im in a lousy mood, very upset, with myself mainly, who else can i blame for the sins i make? there was some conflict between her, and myself today. and i cant explain it. maybe i shouldnt have been so stubborn. no, i am just finding a word for that atttude i showed. stubborn? maybe, maybe not .
it might not be entirely my fault, but finger pointing now is completely useless. though i seriously wan to know whats so bad about the pictures i brought. they may not be perfect, but is perfect all you want? isnt it better than not bringing any at all?
well, you know how they say that you realise your mistakes after you've committed them? its true, think about it, i thought all that while that she just wasnt making sense. but i could have been acting weird and angry all the same in her perspective, i guess we're not always seen the way we think we are acting huh.
well then, i guess as a Christian, we're supposed to reflect God in all that we do.. it just isnt working so well for me. im like a stupid, cracked mirror.. distorting everything its trying to reflect. cracked and broken. corrupted and defiled.
and having a heavy rain isnt helping much now. and i dont want to talk about it now. lift the spirits girl.
sian, i havent done my sience at all, and it sucks, so does the noodles me and deepak made that im eating now. it just sucks when its all cold and mushy. eew, and sad thing i burnt my thumb during home econs today. and i realised im always so tensed up during home econs, probably because its like the only subject i may excel at, or not. but i believe if i do my best in everything, i can exel in something, even if its home econs. but the sub is ending soon, in like a term or so. so sad ,personally, D&T sucks.
i guess im really tired, i'll homework at night i suppose, im going to maple now. im sleepy, but i shant sleep.. tho its a wonderful thing to sleep in a storm. well, bye,
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