damnit?
i got criticized for my hair. and there was absolutely no reason that i should have put myself in that position. Can somebody explain to me why, Anderson Student Councellors(sp?) dont have a right to look good.
right.
so i paid money, and time, to make myself look an ounce better than those who think they look ten ounces better than me! And i dont think i'll give that all up to pinning up my fringe just because of the stupid council's criteria!
So what if i dont get selected! It doesn't hold as a higher ranking position than other students right? So i actually have nothing to lose out on, right? Since i can also spend ASC meeting time to study or do some not so constructive stuff correct?
haha, i should have known i didnt stand a chance since the first day.
you see:
falling fringe + non-prefect = sorry, you don't pass.
also in other words, it kind of means i put myself into that position to be insulted like an ignorant asshole when i knew i would never pass. Why did i try?! Truth, i made myself look bad in front of a teacher when there was no reason to.
O_O
im amazed at my idiocity.
and please danielle, you dont look half an ounce nicer than me, and hell, you know it! haha. (:
what a joker.
haha today was so psychotic. i went up the 45 and realised i didnt hand up my oracy + science longman! teehee. haha, i must be in deep shit.'
i feel quite smiley today :D
you know because of the disappointment lately, im supposed to be gloomy, really. But i can't help smiling so widely and God knows why! Praise God!
the weather is so good today! (:
hallelujah! :)
the sunlight shining on my table. it made me smile didnt it? (:
it didnt?
what did then? (:
it was something on the table, stupid.
is that something supposed to give me hope? :D
haha, im one hopeful lass now (:
sorry, siying i m going to have to disappoint you!
because i choose to wait (:
and its going to take a few weeks my dear! :D
WOO!
GOSH i feel like im radiating! is that even possible? :O
im listening to my blogsong. motivation comes man!
meditate on the lyrics man!
:D
there in the ground his body lay
light of the world in darkness slain.
!
:D
so high .ahaha. (:
todays letter writing was okay. (: i wrote 86 extra words from the advised range! :O
haha (:
oh yes lets be more serious now.
my dad, what an ass.
guess what? he called my mom knncb today.
i could have kicked him out of the car and run him over with it. how dare he.
just because he's that fierce arrogant old snip, doesnt mean he can call anyone wdv he likes.
if, he can call my mom knncb, he can call me retard, stupid...etc.
then we have all the right to call him a fcuking bastard, no?
i'd never think i hear the day whr my dad would call a family member a vulgar name.
my mommie is being called the same as what he would call those reckless nehneh uncles on the road. my mom is not like that. my dad is a billion times more of a knncb. if we asked, all his employees would scream the same thing into the mike during the DSO Dinner&Dance.(his grand old company function).
But sometimes im unsure of that. Why? because after giving us that cocky black face of his for a day (God, he's a pro at that) and eg, he recieves a call from his friend. i tell you , immediately his mood changes and he's all smiles and laughter. Boy, i can whack him. Surely his family means more to him than his friends? Yeah, i wish something can explain my fathers snippy behavior.
haha, i threw a small temper ytd. my mom called me stupid. i threw a temper, like you know slamming stuff, and all that, yeah haha, i know my mom's a darn soft-hearted ass. she gave in to me duh. (: but if i (actually try to) throw a temper at my dad, my days are numbered. so something to note?
dont piss my dad off.
although im sure if someone asked him to grab a knife and kill me he wouldnt. unless of course he isnt my biological father, which i hardly believe is true since i admit i have inherited some of his characteristics :x not something to be very proud of...
well. im going to check out other stuff. (:
TAHZ!Labels: radiating in hope.
11:24 AM;
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im so tired. damn tired today sia.
i almost slept while doing maths homework.. yawn.
and im still up :x
re writing my oracy cuz i just CANT get it to 3 minutes.. 2 minutes i did it.
guess what, i rewrote it and it became 1.5 minutes :/
oops gtg bb
not again.you make me wait again.Labels: nothingness
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i gonna change my blogsong to this :Verse 1:In Christ alone my hope is foundHe is my light, my strength, my songThis cornerstone, this solid groundFirm through the fiercest drought and stormWhat heights of love, what depths of peaceWhen fears are stilled, when strivings ceaseMy comforter, my all in allHere in the love of Christ I stand.Verse 2: In Christ alone, who took on fleshFullness of God in helpless BabeThis gift of love and righteousnessScorned by the ones He came to save'Til on the cross as Jesus diedThe wrath of God was satisfiedFor ev'ry sin on Him was laidHere in the death of Christ in I liveVerse 3: There in the ground His body layLight of the world by darkness slainThen, bursting forth in glorious dayUp from the grave He rose againAnd as He stands in victorySin's curse has lost it's grip on meFor I am His and He us mineBought with the precious blood of ChristVerse 4:No guilt in life, no fear in deathThis is power of Christ in meFrom life's first cry to final breathJesus commands my destinyNo pow'r of hell, no scheme of manCan ever pluck me from His hand'Til He returns or calls me homeHere in the pow'r of Christ I'll standit simply rawks canLabels: love God my choice
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im home ):bad mood ):why? all your fault. nevermind i shall cheer up and post!anyway todays msg was very good. that speaker stayed in US for long time, then he got accent which i found very funny and interesting.. (: ahh, you know angmoh accents right,then the topic was about BGR & DATING. not that it was really relevant in my case ( besides siying forcing me to stead). you know what he said? he said the meaning of dating was exploring the possibility of marriage. and not because you just like to be liked :xand the message was really interesting. and funny cuz that guys expression was funny ( although not as funny as boonhows face). and then he talked about sex also, but not so much thank God.it was good it was.hahas (:okay i quite quite hate danielle okay.she's damn self service and harasses me. i admit im mean but i dunt like her character none.went to 7-11 to buy things then bot ice-cream and darkchocolate M&Ns.. then went back to church, and she pestered me to give her. and i rejected her.. then she gave me that face. damn, i really considered giving her at first see her so poor thing. then wapiang, give me that face sia. i shouldnt have thought twice. now i feel like an idiot.then.. lol can, i shared with my other friends because they dunt have an attitude problem, then later i was on top of the playground, and i asked debbie to put my mnms on the seesaw thingy, then we were playing grounders. then, danielle bugg me to give her again. i said no. then debbie asked me, i said yesthen!?THEN danielle asked DEBBIE. and debbie said " take lar "im not blaming debbie since she doesnt know i hate the shit out of danielle. then she REALLY GO & SELF-SERVICE TAKE. LIKE SHE DUNO THE MNM IS MY ONE LIDDAT. SIAO CAN.then she give jiamin also. wan give jiamin i dunt mind.. PIANPIAN is you take i buaysong can. ass lar. self service pig. she try to sabo me during grounders sumore . lucky i took revenge :D.anyway...bored.homeworking.. but trust me, today cannot finish de. tooooo many ):WAAAH. anyway tmr got helping at toddlers! love them sia x3cutes.i will try not to be biased and stick with meira. BUT... the rest got their parents ):siala, parents dun sit in can. sian daoo!im into christian music all of a sudden :Othats a good thing!yay!my smile wouldnt be fake.if it wasnt for you.you. its always you.i am so hating this.all your fault.):Labels: it was all my wishful thinking wasnt it, to think i believed
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i just did my best to iron my stupid yellow camp shirt.it worked kind of. but had to avoid ironing the stupid plastic design thing in case i'd melt it :xanyway i actually touched the base of the stupid burning iron onto my hand & finger, and thank God my skin didnt burn off in a crisp. in fact, it wasnt all that hot you knowBUT I STILL HAVENT DONE MY H OMEWORK. which is a LOT mind you..and so, i havent even finish 6.2 can. i decided. that i would bide my time :Dcuz hand in on wednesdayanyway. whats the point of rushing right?besides i do need to study isnt it. and i have a full day on tuesday to do my maths huh.(:haha, even so, im bringing my work to YF today. cuz my aunts gonna send my mom and my cousin to church for the AGM meeting. and i'll be there (trying to ) do my hw, until they sneak out around 8.30 or so..oh my, i may need flu medicine ):sniff.my lunch is here. lets bathe first!:DtahzLabels: pongpong
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RISE&SHINEE (:
MOM THREATENNED ME!
if i dunt do all my hw, then i cannot go yf.. sob sob. !
so i must Jiayou!!
anywayes... like wtf lor. my lower lip is busted and swollen. and the stupid fugly cut is still there. the only thing i can do for it now is drink more water. isnt it.? got other remedy pls speak up k. arhg i cant believe i woke up so late today.. haiz..kebei.
anyways i practise my piano liao worh.. but still sucks. damn. ):
you know how happy i am?! :D
today got YF plus my mom promised me tt we go buy clothes on e weekend (:
now im bugging my mom to take me to bugis junction to buy that awesome wallet seri has, and also a zinc bag yaay (: btw, wth is bugis? :o
waah siala. maths got 6.2 6.3 6.4 ): a lot can
WAH. 6.4 IS PROBLEM SUMM :X :(((
15 question sumore.
damnit. i must gotoday yf.
COMBINED :D
wakaka. samlou actually said i need listen to this weeks msg :x
rawr haha.
more like she should listen. she more chio sure got people jio wan :D
yeps.
okay so....
TUITION!
was okay. sabrina didnt come cuz she sprained.. her leg or sth.. then i was buying drinks at the vending tho i was alr late, then saw wanzhen chionging like the wind man. like bird liddat fly into the lift sia. pros pros. then i take lift with her go upstairs. woo, we were 15 min late :D
then they were reading passage.. then ans questions.. bla bla.. then. walao that zhenhui is super sick lor..! lao shi always say " lai bah! " when you supposed to read. then he will start laughing, so pervertic can. then write zuowen.. and gues abt what? about a letter you wan to give to your mom. as in.. everything. i was frank :x
all the bad points all write down sia. after laoshi mark le, must burn it up :\
then i actually finished writing! when 89% of the class write one para. (:
haha i rule x3
anewayy.. (: exams coming up! monday english compo! :D
mwahs peeps (:
tahz
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larlarhs!
heheh just came back from school (:
it was a suay and also a happy dae today. so sad ivan cannot get into student council ler )): cuz of his hair :x his horny hair.. sigh.
then that larry. keep on talking nonsense want to bash him ler. but then when after sku we go art room to do our art then he kip telling me n siying jokes. they are pervertic lah, but seriously.. only the first joke was funny. BUT.
he telling the second joke then me and siying went mad and kept laughing. cuz that larry say halfway start to laugh. then peiyan nagging, cuz not funny also laugh. haha, stomach ache sia.
wtc lor.
early in the morning was like, morning wkout.. and walao.. siala, he do the action very diao :D
ok i dun say le. niukorkor will scold..
and its not korkor that do action diao lar.
then english period mrs lawrence let us watch finish akeela and the BEEEE :D
omg man, Dylan Chiu is DAMN CUTE CAN.
LOL! the first two pics look much much younger.. who's think that he's actually 19 years old.. O_O
he looks like a sec3 at most.. from the movie ... BUT :D his last pic is so so oldd....
and hes cute can.
ANYWAY. he's like an evil person in the show.. then me siying and seri were mad. whenever he answer correct we will cheer! and scream! then the whole class will be like, " eh shut up la" cuz hes the bad guy and we shud b supporting akeelah, but i dunt giv a damn :D :D
SEAN MICHEAL AFABLE AKA DYLAN CHIU!
wkakakakaak x3
anyway then PE. walao lar, we were playing floorball and my group owned all the girl groups, but we still lost to the boys.. larrys group. but at the begining.
I KENA BY THE FLOORBALL STICK ON MY MOUTH. )):
kena whacked ): wah pain lor.
now my lip there got one orhbakak. and one scratch on my chin ): so fugly.
hao to jian ren. WAAH X(
hmpth.
anyway then the whole day was boring ... LOL
monday is my counciller interviewing.. i think i cannot make it le. cuz of my hair, which is messy.. even tho ivan said its not messy.
and also. PLEASE LARH LARRY.
i do not like ivan-kor!
humans do not commit incest.
neither do cows.
and ivan is daiqian waan lor.
OH YOU JEALOUS!
(wakaakaka)
bye (:
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4:18 PM;
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LOLS.some wierdo is singing karaoke and i can hear it from my toilet.Westlife - You raise me up.sends shivers downthe spine man. i think its one old nehneh singing..eews!hhaha (:i dunt wan to hand in the stupid oracy leh. tt time siying tell me 2 min. then i prepare 2 min. then now 3 min. i never alter sia :xheck care liaos.then art havent finish tmr last day worh :\so must stay back with yingz and niukorkor to go art room to PRINT! :Dwhopees (:hahaha. feeling so highbye.my dad has mood swings.Labels: power
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saadd. amk hub dont sell not even one decent wallet with nice stripes that is pink/black. big big mall with nice nice shops and no decent decent wallet. kewl?chionged right after geog test with siying to amk hub to shop for a wallet for me. went to food junc to eat then started the hunt. By golly, we must have walked like 3 times round all the levels.. boo! then siying had to go for her mystery date (LOL) at 3. and took an mrt to northpoint.. so i shopeed a while more and left ):so waste time, cannot find my walleet.IPW sucked. the goldfish kept picking on me and siying can just cuz we like to sit on beanbag behind the sofa. and lol, there was this stuff toy was a tiger.. and apparently someone tied a long long long red thingy in between his legs. and we were like exclaiming " the tiger got ****!" and mind you, it was super long. then we castrated the tiger, and was playing. then tt larry borrowed the **** and passed it to the rest of the boys then duwan return ):lucky niukorkor take back for us :D cheers [:okay then all the presentation so boring.. blah blah..[portion deleted by author ]
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i hate himthat fking bstrd.dad, go to hell.i hate you.you made me cry, again.fk you.im not going to cry cuz of you, no more.my very own fatherLabels: screw you.
10:25 PM;
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lololo! im HIGH and i duno why .. sho high high high!AHAHAH. WAKAKA.siying is such a poor girl with sucky parents. i also, but she's worse. actually is siying left herself open for her parents to find out de. but still, her parents suck. poor babe. haiz.parents are TOO OVERPROTECTIVE! okkay, la so i changed my blogskin. i find this nice okay. its kewl x3anyways im so sian and bored. again, havent do homework siala. :oshit. shit. and at the same time some people are asking me stupid stupid questions. how irritating..sATURDAY! is like 2-3 days away.. so stress la waiting, i lurve saturdayes i LOVE YF x3 mwahx! ehhe. i predicted that a miracle will hppen on saturday. (: then sunday loves! toddlers club again. ah, the joy the joy woote. have yet to get to know everyone of those prettay babes !hm.. the name joshua is becoming very popular isnt it.like, theres 2 joshuas in toddlers club. one same age as me (calebs twin) and one in YF.joshua power. one day, all the joshuas will turn against men together.gee, im just kidding okay.and i'd just love to go into the sanc to sing before toodling to the toddlers clubbie aww. the in-charge aunties are such nicee people too! mwahz! :DMWAHZ THE KIDDOOS.thanks NIUKORKOR for wanting to gib me a pressie. have fun picking in my wishlist :xand for all who plans to get me one! ( if there are any :\)WELL :Dhomeworkie timee [:tahz~Labels: two more daes wtc
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im officially broke can. ): sadness.*wheeze*okkay so i HVE money de. no change for my stupid $50 dollar notes.. im so lucky.ytd i was fussing and pissing my own self off with stupid factorisation sums. then my mommie saw that i was so upset. then during sch she sms me." cheer up, will get u sth u like this weekend"God, she knows how to cheer me up. i shall get myself a tank top if its the last thing i do. a non-revealing tank top. preferably, brown, pink or white :D yes i shall weet.today was a lousy day. we didnt cook for he. instead we had theory which was boring. we went back to the goood ol needlework room. and listenned. then arranged file and blablah. today was boring lahs. science was stupid we made a 3D plant cell with plasticine. then the MrsTeo was sitting in. wdv. she looks better when she's further away :\well anyway. then i spent the whole maths lesson consulting yuhao to coach me stupid factorisation sums (scums). then that idiot koh held us back even after the bell rang. but we werent late for efl :/ and i wish we were.cos siying had this brilliant plan, that if he held us back and we were late. then mr nehneh will ask us why we late, and we can blame him then no more mr koh.OK SORRY.niukorkor will scold me for saying that. ps.ANYWAY. then went to eat noodles with py and sy. and got some bstrd tailing people la. wahlao is dam extra one la them. sighs. then later walked with them to amk mrt. cos they going J8. i cant (andwont) go cuz ytd just go, and gt go home la. then i walked thru amk hub and go opp the busstop take direct bus homee :Dtadahs.ohkay. so very sian now. actually i must study. but no, i must eat and drink first.im eating M&Ms super sweet and chocolatey but i need water, fast. fast FAST!im going to make a quiz on me. my buddies, this is easy. ( at least i think so.)im gonna try to scan up my neos too :DtahsLabels: neoprint lala
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can you believe im blogging at this minute?im so damned miserable and kebei lah.how can an idiot not even understand factorisation if a slight more complex. i cant get it. i cant get anything. and to top that up, i have horrible parents and an even more horrible maths teacher.its like this, i dunt know which ws and tb excersies to do, and keep asking on msn. here comes my mom who gets angry cos im using msn not doing my work.. then we have to blame it on my stupid maths teacher who doesnt give clear instructions.and i get scolded because of that.teachers are spamming us homework and its not our fault the least bit can.and then i cant do my sums cos im stupid. and along comes my dad who wants to help and ends up scribbling his fking equations on my foolscap. i mean wtc. its so damned obvious how miserably thin my foolscap is, and i have hardly enough to complete my work with, and there out the window goes a precious foolscap. smart.im cheerin up cos i managed to solve a question woots. (:but im still so upset for being such a STUPIDPERSON. i think i'll fail all the exams. im not improving, so not improving. i gotta study peeps. study.mug. and mug. not in my nature, but mug still. mug as well. well,its either MUG or FAIL. so much for options huh.i hate my maths teacheri have sucky parentsLabels: they spam homework to us.
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omg. i just reach home and its like. 7 o clock. first time i went out till so late. :Dyes, and we'll do it again my lovelies - AUDO & JXyeah first me n jx met at yck and cabbed to mcs. then was quite boring except getting kissed by ms tay and seeing ms ang x3then walked around and went to J8 and went up to take neoprint. like took 3 times la. 2x with jx and once with me&aude aha (:then we took a long long long time.and ten went downstairs to eat. ate yakun (sp?) then ate old chang kee and then went to macs to get a drink.now, let us compile how much money i spent today. because i left home with like $30 and came home broke. and i mean completely broke. was depressing.lets see. i ate recess - $2.80Cheers - $5.40(i think)cabby- $5.00Donations - $1.20Neoprints - (abt) $14Ya kun- $3.50Old Chang kee - $2.20macs - $2now its apparent that i spent my ass off today ):im so sad. no $ le.anyway pics later, parents coming back and i havent bathed ):some people owe me money. jiaxian. - $5.audrey i dun wan count. it dates back more then 5 years. rawr.Labels: i love todaay waha
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actually this is my 3rd post today. cos i forgot to say :Dand if you havent read the previous posts i suggest you do so first before reading this. read your way up! :Dsunday:it was actually after church, and after shopping.. i went home and study for the chinese lit then i got that HUUGE. want-to-eat feeling. and i had run out of snacks ): so i was wailing to my mom cos there were no chips or anything at home to eat and that is KEBEI. surely that was miserable.then after some conflict, mom agreed to go amk hub AGAIN. cos thats whr the nearest NTUC is and its actually super far lah. then we took a bus theree. and.. went ntuc.my mom was like " whatever tidbits you want u better buy now ah"OKAY ! :Dso i helped myself to some stuff. total which includes my moms stuff wasLAYS BBQPRINGLESCHACHOSSEAWEED (x2)GRAM NUTSPRAWN CRACKERJAM BISCUITSKOKO-CRUNCHYOGHURTISOJOY (the best tofu desert)etc.etc..nice eh:Di would be kept full for a while with all these. im starting on my pringles.tahxps. to think im dieting!Labels: food hehee
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PEOPLE (:im going to talk about YF followed by everything else then today :DYF was THE BEST THING DUDE. Workshop was super uber FUNN!! we had role playing. in our small groups. my small group paired up with audrey's smallgroup so fated. anyway, then we first went to a room. ZhiWen was our relief teacher, and he was like giving us TINGXIE on 10 chengyu's. hahaha wtc. all nvr hear b4 de. then 70% of us failed. then was PE!! it was okkay cos we were playing floorball. and that Coach Ying (wilfred) was plain sadist cuz after the training round then he divided us into LOUSY group and GOOD group. dey, i was in lousy de. then wtcwtc, he look at me n say " Got potential, go to the good team" yaay. but wtc, he go switch danny out of the good team. danny is a pro btw.then GOOD TEAM wasJustine ______ Carol Nicole Gillian and me i think.then i was a goal keeper (: yaay i love tht job can.. lolsthen the stupid rules coach gave was that if good team scored, lousy team 5 pumping. if lousy team score, good team no nid do anything. he kept picking on the lousy team like." lousy team! your stick hit her leg, Good team free ball (or sth)"but its cuz tht was wad he was supposed to do lah. LOL it was fun.then later was MORE fun. cos we went into the YF room, whr Marcus and Jeanette acted as Sabby and (some name i cant rmb) whos parents were aunty nancy and another uncle. then they were role playing too. whr Jeanette N marcus were acting like most of us would at home. quarrrel with parents, dun do chores blah blah. it was FUNNEH OK. while the rest of us were eating chips and watching TV :D.then next was the shopping thing.I TELL YOU i would have temporary curled my hair if had time. if not that later was going amk hub. anywae, then i didnt curl my hair cos i got drawn to the cyber games place. and played warcraft for the first time in my life. i didnt know it was about ducking and running from ur enemy. and killing and liddat. then me aud n nathanael played and i (won) i think. i was using Joels acc.haha (: then went back for debrief. i tell you last yf was ROCKING YF! it RAWKS (: I LURFE YF. then had a short game of captain ball. but i was kind of listless and tired. (and pissed) then icudnt concentrate on the game, and kept not being able to catch the stupid ball and also missing iwhen i throw, yeah yeah. and danielle have to demoralise people "WAH today vvry good ah""Lousy la you."one of the worst bitches in the world.then went to amk hub with the mom&dad and bot carol a pair of earrings.. and bot my own too actually. excuse (: one white big ring ones. and round big ones with a mickey mouse shape. its red n white dey.yes, lets talk about sunday it would be better :DCOS IT WAS MY FIRST DAY AT TODDLERS CLUB WHOPEE. helping of course.with my buds carol and aud.well first off, YD was good. YOUTH DISCIPLESHIP for korkor, who wouldnt understand. oh and YF is YOUTH FELLOWSHIP. and then there was lessons and we wrote a card for caroLINE and caroLYN whos bdaes fall in april :D tadahs.then we went to meet aunty grace at the small fellowship hall before she took us to the toddlers club. MAN THEY ARE CUTE STUFF. i mean.. first cos they were still singing in the sanc, we started to build stuff with the toys so that the kids see will happy mahs. then finally the kids came. sad thing was, with their parents who stayed inside. and very gaoweh la. like, all the parents take care of their kids then we only take care of those who parents not there.then i fell in love with this girl - MEIRA, ok i dun haf her pic. but she's super cute and her hair is SUPER SOFT! and she is cute okay. but she dun talk. or at least not with me la. then we played toys with them, and then there was story time. Geraldine was telling the story of the lost coin.. and then sang songs. they had actions, and i held meira hand and made her do the actions :\well.. then i was like so super envious can. they had food. kokocrunch and some biscuit. i was pactically drooling there my gosh. RAAH. then the helper poured out extra SO WE ATE :Dthen some one came in. lets call that someone er..MARY. so there was mary. she was talking to aunty grace too. me and aud were like " eh, she want to help?!" and i tell you i dunt like mary none. and then we were like shit! she wan help in toddlers? then we were like pretending nothing happen. then wen aunty grace came to check on us we asked "mary want to help ah?"" oh she wants to help with kindergarten"PHEW so PHEW OKAY. aand. i dunt like her cos of her bitchy face and the way she dresses. that she pouts almost all the time. eew. okay. kor is going to complain about insults i can feel it.ANYWAY. then me n mom went off to J8. and i had this strong feeeling i was about to make my mom buy me a tanktop from a shop like NEWBIE or BUM or what. but i didnt! i failed! raah. nvm i'll get it sooner or later trust me . and wait.:Dokay this was a LONG POST ! and actually today was a stupid day in sch so i shant post about it. besides it was like playing a video game when i was going home. how i walked from the busstop to the lobby was a nightmare. i tell you in seconds, my umbrella would have turned inside out man. my pinafore was soaked. COMPLETELY soaked.how my umbrella helped?it miraculously managed to keep the right side of my upper body relatively dry for some time. everything else got wet :\well.. i gta do stuuff. tahx.Labels: wahaa yf rawks.
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POST POST POST!IM POSTING PEEPS (:okkay hold your horses while i type the real longer post :Dthis is cuz Ivan-kor said he wanted to see a post by the time he's home, and so, this just in case de okay?:Dnow for the real one.BUCKLE UP!Labels: hhhaah
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I AM HERE TO EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR MY YF PEEPS (:
AND HERE THEY ARE :D
AUDREY CAROL SAM JIAXIAN DEBS
x3 them
actually in the pic, is aud in yellow, me in dark green, carol in red and nicole in lime green.
Nicole is not one of them im expressing my love for because she is a neutral person. not that its wrong or anything, but TADAHS.
and now, we can pretend cant we? we can pretend theres no ghost dere. none except me in stripes, carol in blue, sam in black and debs in red. we rawk, and we rule (: yaay.
woo, i lurve my stripey shirt. its cool mwahz. YF DO RAWK MY WORLD FOREVER :D:D
OH YES, TODDLERS CLUB RAWKZ. tell y'all more tmr,when i hab time (: this yf rawked everyones tails
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hellow (:no idea why i'm posting again. haha, i have completetly nothing to post about, since nothing at alll happenned. and that is so sian :\yaaay, YF later thats so happy (: and there's workshops today yaay that rocks (: eh good good, next week we have combined program in BISHAN! whopee :D so fangbian!ahah. siala, nothing to say. i still havent hand up that stupid art ws due on tuesday (last tuesday :\ )nothing to say ):i just realized i've been smsing a lot.more than usual. but my stupid line only gives 500 free and i think already overshot the limit liao. siala, still got like 10 more days till the month ends, or so i think..IM BORED.I DUN WANNA STUDY LEH.kaooo.im borreed to deathi think i will go and play flashgames! :Dand also go photostudio..long-time-no-visited flashgame websites. (: TEEHEE. SOME OF YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.LAALLA.tahxLabels: hoorayness
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vLOOK AT THE WTCing CBOX PLACE. ITS SO MINIMAL! CANT EVEN LENGTHEN IT. iF you know can PLS tell me k? so damn what lar, cannot see all the tags, URGH. but this skkin is quite okay. with a BIGGA font (",) wahaha.i can't like wait, and i am like SO happy cos mRkoh said shift the maths remedial from tuesday (50 anniv MCS) to wednesday! woo! (he still sucks cos he put it on tues the first time anyway)LOL kk. so i think its confirmed can go back to mcs liao (: woo i love and miss all the peep there :DWAHA. i cant also wait for children camp. i HOPE i can help i really sincerely hope okay. and then after that thre's Operation BUY-SAM-A-SKIRT. and that would be oh so happy cos i'd knowingly shop for my own stuff as well. *ROFL*then, there would be nothing else for the June hols ):i think i would slack off like this , and also sleep a lot. and i mean a LOT XD haaaa..i duwan slog ehi dowan slog..i got choice mehhx. no i dun. damm lahxx .i think...i think im off to xiaxues !tahxLabels: love
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its so saadd isnt it.
i couldnt change my skin ytd.
well, i was searching for a nicee nicee skin with BIGGER FONTS (default) and found one average looking one. nevertheless, i tried it, but the whole layout got messsy, the posts in the navi bar, this uup here, that down there.. it was super WRONG
and i didnt know if it was sth i did with the codes or the codes were wrong to begin with. well, that's okay, so it isnt such a nice skin, i'll just find another right?yeah, so my parents are out whopee! :D and my aunty took my grandma to the hospital for appointment :D yay! im alone at home, best, without my aunty and grandma (:then again, my mom commanded me to do revision on 2 subjects but i dont really give a damnI LOVE THIS PART IN ' SNOWBLIND' "And then Toby realized he was very, very cold. He'd been still for so long, watching the children. Probably hours. My God, what had he been thinking? He had to move, get the blood flowing, get home and warm. Funny how the scenery remained exactly the same, no matter how far he went. And the really funny part was that his mind recorded every movement of his legs and arms, and yet he couldn't feel the snow sliding beneath his feet or a good stretch of his triceps. That's because you're not moving, Toby. Oh, my God. There was a brief flutter of heat as his body tried to find some adrenalin to send to his heart, and he concentrated on not blinking, on screaming as loud as he could to the last kid climbimg up the hill, omigod he was almost to the top, screaming, screaming, spliting the silence with terror and outrage because now he knew he was dying and he couldn't move and Why didn't the kid turn around? At the top of the hill, the last child grinned up at his father, and the two of hem turned to look our over the empty, absolutely silent park." I FIND THAT SO INTERESTING (:
LAME! BYE
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hellow (:
today was average. because all the subjects sucked. comp class was chao boring cos i gone thru flash b4, and they saying ebberything that was taught b4 liaos, so i was just drawing and drawing while eberyone else went thru de tutorials. den ms hon ask me if i was angry cos i drew a pic of me shooting arvin with a pistol.
anyway then maths sucked as usual but IM IMPROVING cos i actually knew how to do some questions on the NEW topic. algebraic factorisation! i am great,..
haha, no matter .i was like, so bored today :\after school, me and siying just went to buy bubble tea and fries and walked to yck. nothing much today. oh yes, morning workout suck. ): because that zhuosheng.stand so squeezy. we should all bash him up yes. retaard-ness//ok lah, mr koh is lame. during class he says those super lame jokes ad wisecracks that are obviously not wise at all. its like so leng we should all just freeze in class. hm..MRKOH: *lame joke*CLASS: (froze instantly) *silence*MRKOH: Class, i am heart-broken, why did no body laugh? CLASS: (begins to thaw) Sorry Mr Koh, we meant to laugh to make you feel better, but the instant freezing foiled our plan because it was suddenly so cold here.ahah. i need a new skin. i hate it when they align my posts to the right. eews.(: YF TMR :Dtahs!Labels: skinnnning
2:53 PM;
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my aunt is in my house.
and GOD KNOWS WHY.
she shudnt b here.
sitting on my family couch, apparent tt her sleeve is dropping..
screwit. get her out of my house.
uninvited & unwelcomed guest.
she's 50 plus for her own sake, she should be driving her tiny jeep out of our ass. hmpth.
ok fine bye
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9:18 PM;
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anju's completely obscene worksheet!
mine's exactly the same..
well, the point IS the keep it up :D isnt it funnay? :D well maybe not, but it IS. im being senseless.
and why?
JUST WHY?
because i'm pissed. pissed with ms yeoh. pissed with the world. actually, just pissed with ms yeoh lah. i mean. wtc. SHE MADE ME CUT MY NAILS TODAY. she's nuts. she made me cut my nails horribly short. HORRIBLY HORRIBLE, i dont even dare to take a picture of it and post it. it looks like a total goon shit. short-ness. in case looking like an asshole was not enough, now i look like an asshole with short
nails. hooray.
I AM NOT HAPPY LA.
and her nails are longg like dinosaur claws, and she comments on other peoples nails. look, i alr cut until super short to please her still throw tha bloody nailclipper at me, demand me to cut shorter. INSANITY. looks this way, i have to wait next year to grow my nails. _l_
and oh it actually HURTS. because of the stupid meat revealed after removing its nail on top now it hurts and i cant type in peace. faggot ms yeoh, screw her. they are so damned AWFUL. AWFUL AWFUL FUGLY NAILS. EEWW.
i am having so much to say :/
wtc
okay i cant stand your face, your face is such a bitch, and your belt. oh God. don't put your belt there, its obscene. that's whr people wiith faat uggly butts put their belts.
its all her fault can.
well anyway, today was a shitty day, except siying and i excaping to amk hub (again) and slacking there... bblahblah.. i wonder wr we'd go tmr.
oh yeah, see deepak's personal msg. i bet he's refering to me. but its okkay, since i dont expect any asshole no make any sense in what they say at all. assholes refering to those who like kayhwee, eg.deepak, and even kayhwee himself, or should i say, gayhwee. there IS no difference you know. expecially when he played heartattack with the girls today. HE HAS THE NERVE!
heart attack.. the game whr peeps put their hands in the centre? he has the stupid nerve to play it. in fact, he might be the ONLY boy playing.. and when i say nerve, i meant the nerve to ask to play to put his hand on girls hands. that is just sick. well, what can we say about people not in their right minds? that was super GAY. GAY. GAY.
MR TAY IS SUCH A GOLDFISH. i was looking at anjuus badge cos it was SANGEH, and then he said "this is the second time im warning you not to talk while others are presenting"
WTC?! I WASNT TALKING YOU FAT BASTRD.
okkay, im so easily agitated(more like pissed) now. high bloodded. YAY NO HOMeWORK WOO!
IM OFF :D
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I FORGOT TO SAY!
ANDERSON CHOIR GOT GOLD
GOD! WE RAWK :D
I DIDNT SING.
BUT WE STILL RAWKED ANYHOW.
IM NOT LYING PEEPS.
WE DID RAWK HOOHOO!IT WAS A FUNN EXP AT THE STUPID CONCERT HALL :DWAAAHA.WE RAWKEDWE RAWKEDWE RAWKEDWE RAWKEDLabels: WE RAWK YES
9:31 PM;
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hello my pretties (:im sleeeepy. cos i ate like super lots of food. there was this HUUGE claypot of sharksfin and i ate it.. not to mention my dad gave me to chunks of sharksfin on top of it. hell, then got rice and dishes sumore,, cannot finish dey.. SO FULL WTC.yawns.anyway school is so bad bad bad.i dunt want to go school anymores ):sometimes those people, just cant stand them.. i hate having to show a face.im so tired.i think its my stomach. foul mood..can you believe it. im about to sleep at 9.30. wtcc.i hate school. and all it's done for me. or rather. to me. _ l_you're the bitch. you too.and the bastard's no where near betterget out.dont give me that temperamental face.bitch/esLabels: retards have no hope..
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haha, ytd no internet. so sian.
ok my mom bdae today HAPPY BDAE :D
anyway she's home so i have to be careful. in anycase, just came back from vic concert hall. man, ANDERSON RAWKED THE CHOIR (:
well, i must say Holy Innocence (sp?) choir was super too :D
well, anyway today sucked. especially after maths.. we cud skip EFL and go for lunch, we choir peeps. but i wish i didnt. why? because mr koh come kacheow kacheow come to sit with us. it was super unbearable, because his face was rotten with pimples and he kept on talking as if we were interested. and he actually said i was quiet. and that is stupid. ok
gotta RUN
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i need a psychiatrist. bad.i just woke up, i just woke up mad.for the split seconds after i opened my eyes. i felt the whole world was tipping to one side. no, i saw everything clearly as it was, but somehow it felt so scary. it felt like it was really really happening. really happening. i almost screamed, and i ran to my mothers room, breathless. i ran back and grabbed my housephone and called my moms hp. no reply, i threw my phone on the floor and used my handphone to call her hp again (psycho people do psycho stuff) but miraculously she answered.By that time, i had already collapse on the bed shutting my eyes tight. i swear, i almost went mad there. now i see how foolish it was to get uptight oversomething that is impossible, but how.. how come it was just so real. its hard to describe with words.perhaps this has something to do with digimon videos? or that cursed animation karwei uncle sent. the one with the ghost flying out.. gee. :/i must get some water... ..5th postLabels: mad
5:32 PM;
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haha. i can hardly believe myself for being so psychotic even when im in pain :well then..(: after all this is the 4th post for today right? now thats badd. thats oh so BADD!i shall go to sleep now. sleep sleep sleeeeeep (: ps still havent done the stupid script. when i have no info on how to do, how u expect me do? :Di feel like eating! oh no! (:waahseh... )): our music project stil havent do! siala, hand in, or rather, perform on wednesday! and i aint got any mc to back that up ! ): sumore, wednesday got SYF ! =) and i wann go yea!hah, so.. siala sure fail le. they supposed to come my house tmr, bt i cant play the march of the andersonians yet. this is taxing. so much for taking a day off i guess.yes i shall sleep now, before my wanting to eat overcomes me :Dtahs !(:Labels: asleeeep
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hey. why us everyone just so uptight.
lekha DID send me that sms. so i forwarded it. and people start scolding me.well, its not my fault i feel that gayhwee is a retard and decided to forward it. they should be asking themselves why people call them retard right..
okkay so im reallly tired. oh so tired.people cant take a joke. and im not in the right mind to even think about apologising. oh please, its not eeven my fault can.. ((:
haha. sianed.
hey! In Christ Alone is such a nicee song (: hahaha. Above All too (: :D :D (:
lawls. now someone dont reply sms le. (: must be outspoken as in. beaten in speaking or wdv :D
haha, like i care (: no one asked deepak to show him the sms. right? :D right.
no one asked him to look at the sms deepak was showing him right? :D right.
he didnt scold lekha. he scolded me."lekha not in sch" well, so am i right? :D right.
haha, my presence fills the class even when im at home LOL. just joking x]
my eyes still hurt. but its getting super dark now.. i realise if i turn my head fast, or lok in another direction quickly, theres this idiotic searing pain through my head. i cant explain it. now i feel warm as in fever. but holycow, the school stole my only thermometre.. haha. (: but i do feel warm. the only thing is that if my stomach aches PLUS fever it means i got food poisoning or sth. but now i dont have stomach ache liao :D
BUT MY EYES SERIOUSLY HURT OKAY.
wdv, my enemies (: go ahead and laugh " yay our enemy has a fever :D" llike wtf do i care (:i haart my home, my bed my com. and cheers to you people who have been poking me with a voodoo doll. it worked! :D whee~
but its fustrating, this inconvenience. and is it my teperature exactly or is the weather just searing warm..? i mean it looks cold cos its like, about to rain or something.. and. well i feel warm. i think i will take a nice nice cooling bathe now (: before i hesitate to start on my speech writing. and oh yes, schools not ended ! (: my other homeworks are stalled for now hhaaa hee hee (:
woo. and lekha pls dont blame me for telling gayhwee that you were the one who send it (: because anyway, what can he do? (:
right? makes sense? haha, okay bye im off to bring down my temperature!!
oh yess tthis is the 3rd post today (:
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i hate being sick. or even feeling uncomfortable. like now. right now.i am so much in pain or something.my eyes hurt.whenever i shut them tight or open them wide.. it gives me a headache.. and makes me feel so damned dizzy.. i want to die . it hurtsIT HURTS
IT HURTS.ITS SO SICKENINGIM LIKE SO TIRED OF THIS .__i cant sleep anymore. i slept too much already. and now theres this script writing i have to do and hand in. bloody hell lar. so tired, and there's still this ****ing work i have to do. do i even have to slog my ass off even on a day off? i cant take this anymore. not anymore. nope.kill me . THE THING IS. IF I HAVE TO BE SICK, WHY NOT LET ME BE BEDRIDDEN?! IF I DONT HAVE TO BE SICK, LET ME BE HEALTHY. STOP GETTING ME SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE. FIT FOR SCHOOL BUT TIRED. SICK AND TIRED. SICK AND OH SO TIRED.ROOOAAARRR.AAAAHHHHHH.it hurts.i hate this.the medicine. tastes like SHIT. and it doesnt help. why the__ am i taking medicine for mt stomach when thats not where it hurts? isnt that a pure waste of time? i have no appetite. none at all. AHHH. AAAHH. ITS A FKING WASTE OF TIME TO SLEEPLabels: screw the pain screw it.
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morning (:its morning.i didnt go to school, making use of the MC that i extorted out of the doctor. I AM JUST KIDDING -.-' intestinal spasm due to stress/fatigue''menses coming'not specific causes. wtc? so wtc is up with my stupid stomach hey? such asses. last night... fell asleep... thenwoke up like 3 times. first time.. the lights were still on. 2nd time.. was 2am.. third time was 3.30. then i dreamt about many weird 'men' all running in a circle making some weird noise. i woke up and found out that my alarm clock was ringing. (diaos)my mom shut it. and asked me if i wanted to go to schoolgeez its actually GOOD to miss monday you know. but lets be frank. i duno why but my eyeballs hurt. feels kind of like back then when i fell and fractured my eyebone. a little..? but i certainly didnt fall this time. and my whole body's joints are all stiff... ROAR! probably cos i've been sleeping too much huh.. ahhaha.wtcc. jiaxian called me early in the morning." hello carey, i cannot go to the MCS 50th aniversary. because got test"HEY DAMMIT?i duwan go alone sia... )): ))))): wahh all pangseh wor =(hmpth. i dun go lor. so simple.okkay.. so.. im hungry ): i have too eat medicine on an empty stomach. but my grandmother coming back (with my breakfast) at 9 o clock. sia la.. confirm starve.okkay maybe i'll post later. i going watch digimon (again) frontier. :Doh yes. WANYONG is so aggressive. boonhow jiaohaonidemeimeiba! (: nevermind i owned her anyway :Dmwahz people (:Labels: WOO
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hello.my mom aunties and krissi are at amk lib now. and im not. i would be with them had i not haave this urge to sleep. ...i woke up, with a terrible stomach ache (or cramp) and God, it hurt. so so much. then after the pain left, i felt nauseaus(sp?) and are porridge, but i didnt vomit (:then i was fine during yd :D but then halfway thru the service the aching started again.oww man.. then after service i was fine.. after church we were supposed to go to some temple to see my grandfather( in his urn -.-) buut i was like so sick can. we parked nearby then wanted to go coffeeshop while waiting for maxim an the rest. then i walk walk.. a few step. want to faint then go coffeeshop and rested. can die lah.then later walked to the temple with much inconvenience, beacause i was on the verge of collapsing. felt so damned sick okay.. then later i became okay, cos i sat outside waiting for them, as a result i didnt see my grandfather because its not sooo healthy inside.. and my mother cried again. like wtc, a YEAR has passed and she's still crying. lol.anywaes.. thenwe took a bus back.. and split ways in amk.. she got down first to meet my aunties while i went home.. lalla..you know the stupid stupid pain in my stupid stomach is like... like you did too many sit-up and its hurting? the problem is, i dont do situps -.-and its at the left and right sides... oww.i want to sleep k. i want. today audee and debs didnt come. and that danielle is just SUCH AN INSANE PIG CAN. we werelike waiting for sharon in the parsonage, then that idiot took a pillow and bashed it on my head. i was pissed. hey, its not so easy for me since.. okay i admit that i scold vulgar in school. and avoid in church, as much as i can. then i almost mumbled something lar. ass lah. KAO BEI DANIELLE AH LIAN STILL WANT CALL OTHER PEOPLE AH LIAN. OWNSELF LOOK LYK SHIT SAY OTHER PEOPLE UGLY. YOU WATCH OUT. YES?okkay! so im tired and sleepy and sickked.. and im actually quite happy for a reason :D:D which you are so not going to find out. hahahaa. (: sians sians sians....i shall go tag peoples blog then sleep. (:ahaha, i cant wait for next weeks yf dey (: we have WORKSHOPS x3(whatever they are)so i hope my leaders come PLEASE. )):or we'd be the only small group without a leader. not even one ):cyas :DLabels: WAAH PAIN SiA
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im more of dissapointed than angry. not really angry, but pissed. some people are just soo weird?
i tell you danielle is one of them. no seriously i dont mean to badmouth her or anything, just that she went a little off for a second today
she was standing too near me cos we were standing in a circle kicking the netball.
carey: eh move nearer to jiahui leh
danielle: *purposely stand near near*
carey: tsk.
danielle: sorry, i only stand next to people who are uglier than me * i was to deaf to hear it*
carey: huh what u say?
danielle: i said i only stand next to people uglier than me. you know what that means right?
carey: sorry, i think you are like, so blind.
oh plese! take a look in the mirror yourself nincompoop. oh, cant stand these kind of people. nowwhat's all that about?
well then, apparently, ms prettyface cant tell that she looks completely like a ghost or freak?
( i think you can so, tell that she's the one behind me)
dunces, i cant completley CANT STAND THESE KIND OF PEOPLE?!?
yes i am temperamental, but when have i ever told my friend she was ugly, whether she is or not. everybody knows that isnt a nice thing to do even if it isnt true, right?
play nice girl, even if you dont like people.
seriously, i dont like your attitude. i know im not much better cos what i always say to you (jokingly) is that you smell. well, to tell you the truth, i hate the smell of your shampoo. and i really felt sick when you asked for hugs. people dont ask for hugs, people give hugs willingly. oh boy, you should see the sick faces of those whom you force to hug you. laugh out loud.
well then anyway, yf was good. had msg by that i-forgot-whats-his-name guy duno what chinchow or simi gui i duno lar. anyway it was the yf camp speaker. and lucky for zacteo he wasnt there LOL.
haha, anyway right, the message was long and funny.. then whn msg ended, me deb and jiaxian went off to 7-11. haha, they kept taking about running and running, felt so stupid cos like, i hardly run...at all.
then ate a lot. and we were talking happily at the void deck.. then there were 4 seats. we sat on 3 of em. then there was this a little psycho guy.. yeah and he just sat at the empty seat and started talking in dialect. apparently, i couldnt understand him because he didnt have teeth. and so that was as good as mumbling gibberish. i did hear some stuff. and boy, he had such a BEAUTIFUL NOTEBOOK. i am like, sooo jealous. (?)
well, good ol demoralising danielle, what she do.? we were kicking ball and well my legs arent long. i missed catching the ball with my leg... " HAHA, LOUSY LAR YOU" came the most unwelcomed comment. hey i mean, no one asked for your opinion? hey, sometimes i feel that... she's picking on me? but hey, she's a nice person to quarrel with. weak at it, but determined to suan. lol. weak cos she has nothing to compare (joking..)
well. it would be nice to have a verbal battle with her... if she picks for one. verbal as in talking not vulgarities lah. oh plese. im cutting down. ( on food, and on vulgarities)
you know, sometimes i wonder if people look at me the same way i find danielle. that wouldnt be too good. can someone tell me if any of you find me like that. because i personally dont find myself to be like that. yes, maybe the like-to-suan-peeps part. but no, i'd never go to the extent of telling someone in their face that she's downright ugly. unless of course danielle... goes way too far.
please lar, dont start horhor-ing me. even dogs retaliate can.
can.
its been so long. its been too long since i saw you Labels: sheesh
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i decided to go bloghopping before watching videos. and i hopped to crys blog. although i couldnt tag(cos the board didnt so much as show up) i left a comment. crystal is not exactly so close to me but i feel this pain in my stupid fugly heart that she's being picked on. though i know not not she behaves in school, her conduct blahblah. but it pains me to see people pick on her. expecially her teacher.its just unfair. from a third persons view? mr hoe himself might find himself justified. crystal might find herself mistreated. friends might find themselves obi-ing her or shedding tears for her. but the true fact is, that its just wrong. i am sure many of us hate our teachers. i do. i hate mrkoh, mr tay, msyeoh, that bitch who teaches chinese in 1/5... etc.!even though crystal may have lost the poll, it also goes to show that there are people who hate their form teacher. now, what should the teacher then, think about that? was he in the wrong, or was crys in the wrong? was anyone in the wrong to hate him?and there might be a case where, friendships may go bad because of different thoughts about theirteacher.even so, the teacher would have no right to call crys childish. not that no one has to right to. but, as a teacher? does that mean all their students can call their teachers bastards or bitches just because they pick on them. discipline, yes from students. but more so from teachers right?i personally feel that the teacher, in his post. is not being very nice. at all. apart from describing crys as childish, he is so insensitive as to write what others say about her.a sore loser, he calls her. dont you kind of feel thats what a small kid would say? be more constructive noobass.WOAH. he even quotes:You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. - Matthew 7:5in any case, i think that would apply for himself. God, im feeling so damn tempted to make a comment.okay so what if other people see how you love your class? is it not so clear how you treat individuals of your class? you claim to love your class so much on the whole, but you criticize, treat unfairly and even spite an individual of your class. how much would that bring down on your love for your class? wow, he even DARES to write on how goooood a teacher he is, being asked to go to another school by another schools principal. God knows we will be celebrating when you leave so dont frigging bother bragging about it dumbshit."Its just unfortunate for me to have the extreme ingrates in my class" he says.wooh. th extreme ingrates like you? it should be"its just unfortunate for them to have the extreme ingrate as their teacher"or"its just unfortunate for the extreme ingrates to have me as their teacher"well, its the same anyway.im done talking, off to videos!ps. if crys wants me to delete this post, i will.Labels: screw you bloodyassed teachers to hell
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MORNING. i am oh so tired! if i didnt have homework and all that, i really wouldnt wake up man. YAWNS. well. now my aunty in the house cannot practise piano. stupid lar. ARGH. homework. curse you..okay so..LATER GOT YF :D but i have to get past piano class BOO! damn? eh shit lar, my teeth starting to pain again. sadcased. ouch Ow. i feel like watching digimon again..ahaha. yes i shall (:eh wth, i was checking my mail.. thers this message from 'sarah' in friendster.. and she says she saw my profile and is gtting ppl to check out a new site better then friendster. and she gives me this urlhttp://sweethomespot.com/Sexygirl3 (DONT GO)eh crap dont go can. it can be porn for all we know right. im most definately not going. thats probably why she's sending this to me - a kid. right? a little brains please. i dont want to be corrupted by THAT kind of stuff. DONT GO.lawls.? weird people do weird stuff. retard people do retard stuff. pervert people do pervert stuff. sheesh. and i DO think its porn. cos the users pic is a woman(not very pretty) wearing a TOOSMALLSIZED black shirt. and only can see her upper body, but heck i think thats a g string there. __ WAKAO EH. TOO FREE OR WHAT. BIAN TAI MAN, WAN TO CORRUPT SMALL KIDS. GO TO HELL LAR. eh issit frenster just combined comments and testimonials into the same box? way coool (:whatever.im sick tired. and going to watch digimon frontier again. as in continue. go get my bf. breakfast first i mean, ahhas.lovex3Labels: ass
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helloi'm having my coffee (: with some really english-y biscuits lol.cofffee+milo to be exact and its tasted GOOD :Dokkay so theres yf tmr and excited or sth ahahaa. i think i can't sleep tonight. i'd better find someone to sms. haha. haha so anyway, tuition was okkay. just that Shengxiang the radio kept reading repeatedly as usual. even hulaoshi also sabo him to read LOL.okkay so i'venothing to say execpt that aw mother.. keep checking on me. kaos. aswipeeys. haha, and im oh so high but i want to sleep. yesyes. my nose behaved today (:so i didnt have to take flu medicine.besides that, i bought a really cheap pair of earrings in school for the fundraising something. its not VERY pretty but well. for charity, one dollar is okkay for a not-so-cute pink slipper shaped, poorly designed earring. oh well. im just too kind. *COUGH!*please lah you people.okkay i'll go. ):-caffeinatedTHE CAFFEIN RULETHLabels: caffeinated
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hello peeep.im so dumdum now. havent finish my tuition homework haha but who cares lar. now waiting for my dad to reply wether he coming to fetch me or i go myself. ((: today is like so SADD can. its the last day we're seeing ms crystal. LAST DAY!??! ms crystal our choir teacher really rawks k ): we've been with her for 3 months! and we'll all miss her wonderful voice. damn. choir has been a blessing.HAIZ? tuition nextif that JUNHUI doesnt come again i'll take it that he's tormented by all the people in this class that lookdown on him, spite him, critisize him, irritate and hate him..(eg.me) and decided to be 'alone' for a while. (: to put it simple, he's scared.OH YES, today is freaky friday.. or the friday the 13th which is supposed to be er.. unlucky or something. but today has been an okkay day basically and not really unlucky for me. ahh, the beliefs. well, we watched akeela and the bee(sp?) during eng reading period, ten was PE. was quite okkay lar. cos it rained before and then the parade ground was wet, so cant play floorball(WHOPEE) then what was WORSE was that Mr Leong ask us go feild play frisbee. wtc. yaaay. our team scored 6-2 :D we rawked. not so much. HAHA.then CE was such shit. and irritated yuhao during maths.. blahblah mr koh sucked! MR KOH JUST SUCKED. okay? yuhao explained to me a sum and i was just grateful i pretended to hug her. YEAH so what if she's laughing and pushing me away. then that KSK. have to butt his butt into our business and sad " Carey, pls stop" WHADEVA! ass! i failed a small test.. (maths) oh boy jx gonna whack me (: i haate algebra when i cant get it. crap.yes. and like..that stupid maths teacher? he kept us back till 1 o clock. so me and siying was chionging to the amk lib after school.. and ate FISH&CHICKEN COMBO WHICH IS LIKE.. $8? MY TREAT SUMORE DEY. then still bot a strwberry soda and amounted to $11 wtcwtc! all i pay. but ying will pay me $4 back on monday. POK LIAO!hahahs. then we were talking and talking as we ate. DAMN te food was GOOOD. it was like showering outside and we were cursing the stupid weather cos we would have to walk back with those 2 flimsy umbrellas in that rain. gosh.HAHA. well i gotta call my mother. duno why also, just so,, ugh nevermind. (:TMR GOT YF! WOOS.MOO!Labels: alas. alas.
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HEY PEEP!im at home...came back from dinner at about 8.45.. went to Bottle Tree Park to eat nicenice food. okkay so not SO nice but super expensive food. we only ordered beef hotplate, tieban tofu kangkong and shark fin then $80 liao. siao man.anyway sian then my father is such a toot okay. he keep saying want my bdae party on saturday. ask me skip yf. its like IMPOSSiBLE. wtf. and then i wan humming in the car on the way back and he like bushuang liddat, turn up the volume of the radio. sibei kiampah lar. wan wack him lar. ass.grr. i am sooo tired. cannot finish my tuition homework. i dun care liaos ah, hu lao shi also don gibadamn.... but sch homework dagai do finish leee... YAWN..8-Owee. my eyes are red again. wtc man it keeps getting red.WTC PEEPS. i WASNT CRYING IN CLASS TODAY. just cos i was sick, had the flu, teary eyes, red eyes... and all that, doesnt mean im crying dey! especially some idiots who find it what? funny? interesting? and like to take pictures. smart? not. assholes? yes. screw you.i've been so easily annoyed the past few days. its getting on my nerves. in fact, EVERYTHING is getting on my nerves. and i'm overly sensitive! OVERLY! sure, everything else in my life is more or less falling into its place for now.. but still. im feeling so .. stupid. irritated. sicki need time off please.no, if you know that i know you well. its not YOU that im irritated with. i just dont want to mention names now. okay?RAAAAAHHH.i haaaarrt digimon frontier lah (: all cos colin brought it up again, then i rmb the daes whr i keep watching hahaah :D:Dnow i watch up to episode 15 on youtube nia. i spent the whole stupid day watching it dey.FADZLY MYZRA! STOP SAYING MY TEETH! ROOOAARR... ><y'all suck lar, stupid moronic bitches.anyway.anyway.anyway.so sad can.. today nothing happens on friendster. so BORRIING LAAH. come lar ppl send me testis kk? :Di AM SO BORED! I SHALL SLEEP YES. how i love my bed in the morning. i HAART MY BED MAN MUAHHS x3ehh btw the twisties that day one? i hid it in a container that has been empty, beside my bed for a million years. yeah i put it there. 1 dae liao. no one found out EHEE IM GOOD XD:Dx3ehh tmr is FRIDAY!! SHIT got maths )): yay got pe (: okies tahsLabels: boring daee
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12 april. the salmon expires on the 1st. but well, theres a LOT left and it tastes GREAT. im eating eat although mommy advised me to throw it away. my lunch is simply boring anyway.
well today was an ok day. we had english which was boring then mtl which was stupid. mrs lim is stupid anyway. then later recess loved it. and then lit was okkay since ms yeoh took us to the lib to play scrabble. after which we went to the lab 4 science. boooooring.. then later IPW the goldfish tay never come cos he helping in the fangkuaijingling thingy in our sch, then py and sy go help in the FKJL then leave me n anjuu. then we (were supposed to) didnt do our report but who gifs a damn. i felt terribly sick.. sniffing and sneezing and tearing like a pain in the ass. so many ppl thought i was crying.
thanks for the concern peeps (:
felt so weak i took a taxi home which miraculously costed me $3.80 :O
well, then took a damn long bath :D:D
i am so bored! i shall go and watch digi frontier.. on youtube XD yeah!
oomfh,.. lol i threw the salmon away anyway. it started off tasting good, weird then horrible. and to think i ate quite some. eeks. food poisoning? hahahaa.. tahs i guess.
really short post. since my troubles are minimising... and haha, nothing to debate about. mess up my life if you will, you'll see the archives growing longer hahaha x]
LOVE YOU LA JIAXIANx3
im kiddding
no im not
hm.
TAHS :DLabels: AHAHAH.
1:59 PM;
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damnit?
i got criticized for my hair. and there was absolutely no reason that i should have put myself in that position. Can somebody explain to me why, Anderson Student Councellors(sp?) dont have a right to look good.
right.
so i paid money, and time, to make myself look an ounce better than those who think they look ten ounces better than me! And i dont think i'll give that all up to pinning up my fringe just because of the stupid council's criteria!
So what if i dont get selected! It doesn't hold as a higher ranking position than other students right? So i actually have nothing to lose out on, right? Since i can also spend ASC meeting time to study or do some not so constructive stuff correct?
haha, i should have known i didnt stand a chance since the first day.
you see:
falling fringe + non-prefect = sorry, you don't pass.
also in other words, it kind of means i put myself into that position to be insulted like an ignorant asshole when i knew i would never pass. Why did i try?! Truth, i made myself look bad in front of a teacher when there was no reason to.
O_O
im amazed at my idiocity.
and please danielle, you dont look half an ounce nicer than me, and hell, you know it! haha. (:
what a joker.
haha today was so psychotic. i went up the 45 and realised i didnt hand up my oracy + science longman! teehee. haha, i must be in deep shit.'
i feel quite smiley today :D
you know because of the disappointment lately, im supposed to be gloomy, really. But i can't help smiling so widely and God knows why! Praise God!
the weather is so good today! (:
hallelujah! :)
the sunlight shining on my table. it made me smile didnt it? (:
it didnt?
what did then? (:
it was something on the table, stupid.
is that something supposed to give me hope? :D
haha, im one hopeful lass now (:
sorry, siying i m going to have to disappoint you!
because i choose to wait (:
and its going to take a few weeks my dear! :D
WOO!
GOSH i feel like im radiating! is that even possible? :O
im listening to my blogsong. motivation comes man!
meditate on the lyrics man!
:D
there in the ground his body lay
light of the world in darkness slain.
!
:D
so high .ahaha. (:
todays letter writing was okay. (: i wrote 86 extra words from the advised range! :O
haha (:
oh yes lets be more serious now.
my dad, what an ass.
guess what? he called my mom knncb today.
i could have kicked him out of the car and run him over with it. how dare he.
just because he's that fierce arrogant old snip, doesnt mean he can call anyone wdv he likes.
if, he can call my mom knncb, he can call me retard, stupid...etc.
then we have all the right to call him a fcuking bastard, no?
i'd never think i hear the day whr my dad would call a family member a vulgar name.
my mommie is being called the same as what he would call those reckless nehneh uncles on the road. my mom is not like that. my dad is a billion times more of a knncb. if we asked, all his employees would scream the same thing into the mike during the DSO Dinner&Dance.(his grand old company function).
But sometimes im unsure of that. Why? because after giving us that cocky black face of his for a day (God, he's a pro at that) and eg, he recieves a call from his friend. i tell you , immediately his mood changes and he's all smiles and laughter. Boy, i can whack him. Surely his family means more to him than his friends? Yeah, i wish something can explain my fathers snippy behavior.
haha, i threw a small temper ytd. my mom called me stupid. i threw a temper, like you know slamming stuff, and all that, yeah haha, i know my mom's a darn soft-hearted ass. she gave in to me duh. (: but if i (actually try to) throw a temper at my dad, my days are numbered. so something to note?
dont piss my dad off.
although im sure if someone asked him to grab a knife and kill me he wouldnt. unless of course he isnt my biological father, which i hardly believe is true since i admit i have inherited some of his characteristics :x not something to be very proud of...
well. im going to check out other stuff. (:
TAHZ!Labels: radiating in hope.
11:24 AM;
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im so tired. damn tired today sia.
i almost slept while doing maths homework.. yawn.
and im still up :x
re writing my oracy cuz i just CANT get it to 3 minutes.. 2 minutes i did it.
guess what, i rewrote it and it became 1.5 minutes :/
oops gtg bb
not again.you make me wait again.Labels: nothingness
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i gonna change my blogsong to this :Verse 1:In Christ alone my hope is foundHe is my light, my strength, my songThis cornerstone, this solid groundFirm through the fiercest drought and stormWhat heights of love, what depths of peaceWhen fears are stilled, when strivings ceaseMy comforter, my all in allHere in the love of Christ I stand.Verse 2: In Christ alone, who took on fleshFullness of God in helpless BabeThis gift of love and righteousnessScorned by the ones He came to save'Til on the cross as Jesus diedThe wrath of God was satisfiedFor ev'ry sin on Him was laidHere in the death of Christ in I liveVerse 3: There in the ground His body layLight of the world by darkness slainThen, bursting forth in glorious dayUp from the grave He rose againAnd as He stands in victorySin's curse has lost it's grip on meFor I am His and He us mineBought with the precious blood of ChristVerse 4:No guilt in life, no fear in deathThis is power of Christ in meFrom life's first cry to final breathJesus commands my destinyNo pow'r of hell, no scheme of manCan ever pluck me from His hand'Til He returns or calls me homeHere in the pow'r of Christ I'll standit simply rawks canLabels: love God my choice
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im home ):bad mood ):why? all your fault. nevermind i shall cheer up and post!anyway todays msg was very good. that speaker stayed in US for long time, then he got accent which i found very funny and interesting.. (: ahh, you know angmoh accents right,then the topic was about BGR & DATING. not that it was really relevant in my case ( besides siying forcing me to stead). you know what he said? he said the meaning of dating was exploring the possibility of marriage. and not because you just like to be liked :xand the message was really interesting. and funny cuz that guys expression was funny ( although not as funny as boonhows face). and then he talked about sex also, but not so much thank God.it was good it was.hahas (:okay i quite quite hate danielle okay.she's damn self service and harasses me. i admit im mean but i dunt like her character none.went to 7-11 to buy things then bot ice-cream and darkchocolate M&Ns.. then went back to church, and she pestered me to give her. and i rejected her.. then she gave me that face. damn, i really considered giving her at first see her so poor thing. then wapiang, give me that face sia. i shouldnt have thought twice. now i feel like an idiot.then.. lol can, i shared with my other friends because they dunt have an attitude problem, then later i was on top of the playground, and i asked debbie to put my mnms on the seesaw thingy, then we were playing grounders. then, danielle bugg me to give her again. i said no. then debbie asked me, i said yesthen!?THEN danielle asked DEBBIE. and debbie said " take lar "im not blaming debbie since she doesnt know i hate the shit out of danielle. then she REALLY GO & SELF-SERVICE TAKE. LIKE SHE DUNO THE MNM IS MY ONE LIDDAT. SIAO CAN.then she give jiamin also. wan give jiamin i dunt mind.. PIANPIAN is you take i buaysong can. ass lar. self service pig. she try to sabo me during grounders sumore . lucky i took revenge :D.anyway...bored.homeworking.. but trust me, today cannot finish de. tooooo many ):WAAAH. anyway tmr got helping at toddlers! love them sia x3cutes.i will try not to be biased and stick with meira. BUT... the rest got their parents ):siala, parents dun sit in can. sian daoo!im into christian music all of a sudden :Othats a good thing!yay!my smile wouldnt be fake.if it wasnt for you.you. its always you.i am so hating this.all your fault.):Labels: it was all my wishful thinking wasnt it, to think i believed
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i just did my best to iron my stupid yellow camp shirt.it worked kind of. but had to avoid ironing the stupid plastic design thing in case i'd melt it :xanyway i actually touched the base of the stupid burning iron onto my hand & finger, and thank God my skin didnt burn off in a crisp. in fact, it wasnt all that hot you knowBUT I STILL HAVENT DONE MY H OMEWORK. which is a LOT mind you..and so, i havent even finish 6.2 can. i decided. that i would bide my time :Dcuz hand in on wednesdayanyway. whats the point of rushing right?besides i do need to study isnt it. and i have a full day on tuesday to do my maths huh.(:haha, even so, im bringing my work to YF today. cuz my aunts gonna send my mom and my cousin to church for the AGM meeting. and i'll be there (trying to ) do my hw, until they sneak out around 8.30 or so..oh my, i may need flu medicine ):sniff.my lunch is here. lets bathe first!:DtahzLabels: pongpong
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RISE&SHINEE (:
MOM THREATENNED ME!
if i dunt do all my hw, then i cannot go yf.. sob sob. !
so i must Jiayou!!
anywayes... like wtf lor. my lower lip is busted and swollen. and the stupid fugly cut is still there. the only thing i can do for it now is drink more water. isnt it.? got other remedy pls speak up k. arhg i cant believe i woke up so late today.. haiz..kebei.
anyways i practise my piano liao worh.. but still sucks. damn. ):
you know how happy i am?! :D
today got YF plus my mom promised me tt we go buy clothes on e weekend (:
now im bugging my mom to take me to bugis junction to buy that awesome wallet seri has, and also a zinc bag yaay (: btw, wth is bugis? :o
waah siala. maths got 6.2 6.3 6.4 ): a lot can
WAH. 6.4 IS PROBLEM SUMM :X :(((
15 question sumore.
damnit. i must gotoday yf.
COMBINED :D
wakaka. samlou actually said i need listen to this weeks msg :x
rawr haha.
more like she should listen. she more chio sure got people jio wan :D
yeps.
okay so....
TUITION!
was okay. sabrina didnt come cuz she sprained.. her leg or sth.. then i was buying drinks at the vending tho i was alr late, then saw wanzhen chionging like the wind man. like bird liddat fly into the lift sia. pros pros. then i take lift with her go upstairs. woo, we were 15 min late :D
then they were reading passage.. then ans questions.. bla bla.. then. walao that zhenhui is super sick lor..! lao shi always say " lai bah! " when you supposed to read. then he will start laughing, so pervertic can. then write zuowen.. and gues abt what? about a letter you wan to give to your mom. as in.. everything. i was frank :x
all the bad points all write down sia. after laoshi mark le, must burn it up :\
then i actually finished writing! when 89% of the class write one para. (:
haha i rule x3
anewayy.. (: exams coming up! monday english compo! :D
mwahs peeps (:
tahz
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9:35 AM;
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larlarhs!
heheh just came back from school (:
it was a suay and also a happy dae today. so sad ivan cannot get into student council ler )): cuz of his hair :x his horny hair.. sigh.
then that larry. keep on talking nonsense want to bash him ler. but then when after sku we go art room to do our art then he kip telling me n siying jokes. they are pervertic lah, but seriously.. only the first joke was funny. BUT.
he telling the second joke then me and siying went mad and kept laughing. cuz that larry say halfway start to laugh. then peiyan nagging, cuz not funny also laugh. haha, stomach ache sia.
wtc lor.
early in the morning was like, morning wkout.. and walao.. siala, he do the action very diao :D
ok i dun say le. niukorkor will scold..
and its not korkor that do action diao lar.
then english period mrs lawrence let us watch finish akeela and the BEEEE :D
omg man, Dylan Chiu is DAMN CUTE CAN.
LOL! the first two pics look much much younger.. who's think that he's actually 19 years old.. O_O
he looks like a sec3 at most.. from the movie ... BUT :D his last pic is so so oldd....
and hes cute can.
ANYWAY. he's like an evil person in the show.. then me siying and seri were mad. whenever he answer correct we will cheer! and scream! then the whole class will be like, " eh shut up la" cuz hes the bad guy and we shud b supporting akeelah, but i dunt giv a damn :D :D
SEAN MICHEAL AFABLE AKA DYLAN CHIU!
wkakakakaak x3
anyway then PE. walao lar, we were playing floorball and my group owned all the girl groups, but we still lost to the boys.. larrys group. but at the begining.
I KENA BY THE FLOORBALL STICK ON MY MOUTH. )):
kena whacked ): wah pain lor.
now my lip there got one orhbakak. and one scratch on my chin ): so fugly.
hao to jian ren. WAAH X(
hmpth.
anyway then the whole day was boring ... LOL
monday is my counciller interviewing.. i think i cannot make it le. cuz of my hair, which is messy.. even tho ivan said its not messy.
and also. PLEASE LARH LARRY.
i do not like ivan-kor!
humans do not commit incest.
neither do cows.
and ivan is daiqian waan lor.
OH YOU JEALOUS!
(wakaakaka)
bye (:
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LOLS.some wierdo is singing karaoke and i can hear it from my toilet.Westlife - You raise me up.sends shivers downthe spine man. i think its one old nehneh singing..eews!hhaha (:i dunt wan to hand in the stupid oracy leh. tt time siying tell me 2 min. then i prepare 2 min. then now 3 min. i never alter sia :xheck care liaos.then art havent finish tmr last day worh :\so must stay back with yingz and niukorkor to go art room to PRINT! :Dwhopees (:hahaha. feeling so highbye.my dad has mood swings.Labels: power
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saadd. amk hub dont sell not even one decent wallet with nice stripes that is pink/black. big big mall with nice nice shops and no decent decent wallet. kewl?chionged right after geog test with siying to amk hub to shop for a wallet for me. went to food junc to eat then started the hunt. By golly, we must have walked like 3 times round all the levels.. boo! then siying had to go for her mystery date (LOL) at 3. and took an mrt to northpoint.. so i shopeed a while more and left ):so waste time, cannot find my walleet.IPW sucked. the goldfish kept picking on me and siying can just cuz we like to sit on beanbag behind the sofa. and lol, there was this stuff toy was a tiger.. and apparently someone tied a long long long red thingy in between his legs. and we were like exclaiming " the tiger got ****!" and mind you, it was super long. then we castrated the tiger, and was playing. then tt larry borrowed the **** and passed it to the rest of the boys then duwan return ):lucky niukorkor take back for us :D cheers [:okay then all the presentation so boring.. blah blah..[portion deleted by author ]
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i hate himthat fking bstrd.dad, go to hell.i hate you.you made me cry, again.fk you.im not going to cry cuz of you, no more.my very own fatherLabels: screw you.
10:25 PM;
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lololo! im HIGH and i duno why .. sho high high high!AHAHAH. WAKAKA.siying is such a poor girl with sucky parents. i also, but she's worse. actually is siying left herself open for her parents to find out de. but still, her parents suck. poor babe. haiz.parents are TOO OVERPROTECTIVE! okkay, la so i changed my blogskin. i find this nice okay. its kewl x3anyways im so sian and bored. again, havent do homework siala. :oshit. shit. and at the same time some people are asking me stupid stupid questions. how irritating..sATURDAY! is like 2-3 days away.. so stress la waiting, i lurve saturdayes i LOVE YF x3 mwahx! ehhe. i predicted that a miracle will hppen on saturday. (: then sunday loves! toddlers club again. ah, the joy the joy woote. have yet to get to know everyone of those prettay babes !hm.. the name joshua is becoming very popular isnt it.like, theres 2 joshuas in toddlers club. one same age as me (calebs twin) and one in YF.joshua power. one day, all the joshuas will turn against men together.gee, im just kidding okay.and i'd just love to go into the sanc to sing before toodling to the toddlers clubbie aww. the in-charge aunties are such nicee people too! mwahz! :DMWAHZ THE KIDDOOS.thanks NIUKORKOR for wanting to gib me a pressie. have fun picking in my wishlist :xand for all who plans to get me one! ( if there are any :\)WELL :Dhomeworkie timee [:tahz~Labels: two more daes wtc
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im officially broke can. ): sadness.*wheeze*okkay so i HVE money de. no change for my stupid $50 dollar notes.. im so lucky.ytd i was fussing and pissing my own self off with stupid factorisation sums. then my mommie saw that i was so upset. then during sch she sms me." cheer up, will get u sth u like this weekend"God, she knows how to cheer me up. i shall get myself a tank top if its the last thing i do. a non-revealing tank top. preferably, brown, pink or white :D yes i shall weet.today was a lousy day. we didnt cook for he. instead we had theory which was boring. we went back to the goood ol needlework room. and listenned. then arranged file and blablah. today was boring lahs. science was stupid we made a 3D plant cell with plasticine. then the MrsTeo was sitting in. wdv. she looks better when she's further away :\well anyway. then i spent the whole maths lesson consulting yuhao to coach me stupid factorisation sums (scums). then that idiot koh held us back even after the bell rang. but we werent late for efl :/ and i wish we were.cos siying had this brilliant plan, that if he held us back and we were late. then mr nehneh will ask us why we late, and we can blame him then no more mr koh.OK SORRY.niukorkor will scold me for saying that. ps.ANYWAY. then went to eat noodles with py and sy. and got some bstrd tailing people la. wahlao is dam extra one la them. sighs. then later walked with them to amk mrt. cos they going J8. i cant (andwont) go cuz ytd just go, and gt go home la. then i walked thru amk hub and go opp the busstop take direct bus homee :Dtadahs.ohkay. so very sian now. actually i must study. but no, i must eat and drink first.im eating M&Ms super sweet and chocolatey but i need water, fast. fast FAST!im going to make a quiz on me. my buddies, this is easy. ( at least i think so.)im gonna try to scan up my neos too :DtahsLabels: neoprint lala
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can you believe im blogging at this minute?im so damned miserable and kebei lah.how can an idiot not even understand factorisation if a slight more complex. i cant get it. i cant get anything. and to top that up, i have horrible parents and an even more horrible maths teacher.its like this, i dunt know which ws and tb excersies to do, and keep asking on msn. here comes my mom who gets angry cos im using msn not doing my work.. then we have to blame it on my stupid maths teacher who doesnt give clear instructions.and i get scolded because of that.teachers are spamming us homework and its not our fault the least bit can.and then i cant do my sums cos im stupid. and along comes my dad who wants to help and ends up scribbling his fking equations on my foolscap. i mean wtc. its so damned obvious how miserably thin my foolscap is, and i have hardly enough to complete my work with, and there out the window goes a precious foolscap. smart.im cheerin up cos i managed to solve a question woots. (:but im still so upset for being such a STUPIDPERSON. i think i'll fail all the exams. im not improving, so not improving. i gotta study peeps. study.mug. and mug. not in my nature, but mug still. mug as well. well,its either MUG or FAIL. so much for options huh.i hate my maths teacheri have sucky parentsLabels: they spam homework to us.
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omg. i just reach home and its like. 7 o clock. first time i went out till so late. :Dyes, and we'll do it again my lovelies - AUDO & JXyeah first me n jx met at yck and cabbed to mcs. then was quite boring except getting kissed by ms tay and seeing ms ang x3then walked around and went to J8 and went up to take neoprint. like took 3 times la. 2x with jx and once with me&aude aha (:then we took a long long long time.and ten went downstairs to eat. ate yakun (sp?) then ate old chang kee and then went to macs to get a drink.now, let us compile how much money i spent today. because i left home with like $30 and came home broke. and i mean completely broke. was depressing.lets see. i ate recess - $2.80Cheers - $5.40(i think)cabby- $5.00Donations - $1.20Neoprints - (abt) $14Ya kun- $3.50Old Chang kee - $2.20macs - $2now its apparent that i spent my ass off today ):im so sad. no $ le.anyway pics later, parents coming back and i havent bathed ):some people owe me money. jiaxian. - $5.audrey i dun wan count. it dates back more then 5 years. rawr.Labels: i love todaay waha
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actually this is my 3rd post today. cos i forgot to say :Dand if you havent read the previous posts i suggest you do so first before reading this. read your way up! :Dsunday:it was actually after church, and after shopping.. i went home and study for the chinese lit then i got that HUUGE. want-to-eat feeling. and i had run out of snacks ): so i was wailing to my mom cos there were no chips or anything at home to eat and that is KEBEI. surely that was miserable.then after some conflict, mom agreed to go amk hub AGAIN. cos thats whr the nearest NTUC is and its actually super far lah. then we took a bus theree. and.. went ntuc.my mom was like " whatever tidbits you want u better buy now ah"OKAY ! :Dso i helped myself to some stuff. total which includes my moms stuff wasLAYS BBQPRINGLESCHACHOSSEAWEED (x2)GRAM NUTSPRAWN CRACKERJAM BISCUITSKOKO-CRUNCHYOGHURTISOJOY (the best tofu desert)etc.etc..nice eh:Di would be kept full for a while with all these. im starting on my pringles.tahxps. to think im dieting!Labels: food hehee
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PEOPLE (:im going to talk about YF followed by everything else then today :DYF was THE BEST THING DUDE. Workshop was super uber FUNN!! we had role playing. in our small groups. my small group paired up with audrey's smallgroup so fated. anyway, then we first went to a room. ZhiWen was our relief teacher, and he was like giving us TINGXIE on 10 chengyu's. hahaha wtc. all nvr hear b4 de. then 70% of us failed. then was PE!! it was okkay cos we were playing floorball. and that Coach Ying (wilfred) was plain sadist cuz after the training round then he divided us into LOUSY group and GOOD group. dey, i was in lousy de. then wtcwtc, he look at me n say " Got potential, go to the good team" yaay. but wtc, he go switch danny out of the good team. danny is a pro btw.then GOOD TEAM wasJustine ______ Carol Nicole Gillian and me i think.then i was a goal keeper (: yaay i love tht job can.. lolsthen the stupid rules coach gave was that if good team scored, lousy team 5 pumping. if lousy team score, good team no nid do anything. he kept picking on the lousy team like." lousy team! your stick hit her leg, Good team free ball (or sth)"but its cuz tht was wad he was supposed to do lah. LOL it was fun.then later was MORE fun. cos we went into the YF room, whr Marcus and Jeanette acted as Sabby and (some name i cant rmb) whos parents were aunty nancy and another uncle. then they were role playing too. whr Jeanette N marcus were acting like most of us would at home. quarrrel with parents, dun do chores blah blah. it was FUNNEH OK. while the rest of us were eating chips and watching TV :D.then next was the shopping thing.I TELL YOU i would have temporary curled my hair if had time. if not that later was going amk hub. anywae, then i didnt curl my hair cos i got drawn to the cyber games place. and played warcraft for the first time in my life. i didnt know it was about ducking and running from ur enemy. and killing and liddat. then me aud n nathanael played and i (won) i think. i was using Joels acc.haha (: then went back for debrief. i tell you last yf was ROCKING YF! it RAWKS (: I LURFE YF. then had a short game of captain ball. but i was kind of listless and tired. (and pissed) then icudnt concentrate on the game, and kept not being able to catch the stupid ball and also missing iwhen i throw, yeah yeah. and danielle have to demoralise people "WAH today vvry good ah""Lousy la you."one of the worst bitches in the world.then went to amk hub with the mom&dad and bot carol a pair of earrings.. and bot my own too actually. excuse (: one white big ring ones. and round big ones with a mickey mouse shape. its red n white dey.yes, lets talk about sunday it would be better :DCOS IT WAS MY FIRST DAY AT TODDLERS CLUB WHOPEE. helping of course.with my buds carol and aud.well first off, YD was good. YOUTH DISCIPLESHIP for korkor, who wouldnt understand. oh and YF is YOUTH FELLOWSHIP. and then there was lessons and we wrote a card for caroLINE and caroLYN whos bdaes fall in april :D tadahs.then we went to meet aunty grace at the small fellowship hall before she took us to the toddlers club. MAN THEY ARE CUTE STUFF. i mean.. first cos they were still singing in the sanc, we started to build stuff with the toys so that the kids see will happy mahs. then finally the kids came. sad thing was, with their parents who stayed inside. and very gaoweh la. like, all the parents take care of their kids then we only take care of those who parents not there.then i fell in love with this girl - MEIRA, ok i dun haf her pic. but she's super cute and her hair is SUPER SOFT! and she is cute okay. but she dun talk. or at least not with me la. then we played toys with them, and then there was story time. Geraldine was telling the story of the lost coin.. and then sang songs. they had actions, and i held meira hand and made her do the actions :\well.. then i was like so super envious can. they had food. kokocrunch and some biscuit. i was pactically drooling there my gosh. RAAH. then the helper poured out extra SO WE ATE :Dthen some one came in. lets call that someone er..MARY. so there was mary. she was talking to aunty grace too. me and aud were like " eh, she want to help?!" and i tell you i dunt like mary none. and then we were like shit! she wan help in toddlers? then we were like pretending nothing happen. then wen aunty grace came to check on us we asked "mary want to help ah?"" oh she wants to help with kindergarten"PHEW so PHEW OKAY. aand. i dunt like her cos of her bitchy face and the way she dresses. that she pouts almost all the time. eew. okay. kor is going to complain about insults i can feel it.ANYWAY. then me n mom went off to J8. and i had this strong feeeling i was about to make my mom buy me a tanktop from a shop like NEWBIE or BUM or what. but i didnt! i failed! raah. nvm i'll get it sooner or later trust me . and wait.:Dokay this was a LONG POST ! and actually today was a stupid day in sch so i shant post about it. besides it was like playing a video game when i was going home. how i walked from the busstop to the lobby was a nightmare. i tell you in seconds, my umbrella would have turned inside out man. my pinafore was soaked. COMPLETELY soaked.how my umbrella helped?it miraculously managed to keep the right side of my upper body relatively dry for some time. everything else got wet :\well.. i gta do stuuff. tahx.Labels: wahaa yf rawks.
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POST POST POST!IM POSTING PEEPS (:okkay hold your horses while i type the real longer post :Dthis is cuz Ivan-kor said he wanted to see a post by the time he's home, and so, this just in case de okay?:Dnow for the real one.BUCKLE UP!Labels: hhhaah
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I AM HERE TO EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR MY YF PEEPS (:
AND HERE THEY ARE :D
AUDREY CAROL SAM JIAXIAN DEBS
x3 them
actually in the pic, is aud in yellow, me in dark green, carol in red and nicole in lime green.
Nicole is not one of them im expressing my love for because she is a neutral person. not that its wrong or anything, but TADAHS.
and now, we can pretend cant we? we can pretend theres no ghost dere. none except me in stripes, carol in blue, sam in black and debs in red. we rawk, and we rule (: yaay.
woo, i lurve my stripey shirt. its cool mwahz. YF DO RAWK MY WORLD FOREVER :D:D
OH YES, TODDLERS CLUB RAWKZ. tell y'all more tmr,when i hab time (: this yf rawked everyones tails
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8:36 PM;
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hellow (:no idea why i'm posting again. haha, i have completetly nothing to post about, since nothing at alll happenned. and that is so sian :\yaaay, YF later thats so happy (: and there's workshops today yaay that rocks (: eh good good, next week we have combined program in BISHAN! whopee :D so fangbian!ahah. siala, nothing to say. i still havent hand up that stupid art ws due on tuesday (last tuesday :\ )nothing to say ):i just realized i've been smsing a lot.more than usual. but my stupid line only gives 500 free and i think already overshot the limit liao. siala, still got like 10 more days till the month ends, or so i think..IM BORED.I DUN WANNA STUDY LEH.kaooo.im borreed to deathi think i will go and play flashgames! :Dand also go photostudio..long-time-no-visited flashgame websites. (: TEEHEE. SOME OF YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.LAALLA.tahxLabels: hoorayness
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vLOOK AT THE WTCing CBOX PLACE. ITS SO MINIMAL! CANT EVEN LENGTHEN IT. iF you know can PLS tell me k? so damn what lar, cannot see all the tags, URGH. but this skkin is quite okay. with a BIGGA font (",) wahaha.i can't like wait, and i am like SO happy cos mRkoh said shift the maths remedial from tuesday (50 anniv MCS) to wednesday! woo! (he still sucks cos he put it on tues the first time anyway)LOL kk. so i think its confirmed can go back to mcs liao (: woo i love and miss all the peep there :DWAHA. i cant also wait for children camp. i HOPE i can help i really sincerely hope okay. and then after that thre's Operation BUY-SAM-A-SKIRT. and that would be oh so happy cos i'd knowingly shop for my own stuff as well. *ROFL*then, there would be nothing else for the June hols ):i think i would slack off like this , and also sleep a lot. and i mean a LOT XD haaaa..i duwan slog ehi dowan slog..i got choice mehhx. no i dun. damm lahxx .i think...i think im off to xiaxues !tahxLabels: love
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its so saadd isnt it.
i couldnt change my skin ytd.
well, i was searching for a nicee nicee skin with BIGGER FONTS (default) and found one average looking one. nevertheless, i tried it, but the whole layout got messsy, the posts in the navi bar, this uup here, that down there.. it was super WRONG
and i didnt know if it was sth i did with the codes or the codes were wrong to begin with. well, that's okay, so it isnt such a nice skin, i'll just find another right?yeah, so my parents are out whopee! :D and my aunty took my grandma to the hospital for appointment :D yay! im alone at home, best, without my aunty and grandma (:then again, my mom commanded me to do revision on 2 subjects but i dont really give a damnI LOVE THIS PART IN ' SNOWBLIND' "And then Toby realized he was very, very cold. He'd been still for so long, watching the children. Probably hours. My God, what had he been thinking? He had to move, get the blood flowing, get home and warm. Funny how the scenery remained exactly the same, no matter how far he went. And the really funny part was that his mind recorded every movement of his legs and arms, and yet he couldn't feel the snow sliding beneath his feet or a good stretch of his triceps. That's because you're not moving, Toby. Oh, my God. There was a brief flutter of heat as his body tried to find some adrenalin to send to his heart, and he concentrated on not blinking, on screaming as loud as he could to the last kid climbimg up the hill, omigod he was almost to the top, screaming, screaming, spliting the silence with terror and outrage because now he knew he was dying and he couldn't move and Why didn't the kid turn around? At the top of the hill, the last child grinned up at his father, and the two of hem turned to look our over the empty, absolutely silent park." I FIND THAT SO INTERESTING (:
LAME! BYE
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hellow (:
today was average. because all the subjects sucked. comp class was chao boring cos i gone thru flash b4, and they saying ebberything that was taught b4 liaos, so i was just drawing and drawing while eberyone else went thru de tutorials. den ms hon ask me if i was angry cos i drew a pic of me shooting arvin with a pistol.
anyway then maths sucked as usual but IM IMPROVING cos i actually knew how to do some questions on the NEW topic. algebraic factorisation! i am great,..
haha, no matter .i was like, so bored today :\after school, me and siying just went to buy bubble tea and fries and walked to yck. nothing much today. oh yes, morning workout suck. ): because that zhuosheng.stand so squeezy. we should all bash him up yes. retaard-ness//ok lah, mr koh is lame. during class he says those super lame jokes ad wisecracks that are obviously not wise at all. its like so leng we should all just freeze in class. hm..MRKOH: *lame joke*CLASS: (froze instantly) *silence*MRKOH: Class, i am heart-broken, why did no body laugh? CLASS: (begins to thaw) Sorry Mr Koh, we meant to laugh to make you feel better, but the instant freezing foiled our plan because it was suddenly so cold here.ahah. i need a new skin. i hate it when they align my posts to the right. eews.(: YF TMR :Dtahs!Labels: skinnnning
2:53 PM;
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my aunt is in my house.
and GOD KNOWS WHY.
she shudnt b here.
sitting on my family couch, apparent tt her sleeve is dropping..
screwit. get her out of my house.
uninvited & unwelcomed guest.
she's 50 plus for her own sake, she should be driving her tiny jeep out of our ass. hmpth.
ok fine bye
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9:18 PM;
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anju's completely obscene worksheet!
mine's exactly the same..
well, the point IS the keep it up :D isnt it funnay? :D well maybe not, but it IS. im being senseless.
and why?
JUST WHY?
because i'm pissed. pissed with ms yeoh. pissed with the world. actually, just pissed with ms yeoh lah. i mean. wtc. SHE MADE ME CUT MY NAILS TODAY. she's nuts. she made me cut my nails horribly short. HORRIBLY HORRIBLE, i dont even dare to take a picture of it and post it. it looks like a total goon shit. short-ness. in case looking like an asshole was not enough, now i look like an asshole with short
nails. hooray.
I AM NOT HAPPY LA.
and her nails are longg like dinosaur claws, and she comments on other peoples nails. look, i alr cut until super short to please her still throw tha bloody nailclipper at me, demand me to cut shorter. INSANITY. looks this way, i have to wait next year to grow my nails. _l_
and oh it actually HURTS. because of the stupid meat revealed after removing its nail on top now it hurts and i cant type in peace. faggot ms yeoh, screw her. they are so damned AWFUL. AWFUL AWFUL FUGLY NAILS. EEWW.
i am having so much to say :/
wtc
okay i cant stand your face, your face is such a bitch, and your belt. oh God. don't put your belt there, its obscene. that's whr people wiith faat uggly butts put their belts.
its all her fault can.
well anyway, today was a shitty day, except siying and i excaping to amk hub (again) and slacking there... bblahblah.. i wonder wr we'd go tmr.
oh yeah, see deepak's personal msg. i bet he's refering to me. but its okkay, since i dont expect any asshole no make any sense in what they say at all. assholes refering to those who like kayhwee, eg.deepak, and even kayhwee himself, or should i say, gayhwee. there IS no difference you know. expecially when he played heartattack with the girls today. HE HAS THE NERVE!
heart attack.. the game whr peeps put their hands in the centre? he has the stupid nerve to play it. in fact, he might be the ONLY boy playing.. and when i say nerve, i meant the nerve to ask to play to put his hand on girls hands. that is just sick. well, what can we say about people not in their right minds? that was super GAY. GAY. GAY.
MR TAY IS SUCH A GOLDFISH. i was looking at anjuus badge cos it was SANGEH, and then he said "this is the second time im warning you not to talk while others are presenting"
WTC?! I WASNT TALKING YOU FAT BASTRD.
okkay, im so easily agitated(more like pissed) now. high bloodded. YAY NO HOMeWORK WOO!
IM OFF :D
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I FORGOT TO SAY!
ANDERSON CHOIR GOT GOLD
GOD! WE RAWK :D
I DIDNT SING.
BUT WE STILL RAWKED ANYHOW.
IM NOT LYING PEEPS.
WE DID RAWK HOOHOO!IT WAS A FUNN EXP AT THE STUPID CONCERT HALL :DWAAAHA.WE RAWKEDWE RAWKEDWE RAWKEDWE RAWKEDLabels: WE RAWK YES
9:31 PM;
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hello my pretties (:im sleeeepy. cos i ate like super lots of food. there was this HUUGE claypot of sharksfin and i ate it.. not to mention my dad gave me to chunks of sharksfin on top of it. hell, then got rice and dishes sumore,, cannot finish dey.. SO FULL WTC.yawns.anyway school is so bad bad bad.i dunt want to go school anymores ):sometimes those people, just cant stand them.. i hate having to show a face.im so tired.i think its my stomach. foul mood..can you believe it. im about to sleep at 9.30. wtcc.i hate school. and all it's done for me. or rather. to me. _ l_you're the bitch. you too.and the bastard's no where near betterget out.dont give me that temperamental face.bitch/esLabels: retards have no hope..
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haha, ytd no internet. so sian.
ok my mom bdae today HAPPY BDAE :D
anyway she's home so i have to be careful. in anycase, just came back from vic concert hall. man, ANDERSON RAWKED THE CHOIR (:
well, i must say Holy Innocence (sp?) choir was super too :D
well, anyway today sucked. especially after maths.. we cud skip EFL and go for lunch, we choir peeps. but i wish i didnt. why? because mr koh come kacheow kacheow come to sit with us. it was super unbearable, because his face was rotten with pimples and he kept on talking as if we were interested. and he actually said i was quiet. and that is stupid. ok
gotta RUN
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i need a psychiatrist. bad.i just woke up, i just woke up mad.for the split seconds after i opened my eyes. i felt the whole world was tipping to one side. no, i saw everything clearly as it was, but somehow it felt so scary. it felt like it was really really happening. really happening. i almost screamed, and i ran to my mothers room, breathless. i ran back and grabbed my housephone and called my moms hp. no reply, i threw my phone on the floor and used my handphone to call her hp again (psycho people do psycho stuff) but miraculously she answered.By that time, i had already collapse on the bed shutting my eyes tight. i swear, i almost went mad there. now i see how foolish it was to get uptight oversomething that is impossible, but how.. how come it was just so real. its hard to describe with words.perhaps this has something to do with digimon videos? or that cursed animation karwei uncle sent. the one with the ghost flying out.. gee. :/i must get some water... ..5th postLabels: mad
5:32 PM;
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haha. i can hardly believe myself for being so psychotic even when im in pain :well then..(: after all this is the 4th post for today right? now thats badd. thats oh so BADD!i shall go to sleep now. sleep sleep sleeeeeep (: ps still havent done the stupid script. when i have no info on how to do, how u expect me do? :Di feel like eating! oh no! (:waahseh... )): our music project stil havent do! siala, hand in, or rather, perform on wednesday! and i aint got any mc to back that up ! ): sumore, wednesday got SYF ! =) and i wann go yea!hah, so.. siala sure fail le. they supposed to come my house tmr, bt i cant play the march of the andersonians yet. this is taxing. so much for taking a day off i guess.yes i shall sleep now, before my wanting to eat overcomes me :Dtahs !(:Labels: asleeeep
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hey. why us everyone just so uptight.
lekha DID send me that sms. so i forwarded it. and people start scolding me.well, its not my fault i feel that gayhwee is a retard and decided to forward it. they should be asking themselves why people call them retard right..
okkay so im reallly tired. oh so tired.people cant take a joke. and im not in the right mind to even think about apologising. oh please, its not eeven my fault can.. ((:
haha. sianed.
hey! In Christ Alone is such a nicee song (: hahaha. Above All too (: :D :D (:
lawls. now someone dont reply sms le. (: must be outspoken as in. beaten in speaking or wdv :D
haha, like i care (: no one asked deepak to show him the sms. right? :D right.
no one asked him to look at the sms deepak was showing him right? :D right.
he didnt scold lekha. he scolded me."lekha not in sch" well, so am i right? :D right.
haha, my presence fills the class even when im at home LOL. just joking x]
my eyes still hurt. but its getting super dark now.. i realise if i turn my head fast, or lok in another direction quickly, theres this idiotic searing pain through my head. i cant explain it. now i feel warm as in fever. but holycow, the school stole my only thermometre.. haha. (: but i do feel warm. the only thing is that if my stomach aches PLUS fever it means i got food poisoning or sth. but now i dont have stomach ache liao :D
BUT MY EYES SERIOUSLY HURT OKAY.
wdv, my enemies (: go ahead and laugh " yay our enemy has a fever :D" llike wtf do i care (:i haart my home, my bed my com. and cheers to you people who have been poking me with a voodoo doll. it worked! :D whee~
but its fustrating, this inconvenience. and is it my teperature exactly or is the weather just searing warm..? i mean it looks cold cos its like, about to rain or something.. and. well i feel warm. i think i will take a nice nice cooling bathe now (: before i hesitate to start on my speech writing. and oh yes, schools not ended ! (: my other homeworks are stalled for now hhaaa hee hee (:
woo. and lekha pls dont blame me for telling gayhwee that you were the one who send it (: because anyway, what can he do? (:
right? makes sense? haha, okay bye im off to bring down my temperature!!
oh yess tthis is the 3rd post today (:
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i hate being sick. or even feeling uncomfortable. like now. right now.i am so much in pain or something.my eyes hurt.whenever i shut them tight or open them wide.. it gives me a headache.. and makes me feel so damned dizzy.. i want to die . it hurtsIT HURTS
IT HURTS.ITS SO SICKENINGIM LIKE SO TIRED OF THIS .__i cant sleep anymore. i slept too much already. and now theres this script writing i have to do and hand in. bloody hell lar. so tired, and there's still this ****ing work i have to do. do i even have to slog my ass off even on a day off? i cant take this anymore. not anymore. nope.kill me . THE THING IS. IF I HAVE TO BE SICK, WHY NOT LET ME BE BEDRIDDEN?! IF I DONT HAVE TO BE SICK, LET ME BE HEALTHY. STOP GETTING ME SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE. FIT FOR SCHOOL BUT TIRED. SICK AND TIRED. SICK AND OH SO TIRED.ROOOAAARRR.AAAAHHHHHH.it hurts.i hate this.the medicine. tastes like SHIT. and it doesnt help. why the__ am i taking medicine for mt stomach when thats not where it hurts? isnt that a pure waste of time? i have no appetite. none at all. AHHH. AAAHH. ITS A FKING WASTE OF TIME TO SLEEPLabels: screw the pain screw it.
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morning (:its morning.i didnt go to school, making use of the MC that i extorted out of the doctor. I AM JUST KIDDING -.-' intestinal spasm due to stress/fatigue''menses coming'not specific causes. wtc? so wtc is up with my stupid stomach hey? such asses. last night... fell asleep... thenwoke up like 3 times. first time.. the lights were still on. 2nd time.. was 2am.. third time was 3.30. then i dreamt about many weird 'men' all running in a circle making some weird noise. i woke up and found out that my alarm clock was ringing. (diaos)my mom shut it. and asked me if i wanted to go to schoolgeez its actually GOOD to miss monday you know. but lets be frank. i duno why but my eyeballs hurt. feels kind of like back then when i fell and fractured my eyebone. a little..? but i certainly didnt fall this time. and my whole body's joints are all stiff... ROAR! probably cos i've been sleeping too much huh.. ahhaha.wtcc. jiaxian called me early in the morning." hello carey, i cannot go to the MCS 50th aniversary. because got test"HEY DAMMIT?i duwan go alone sia... )): ))))): wahh all pangseh wor =(hmpth. i dun go lor. so simple.okkay.. so.. im hungry ): i have too eat medicine on an empty stomach. but my grandmother coming back (with my breakfast) at 9 o clock. sia la.. confirm starve.okkay maybe i'll post later. i going watch digimon (again) frontier. :Doh yes. WANYONG is so aggressive. boonhow jiaohaonidemeimeiba! (: nevermind i owned her anyway :Dmwahz people (:Labels: WOO
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hello.my mom aunties and krissi are at amk lib now. and im not. i would be with them had i not haave this urge to sleep. ...i woke up, with a terrible stomach ache (or cramp) and God, it hurt. so so much. then after the pain left, i felt nauseaus(sp?) and are porridge, but i didnt vomit (:then i was fine during yd :D but then halfway thru the service the aching started again.oww man.. then after service i was fine.. after church we were supposed to go to some temple to see my grandfather( in his urn -.-) buut i was like so sick can. we parked nearby then wanted to go coffeeshop while waiting for maxim an the rest. then i walk walk.. a few step. want to faint then go coffeeshop and rested. can die lah.then later walked to the temple with much inconvenience, beacause i was on the verge of collapsing. felt so damned sick okay.. then later i became okay, cos i sat outside waiting for them, as a result i didnt see my grandfather because its not sooo healthy inside.. and my mother cried again. like wtc, a YEAR has passed and she's still crying. lol.anywaes.. thenwe took a bus back.. and split ways in amk.. she got down first to meet my aunties while i went home.. lalla..you know the stupid stupid pain in my stupid stomach is like... like you did too many sit-up and its hurting? the problem is, i dont do situps -.-and its at the left and right sides... oww.i want to sleep k. i want. today audee and debs didnt come. and that danielle is just SUCH AN INSANE PIG CAN. we werelike waiting for sharon in the parsonage, then that idiot took a pillow and bashed it on my head. i was pissed. hey, its not so easy for me since.. okay i admit that i scold vulgar in school. and avoid in church, as much as i can. then i almost mumbled something lar. ass lah. KAO BEI DANIELLE AH LIAN STILL WANT CALL OTHER PEOPLE AH LIAN. OWNSELF LOOK LYK SHIT SAY OTHER PEOPLE UGLY. YOU WATCH OUT. YES?okkay! so im tired and sleepy and sickked.. and im actually quite happy for a reason :D:D which you are so not going to find out. hahahaa. (: sians sians sians....i shall go tag peoples blog then sleep. (:ahaha, i cant wait for next weeks yf dey (: we have WORKSHOPS x3(whatever they are)so i hope my leaders come PLEASE. )):or we'd be the only small group without a leader. not even one ):cyas :DLabels: WAAH PAIN SiA
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im more of dissapointed than angry. not really angry, but pissed. some people are just soo weird?
i tell you danielle is one of them. no seriously i dont mean to badmouth her or anything, just that she went a little off for a second today
she was standing too near me cos we were standing in a circle kicking the netball.
carey: eh move nearer to jiahui leh
danielle: *purposely stand near near*
carey: tsk.
danielle: sorry, i only stand next to people who are uglier than me * i was to deaf to hear it*
carey: huh what u say?
danielle: i said i only stand next to people uglier than me. you know what that means right?
carey: sorry, i think you are like, so blind.
oh plese! take a look in the mirror yourself nincompoop. oh, cant stand these kind of people. nowwhat's all that about?
well then, apparently, ms prettyface cant tell that she looks completely like a ghost or freak?
( i think you can so, tell that she's the one behind me)
dunces, i cant completley CANT STAND THESE KIND OF PEOPLE?!?
yes i am temperamental, but when have i ever told my friend she was ugly, whether she is or not. everybody knows that isnt a nice thing to do even if it isnt true, right?
play nice girl, even if you dont like people.
seriously, i dont like your attitude. i know im not much better cos what i always say to you (jokingly) is that you smell. well, to tell you the truth, i hate the smell of your shampoo. and i really felt sick when you asked for hugs. people dont ask for hugs, people give hugs willingly. oh boy, you should see the sick faces of those whom you force to hug you. laugh out loud.
well then anyway, yf was good. had msg by that i-forgot-whats-his-name guy duno what chinchow or simi gui i duno lar. anyway it was the yf camp speaker. and lucky for zacteo he wasnt there LOL.
haha, anyway right, the message was long and funny.. then whn msg ended, me deb and jiaxian went off to 7-11. haha, they kept taking about running and running, felt so stupid cos like, i hardly run...at all.
then ate a lot. and we were talking happily at the void deck.. then there were 4 seats. we sat on 3 of em. then there was this a little psycho guy.. yeah and he just sat at the empty seat and started talking in dialect. apparently, i couldnt understand him because he didnt have teeth. and so that was as good as mumbling gibberish. i did hear some stuff. and boy, he had such a BEAUTIFUL NOTEBOOK. i am like, sooo jealous. (?)
well, good ol demoralising danielle, what she do.? we were kicking ball and well my legs arent long. i missed catching the ball with my leg... " HAHA, LOUSY LAR YOU" came the most unwelcomed comment. hey i mean, no one asked for your opinion? hey, sometimes i feel that... she's picking on me? but hey, she's a nice person to quarrel with. weak at it, but determined to suan. lol. weak cos she has nothing to compare (joking..)
well. it would be nice to have a verbal battle with her... if she picks for one. verbal as in talking not vulgarities lah. oh plese. im cutting down. ( on food, and on vulgarities)
you know, sometimes i wonder if people look at me the same way i find danielle. that wouldnt be too good. can someone tell me if any of you find me like that. because i personally dont find myself to be like that. yes, maybe the like-to-suan-peeps part. but no, i'd never go to the extent of telling someone in their face that she's downright ugly. unless of course danielle... goes way too far.
please lar, dont start horhor-ing me. even dogs retaliate can.
can.
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i decided to go bloghopping before watching videos. and i hopped to crys blog. although i couldnt tag(cos the board didnt so much as show up) i left a comment. crystal is not exactly so close to me but i feel this pain in my stupid fugly heart that she's being picked on. though i know not not she behaves in school, her conduct blahblah. but it pains me to see people pick on her. expecially her teacher.its just unfair. from a third persons view? mr hoe himself might find himself justified. crystal might find herself mistreated. friends might find themselves obi-ing her or shedding tears for her. but the true fact is, that its just wrong. i am sure many of us hate our teachers. i do. i hate mrkoh, mr tay, msyeoh, that bitch who teaches chinese in 1/5... etc.!even though crystal may have lost the poll, it also goes to show that there are people who hate their form teacher. now, what should the teacher then, think about that? was he in the wrong, or was crys in the wrong? was anyone in the wrong to hate him?and there might be a case where, friendships may go bad because of different thoughts about theirteacher.even so, the teacher would have no right to call crys childish. not that no one has to right to. but, as a teacher? does that mean all their students can call their teachers bastards or bitches just because they pick on them. discipline, yes from students. but more so from teachers right?i personally feel that the teacher, in his post. is not being very nice. at all. apart from describing crys as childish, he is so insensitive as to write what others say about her.a sore loser, he calls her. dont you kind of feel thats what a small kid would say? be more constructive noobass.WOAH. he even quotes:You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. - Matthew 7:5in any case, i think that would apply for himself. God, im feeling so damn tempted to make a comment.okay so what if other people see how you love your class? is it not so clear how you treat individuals of your class? you claim to love your class so much on the whole, but you criticize, treat unfairly and even spite an individual of your class. how much would that bring down on your love for your class? wow, he even DARES to write on how goooood a teacher he is, being asked to go to another school by another schools principal. God knows we will be celebrating when you leave so dont frigging bother bragging about it dumbshit."Its just unfortunate for me to have the extreme ingrates in my class" he says.wooh. th extreme ingrates like you? it should be"its just unfortunate for them to have the extreme ingrate as their teacher"or"its just unfortunate for the extreme ingrates to have me as their teacher"well, its the same anyway.im done talking, off to videos!ps. if crys wants me to delete this post, i will.Labels: screw you bloodyassed teachers to hell
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MORNING. i am oh so tired! if i didnt have homework and all that, i really wouldnt wake up man. YAWNS. well. now my aunty in the house cannot practise piano. stupid lar. ARGH. homework. curse you..okay so..LATER GOT YF :D but i have to get past piano class BOO! damn? eh shit lar, my teeth starting to pain again. sadcased. ouch Ow. i feel like watching digimon again..ahaha. yes i shall (:eh wth, i was checking my mail.. thers this message from 'sarah' in friendster.. and she says she saw my profile and is gtting ppl to check out a new site better then friendster. and she gives me this urlhttp://sweethomespot.com/Sexygirl3 (DONT GO)eh crap dont go can. it can be porn for all we know right. im most definately not going. thats probably why she's sending this to me - a kid. right? a little brains please. i dont want to be corrupted by THAT kind of stuff. DONT GO.lawls.? weird people do weird stuff. retard people do retard stuff. pervert people do pervert stuff. sheesh. and i DO think its porn. cos the users pic is a woman(not very pretty) wearing a TOOSMALLSIZED black shirt. and only can see her upper body, but heck i think thats a g string there. __ WAKAO EH. TOO FREE OR WHAT. BIAN TAI MAN, WAN TO CORRUPT SMALL KIDS. GO TO HELL LAR. eh issit frenster just combined comments and testimonials into the same box? way coool (:whatever.im sick tired. and going to watch digimon frontier again. as in continue. go get my bf. breakfast first i mean, ahhas.lovex3Labels: ass
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helloi'm having my coffee (: with some really english-y biscuits lol.cofffee+milo to be exact and its tasted GOOD :Dokkay so theres yf tmr and excited or sth ahahaa. i think i can't sleep tonight. i'd better find someone to sms. haha. haha so anyway, tuition was okkay. just that Shengxiang the radio kept reading repeatedly as usual. even hulaoshi also sabo him to read LOL.okkay so i'venothing to say execpt that aw mother.. keep checking on me. kaos. aswipeeys. haha, and im oh so high but i want to sleep. yesyes. my nose behaved today (:so i didnt have to take flu medicine.besides that, i bought a really cheap pair of earrings in school for the fundraising something. its not VERY pretty but well. for charity, one dollar is okkay for a not-so-cute pink slipper shaped, poorly designed earring. oh well. im just too kind. *COUGH!*please lah you people.okkay i'll go. ):-caffeinatedTHE CAFFEIN RULETHLabels: caffeinated
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hello peeep.im so dumdum now. havent finish my tuition homework haha but who cares lar. now waiting for my dad to reply wether he coming to fetch me or i go myself. ((: today is like so SADD can. its the last day we're seeing ms crystal. LAST DAY!??! ms crystal our choir teacher really rawks k ): we've been with her for 3 months! and we'll all miss her wonderful voice. damn. choir has been a blessing.HAIZ? tuition nextif that JUNHUI doesnt come again i'll take it that he's tormented by all the people in this class that lookdown on him, spite him, critisize him, irritate and hate him..(eg.me) and decided to be 'alone' for a while. (: to put it simple, he's scared.OH YES, today is freaky friday.. or the friday the 13th which is supposed to be er.. unlucky or something. but today has been an okkay day basically and not really unlucky for me. ahh, the beliefs. well, we watched akeela and the bee(sp?) during eng reading period, ten was PE. was quite okkay lar. cos it rained before and then the parade ground was wet, so cant play floorball(WHOPEE) then what was WORSE was that Mr Leong ask us go feild play frisbee. wtc. yaaay. our team scored 6-2 :D we rawked. not so much. HAHA.then CE was such shit. and irritated yuhao during maths.. blahblah mr koh sucked! MR KOH JUST SUCKED. okay? yuhao explained to me a sum and i was just grateful i pretended to hug her. YEAH so what if she's laughing and pushing me away. then that KSK. have to butt his butt into our business and sad " Carey, pls stop" WHADEVA! ass! i failed a small test.. (maths) oh boy jx gonna whack me (: i haate algebra when i cant get it. crap.yes. and like..that stupid maths teacher? he kept us back till 1 o clock. so me and siying was chionging to the amk lib after school.. and ate FISH&CHICKEN COMBO WHICH IS LIKE.. $8? MY TREAT SUMORE DEY. then still bot a strwberry soda and amounted to $11 wtcwtc! all i pay. but ying will pay me $4 back on monday. POK LIAO!hahahs. then we were talking and talking as we ate. DAMN te food was GOOOD. it was like showering outside and we were cursing the stupid weather cos we would have to walk back with those 2 flimsy umbrellas in that rain. gosh.HAHA. well i gotta call my mother. duno why also, just so,, ugh nevermind. (:TMR GOT YF! WOOS.MOO!Labels: alas. alas.
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HEY PEEP!im at home...came back from dinner at about 8.45.. went to Bottle Tree Park to eat nicenice food. okkay so not SO nice but super expensive food. we only ordered beef hotplate, tieban tofu kangkong and shark fin then $80 liao. siao man.anyway sian then my father is such a toot okay. he keep saying want my bdae party on saturday. ask me skip yf. its like IMPOSSiBLE. wtf. and then i wan humming in the car on the way back and he like bushuang liddat, turn up the volume of the radio. sibei kiampah lar. wan wack him lar. ass.grr. i am sooo tired. cannot finish my tuition homework. i dun care liaos ah, hu lao shi also don gibadamn.... but sch homework dagai do finish leee... YAWN..8-Owee. my eyes are red again. wtc man it keeps getting red.WTC PEEPS. i WASNT CRYING IN CLASS TODAY. just cos i was sick, had the flu, teary eyes, red eyes... and all that, doesnt mean im crying dey! especially some idiots who find it what? funny? interesting? and like to take pictures. smart? not. assholes? yes. screw you.i've been so easily annoyed the past few days. its getting on my nerves. in fact, EVERYTHING is getting on my nerves. and i'm overly sensitive! OVERLY! sure, everything else in my life is more or less falling into its place for now.. but still. im feeling so .. stupid. irritated. sicki need time off please.no, if you know that i know you well. its not YOU that im irritated with. i just dont want to mention names now. okay?RAAAAAHHH.i haaaarrt digimon frontier lah (: all cos colin brought it up again, then i rmb the daes whr i keep watching hahaah :D:Dnow i watch up to episode 15 on youtube nia. i spent the whole stupid day watching it dey.FADZLY MYZRA! STOP SAYING MY TEETH! ROOOAARR... ><y'all suck lar, stupid moronic bitches.anyway.anyway.anyway.so sad can.. today nothing happens on friendster. so BORRIING LAAH. come lar ppl send me testis kk? :Di AM SO BORED! I SHALL SLEEP YES. how i love my bed in the morning. i HAART MY BED MAN MUAHHS x3ehh btw the twisties that day one? i hid it in a container that has been empty, beside my bed for a million years. yeah i put it there. 1 dae liao. no one found out EHEE IM GOOD XD:Dx3ehh tmr is FRIDAY!! SHIT got maths )): yay got pe (: okies tahsLabels: boring daee
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12 april. the salmon expires on the 1st. but well, theres a LOT left and it tastes GREAT. im eating eat although mommy advised me to throw it away. my lunch is simply boring anyway.
well today was an ok day. we had english which was boring then mtl which was stupid. mrs lim is stupid anyway. then later recess loved it. and then lit was okkay since ms yeoh took us to the lib to play scrabble. after which we went to the lab 4 science. boooooring.. then later IPW the goldfish tay never come cos he helping in the fangkuaijingling thingy in our sch, then py and sy go help in the FKJL then leave me n anjuu. then we (were supposed to) didnt do our report but who gifs a damn. i felt terribly sick.. sniffing and sneezing and tearing like a pain in the ass. so many ppl thought i was crying.
thanks for the concern peeps (:
felt so weak i took a taxi home which miraculously costed me $3.80 :O
well, then took a damn long bath :D:D
i am so bored! i shall go and watch digi frontier.. on youtube XD yeah!
oomfh,.. lol i threw the salmon away anyway. it started off tasting good, weird then horrible. and to think i ate quite some. eeks. food poisoning? hahahaa.. tahs i guess.
really short post. since my troubles are minimising... and haha, nothing to debate about. mess up my life if you will, you'll see the archives growing longer hahaha x]
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