damnit? i got criticized for my hair. and there was absolutely no reason that i should have put myself in that position. Can somebody explain to me why, Anderson Student Councellors(sp?) dont have a right to look good. right. so i paid money, and time, to make myself look an ounce better than those who think they look ten ounces better than me! And i dont think i'll give that all up to pinning up my fringe just because of the stupid council's criteria! So what if i dont get selected! It doesn't hold as a higher ranking position than other students right? So i actually have nothing to lose out on, right? Since i can also spend ASC meeting time to study or do some not so constructive stuff correct? haha, i should have known i didnt stand a chance since the first day. you see: falling fringe + non-prefect = sorry, you don't pass.
also in other words, it kind of means i put myself into that position to be insulted like an ignorant asshole when i knew i would never pass. Why did i try?! Truth, i made myself look bad in front of a teacher when there was no reason to.
O_O im amazed at my idiocity. and please danielle, you dont look half an ounce nicer than me, and hell, you know it! haha. (: what a joker.
haha today was so psychotic. i went up the 45 and realised i didnt hand up my oracy + science longman! teehee. haha, i must be in deep shit.' i feel quite smiley today :D you know because of the disappointment lately, im supposed to be gloomy, really. But i can't help smiling so widely and God knows why! Praise God! the weather is so good today! (: hallelujah! :) the sunlight shining on my table. it made me smile didnt it? (: it didnt? what did then? (: it was something on the table, stupid. is that something supposed to give me hope? :D haha, im one hopeful lass now (: sorry, siying i m going to have to disappoint you! because i choose to wait (: and its going to take a few weeks my dear! :D
WOO! GOSH i feel like im radiating! is that even possible? :O im listening to my blogsong. motivation comes man! meditate on the lyrics man! :D there in the ground his body lay light of the world in darkness slain. ! :D so high .ahaha. (: todays letter writing was okay. (: i wrote 86 extra words from the advised range! :O haha (:
oh yes lets be more serious now. my dad, what an ass. guess what? he called my mom knncb today. i could have kicked him out of the car and run him over with it. how dare he. just because he's that fierce arrogant old snip, doesnt mean he can call anyone wdv he likes. if, he can call my mom knncb, he can call me retard, stupid...etc. then we have all the right to call him a fcuking bastard, no? i'd never think i hear the day whr my dad would call a family member a vulgar name. my mommie is being called the same as what he would call those reckless nehneh uncles on the road. my mom is not like that. my dad is a billion times more of a knncb. if we asked, all his employees would scream the same thing into the mike during the DSO Dinner&Dance.(his grand old company function). But sometimes im unsure of that. Why? because after giving us that cocky black face of his for a day (God, he's a pro at that) and eg, he recieves a call from his friend. i tell you , immediately his mood changes and he's all smiles and laughter. Boy, i can whack him. Surely his family means more to him than his friends? Yeah, i wish something can explain my fathers snippy behavior.
haha, i threw a small temper ytd. my mom called me stupid. i threw a temper, like you know slamming stuff, and all that, yeah haha, i know my mom's a darn soft-hearted ass. she gave in to me duh. (: but if i (actually try to) throw a temper at my dad, my days are numbered. so something to note? dont piss my dad off.
although im sure if someone asked him to grab a knife and kill me he wouldnt. unless of course he isnt my biological father, which i hardly believe is true since i admit i have inherited some of his characteristics :x not something to be very proud of... well. im going to check out other stuff. (: TAHZ!
damnit? i got criticized for my hair. and there was absolutely no reason that i should have put myself in that position. Can somebody explain to me why, Anderson Student Councellors(sp?) dont have a right to look good. right. so i paid money, and time, to make myself look an ounce better than those who think they look ten ounces better than me! And i dont think i'll give that all up to pinning up my fringe just because of the stupid council's criteria! So what if i dont get selected! It doesn't hold as a higher ranking position than other students right? So i actually have nothing to lose out on, right? Since i can also spend ASC meeting time to study or do some not so constructive stuff correct? haha, i should have known i didnt stand a chance since the first day. you see: falling fringe + non-prefect = sorry, you don't pass.
also in other words, it kind of means i put myself into that position to be insulted like an ignorant asshole when i knew i would never pass. Why did i try?! Truth, i made myself look bad in front of a teacher when there was no reason to.
O_O im amazed at my idiocity. and please danielle, you dont look half an ounce nicer than me, and hell, you know it! haha. (: what a joker.
haha today was so psychotic. i went up the 45 and realised i didnt hand up my oracy + science longman! teehee. haha, i must be in deep shit.' i feel quite smiley today :D you know because of the disappointment lately, im supposed to be gloomy, really. But i can't help smiling so widely and God knows why! Praise God! the weather is so good today! (: hallelujah! :) the sunlight shining on my table. it made me smile didnt it? (: it didnt? what did then? (: it was something on the table, stupid. is that something supposed to give me hope? :D haha, im one hopeful lass now (: sorry, siying i m going to have to disappoint you! because i choose to wait (: and its going to take a few weeks my dear! :D
WOO! GOSH i feel like im radiating! is that even possible? :O im listening to my blogsong. motivation comes man! meditate on the lyrics man! :D there in the ground his body lay light of the world in darkness slain. ! :D so high .ahaha. (: todays letter writing was okay. (: i wrote 86 extra words from the advised range! :O haha (:
oh yes lets be more serious now. my dad, what an ass. guess what? he called my mom knncb today. i could have kicked him out of the car and run him over with it. how dare he. just because he's that fierce arrogant old snip, doesnt mean he can call anyone wdv he likes. if, he can call my mom knncb, he can call me retard, stupid...etc. then we have all the right to call him a fcuking bastard, no? i'd never think i hear the day whr my dad would call a family member a vulgar name. my mommie is being called the same as what he would call those reckless nehneh uncles on the road. my mom is not like that. my dad is a billion times more of a knncb. if we asked, all his employees would scream the same thing into the mike during the DSO Dinner&Dance.(his grand old company function). But sometimes im unsure of that. Why? because after giving us that cocky black face of his for a day (God, he's a pro at that) and eg, he recieves a call from his friend. i tell you , immediately his mood changes and he's all smiles and laughter. Boy, i can whack him. Surely his family means more to him than his friends? Yeah, i wish something can explain my fathers snippy behavior.
haha, i threw a small temper ytd. my mom called me stupid. i threw a temper, like you know slamming stuff, and all that, yeah haha, i know my mom's a darn soft-hearted ass. she gave in to me duh. (: but if i (actually try to) throw a temper at my dad, my days are numbered. so something to note? dont piss my dad off.
although im sure if someone asked him to grab a knife and kill me he wouldnt. unless of course he isnt my biological father, which i hardly believe is true since i admit i have inherited some of his characteristics :x not something to be very proud of... well. im going to check out other stuff. (: TAHZ!
i may be known as curry, fangy , limmy , cap , bananawoman , limfanghui but otherwise just carey, and i im 13 . studying in anderson sec and a proud index number 4 . part of class 1/1 and anderson choir . i have over-confident tendencies but i hate people to have high expectations of me . it may sound complicated but im just a simple girl with a simple brain and a simple life . far cry from a prodigy, but i can get by passing .
i prefer big animals over small ones . hating sharp things like needles , razors and grasscutters . christian , singaporean , female , straight , chinese and i like small children . i dislike people without commitment and people who backstab others . people might say im rude , uncouth , inconsiderate, lian (!?) , sensitive and proud . & if you think so , you jolly well look in the mirror , get off your high horse and stop judging me because i like it that way .
you cant ever miss your childhood hanging around with me .
