hard

1:34 PM;
<3

close shave today.
my mom has drastic swings. one moment she'll try to beg you and persuade you
if you dont bugde, the next moment
BAM!
she's pissed off and doesnt want to have anything to do with you
that is such bullshit.

anyway right, like i said today close shave, my mom wanted to make me go fishing with them but i was so reluctant i pretended to still be sleeping. then like i said she got pissed off, then i got dulan also, so i go wash face. then later my father like understand like that, and he said g breakfast with them then he send me back home (:

where i am now.
omg lah. thats like so lucky, so so so lucky. i hate fishing bleahs.

feelings die away so fast lah. its like so stupid okay. ( im not refering to myself -.- )

bleah! korkor said friday he give me chingching go and buy ppc then i can spend all 10k myself. muahahhas so nice worh. yep, im happy cuz i going to be more n more cashy (:
and its like, the more i think about a-cash, the more im able to save on it :DD
thats so amazing, applaud me.
lmaos(:

im going to maple now. so hard to chiong, lose to brina liaos. sigh! nvm , muz work hard :D
omg happy, tmr 1 June. free smses again, spam sms!!
lailai, tmr start okay ppl. jk (:

eh im like so happy i look so awesome in maple. waahahas, okay i go do pq, my life.. akkaak. exp super fast seh (:
yeap!
im off blogger!
OH DARLINQ IS COMING BACK TDAY OMG I MISS YOU DEAREST
CALL ME OKAY , AS SOON AS U READ THIS
oh my, i know you will call me the first thing you reach home anyway (:
IMU-IMU


BYEE

Labels: and darlinq is back

9:17 AM;
<3

haha waddecraps, its like 6.30, and i just reach home from school :D
thats so late right? (:

choir was nice lahs. we learnt a new song called KYRIE ELEISON
( its key-ree-ay , ay-lei-ee-zen )
haha, okay thats mad but its quite.. easy? not as difficult as that stupid gamelan at least. dono what ding dong bell.
anyway right, sang a bit then they ordered a LOT of pizzas from Canadian, then we ate. ):
only one slice per person lah, so tempted to steal other peoples one. very nice leh:D
then drink water and chatted with my fellow sec one choir people..
blahblah.

then we had a game of TAG (:
lower sec compete and upper sec compete.
meaning 1 vs 2 ,, 3 vs 4
ten the winner vs together lah. then YAY-NESS (: SEC 1 WON THE FIRST ROUNDDD.
then we lost to the sec4, because right, they very long arm long leg, then they run also very fast, so we haha, lost. then yew rong very pro cuz she went through the hole, you know when they hold hands there, haha.

we lost but had fun, (:
then we went back to the music room, off the lights and saw a video, was so like..
touching?
for the sec4 lahh (:
then, the sec4 talk talk, as if last words like that. after all they going to stop cca liaos ):
the sec4's are a nice nice bunch
and our new president is really nice (:
sorry, i dunno how to spell her name hahas =="

DEY! my mom just call and say eating out today, and i decided to wear so casual that its the clothes i wear to sleep, who cares, (: i dont care what people say about my attire, they care to chase me out of their shop? i dont think so nah (:

OKAY ! when korkor buys it I WILL REVIVE SHUUSHUU(: omg i miss himmm (:
hehehehehhes. happy, shuushuu is gonna come back.
okay, out at 7.30, pls msn me if got anything, later then reply.
okies?

OH YEAH, today ms yeoh remedial was like so boring, then me and siying talking the whole time, then duno why ( actually of course i know ) ms yeoh ask me go sit in front. see she biased again, wan ask should ask kayhwee right, i can hear him talking loud and clear from my seat lor. unfairness. wan be bias, go bias against him, not agianst me, i so guai lorhs. ((:

okay haha :DD
im off to mapleee now.
tahs~

Labels: cashycashy

6:27 PM;
<3

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Labels: haha full of crap

10:25 AM;
<3

some people are not bothersome in class but are SUPER bothersome online.
is it because they are cute, and online you cant see that they're cute, and so they seem to irk you a lot?

see, im good. i worked things out with my maple finance (:
things are so looking good, and i even let korkor save 3k. and i can still get ShuuShuu. well, earlier on, i told korkor to buy me hair VIP coz i wanted to change my eyes first.
after changing my eyes, i realise i didnt look that bad, and i loved my new look. so i bought the red pajamas clothes thing. and a transparent hat. (:
then i continue to miss ShuuShuu so i asked kor NOT to buy the hair, and instead buy WOL and a red hat for my husky, that makes 9k.
(: i am good aren't i?

thats it, my parents booked a trip to sibu MALAYSIA, to a kelong to do fishing or dono what. like i said, i lost interest in fishing eons ago, and the sound of fishing makes me wail. THEY want to do fishing, then ytd night i was complaining about wtc i am supposed to do over there, canot sms, no computer. ( sms is overseas alr ) then i was bugging my mom and taking out our combined savings and said " buy me a laptop "
and she was like " those money is to go perth at the end of the year"
BLEAHS
a lappie is much better. i want a laptop bad, even though i have completely no use for it. and also, the in-charge person sad there have playstation. but wtc, i suppose to play with myself issit? stupid lah. while those two love blinded ( by fishing ) folks fish they're day away, am i supposed to read? NO! nothing of that sort.
i would
-trash the place
-scuba dive
-rip the mattress
-shoot the electricity sockets
-turn pillows into cd players
-plant trees
-eat people.

okay im jk. i think you can tell lah. but we cant plant trees in the complete middle of nowhere-ness. expecially in the middle of the sea right. yes, use your brains dear.
three down one to go.
this is pathetic okay. pathetic-ness. i am so sad.

i must be happy right? i look awfully good in maple now.. ( HAHA )

dun come jio me :DD
JOKING.

for me, its time to go all out and socialise now that i look cashy ( a little? )
and make tons of jiejie korkor in maple ( like i did last time )
omg, audrey had her record of 15 kors. -.-
OHOH!
darling is coming back tomorrow!
omgomg, im so happy ((:
i wonder how my princess is doing in camp. she must be owning everyone. how i know? because
" like mother, like daughter :O "
muahahas. it all comes back to self-praise, i shant talk anymore
later offend people ( who? )
okay crap

-BYE

Labels: mapleehappiness

9:52 AM;
<3

okkay, here i am having my measly breakfast!
im going to maple again. i had been thinking about buying another ppc today BUT i decided against it, and i think i'll make do without ShuuShuu. unless some k ind soul wan to sponser a water of life, 4.5k a-cash only!!

haha. then im going to change my hair, black rose? :DD
and then i will wear hat and a shirt. yes, im dreaming but it'll happen, by the soonest tonight, or the latest, friday night. or even later, saturday ):
ANYWAY, im going to keep dreaming about it until then hahas.

and im going to chiong hahas (:
i wan to beat brina! i want to lvl lvl lvl! next lvl can change armour :DD
yaaay-ness.

do you realise my posts are getting like, shorter and shorter? because there's nothing to blog about besides maple.. especially during the school holidays because theres nothing happening lah, but today wil have thing happening, cuz need to go to school again.
pffft. i rather go for science.. but today the remedial is ms yeoh one.! and she must schedule so that its during my choir practises. oh actually today choir is handover ceremony and farewell party.. ANYWAY she stil wan us to come out half way to go her stupid remedial

like kor said
" fat people canot wake up early"
ahh the consequence of having an ultra fat teacher. i hope she rolls down a hill.
okay, enough of cursing teachers already!

i know it , it must be! i'm having a premonition that someone will buy me water of life..
i even dreamed about it.
i dreamed someone bought it for me, then i revived my darlinq ShuuShuu.
i woke up after that, then i was hoping it would come true.
is someone buying water of life for me?
God pleaasse help me kkay (:

okkay so this is an average post. haha full of crap;
so BYEBYE :D
-off to mapleee

Labels: water of life

7:08 AM;
<3

" Carey's Happy Juice "
''
''
cant you just see those words on a grand golden signboard, hung up unbashedly on a gold plated doorframe?

haha , i seem to be fantasizing again. i just made juice. green apple for me and with celery for my grandma. celery reduces blood pressure, which my grandma has a problem with. i am filial aren't i?
NO IM NOT
okay who cares. anyway so i want to try out some new combinations for juices now. (: would it just be so fun? and then i will bug my mom to buy us a blender. those that you can throw everything in and press the button. not the one im using now, where you cut the fruit and put it in to be pulverised one by one.!

ah, what big dreams. of course i dont dream to become a fruit juice stall aunty when i grow up. hm.. maybe can consider when i want to retire.. once again
CAREY'S HAPPY JUICE

haha sounds stupid doesnt it. i dont care lah.
anyway i must jiayou in maple. no more slacking.
i got financial difficulty in a-cash.
mother coming in. tahs

Labels: carey's happy juice

8:28 PM;
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like hey (:
im a happy person. besides the fact that i forgot today is issac's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ISSAC
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

yay, he's 14

anyway lah, i went for the music class and screwed up, then i went to the nearby 7-11. said they didnt sell ppc, the woman said the neighbor 7-11 have sell. so i walk all the way to caltex there and buy. then right. i bought one, and the woman was like " usually people buy 4-5" then i was like =="

i mean, i want to buy how many not your problem right? ayah, followed by that, she started to ask me what maple is. then blahblah. then i go off.
and then im back lah :D

i was humming avril lavingnes ' My Happy Ending' on the way back (:
and Kouji Wada's Innocent
both are nice songs.

anyway, im off to maple agian. eating ice cream i bought from downstairs. looks like im turning into a glutton aren't i? so what if i am. bye :DD

BYES!

Labels: gluttony is a sin

4:23 PM;
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i think korkor says he will buy cash for me.
and that makes the tiger princess happy (:
muaahs.

ooh crap. last night my piano teacher sms me, ask today have lesson. ):
2.30-3.30 probably. its like sad lah, i thought at least got one whole day to slack off. sighs. but im thinking about buying another ppc, cuz her house there have one 7-11.
but i very scared lehh. the 7-11 beside got one tattoo shop. then like a lot indian/malay paikia there, must see safety first lah right?

can you believe this? krissi is playin the same piano exam pieces as me. means she same grade as me, my piano sucks, but from what i know, hers sucks more. but still, i cant afford to lost to a junior of the same grade. very no face de. bleahs! i practise liao just now, until i almost fall of the chair.
God, dont you just hate scales? scales are like the stupidest, dumbest, lamest everything in the world, who the fish invented scales neh? must be some too free bimbo. ooh! reminds me of samtan (snr). will give him a good whacking for inventing scales.
so damnit,
if i dont fail cuz of my pieces, i will fail cuz of my scales.
if i dun fail cuz of my scales, i will fail of my sight reading.
the only hope now is aural, ( which is rather easy :DD)
BUT STILL!! :XX
( im gonna fail lah, face it )
fine whatever. my mom act as if no money to pay the stupid exam fee again. 300+ nias. you income how many ah, woman. complain. complain complaainn.
bored lahh, now xiaxue post like so little , and also post advertorials. blahblahbleaaahss.
okay, im off to maple, must lvl by today, .. by this morning (:

toooooooDLES (:

Labels: lvl lvl lvl

7:53 AM;
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ohh, life!
once again...
THE TIGER PRINCESS IS UNHAPPY.
okkay, it may seem lame lah, referring to myself as the tiger princess. muahas.
in anycase, today someone saw me with me horrific eyes and kept laughing. i told her to quit it, but she said it was nice. then she followed by demanding that i show her all seven faces of my cocked-up facial expression.

i got dulaned and i told her to stop. then she said she wanted to vip her eyes to mine. and she said she would buy me a eye VIP. then i was quite happy when she said that, cuz she was like a rich 10-YEAR-OLD girl. absurd that im qiaozhaing someone younger than myself.
the point is. she went to do pq, she said she'd buy for me later. so off i went to train lah, ten later right, i went to find her, and she said she had spent all her cash. man, i dont even know if i should trust her. the worst thing is that i told issac not to buy me the eye vip.

the bad thing now is my dilemma. should i ask issac to still buy for me, it would seem like im trying to rob him broke, like a toy, i say i want then dont want then want. its like so bad. and makes me look greedy. maybe i am greeedy, but i would have rather made someone i dont know spend money rather than someone i know right?

but so now if this stranger dont buy for me, im left with nothing but my pride.
or i shal have to swallow my pride and ask issac for the cash.
damnit. or even worse, i have to buy myself.
see, those selfish and greedy words. i suck. i need to stop taking advantage of other people just because i dont want to lose out. this is damnation.

i dont want to make myself an unredeemable greedy asshole with no sense of pride!
but i love my money
this is shit.
im so materialistic, its damned. i should just die already.

being materialistic is one thing, but taking advantage of people because im materialistic is anotehr.
help me, i should kill myself already.


okay someone bugging me to play piano.
you know what? the exams in july probably, and i cant play for nuts, my first& second song.
( tahs, im pretty confident for the third one ) ((:
anyway, im dead. so bye (:

Labels: piano takes me off

7:50 PM;
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it reads 7.14 am on my computer clock. and im afraid of losing track of time.
well, i always lost track of good time,
have to leave by, say, maybe 7.30?
hahas, benefits of living near the school. i bet those in yishun have been up since six. (:
who says anderson was a bad choice huh?

today will see some idiots again, and im bound to offend people again.
why does this keep happening to me

okay fine, i dont care lah, today supposedly only got science, so 9.30 go home alr right? then no need to stand so much crap. but siala, i havent do my free response question, if need do. which i think need leh.

craapah.

okkay, im going to pack and everything, anything sms worh okay (:

I MIS U AUDREY CHEONG WEI LIN(G)
dammit i cant rmb

omg i blogged for 4 minutes!

Labels: to school

7:11 AM;
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TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.
she wants it bad
TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.
TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.
TIGER PRINCESS WANTS HER FACE COUPON.

)):
she may sound greedy but she's desperate already. pls tiliang ( understand )!
dun wan to pressure people, but its been like.. 7 daes.
okay enough about this
i feel so guilty lah. harrassing people. jkjk.
but im so despo now i can hack my cpu into two

and my darlinq is going to camp so
I WILL MISSYOU
TONS&LOADS
SEXY, PRETTAYE
DARLING AUDREEY

alrights? yep i'll miss her tons cos she'll be away for like four days. four days without my darling is like four years without computer.
because no her, computer is boring.
( but i wont forsake my commie )

bahs! tmr nid to get up early, have school at like, eight lah. sucks ):
and i had nice thoughts about holidays. haiz

okay anyway im going off.
audrey, love you loads, have an uneventful trip and come back in one piece!
loveyouloads(: God bless!

byebye peoples!
ps. ilu audrey (:

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9:53 PM;
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muz do homework, then my mother say can play until wadeva time she dont care.
first time lah, thats so cool, so i shall do just that. except...
i duno what hw to do. teachers havent give out all the hw cuz going back to school tmr, wed, fri, and more days because of choir practises. and then we'll have our unfair share of homework for this short short short holiday. seems so because of the homework lah.
to think i waited this long, to be packed with homework, what a disappointment.
at least i had my fair share of fun yesterday! (:
and then today was toddlers club. meira is so cute lahs. muacks her.
everytime mayen comes, meira doesnt, when meira comes, mayen doesnt.
what gives?
haha, so katelyn didnt cry today.. maybe because mayen not around. so weird lah, little toddler rivals (:
then anyway not much time liao, was thinking about doing the stupid composition about ' how i made a difference' which is in fact so hard because i've never done something that noble lah. and it must be non-fiction. bleahs.

oh crap. work now.
tahas post later MAYBE

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6:30 PM;
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it had been one of the best afternoons ( and evening ) ever !
YF COMBINED OUTING TO SENTOSA!! (:
it was good good! i went to church early, too excited mahs, then no bodie there.
met nicole at the bus interchange.
then i bought this damn cute water bottle lah, you suck from it, and its evain mineral bottle, it costed me $2.50, and for that ultra cute bottle leh! song boh.! okkay, anyway then audrey came, she cut her hair short, and she told me she slapped 2 boys for saying her hair.
you go girl ! (:
okkay, its quite nice lah, about the same as back then (:
okay then took the bus to sentosa, camwhored on the bus and my skittles got stolen by the clique. heard music, took pictures.
then we reach! :DD and it was a nice place, we walk and walk then we reached the nice nice beach! then we had worship, singing on the beach! sang a lot of songs, that i all dont know, but nevermind! :DD
then later we had tug-of-war! got 4 sides one, then we lose lah, because our group ... the girls weak. i mean, a lot sec1 and skinny peoples. then they were saying, lightest go in front, then i was like ' wtc -.- ' biased! i obviously the lightest, then i made daniella go in front (:
then the girls lost bad, because the other group, wah got merissa and all those people and all that, so we lost, because we got skinny girls like me ):
ANYWAY, brandon was in our group .. and matthew and matthias so was quite okay la. brandon shout 1,2 PULL until he tired. haha cuz he at the end.
stress sia lol. then kena pull until got ropeburn. pained. then caroline got a would, small one lah, then okay liao :D

OKAY. then later started to rain, then very depressing lah, then dono open umbrella for what use. then go shelter, they say lightning dono what shit alert like in schoool like that, until 5.20. then we heck cares, we went into the water, play sand blah blah.
then me and audrey playing with the wooden ball. throw here throw there. then jumped with the waves, had people take our pics. i bet they will appear in the YFthe magazine thingy. (: okay then we decided to swim, kind of. basically just got wet, soaked, and threw ball in the sea blahblahh.

then later jenwei took our ball then we wanted to take revenge. we plan to push him into the sea de, then we five girls go hunt him. then he run damn fast, until i so depress lah, i missed like 3 times, very shibai very kebei ):
who ask him run like roadrunner, then we chase him a lot of time, then theres this guy wan to help us, he very wet. then he go and like gay like that, hug jenwei until he wet . wahahas, retribution lah (:

then we cannot hamtam jenwei, then we wanted to change target, go push gregory, then was so vulnerable, but that audrey don wan go push. then play ball in the sea like every few minutes..

then nicole said something so stupid. she wanted to ask jenwen to push jenwei into the sea (brothers) she din know they brothers. (: then deb said something more stupid, she said take jenwen as hostage,! (: as if jenwei will go and help his brother like that. bahs
then later we went to change at the last minute, didnt bathe so wore clothes while still sandy. who cares. (:
then left the island soon ):
boohooossaah.

okay then the busride back was just music and teasing people like ibob and bj. taking phone back from jx and sammo. such things. blahblah. so tired.
then reach church and parents came so fast. then went home lah.
then here i am being nagged at again. can i have a gag please. -.-
im going deaf. BAHS.
I CANT TAKE IT LAH.

yay-ness (: tomorow got toddlers ! ( as every week ) haha.
i hope bothe mayen and meira come, the two stars.
and for the second time..
JOSHUA GAN IS SO HANDSOME!
bye (x

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10:00 PM;
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i've got sweet potato for breakfast (:
but i hate to peel it.
oh the unfairness of life, when you have to suffer to get what you want

nothing's a good excuse to be mean to your good friend.
i learnt only after i lost hyo as my bestie.
so right, dont ever act in haste. dont think you're always right
be humble, apologize even when there isnt a need to.

seriously, i hate people who think they are always correct.

anyway

OFF TO SENTOSA TODAYS (:
combined! we have sandcastle making competition, i wonder what tools samlou or daniella are bringing! oh pray to God for the weather you know!

oh oh, im going to maple now leh. or maybe i wan change blogskin liao, this one is like damn old lah. been to lazy to change, not im free ( not ) so i'll try okay.. (:

bye. i'll post laters (:

-off-to-the-fun-sidee((:

Labels: sentosa here we come

8:40 AM;
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i've ( tried at least ) to be enthu today at sports carnival, screaming my lungs out to the maximum, cheered with the greatest drive. never have i screamed like this, not even for the old mcs, emerald.

whilst i've been trying to keep up with myself, a lot of things happenned around me, that im practically totally unaware of. im so useless. no lah, im kidding. after reading korkors blog. it seemed like a LOT happenned while i was occupied with minding my own business. probably i'd be branded a busybody for asking, so i shant. if i dont know, it basically means i dont have to.
so there!

someone tell me why i was so upset that i had been in the dark, not being updated, not being the unspirited bitch i have always been.

am i changing? i never used to give a damn about events in school ( especially sports carnivals ) . just screamed when need be, and grumble and complain about the heat and everything the rest of the time.

now its different. why? i dont have an answer.
am i changing or are the times changing?
i've never seen myself in a position where cheering for my 1/1 family had been the most important thing in my life for that few 10 seconds
something's changing, its gotta be
if its for the good, i hope its me.

someone says i flirt. i dont okay. i dont flirt
serious, im just sociable.
if anyone thinks i flirt pls tell me. and i need a reason too.
i hate it wen people say i flirt.
it sucks. because i know i dont.

have to go back lots during the holidays ):
BYE!

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10:53 PM;
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She hurt her .
she hurt her bad.
lets call her A and the one she hurt is B.
sports carnival - telematch. they were playing, along with a lot of other classmates.
B fell down a few times.
1/1 got 2nd, because of that.
B was feeling bad, and lousy. ( not lousy, but yeah, you know what i mean )
we tried comforting her. was not her injury ( if any ) more important than the title of ' first' ?
A called her lousy, wanted to do mean things to B.
i mean, people alr sad, and you have to rub salt into the wound.
sorry, im not condemning, but the truth is, A had been rather unfeeling and bitchy about it.
B is a really good person. A was one who swayed between niceness and rage.
but they were friends. good friends.
think, wouldnt it be akward if they saw each other.
A shouldnt have said all that, no matter how disappointed, and that's just the way it should have been. she should have comforted her, telling her that she was not to blame.
but she didnt.

no one blamed B except A. of course we were disappointed.
but priorities?
choosing between a great friend and a winning title is an easy task for those with an amply sized heart, as of many of my classmates.

like they say, a lesson is learnt when something bad happens.

me and siying talked about it, we told each other we would never do that to each other. it was a nice thing. and i know audrey darlinq thinks the same way, or else how would we have lasted 9 years of bestie-ism. (:

im surrounded by good friends, back then, and now. God's blessing to me, is that i find stable friends wherever i go. when i had been in different classes from audrey, nina and heather gave me what i needed.
when God put me in an unfamiliar secondary school, He gave me siying.

so i conclude,
im blessed.
thanks God (:

to my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, remember thanksgiving.

and i do trust my good friends that they dont turn scheming in the near or far future. i trust them, people, my heart is easy to break.

hm... 1/1 boys are nice people ( not all )
i'd expect them to go like " eugh.. -.- " or sth, when dq hx and i sang the class cheers.
they didnt.
so, they are nice boys.
( nothing else )

gee, misunderstanding is so easy to come by nowadays, we have to make our points clear. and guangmingzhengdaaaaa. (:

HEY! WHO's GOING WITH YF TO SENTOSA TMR?
(: I AM!
audrey cant go.
she must. (:
SHE MUST LAH.

see, i begged my mom to let me skip piano for this. you better go darling.!

BYES (:

Labels: lesson learnt, she dont deserve it

5:24 PM;
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my mom's a bitch.
i cant help saying that.
she wants me to live the way i dont want to.
she wants me to be dependent on her.
damnit.
where have you seen a mother not hoping that the kid will become independant?
and there she is complaining like the nag she is, about how I change, how I neglect her, how I should have behaved in some other stupid way.
the problem doesnt lie in me. it lies in her stupid wrong attitude.
her way, people around her caring for her, always there for her.
my way, not being the mother teresa to every single one on the world and not give a flying damn. i want to live the way i want. freedom. i dont get any.

am i in the wrong?
i just got a dressing down for not hanging up my school shirt for her.
what the crap. how the damn hell am i suposed to have guessed if the stupid damn shirt had been washed or not. if i hung it up ( which i would obviously not take the initiative to ) and it had been unwashed, i would get the same damn scolding. in this case, SHE forgot to hang it up, and blame me that I NEVER HANG UP FOR HER.

and then on she goes about how she has to do everything dadadada.
complain complain.
dadaada, she work. a lot hardship
dadadada. do hsewrk, alot hardship
dadadada. support me, alot hardship

wah wah, everywhere hardship. YOUR LIFE VERY DIFFICULT RIGHT?
i never ask you everyday nag at me, give your own self grey hair.
you nag also no use, common sense thing also want to nag. headache man.
you work very stress.
complain complain. yes yes thank you for working and bringing in more income. thank you thank you. but please, dont bring your work the stress back to home can?

as if the CPUs engine roaring is nt loud enough.'

my mom is paranoid to change. this embarrasses me, but. shes paranoid about me crossing roads. even wit traffic light la. wtc can. thirteen years of paranoia, nt enough. just when i start to learn independence, does she really show this crazy idea of restricting a 13 year old girl from crossing roads.
"pls take the small road"
i need to go to yck stadium tmr.
i can cross the junction ( traffic light ) safely and that is a short nice route.
NO!
my mom wants me to walk alll the way the the damn MRT and take the bloody sheltered route with no roads (:
NICE NICE PLAN. NOT.
waste of time, waste of worry,
am i not trusted enough that i will what, wait for the green man or what?!
im 13.
can i not cross the stupid road already?
whats te problem
whats the idea?

GAH! I WONT UNDERSTAND
- andshes gonna make me take that bloody black and disgusting chinese medicine. thre's a reason why i so HATE chinese medicine. they taste like crap. all of them
bye

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10:11 PM;
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wah.. im overwhelmed by the feeling that i've been cheated. of my money la.
stupid taxi driver. i think he can sense that im broke. i got ready a stupid 5 bucks to take a cab home because i had to carry that stupid grass, and bag was heavy and super tired. 6 plus le ok.

then reach home the fare the machine only show $4, then the uncle like magic like that, press one button, then the fare jump by $2.
then he say peak hour. knn! then i rampage my wallet and find all the stupid $1 coin. knn la, cheat my money. how i know peak hour or simi gui.

then i was robbed off my concience.like it just flew away in a flash. ok im exaggerating la. but there was this meowmeow at the lobby then i was carrying the stupid grass and laminate roll. then this meowmeow was meowing. and the lift open, then i went in but the meowmeow went inside also. ( its reared cuz got collar & bell ) then i was like ,.... i went out , then it went out also, then i went in again, and then it went in.
then i went out .-
ok la, i holded the lift, to make the meowmeow go out. then it dun move. then so good la, my grassy grassy fly aways. then i go chase lah, then the meow meow go up up up. then i waited for the next lift, and hope it inside, but its not. and i was sad la. because its lost. later the meowmeow owner cannot find it.

to think about it, my next door neighbor owns 2 meowmeows (:

okkkay. so tired lah, later go home must do what dumb maths file thing. thenn my om will come extra le. ):
booooh. i hate maths, i hate filing. sooo much. and going out for dinner so even more no time. kaopeiis.omg! my hair still wet go BLOW!(:

TAHAS :D

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6:48 PM;
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im in the lab! haha lucky sitting at abduls seat coz no one can see unless you subtract the blinds behind me (:
so im not vulnerable!
bored, must find pictures of disney for the happy toilet thing, so iwont be home even at 6. because this is stupid. decorating the bloody toilets. -.-

okay siying reading what i typing (:
we go friendster haha (: doing some illegal stuff

ayah now got ppl sitting opposite me, must careful, but i know they wont report eveen if they see, cozz im not illegal la haha. today cannot train. ytd met one guy then ask him cc, then he ask for money, then me and audrey got into a verbal war with him. then he kept dying. nvm

BYE.

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2:35 PM;
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its getting tough to fight the desire to click on maple straight, the moment i log in and come out of the bathroom, and not do the routine, like blogging and checking frendster, e-mail dadada.
especially since i bought a PPC today. dunno why also. (: felt so shuang after buying. muahahs. wasted 10 bucks on the crappy card.

anyways classes today were so boring, despite talking with siying the whole entire time without getting scolded, mrs dan just cant see we're talking ah. and we had our first D&T lesson. okkay la, mr sim was okkay. he borrowed my handphone to example "pro handphone" then he forgot its mine, and sort of give it back to boon how =="

then efl was quite fun! no lah, it was boring but then wenjie and daryn were funny. me and siying were plotting to steal wenjie's wallet becuz saw inside got one neoprint, thought is his girlfren. hahaa. then was super funny. principal asking question thn someone say the answer is" trans- something" then wenjie said TRANSEXUAL, then mrs poh heard it from like 5 metre away LOL!

then kept suaning arvin. i tell you ah, if arvin leans back some more then the floor will crack and he will go down to the canteen, with me barely hanging on to the edge of a badly broken floorboard. so pitiful hor. who ask me index 4, avin index 3. hahha dun so bad la hor, arvin is a nice guy even though he hits girls. ( and is pregnant) :o

ANYWAY . then efl ended SUPER SUPER late. then there was supposed to be a farewell party for mrs lim, then we went back to class, then those people just left . without me and siying , to the party. then we went to look for them but dunno where. then we pissed and go and eat at canteen. stupid lah, we paid $2 alr. then they party without us, hmpth.

then lazed around. i forgot my gamelan score again, but then later mingzhen and siewmun said no choir practise. then went home lor. haiz, i need to recover. fast. speech day is like term 3 week 1. and i think holiday muz go back for practise. i hope not during youth retreat pls pls pls )):

haiz.. anyway i going to slack around. congrats me for lvling in maple. muahas. 2 dae 55%. that is slow. i cant keep up anymore ):

BYE!

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4:25 PM;
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damn you larry. go and die
siying you go bang wall la.
frame me, then chumai me. go and side your larry lah.
see you today fall down is retribution. i predict you will lose your voice also

today is a bad day. the only thing good about it is art. which is not very good. walao you know we were doing stippling. which means you like make dots on your paper with crayon. then timothy was like BANG BANG. everytime he thinks we all competing with him de. each time we do, he louder and louder. i almost go deaf can, and i was like 'TIMOTHY shutup la make so much noise'
then he was like
"OOH the crayon makes a nice sound"
siaoo, some more he sitting in front of me on my pure ground. contaminated.
whole day was sick, everyfew 10 minutes will zaosia (voice.. like go haywire). then later history, kena bullied by those two lor. siying and larry gang up ah. haiz dun talk about it la. ok now...

YF was like okay la. except we had to answer questions..our balloon wad colour then ans what question. then inside the balloon another question. woah, terence was like he ripped the balloon. haah so cool.

and then later we wrote cards to the youth mentors and YF comm.. and then me & aud went to 7-11 and bot things. then we went to the playground and played marco-polo-grounders with the older yfers - kinyip, sharon, serene, daniel.

haha then whe kinyip was the catcher then daniel was hanging from a pole from the shade, which is like a ceiling lidddat. haha. pro.
i felt pissed at those who were being extra and blocking the way on purpose, that would be you danielle.

then anyway sunday was a good day because toddlers. its actually sad cuz whenever katelyn sees mayen then she will cry, like some kind of rival like that. scary lah. then there were two new tods, Ayden&Brandon .haha spelling not sure. omg la ayden was so smart. and he kept saying hello (: how smart tots can be la.. this remind me of.. haha NEXT TIME.
my two little girls wil be that smart.

and today is happy also because i got the 9th in class and 37th in level. which is for my standard, quite good already. :D
thanks la.
of to maplee nw
BYE

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1:47 PM;
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another thing im afraid of besides hosting, is choir.
especially when im sick lah.
which i am today.

cough cough sore throat flu flu. i couldnt sing for nuts today. we had like warm ups for practically half an hour. the poor conductor ( student) .. probably was his first time? broke down i think afterward, lets not dwell on that. like the seniors said, we were flat . damn flat. i suppose especially when the sec 1 newcomers are around. especially the sick ones. yeah yeah you know who.

then we had to stand with the seniors and that was soo bad. because mainly i dont fancy coughing on other people's territory, and worse, not be able to help it. half the whole way through gamelan , i hadnt been singing. i thought i was. but i just wasnt.
because?
my voice disappeared, unknowingly.
okay la, so it was there, but it was like.. stuck? somewhere in the stupid diaphragm.
oh my, breathing exercises were soo..
cant get it right. i was lost. the president ( yee ching or sth ) was putting her fist at our diaphragms and pushing. we had to breathe this way that like.. pumping the diaphragm liddat, and be able to withstand her pushing. gosh, i almost fell off my feet sia.

terrifying, when you are a noob and dont know how to breathe properly. and is sick.
we were scared there was the test. im not sure i want to go anywhere at all. alto? i cant stand the sop, can die there. they were practically screaming.
you can go deaf in choir. even screaming at yourself isnt that loud. now tell me, how to hiss without jerking your shoulder, ):

im sitting in self pity at my miserable, breathless self. and in doing the hissing, how to apply to when you sing? you dont hiss when you sing right.
oh God, please please make me well la. wednesday got Speech day rehearsal . need to get well by then.!

BYE (:
pray for me k (:

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5:56 PM;
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thats it, party's over. tired.
hosting friends and cousins is a hell of a job.
socialise people.
i cant tear into two. but after all, frends are the unfamiliar people to my relatives and etc.
cousins, dun feel dat i neglect or wdv pls.

omg la. im falling sick le. yammy and carol are like complaining that my room has a lot of dust. cuz of the soft toys? quite happy la today. spent a full day with my church clique and my gooooood friend heather (:

anyway i need to go soon. im super tired.. sick la. i duwan go school tmr, fat hope.
haha i post another day. tmr got choir, so must go school ahhas (: and until late late, so maybe cant post? dunno.

and. WE OWN THE PLAYGROUND LA.
like those pathetic 9-11 max year olds kids were like so pathetic haha (:
the cake was okay. strawberry sponge.
why, i like it
bye anyway.

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10:05 PM;
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its 11. and i am so sad.
why, because im having such a sore throat on the night before a special day.
sucks man. i feel like pulling my throat out, carving curses on it and flushing it down the toilet.
cursed sore throat.
nothing is helping it at all. not strepsils, not lozenges.
i've been eating these every 2 hours, in hope of curing this damned, damned sore throat. i dont want to sleep. i cant. i keep thinking about how this stupid throat is gonna spoil my days. we need vaccines against sore throats.

seriously i prayed already. its up to good ol' God.HELP ME LEHH!
i can just die with this la.
omg, theres still so many crap in my house, and my clique is coming over tmr.
okay this is seriously serious. my tooth just dropped la, and there was a hole at the side.
i mean thank God so much! that i nv kena summon to dentist by anybodie. ahhaah! if not a filling for a dropping tooth? atrocious whahaha!
this also just tells me i have to brush my teeth better -.-
( however you do that )
YD TMR! THEN WOOS toddles (:
omg damnt
my mom just found out i blog. didnt even hear her coming in. then no time to change. thn walao. I AM Exposed! ( as in -.-)
damn, im so useless. okay
i hope sleep will cure me loads.
at least a little.?
yeah
BYE!

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11:05 PM;
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HELLO(:
its high time to change blogskin but im far too lazy for that, because i took up maple again, and soon im going to change tiger's damned eyes and re-use my wonderful char :D
like it or not, im gonna buy a ppc as well some day. :D

anyway la. super tired and not hungry, because slept at 12, and ate maggi mee b4 i slept. and my darn aunty is in the house again. i want to kick her. hmpth. thankew issac for offering to sponser my eye change! :D
muacks!

yay, im so happy. anyway is my belated birthday present la, monday then can get, budden issac broke le still wan buy so nice worhs.

okay so today got piano class :x
die le, i cannot practise, last time i practise was tuesday sia.. poot, and now aunty at home i wont pianyi her let her hear my music. ( LMAO )
sian la, huihui so hard to trian. i wan tiger. then buy cash cash and go fm slack, then later train a bit la D:
haha procrastinator.
HAHA. HHAA. AHHAH. feel like laughing today
i also feel a flu coming up. damnit. :D
because today is a (somewhat) happy dae, i shant complain or spew vulgarities okay? for the comfort of those who arent used to it and cant stand listening to it. dang if i know how XX's readership remains the same although she uses a hell load of vulgarities at one go. o.o
oh anyway. MY COUNTER IS REACHING 3000 laa :D
love you people keep coming :D
but really if you think my blog sucks, or you just got something against benxiaojiee, just shove it and get lost. so i advice you to first read the profiles first. and you'll go either;;

1. Oh! Carey! my friend from _____, lets see what her blog is about!"
( enjoy, i say)
or

2.Wtf. carey. she's such a bitch lah. everytime see her at ______ also sick of her la"
(fish off, i say)

yo know what! my great losses at that day where i went out an spent two bombs on arcade? i recouped a lot of them, those folks who give me ang pow $. ty uncle paul and grandmother (-.-)
and so i recouped like $40. WAHAAHA.

okay nth to say le. i hope some ppl faster come online so no nid waste my sms.
____ and ____. -.-
BYE!

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8:40 AM;
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i know audrey expects me to post something she understands but i just saw vanias blog and even though its not original anymore, i'd like to think about how the people in 1/1 are like those in 6B. even though 6B are full of girls -.-

there are some really quiet people.
anyway. it may seem absurd when guys seem like girls but please try to understand kay, ppl come from gals school what, what u expect hah.

for some reason, siying reminds me of jockhead. because they like to talk about guys, and are very materialistic.
and then peiyan, reminds me of siqi, because they got that cheena look la.
haha.
and then daiqian reminds me of winnie.. because they ARE cheena, and haha.
then huixiang reminds me of kelly because they are all brains.
yanting reminds me of amanda. because amanda is lau yan ting. :D
LOL !

then the more quiet girls like nadiah (quiet to me) and siting and xinying are like qihuis. a lot of qihuis who are quiet quiet.

dang, lets just go on to the guys lah.
(pohseng [that asshole] reminds me of sabrina who is damn irritating and well. small in size.)
larry reminds me of choonk! because he is sick. but choonk is sick but doesnt talk about it all the time.
and lekha reminds me of wanting. (sry if u read this -.- )
esther and her gang remind me of the boys. like their group thing. something like this.;

esther- kor (funny)
daphne - ken (little quiet)
justina- boonhow ( maad )
mere- gerald (nth to say)
tata- kevin. ( duno, er.. smart?)

and shao xuan is like yammy for some reason. got ganjue.. like their the same liddat. oh dang, i forgot yammy reads my blog. :D
AYAH! i dono why anyone is like anyone okay. my personal opinion for the rest is liddat la

abdul - debbie
kayhwee - cailyn

AH I DOWAN SAY LE.
audrey dled maple. im gonna play (: and buy ppc soon! :D
WKAKAKAS.

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4:51 PM;
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with the help of jiaxian, i recollect the time when i got into 'trouble' with ms tay with regards to that snippy little sabrina razmi. snippy old small thing.

it wasnt my fault to begin with. this is what happen la.
ms tay say do science project in groups of 2 or 3. i decided to do with nina. apparently this girl ah, she is succking up to nina and sticking to her. but i remember when we sat with her and do project, she don do anything so we were pissed of course.
then she wanted to join us, but we said no, refering to the above reason. and then she got angry.
i mean like this she cannot go find other people mehs, or her ouxiang nina she love too much le ha?
the she took a piece of paper and wrote the word 'asshole' on it. then we saw it, and she correction tape off the 'hole' so become ass la. then she passed to nina, and nina wrote 'thank you' and gave back to her. then she wrote sth and passed back

then we had this brilliante idea. about showing ms tay how she slander us! :D
so we kept the stupid paper and sabrina probably saw through our motive, and then she asked for it back.
"you give to us liao sorry"
and she was so desperate .
then she started her most convincing(not) act. and she ran to the toilet to well.. ahem.. 'cry'.
then natasha went to find her. and then later ms tay went to the toilet to talk to her. and then she ask to see all of us. -.-

then right? whats the first question ms tay ask me?!
tay;; "how many times have you used the F and S word?"
mee;; " er, a few times la "
tay;; " A FEW TIMES?!"
tay;; " and sabrina, how many times you told her to stop saying?"
sab;;(with a hypocritical innocent tear-stained face)" three to four times :'( "

liar liar liar! liar!!
three to four times your large anus hole!
i wonder! is it my stm or her blatant lying? imagine this!

1."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?
2."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?
3."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?
4."carey, can you stop saying the f and s word please?

i dont believe it. i dont believe HER. she didnt even tell me at all once. but still, nothing she said could have stopped me, i know.. in fact i would fill her brain with profanities every now and then since she is so enthu about sitting beside nina, and so it happens that we sit in one row:

ME - NINA - SAB.ASS

its not fair. then what? when ms tay scolding her about the 'ass' note. then what she say?
GIVE THAT ****ING ACT-INNO FACE AND SAID
" *sniff* i only say that at home, when im in a corner,crying.. "

WOW, like anyone will fall for that suckers excuse that your (un)holy ass will cower to a cobweb spotted corner of your gentle hut and weep your ass off mumbling 'asshole' repeatedly, or maybe to your humble spiders trying to make a living while you unintentionally chase the flies away. and the spiders go;
" Dang you sabrina razmi, **** off get a life stupid daisyface. stop chasing away my lunch. "

loser! she knew she would have lost this battle, because we did nth but she wrote that word. so she had to spice things up by starting the f word thing.
i know she's against me, against me so bad i could kick her (un)holy ass off to the ionosphere (between 80&1000km above the earths surface)

this is so useful, you can learn geography while reading my blog!

anyway lah dun talk about that daisyface. wtf is a daisyface -.-
anyway.

today was boring except when we went to watch pirates of the carribean ONE, in the sku hall. watch half way then nid go for the stupidd chinese singing thing. boring sia, then chiong to NYP macs cuz siying got st john later. sad la, no choir. but monday haf :D

tell you the truth, i dont care what you say about me, random strangers and pohseng. at nyp, some random punk like stranger were looking at me & siying. then he said to his friend "........baichi..."
... is when i canot hear. even though i wouldnt give half a damn, i dont get why we're being slandered like this. wtf did we do wrong, the stupid macs is public okay. get a brain and a pair of eyes sucker.

and i just cant be bothered with poh seng. call us bitch whatever.. in the end youre still the dumb bastard who thinks you're much better than bitches. bastard i say, disappear already. like one kayhwee and one timothy is not enough like that. fk off or castrate yourself la daisyass.

omg do i like daisies or what. -.-

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2:40 PM;
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no body wanna see us together
but it dun matter no.
cuz i got you.

anyway, ytd went over to audrey house and crapped. i stole her pants and wore it. it was sexy like santa claus red pants. prettaye. because wearing jeans is so ugh when u want to relax la. ok then audry was blogging about the previous dae while i lax on her bed and played volleyball with myself, threw soft toys, put them on the aircon.. lala.

then i wanted to play badminton initially but the shuttlecock tube kosong. then played volleyball for a little while, i accidentaly hit her maid, sumi :O sorry!
then erm.. changed her fish the water. okay is guppy la. then we released it in the bathtub and very hard to catch it back. then later we both went inside with the black fish. then the smallest one got wash down the tub ): because audrey go and lift up the stopper when it is there. haiz. then i was pushing the black fish to audrey leg then her leg faster siam so funny. so cute. we so scared it go our legs :D
haha.
then i tried to catch the bigger one, then it fliped and i scream. thn audrey scream also. and we kept screaming :D
then her mother was shouting outside hahas. then later audrey took her spray thingy and we go to the outside whr the lift is. and started to spray each other. and then turn out we pour each other. lucky i nvr kena a lot. no change(except jeans) hhaa. then i spray down audrey neck and she screamed :D
omg. so fun !

and we ate half frozen chocolate cake and snapple juice. rocked. then we went to play tony hawk underground in her PS2. so stupid. i anyhow press the stunt one. then we were playing slap and we kept slapping each other. so fun.
then audrey ah, make me so angry :D
she slap then i fall then i stand up, she slap, then i fall, then i stand then she slap. etc.etc.
'horse sucks'
then audrey made her own park, and put lava everywhere, so hardd to go to the pool D:
purposely make difficult for me har. :D

then we chased around. so fun. then i have to go back. and i stole aunty siew lees popcorns. :D they were for stella one haha ! heck cares.
i wanted to see stellas new hairstyle but she not at home sia. ): okay!
I will go another day. i wonder this holiday got go grandmother house anot. then can see my 3 cousins :D
love love !

cousins are love la.
anyway right.
I PACKED MY TABLE OMG OMG OMG :O
i cant believe it either. is it true? it is :D
but there are some paper still on my bed, taken out from my table de.
wtf. haaha. omg la, heather getting more n more vulgar, who teach her de huh.
shuddup lah, not me la. you see her blog. waddaf**k here waddaf**k there. haiz. i go her blog scold her :D
BEYS !

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5:26 PM;
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1:29 PM;
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i made a discovery. sort of.
i feel that pictures taken in natural sunlight look better than those taken in artificial lights, like in rooms at night etc.

haha. who think so too?

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9:30 PM;
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OMG, is blogger back to normal, or is it just in FF, or in my cousins weird-out computer? well here i am in my aunty's house, with lotsa old memories. Frankly, nothing much has changed, except the TV, and the keyboard is gone. haha memories.

i just miss this place shitloads im so glad to be back. Upon rethinking, last time, my cousin had this bear which i always played with, i tied hankies to make clothes for it. I took a picture, but well i didn't bring my USB cable, so tmr okay?

haha today no school because of last year's O'lever results, and the peeps are happy about it, so one day of haah (: and i got jenwei's cd at last, the girl said stocks will come in this week, well it did today, and i was just lucky. peiyan took how many donkey years to arrive, and my legs were about to disintegrate(sp?) by the time i saw her. okay so i was wearing heels whatever..

this com is so weird, everything kind of turned purple. im getting blinded. anyway i cant wait for audrey darling to get home, i'll go to her house! yay! she said everything's different, not like here. but memories :D right? :D

okkay so i didnt spend a lot today apart from tthe stupid CD, and thats a goal achieved for me since i actually went out and didnt spend much. :D
the woman, didnt let us exchange the stupid snowglobe, receipt, or not. i am so pissed at her, and my mom is going to call them but i dont think it'll be of a shit use. after all its their company's policy. who's my mom to change them?

to be frank, my aunt's house looks like a junkyard, just like it had more than i dont know how many years ago. had it been like that since i was born and started coming here? now that would be 13 years then. but its this that makes me feel at home. now you dont wonder why my own desk is the same way. and my room, a pig sty. its worse than here la. but im just so used to it after coming here 5 days a week. almost 6 hours each day for 13 years. well , maybe more hours when i was younger but. yeah that just makes it longer doesn't it?

I LOVE THIS PLACE!

love love love
anyway. i miss audrey, where is she can she faster come home. i wonder what we'll do at her house, will we make chrysanthemum tea? or will we... AHHAHAAH dont say le HAHA.
LOL !
stop remembering the past ! :D

;;-im back in memories again

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2:06 PM;
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good riddance.

oh my, i was so tired last night. because yesterday was a damn tiring day. i'd like to find out how much i spent in the arcade ytd. but i cant quite rmb how much $ i brought. probably, $55 or $45. why do i want to count? because i have left about slightly more than $10 excluding zacs share of money. wtf.

okay. so lets say $45. expenditure :

icecream- $1
LJS- $4.60
neoprints- $15

-.-
is that really all....... because if it is, it means i spent $20 at the arcade.
somehow i feel it should be more.
i played the spider game twice, i paid maybe, $6 there. reviving. -.-
total played the lame drum game thrice payed $6 ( for aud)
i played the sweet like say, 4 times - $4
basketball game twice also - $2
and the stupid shooting game once $1
well ho. around $20 bucks also. i just cant rmb anything.
but the truth is, aud changed my $10note into coins, and i have some 5 $1 coins in my wallet.
somehow im having this nightmare that i actually brought $55.
DAMN.
im going to go on a diet. i spent more than $60 in one week. damn me. no more eating out for me. __!

and guess what, im most probably going again to J8 today. meanwhile checking the CD, and also exchanging the snowglobe. then i dont know if audrey is going. seriously, i cant spend anymore money. stop me.

dont wanna think about it
dont wanna talk about it
im just so sick about it
cant believe its ending this way
just so confused about it
feeling the blues about it
i just cant do without ya ($)
can you tell me is this fair?

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

i wish that my money will come aroud ): regret la regret. but it was fun.. whats more, didnt get to see heather. ):

haha i remember when me and audrey inside the spider car thing. we were like screaming and screaming, and outside can hear us. actually i screamed, so she screamed allong. i screamed like siao when i saw the worm omg, WORM LAH EEW. i hate the stupid flies, how am i supposed to kill flies? wtf haha but it was fun (:

audrey revived once, and i revived twice wtf. wasted my money, we havent almost completed 1/2 of the journey. just sightly more than 1/3 nia. haiz.

i wonder how audrey is doing in school (:

im so tired. tempted to sleep some more.

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8:03 AM;
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im so happy
delighted in fact.
today i saw my bestie AUDREY. it may be a long post but i dont know whether i can type finish, nor remember everything but here goes. audrey bugged me then i bugged my mother, and then i left home at 12.45. i actually went to J8 at 1, to pei audrey darling. then we met and she was trying to top up her ex-link. she pasted neoprint on her face, and then cannot go inside the machine. then when she tearing out the scotch-tape, then i think my face got ripped off : but anyway..
then we kaikai-ed went into shops look at clothes etc.etc. then i went into the CD shop to see if jenwei's CD was there. the Linkin Park one. there were about 5 cds, so i decided to come back when zac arrived. then later we wanted to eat icecream from macs. but our luck damn good, see retarded people there. then we saw him and ran out ran upstairs. later then we go down again, and saw him again, but we still ate (:

and then we walked around the whole J8 a few times, and my leg was in great pain. but we didnt go and sit. instead we walked somemore, then i saw a few anderson people. they keep staring, like they know me. so irritating, want to go and box them.

then audrey met a lot of her frens and senoirs from her school, and i saw daryn at GV. that short guy. then later we... walked around sommore, and attempted to follow a guy who audrey recognised from her school. but he kept going in the opposite direction.
and then audrey met her friend belle and her friends.

audrey is so not shu nu. she is violent. we ate push up pop or sth, and it was like... haha nvm so sick. -.-

anyway right, then we went into the lift. and rode it up and down. up and down and up and down. i wonder, those people outside look inside the clear glass lift, see why these two girls never go out the lift one. (:
haha. then siying came, and we went to the arcade and threw basketball. it was so pathetic man too pathetic. then later we went into this car like thing it was daaark. and it was FUN. first siying play then audrey. died so fast coz only one-player. haha the stupid game where we shoot spiders. and we were so agitated. then peiyan came, and we tried the beatmania there, i actually chose beginner and it like. suck lah.

and then, we played some more then py and sy went to find a pressie for me, then me and audrey played some more! and then we wanted to take neoprints. we took, like once, at some cursed machine, it turned out okkay one, but then the timejust DOESNT FREEZE, and also, i put a background for one, and it cannot be erased. like WTH. so pissed off at that machine lor. then we were attracted to taking another one. so we invited siying and peiyan to take with us (:
it was quite good lah, but the time was too short le, and some never realy deco. so sad. then at first i think.. SNG (sry jx) stole our booth, and we were so pissed me and audrey guarded each side of the booth.

then we took nice ones, and loitered there a bit. then sy and py went to purchase my gift, and give me my nice snowglobe. now im waiting for jiaxians one. i wonder if sammy is getting me one too, then i will have THREE :D cheers, you people, dont buy from precious memory, i have it alreadies. PLS IF U BUY FROM THERE MAKE SURE THE STUPID PERSON DONT FALL OUT FROM THE BENCH ( in the globe) because this one did. and it rattles when i shake the stupid thing. ):

anyway. thankew peiyan for offering to ask for a refund. but, no receipt for the cashier, no reciept for korkor. anyway back to today

then i went to the CD shop again. and called zacteo a large number of times. until he turned up and said that he left his phone in the car or sth
then the stupid cd was sold out. i feel like the fool zac called me for not buying it at first. and then zac was exclaiming how stupid his frens ( us) were, and pointed to this little kid. zacteo, the kid is so innocent? leave her out of this!
an i took zacs money. sniggers. cant you see my forehead the " theif " written on it. just kidding (:
OH AND PEIYAN FOUND THE RECIEPT IN HER WALLET. NOW I WANT A NEW ONE!
haha, you wont deny me that, if only tmr can go J8 again to exchange. (: i wish (: then i can yue audrey darling out again.

then later we were quarreling with zac, and then he left and sy&py left also.
then audrey complain hungry, and we ate at longjohnsilvers. and we laughed a LOTT
recollecting the past times (: and she laughed each time she tried to steal my drink. and so she couldnt steal it. she laughed TOO much. (: i love her
then her friend called crying. such a nice dear to comfort her lah. and what was i doing ? i was eating my horrible skin-on potatochips. serious, its ugh.
then we went up to the arcade again, played a shooting game then the lamest drum game. cuz she wanted to vent her anger.

im so sad when i see my bestie so sad & angry
those people are not true frens so dun b sad le (: so i announce.:
IM ALWAYS THERE FOR MY DARLING AUDREY CHEONGY!
I LOVE HER. FOREVER.

MUACKS (:
oh and we were so lucky again at LJS, saw a retaaaaart. eewwws.
couldnt eat in peace (: hahahahhahahaa

out of ching chings. i spent a BOOMB today, on arcade. serious, im so guilty, i have to scrimp and save. no more bubble tea.

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6:47 PM;
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where is the love
where is the love, the love, the love..

audrey quit blogging. sad. im still on my feet though. thank you all for encouragements and i decided i will not bother about anonymous taggers. the guy might not even know me lah. so haiz. todays lit was okay. my charcoal fren arvin kept complaining he couldnt finish. wtf i finish in 35 min. and that anju, was sleeping again. short and simple, the motto, haha. i think i didnt fail science, there was only one failure anyway, couldnt have been me lah right?

i've become so numb..

eee. peiyan so bu gou peng you. let people photocopy her thing also cannot ):
oh yay later going out haha (: see my darling audrey and heatheeeer. oh yeah, i hate poh seng la. damn extra lorh he. people want to take picture so that no need copy is your business issit. grow taller than talk lah.
okay that was so bad since im not so tall after all. im not that short right. but he is, he is that short. im so sorry you are that way, pohseng. like audrey calls somebody she knows, small body big mouth. so irritating.

xiaxue posts are dropping in consistency. im not accusing that its fake or what lah, but probably, her readership remains becuz everyday, the same (25000+) people go to her blog, in hope that she posted, yeah so the counter is still counting right. maybe.

I JOINED YOUTH RETREAT. come come fellow yfers ! join too join too! omg lah, i saw aaron signing up for it. bahs. i rmb last time the boys call him carrot. aaron and carrot sound the same meh. hm. MY BUDS MUZ JOIN K (:

todae tianning booked a badminton court at chengsan(sp?) CC, but im not going cuz im going out rmb. but alot in the class are going, to play badminton. thhen this morning they were playing in class. then i borrowed kors racket and played with beiying, then i got a leeeetle irritated when lekha barged in and wanted to play. for one, i dont like 1 vs 2. actually i can understand, that like i do, you dont want to be in the 2 group team. but she decided. she decided that beiying join me, and she play alone. i mean, i can understand wanting that, but now is she join the game not we join her. playing along side beiying is not a bad thing. but lekha is like.. she think she play very good. when the shuttlecock drop on the floor, she like refuse to pick, must use the racket to scoop, and a lot of time it fails. i mean, don need to act lah, just pick can. then she keep smacking . im really irritated. hypocrites. so many. of them

im starting to like justin timberlake's ' what goes around comes back around' sounds so whispery like ghosts :O justins voice sounds like a girl lah. not audreys bro, justin timberlake, not cheong

HAHA !
me and siying were so pervert today, giving our food names. the cheese hotdog and my pearl milk tea. we called them sick names, so you dont want to know. today was a nice day cos i made siying walk with me again. she's going to die. but heck, the weather was good alright. we had to walk because i forgot to bring my wallet. (:
hahha so jian

tooooodlez

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10:25 AM;
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now, why dont you just tell me to get a life then?
i hate anonymous taggers that defame me.
is it so discriminating to put your own name, since you claim to be one of my msn contacts.
or maybe you are just faking. because if you are my contact, i would obviously know you.
but, i sort of already guessed who you are.
your language.
maybe i overreacted today in msn. but i cant help being pissed at msn for turning against me. even if you didnt know me well, can tell i have a bad temper. but anyway, explaining this, i still dont know if the one im referring to is.. well say the correct person.

but since you dont want to reveal who you are, lets leave it at that, shall we. unless you are some hardass attention seeker who is luring me to investigate your identity, which i figure you are not. but really if you are, you can so inform me .

thank you all for your kindness in wishing that i will act my age. i'm doing my best, if you can tell. if you cant, well, im so sorry you feel that way, then. whoever you are, i appreciate it, whether you are trying to send across a helpful message, or whether you are mocking me or whatsoever.

thank you for your kind efforts. i promise i will work on whatever behaviour you seem fits below the age of 13. practise what you preach isnt it? i tell people to check on themselves, probably, its time to check on myself too, dont you think?

by the way your anonymous nick .g really leads me away from who you really are. cuz theres only one person starting with G in my contacts, and i havent talked to him in.... months.?
maybe. but i wont waste my time and keep guessing.

thousand thanks

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9:17 PM;
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222th post.
damned if im not so pissed.
SOO PISSED, im desperate.
msn has something against me today. why cant anyone talk to me.
meaning there is some bullshitting problem. we can talk things over nicely now cant we msn dear? u dont have to turn your back on me all of a sudden. and im so bored. i doubt im going to study .. and. so pissed off with msn. why, why, why. why all these things happen to me. im tired of it, all. this has to stop, and it will stop. fast. right.?
NOT SO EASY, says you. right, so its not easy, now WHY WONT THE BITCHING MSN LET ME TALK TO PEOPLE ALREADY. good timing asshole. just when im bored to crap and about to defecate on my maroon fabric roller chair. whats the point, whats the point of it all.
im not making sense.GAH.

im about to eat up the raccoons and susu.i cant even consume my pringles properly i almost died choking. im so pissed off at the world all of a sudden. i need a walk, i need to take a good walk. serious, im about to wet my pants stoning. and who's fault is it. its that persons fault. some unknown crap chanting unknown curses, and poking voodoo dolls with my name behind it. its poking my heart, im gonna get a heart attack. see, i cant even control the passing out of waste material from the body. what a useless slog, im getting old, i am. better dig my grave, fast. someone massacre me.

TO HELL WITH MSN AND ITS BUGS.
i need to talk to someone so bad, so bad. i need to talk to erm... siying. yeah siying. i didnt say audrey cuz it will make me feel like a hopeless scum that i cant talk to her on msn since she's actually already online. hurhur.. im getting agitated.
I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE.
SCUMBAGS.

i want to go out. go to school, go to tuition go to church anything ANYTHING. and turn the ****ing msn off forever. screw that!
im feeling so damned frustrated. shove it, im already in such plight. CANT ANYTHING TAKE PITY AND SCREW THE DAMN MSN ALREADY. it sounds like a blow doesnt it. its weird. its sucky. its nuts.

did something just happen, you ask. thanks for your concern, FYI, something did happen, and as you can tell, im pissed off at the world. pissed of at msn, pissed of at cruelty and harsh unfairness. Damn hell, i tell you, im pissed alright.

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5:39 PM;
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imgoing to put up a playlist on the blog. haha, there are a couple of oldies, but they're nice lah. hope u all dun mind. if you dont want to listen to those, just press the circles beside them so they wont play lah. i suppose you know right, especially hose suzanne vega ones, but they're nice hahaa. (:

toodles.
i really duno what to wear tmr -.-
haha i think im mad, while others are advancing and listening to new songs,
im listening to oldies.
but thats okay.
appreciate okay.

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1:34 PM;
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OH and i almost forgot. see im so nice.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JENWEI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

because the stupid blogger has a problem, cant change font size, and cant change colour. so make do alright.
well nina doesnt seem to be callling me. come lets talk. today i had to pass lit notes to lekha, whos at home cuz she's not feeling well. and thus, i bugged siying to go with me. we were walking and talking then we reached near a busstop, then there was this psycho on a bike, he was cycling pass and said hi to siying. siying looked back and the psycho was smiling and waving, he had disgusting crooked teeth ( seen by ying)

and then we were disgusted and ignored. as smart girls, we look back to see if he following us, but everytime we looked back, he would be there smiling and waving. even far away. insane. then i threw away my food things, except the satay stick, cuz if he come attack i'll kill him with it. but we didnt see him anymore. so girls, watch out if you're around opposite YCK MRT, for a middle-aged psycho, wearing yellow and with a bike. he's maaad.

and im so excited about tmr.
oh yes
THANKS SERI FOR GIVING ANJUU TO ME!

BYE PEEPS.
and happy birthday jenwei.

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12:23 PM;
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i'm truly touched people. even a card, or a greeting is highly appreciated. don't ever feel that your present is a crappy one, because I LOVE THEM ALL!.
more thanks to those 2 nice frens who either woke up, or stayed up till midnight to wish me.
THANK YOU SERI & CALEB
and then thank you all who wished me verbally in church
THANK YOU MY BUDS , JENWEI ( who claim to be my bud ), ABRAHAM, RACHEL, SHARON, CRYS ETC.ETC!
and then thank those who gave me presents on sunday!
THANKS CAROL, ABRAHAM
and then thanks for cards!
YD, CRYS!

im so touched! every single person, it makes me feel that i've got a lot of good good gooooood friends (:
THANKS AUDREY FOR EVERYTHING (:
( i forget her, and she will scream )
and then it was such a rare sight, a lot of guys wearing their formal attire ( shirt & pants) being gentlemanly for a day.

and then
THANKS MY DEAREST CLASSMATES (: FOR PRESENTS AND FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONGS IN ENGLISH AND CHINESE. THANKS LOOADS :D:D
thanks vania for SUSU the dog
thanks daiqian for the hp pouch
thanks sweehwa for the photo frame
thanks huixiang for the craft & shoelaces
thanks boonhow for the CUTE racoon thingies.
thanks beiying for the keychain

THANK YOU PEOPLE. :D
ILUALL.

im' honoured lah. the best day this year. not really lah, but a great great birthday, probably this year, the best!
:D
tmr im going out! im going to raid my ridiculously limited wardrobe later. siying is bugging me to wear a skirt, and play the dancing thing with her in the arcade, but im going to wear pants and NO DANCING THING.im gonna see my baobei audrey and heather! bcuz my nina cant go ): SOBS. SOBS. SOBS.
korkor handed over the money liao. ahha money gone.. forever. LOLS! today stayed back after HE exam, to listen to that fat woman ms yeoh preach about literature.. bla bla blahh. while me and siying were in our own worlds,. laughing and going red. cant believe she didnt scold us lorh.

omg lah, i just adore boonhows gift.
those two raccoon thing. ITS DAMN CUTE LAH. they loook like they're praying lorh! i adore raccoons. i love them. the gift, not the person, in case of misunderstanding. anyway if its a girl give me one, you will say i lesbo issit -.-

soo..i cant wait for yammy and sammy's gifts.
AUDREYs gift too. and siying+peiyan+kors gift too. and then, jenwei's gift, and zacteo's gift. and stupid caleb havent send me the birthday song :
and nina wants to chat now, so i'll neglect my blog for my darlinq.
BYES. later i post again about today!

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11:58 AM;
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im pissed. thouroughly pissed
my mom is such an ass.
she's falling out with me because i spilt my soup on the tablecloth
not to mention the 2nd time this month.
grr

7:28 PM;
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it was good. the steak, everything. but so far, the most low class and cheap birthday dinner. not that it matters actually, but im just trying to make a point. besides that, i took a picture of the digital clock in the 'restaurant' when it was coincidentaly showing 8.35
May12 8:35 p.m 1994
exactly 12 hours before i was born.
anyway, it's a nice thing to commemorate.
yf was good, watched a movie on esther, and made a lot of comments. was quite funny. then later went to 7-11. laughed a lot.. later went to the carpark cuz they were not playing captain ball. then we were camwhoring.. then something happenned.
not only in church or wad lah, but why people like to talk about who like who, and say u like who.
if just joke joke, can lah. but huh, this kind of talk very interesting meh. want to say nvm, but dun overdo, and no nid like one gang gang up to keep saying right. very pissed off de.
nvm, i'll just forget this.

had a greeat bathe, gonna blow dry hair and slp!
REMEMBER BIRTH TIME : 8.35 a.m.
HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO MEEE!!

BYE~

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9:43 PM;
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oh yes!
and im going out for my birthday dinner tonight!
well, in case you forget liaos,

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY

haha.where are my presents now. im getting my pressie from audrey TMR! :D
LOVES!

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3:11 PM;
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i am oh so bored today. there's no piano class, but revision revision revision. do i sound like a geek? no, i dont. unless you really believe i'm going to revise. maybe a little? i dont know. i have to eat 4 slices of novicely burnt pizza. damn if i dont die of cancer from all this carbon.

ah, im starting to remenisce about YF camp`06. (:
it was a load of fun, but sadly it was only for a week. i wish it could be months or years (compared with months and years spent in school and at home)
and then i remember how i (tried to) wake audrey up. how we changed our pants in the dorm by wrapping mattresses around ourselves, how we disturbed samkwan during breakfast,
how audrey and i fought to give our hot dogs and fishes to the campers and how she said
" fish is good"
and piled up a lot on their plates.
AND MY GROUP. ( i wont mention one person, it was just my luck. bad luck, i mean )

APRIL!
JOEL!
SAMMIE CHAN!
SAM KWAN!
MAYBOO!
ALICIA!
MEGAN!
LINPING!
IBOB!
WENHAO (left after..1 day?)!
ELSIE!
DAVID!
CAROLYN!
and i think i forgot the rest, if there were ahaa! SORRY!
but yeah i miss them! because almost all of them are from YF gardens while im at YF bishan
OOMG! i forgot to put audrey's name! because she's always with me de :/
haha sorry.
audrey's first place okay.

awww. debbo's not coming for YF todae.
oh my. someone tried to kiss jockhead in a lift ytd. that, is freaky lah. by a deyi uniform boi. like wtc, some students ah...
oh my, i wish one of my ex-mcs buds and frenss will just transfer over to anderson! i want to see them all so bad! MCS 50th anniv, only saw esther and the gang cuz they all in IJ. then what about the rest?! all never see them le ): except for the anderson ones, but not my class de.

wahaaa. i cant wait for tuesday lerh. i miss heather and ninas, dun even kno if nina going de. ): sobs. and jockhead has big O_O s. but i still think that guy's despo. too much so.!

ahha bye!



- and then two becomes three when we were avoiding it.

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8:35 AM;
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i am oh so bored today. there's no piano class, but revision revision revision. do i sound like a geek? no, i dont. unless you really believe i'm going to revise. maybe a little? i dont know. i have to eat 4 slices of novicely burnt pizza. damn if i dont die of cancer from all this carbon.

ah, im starting to remenisce about YF camp`06. (:
it was a load of fun, but sadly it was only for a week. i wish it could be months or years (compared with months and years spent in school and at home)
and then i remember how i (tried to) wake audrey up. how we changed our pants in the dorm by wrapping mattresses around ourselves, how we disturbed samkwan during breakfast,
how audrey and i fought to give our hot dogs and fishes to the campers and how she said
" fish is good"
and piled up a lot on their plates.
AND MY GROUP. ( i wont mention one person, it was just my luck. bad luck, i mean )

APRIL!
JOEL!
SAMMIE CHAN!
SAM KWAN!
MAYBOO!
ALICIA!
MEGAN!
LINPING!
IBOB!
WENHAO (left after..1 day?)!
ELSIE!
DAVID!
CAROLYN!
and i think i forgot the rest, if there were ahaa! SORRY!
but yeah i miss them! because almost all of them are from YF gardens while im at YF bishan
OOMG! i forgot to put audrey's name! because she's always with me de :/
haha sorry.
audrey's first place okay.

awww. debbo's not coming for YF todae.
oh my. someone tried to kiss jockhead in a lift ytd. that, is freaky lah. by a deyi uniform boi. like wtc, some students ah...
oh my, i wish one of my ex-mcs buds and frenss will just transfer over to anderson! i want to see them all so bad! MCS 50th anniv, only saw esther and the gang cuz they all in IJ. then what about the rest?! all never see them le ): except for the anderson ones, but not my class de.

wahaaa. i cant wait for tuesday lerh. i miss heather and ninas, dun even kno if nina going de. ): sobs. and jockhead has big O_O s. but i still think that guy's despo. too much so.!

ahha bye!



- and then two becomes three when we were avoiding it.

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8:35 AM;
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aren't you like touched at all by my blogsong, you heart-less creature?
its soo touching lah. i remember being obsessed with it in P3. shows how long Westlife lasted right. (: its nice okay .

just now, went over to outside anderson pri. the busstop to meet lekha. borrowed home econ textbook from her (: haha. i asked her whether it was at the andps front gate. then she was going to the gate to find me while i was at the busstop. :/
then i peeked up and saw someone in jersey with curly hair. - lekha
haha.!
then i was running up to her ( she nvr see me) then she was calling me. -.-
" hello, lekha i behind u eh"
haha. blurr. then passed the book and went home

those who know me well (audrey) will know that the book is a prop laah (:

P/s. some really cheem talk coming up. if you dont like cheem talk by me, dont read!

i decided to be happy . i decided to be veery veery happy (:
not to think about unhappy, distant things anymore !
people i like, people i dont. live, and let live!
from now on, just to stay happy and enjoy when i should!
(: its a big dedication. i hope it lasts lah.

im just thinking. about how not to think about some stuff when all's quiet and im alone. im sure there are lots more things to think about right? stop thinking about this, stop trying to decide and compare! :D
then i'll be happy. but lah, it really is easier said then done. you know what i think? i think walking made me have this kind of dedication. see, i just walked. and im feeling so happy (: well, no more putting up an act-cute face for me! time to show the real smile ( even if it means showing my pokey teeth when i feel like it ) ! after all, we all look prettier like this.

its like, only in the solitude of my room, i think like this. I'm gonna need help to remember in school and outside : live & let live.
to forgive and forget trival issues, to love being around my friends and to smile (:
now you see the effects of walking.

so this, my advice to my most stubborn self (and others who find it useful :D )

i t s t i m e t o s t o p g u e s s i n g
l o o k a h e a d
w i t h a r e a l s m i l e


( and rmb to take walks ) !

im sure, people can tell if you're happy right? so why let people know you're sad? ( unless you hypo wan their concern haha)
-no offence to anyone who thinks they're like that cuz im not pin-pointing

HERE'S WISHING ALL HAPPINESS!

-happiness as i know it

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4:10 PM;
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damn!! oh shit!
i didnt bring back my home econ txbook and the stupid exam is on Monday can. ): then... siala, my mom going to kill me.

walking is a happy thing (: except for when the sun is out like crazy or when its raining like it had never come down. but today was a perfect day for walking, and i did! I actually was singing when i walked. ' a broken spirit' and ' i got the joy'
haha. can you believe it?
anyway i walked home from amk library, where i had an idiotic incident. went there with sy and py, then i order brownie and drink. then py and sy's food took like eons to arrive, and i just hate it when adults serve kids like snails serving ants. they dont give a damn about kids. then anyway, they're working like sooo slow. then later there was this insane old man. he went to the side counter and asked the worker " where's your boss?"
then we thought well, maybe he buay song they take so long, then the next moment he was cracking lame, cold jokes with the worker. then wdv lah.
then later i wanted to wash my hand. cuz the toilet entrance is near the side counter ( God knows what he's still doing there) then i walk there. and look back to see whether siying got steal my drink anot. then that keesiao uncle. he like gesture me, then like push me like that, ask me go back and sit ( he didnt speak but can tell riight ). wtf? then i didnt go toilet in case he follow inside :x

then i went to another toilet. omg lah, the world is increasing in population of crazy people that are not supportive of kids going to public toilets :/
anyway thn i enjoyed my long long walk home (:
actually i can rmb everything for home econ, but my mom isnt going to just let for that. now what i supposed to do ): actually what i should do, is borrow from one of my design and tech frens who live nearby. eg, lekha. but am i really gonna ask her?

haiz. actually i know nina very well. that i know that actually when she wants to go out with us, she wants just the three of us (herself, me and hat) to be around. but this time, there are a lot of people going. still, i hope she goes, and we'll take a 3 ppl neoprint, go arcade, eat. blah blah. this time around, the people i'll probably be seeing are nina, hat, audee, siying, peiyan, issac, zacteo. zacteo for a few ten minutes only of course.

haha, today peiyan aand siying were qiaozha-ing korkor again. ask him to give $15.. then $20. but korkor dun trust siying de. if my gift not so ex, she will take the rest of the money go shopping. haha. actually i think i should also buy a gift for issac. but i cant meet up again. this time is shun bian, next time ne?

well, whatever it is, SUNDAY IS MY BDAE!! :D
im going on 13 i cant believe it hahahh (:
but im still so short. and bragging that im tall isnt helping somehow.. :/

well, i cant help it. i have short parents.
short paternal grandfather
short maternal grandmother.
well, i dunno about the great-grands.

oh yes :D there's tuition today and thats like so HAPPY!
because the tuition test is over and HULAOSHI says this week do sth relaxing. (:
anything is better than tests and compre and compos (:

ms yeoh is ridiculous. she calls our long nails horrible. then i suppose her nails are as mutated drumsticks? its so , its just like, wrong lah. her nails are sooo longer she can afford to blindly snip of a few inches and have nails thrice as long as ours. want to ban us from exam somemore. why dont we see her banning herself from dieting schemes?
hopeless! like i always say, "look at yourself before you talk can"

and just because she has the 'authority' . haiz. she might as well ask us to cut our hair bob-style.
and thanks korkor for actually going to buy 2 separate gifts for me.

and i dont like korkor. korkor is my korkor can. shut up lah : py, sy and fadz -.-
- no offence-

BYES (:

walking down the road of life, smiling

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11:20 AM;
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