Saturday, March 31, 2007
you know.
i might not be the best at scolding vulgarities.
i really want to stop.
but in situations like this, what good is controlling myself.
you know, i wished there was a word that wasnt vulgar, but is a good way to scold people.
apparently some people like to respond when nobody is talking to him at all. and i hate this kind of people . i can understand standing up for a friend. but the question is, is it right to stand up for your friend when he is in the wrong? that's like, plain injustice for that. And no, im not liking it one bit, get it.
haiz. im dizzying in this world. its caving in, the world. where are all the nice, kind helpful heroic people mentioned in fairy tales and fables ridiculously many times? In school. why are so many people against me all the time? Am i so, sickening? i don't think so, and injustices - i wait for five whole torturous days for the well appreciated weekends, only to be piled with homework.
do you know how yf is important to me.. its really nice to b happy for at least a day in the whole week. when everyday else is a horribly angry or sorrowful day. my friends at school are great, but some people like YOU. really need to reflect yoursself in a mirror. i don't badmouth people for no reason. and i expect no one else does either, therefore i know there's a need to check on myself everytime someone makes a comment about me.
i HATE THIS WORLD.
the last thing i would do is to KILL ALL OF YOU. all of you seriously sickening people. SCREW YOU ALL to hell
and as for nick, i really think there's no need to check on myself if you call me a coke whore. because i dont give two hoots and i might not be cheam enough to rebut you with fiercer words, but what does that count for? does that mean im incompetent? most certainly not.
You know it. i'm not scolding anyone for no shit reason or just because im in a bad mood and take it out on something. in case you all think i'm saying this because im a throughly mean and evil girll taking revenge orsomething, im not please.
i am sad, not angry. its something i've been doing my best to cover up, and being with my friends today made me happy. the moment i left church, this came back to mind. i stopped thinking of everything else.
curse you!
kayhwee : please, stop bringing utmost misery to me? are you enjoying this? laugh go ahead! for heaven's sake please tell your most good friends that you don't like me anymore. and please, i thought you said you would stop them from talking about it anymore. and i hate you for this. because its a sensitive point and all theeir talk is most unwelcomed and hurtful. whether i am not a good person or not. whether you hate me, or not. or maybe you just want to spite me. well done, you did it!
its the most unluckiest thing in my entire life to sit a few metres away from you.
why am i not a good person? from what i assess from myself, im neither a backstabber, betrayer, arsonist, murderer or anything. why must i go through all this?
when can i return to a cheerful hyper girl during the weekdays? can i only smile in church? miserable and desperate.
i should have got to CHIJ after all. maybe girl classes aren't as bad. and i would know lots of people there. then again it means i have to face many people.
and i am so so so sad, and tormented
so so so sad.
i might as well take a gun and put it to my head, get it over with.
i dont wanna do this
at times likethese, i like to sing songs.
Empower me is a good one.
<3>
today YF WAS GREAT I LOVE IT tho it rained.
had fun :D
LOVE YF
I LOVE YOU YF
i might not be the best at scolding vulgarities.
i really want to stop.
but in situations like this, what good is controlling myself.
you know, i wished there was a word that wasnt vulgar, but is a good way to scold people.
apparently some people like to respond when nobody is talking to him at all. and i hate this kind of people . i can understand standing up for a friend. but the question is, is it right to stand up for your friend when he is in the wrong? that's like, plain injustice for that. And no, im not liking it one bit, get it.
haiz. im dizzying in this world. its caving in, the world. where are all the nice, kind helpful heroic people mentioned in fairy tales and fables ridiculously many times? In school. why are so many people against me all the time? Am i so, sickening? i don't think so, and injustices - i wait for five whole torturous days for the well appreciated weekends, only to be piled with homework.
do you know how yf is important to me.. its really nice to b happy for at least a day in the whole week. when everyday else is a horribly angry or sorrowful day. my friends at school are great, but some people like YOU. really need to reflect yoursself in a mirror. i don't badmouth people for no reason. and i expect no one else does either, therefore i know there's a need to check on myself everytime someone makes a comment about me.
i HATE THIS WORLD.
the last thing i would do is to KILL ALL OF YOU. all of you seriously sickening people. SCREW YOU ALL to hell
and as for nick, i really think there's no need to check on myself if you call me a coke whore. because i dont give two hoots and i might not be cheam enough to rebut you with fiercer words, but what does that count for? does that mean im incompetent? most certainly not.
You know it. i'm not scolding anyone for no shit reason or just because im in a bad mood and take it out on something. in case you all think i'm saying this because im a throughly mean and evil girll taking revenge orsomething, im not please.
i am sad, not angry. its something i've been doing my best to cover up, and being with my friends today made me happy. the moment i left church, this came back to mind. i stopped thinking of everything else.
curse you!
kayhwee : please, stop bringing utmost misery to me? are you enjoying this? laugh go ahead! for heaven's sake please tell your most good friends that you don't like me anymore. and please, i thought you said you would stop them from talking about it anymore. and i hate you for this. because its a sensitive point and all theeir talk is most unwelcomed and hurtful. whether i am not a good person or not. whether you hate me, or not. or maybe you just want to spite me. well done, you did it!
its the most unluckiest thing in my entire life to sit a few metres away from you.
why am i not a good person? from what i assess from myself, im neither a backstabber, betrayer, arsonist, murderer or anything. why must i go through all this?
when can i return to a cheerful hyper girl during the weekdays? can i only smile in church? miserable and desperate.
i should have got to CHIJ after all. maybe girl classes aren't as bad. and i would know lots of people there. then again it means i have to face many people.
and i am so so so sad, and tormented
so so so sad.
i might as well take a gun and put it to my head, get it over with.
i dont wanna do this
at times likethese, i like to sing songs.
Empower me is a good one.
<3>
today YF WAS GREAT I LOVE IT tho it rained.
had fun :D
LOVE YF
I LOVE YOU YF
Labels: tormented.
9:20 PM;
<3
<3
dammit all.
the world is stepping on my toes.
and even i dont know how to react to that.
human senses would be to react with violence, and verbal abuse.
ps. wen i think about 'violence is a sign of pregnancy' i giggle.
but as a christian, im supposed to forgive and everything.
i dont mind so much being bullied when there is someone around to stand up for me, to tell them to stop. to tell them to stop already.
the world is stepping on my toes.
and even i dont know how to react to that.
human senses would be to react with violence, and verbal abuse.
ps. wen i think about 'violence is a sign of pregnancy' i giggle.
but as a christian, im supposed to forgive and everything.
i dont mind so much being bullied when there is someone around to stand up for me, to tell them to stop. to tell them to stop already.
pissed? i really dont know if my new group is good or not good. personally, the boys ' bully' me? and of all people, kevin must learn from ivan to whack my bottle. ehem, repeatedly. once or twice i can stand the nonsense but i have this erratic feeling that this wont stop. and maybe my group isnt a total blessing to me on certain parts.
i feel strage when people for example huixiang, when they say i am so lucky to be in the group im in. sure, she's in a worse off sstate so i can understand how she feels about my group which is basically average.
Kevin.. likes to whack my bottle, and call me names, andlaugh at me but he's a helpful chap.
Fadz.. he's a supposedly good chairman... but calls me names too and tries (...) to whack my bottle. i mean its not a BIG issue or anything. i have repeated umpteen times about how sensitive i am? and its not a matter of whether im closer to you and i get hurt easier or what, because its really anooying the things you boys do.
to top that off, there's no good friend sitting really near by. ivan and hady were a better group if you asked me. well then, who doesnt like the group they spent two whole months with? i certainly love my group, and have fostered friendships like with hady ivan and harshaana. (larry? he changed seats soon)
even when ivan whacked my bottle, kevin would laugh... but ivan was a nicer chap because he would cheer me up when i looked sadd. which is a nice boy thing also apart from ' if it makes you happy' courtesy of jenwei and zijie kor :D
yes niceboys are nice. as in goodguys. not those evil evil bad bad people who call people names. ivan is still okay for that matter.
but no, yuhao doesnt stand up for me, or tell the boys to stop or anything, and my life is dull and bitter. shaoxuan throws things at me for a reason im unaware of.
beep.. i got a call from some angmoh. " may i speak to Phillip Kent please?"
"sorry i think you got the wrong number"
"oh......well thank you"
"thanks"
"beep beep beep"
nope no phillip kent i know!
anyway i dont know im always around boys who like to tease, call names, disturb and hurt(emo) me like kevin fadz sx poseng.. and its so giddying.. i dont want to sit there anymore. im not pointing blame at anyone andd dont feel bad oranything (..) but just to throw out my thoughts and pressures on this blog entry.
i wanted to try the 'talk more' method of changing seats but... who can i talk to?
no one.
the only people there for me. siying peiyan dq seri hx.
thats for in school ar.
i know there are lots more :D
like my church buds.
CAROL
SAM
JX
DEBB
luff u all
and
I LOVE YOU AUDREY
thanks for being there, for being THERE>
for me :D
im not in a desperate situation. i love weekends.
i love yf i love yf so so much i love yf yesss. YF ROCKS. LOV YF COM AND YF PEEPS :D y'all make my saturdays for the rest of the week
oh how i look forward to yf :D
especially today since im so down. it will lift my moods :D yes yes it will XD and i will forget about everything
hahahhaha. ;D
anyway i must do homework already so tata :S
CAREY!!
Labels: yf rocks my socks
9:38 AM;
<3
<3
MORNING!
*yawn*
its not really early lar. =.=
so tired.
i raided into my parents room to sleep on the floor cos they on the aircon. Who ask my own room the aircon spoil! suay. anyway going to start on maths soon liaos. and, i'll be wearing black to YF today.. dont know to match what pants lar. sians.
if i wear my PE then whole thing black like bangala liddat. then if i wear my blue shorts, then scared to small... then the OP shorts like dont match with black lar.
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME MY PANTS MATCH WHAT COLOUR!
ohh yes.
HEPPY BDAE TO YOU!
HEPPY BDAE TO YOU!
HEPPY BDAE TO GREG!
HEPPY BDAE TO YOU!
I dono how old you are but happy birthday anyway! March 31 baby! ps. greg is jiaxian fren on frenster. =.=
anyways lar. ohh shit i dont know what to say le.
OH YEAH. __
yeah in case you people check out the older messages on my Cbox. you may see some bloody infurating tags ( if you're on my side ). i wouldnt care, but this will affect the strangers that read my blog ( i welcome) to pass time or something. if you people either kay hwee, dylan or BOTH, like to disturb blogs, please do it somewhere else yeah?
how would you feel if your enemy came to your blog and started to curse you on your own tagboard, then back in school, you like to act innocent. and plese dont ever show me those asswiping tearful eye of some sort because that really turns me off.
i don't have a habit of blocking taggers.
unless.
you get what i mean dont you? im sure you arent as pea-brained as your parents are. or maybe that's why u might be pea-brained too.
to dylan: you might be enjoying this attention, and you know i cant reach you personally.but its not only you thats gonna get it. so stop being a retarded black sheep(!) and get your anal retentive self out of my tagboard, and most wonderfully scram your lumpy lard figure out of my blog on the whole.
to kayhwee: and dont you dare to scold me for scolding your friend unless you are dylans 'MOTHER' or what, and i do have enough reasons for doing so, so shut up you lardass.
ps. flashbox isnt the only tagboard that can block users.
im fed up! it seems like a really small matter doesnt it my blogders? but see? sensitive old me cannot get by like this! of course tags under 'kayhwee' might be dylan God knows, if, kayhwee hadnt had this friend and showed off his stupid links knowing fully that this anal lard would go spam/disturb blogs, then there would be no problem no? i was fed up on my first blogskin already, then subsequently i changed my URL, where there was peace for sometime... until this joker turned up with an almost-the-same tagname saying he had found my blog again.
voila!
your verdict?
let me say this, cat high sucks, and you dylan cant do anything aboutt it. and, in case YOU also are in cat high, well congratulations, you just made me hate your school more. and have a worse impression on catholic high than ever. in case you know who is choong hwee, you may slap his lardy face because you know you would want to if you know him.
i am so bloody hell happy you didnt come to anderson? PROBLEMS... i dont want!
i thank the God of heaven you got into XX school ( whether cathigh or not)
enough! people write me testi's kay :D
i thank you all for it
specially JX, jenwei and karwei. :D
of course my baobei audrey also :D
TADA!(?)
ima going to get breakfast and start homework so i can go yf... :D
cya latas. :D
TATAS!
CAREYY ::D
in the darkness there is no light for me
*yawn*
its not really early lar. =.=
so tired.
i raided into my parents room to sleep on the floor cos they on the aircon. Who ask my own room the aircon spoil! suay. anyway going to start on maths soon liaos. and, i'll be wearing black to YF today.. dont know to match what pants lar. sians.
if i wear my PE then whole thing black like bangala liddat. then if i wear my blue shorts, then scared to small... then the OP shorts like dont match with black lar.
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME MY PANTS MATCH WHAT COLOUR!
ohh yes.
HEPPY BDAE TO YOU!
HEPPY BDAE TO YOU!
HEPPY BDAE TO GREG!
HEPPY BDAE TO YOU!
I dono how old you are but happy birthday anyway! March 31 baby! ps. greg is jiaxian fren on frenster. =.=
anyways lar. ohh shit i dont know what to say le.
OH YEAH. __
yeah in case you people check out the older messages on my Cbox. you may see some bloody infurating tags ( if you're on my side ). i wouldnt care, but this will affect the strangers that read my blog ( i welcome) to pass time or something. if you people either kay hwee, dylan or BOTH, like to disturb blogs, please do it somewhere else yeah?
how would you feel if your enemy came to your blog and started to curse you on your own tagboard, then back in school, you like to act innocent. and plese dont ever show me those asswiping tearful eye of some sort because that really turns me off.
i don't have a habit of blocking taggers.
unless.
you get what i mean dont you? im sure you arent as pea-brained as your parents are. or maybe that's why u might be pea-brained too.
to dylan: you might be enjoying this attention, and you know i cant reach you personally.but its not only you thats gonna get it. so stop being a retarded black sheep(!) and get your anal retentive self out of my tagboard, and most wonderfully scram your lumpy lard figure out of my blog on the whole.
to kayhwee: and dont you dare to scold me for scolding your friend unless you are dylans 'MOTHER' or what, and i do have enough reasons for doing so, so shut up you lardass.
ps. flashbox isnt the only tagboard that can block users.
im fed up! it seems like a really small matter doesnt it my blogders? but see? sensitive old me cannot get by like this! of course tags under 'kayhwee' might be dylan God knows, if, kayhwee hadnt had this friend and showed off his stupid links knowing fully that this anal lard would go spam/disturb blogs, then there would be no problem no? i was fed up on my first blogskin already, then subsequently i changed my URL, where there was peace for sometime... until this joker turned up with an almost-the-same tagname saying he had found my blog again.
voila!
your verdict?
let me say this, cat high sucks, and you dylan cant do anything aboutt it. and, in case YOU also are in cat high, well congratulations, you just made me hate your school more. and have a worse impression on catholic high than ever. in case you know who is choong hwee, you may slap his lardy face because you know you would want to if you know him.
good way to make your school proud of you dylan! you actually did something for the school! becareful not to get whacked. and if you do, please dont ever transfer here to anderson?
i am so bloody hell happy you didnt come to anderson? PROBLEMS... i dont want!
i thank the God of heaven you got into XX school ( whether cathigh or not)
enough! people write me testi's kay :D
i thank you all for it
specially JX, jenwei and karwei. :D
of course my baobei audrey also :D
TADA!(?)
ima going to get breakfast and start homework so i can go yf... :D
cya latas. :D
TATAS!
CAREYY ::D
in the darkness there is no light for me
Labels: finally i can see..
8:31 AM;
<3
<3
Friday, March 30, 2007
being surrounded...
so sian, no inspiration to do compo and that is BAD.
i got a lot homework. no time to do.. ):
you know, i like people to say " as long as you happy"
ZIJIE kor used to always say that to me
i mean its a reaally sensible phrase!
of course as long as i'm happy!
no, what i mean is its a nice people's phrase.
so thank you jenwei! you are a nice people :D
yesyes, that phrase is super good to use :D
and i havent talked to zijie kor in ages my gosh.
i shall sms him soon to be a nice nice meii.
you know zijie kor was so nice :D i ask him why other people ask him to be kor, but he dowan but be my kor he want. and he said i one person good enuff :D
gooood gooood korkor :D its like being loyal (which is good okay)
yes and my kor is 18/19 in millenia institute.. :D and he's in band of some sort..
awesome eh?
lol, i dono i talking what.
anywaes, tuition was nice, new stud which i dono who is that.. and :
shengxiang like to act inno
dixian like to scold JH :D
weixian quiet quiet de.
zhenghui very noisy but nvmm.
zhengyou very brainy
forgot wad the name but andss ppl very 'slow' and quiet
new guy very quiet?
yeah, and rachel is hyper, melissa is .. normal, shuhui is.. okay. sabrina is okay drina is smartty wanzhen is good speaker
ok gotta run
post tmr BB baybayhs :D
so sian, no inspiration to do compo and that is BAD.
i got a lot homework. no time to do.. ):
you know, i like people to say " as long as you happy"
ZIJIE kor used to always say that to me
i mean its a reaally sensible phrase!
of course as long as i'm happy!
no, what i mean is its a nice people's phrase.
so thank you jenwei! you are a nice people :D
yesyes, that phrase is super good to use :D
and i havent talked to zijie kor in ages my gosh.
i shall sms him soon to be a nice nice meii.
you know zijie kor was so nice :D i ask him why other people ask him to be kor, but he dowan but be my kor he want. and he said i one person good enuff :D
gooood gooood korkor :D its like being loyal (which is good okay)
yes and my kor is 18/19 in millenia institute.. :D and he's in band of some sort..
awesome eh?
lol, i dono i talking what.
anywaes, tuition was nice, new stud which i dono who is that.. and :
shengxiang like to act inno
dixian like to scold JH :D
weixian quiet quiet de.
zhenghui very noisy but nvmm.
zhengyou very brainy
forgot wad the name but andss ppl very 'slow' and quiet
new guy very quiet?
yeah, and rachel is hyper, melissa is .. normal, shuhui is.. okay. sabrina is okay drina is smartty wanzhen is good speaker
ok gotta run
post tmr BB baybayhs :D
Labels: llaa
10:00 PM;
<3
<3
Thursday, March 29, 2007
7:18 PM;
<3
<3
im going to post some sensible stuff.
siying is sad. for personal matters of cos i wont reveal. for another thing, its about changing since last year.
i agree? i'm not so sure myself whether i've changed since last year. it would be more normal to act different for me, since i came from an all-ger school, and i'm subjected to the test of how to behave in front of boys.
back then, i never really bothered to do a behavior check back in MCS because no girl would bother how you act, or rather that's what i think. i suppose in front of boys, girls are supposed to behave like, refined, quiet , shy etc etc. but i dont. i don't like to behave refined-ly because that just isnt like me. and here in anderson for the first times, i was checking on my behavior, something like an experiment to how i should behave. cos i hadnt really clicked with my own group, i went over to siyings group to well 'socialize'. i started being wacky and suan-ing boys, the way i like it. and it was just fine! i found the way to act - my own way!
i am glad this kinda mad behavior is cultivated since yyoung.. :D lawls!
okay so..i haven't really changed MUCH. but to my mom, i bet she thinks i've almost completely changed. if i am not wrong, i DARE NOT to argue back at her, or defy her, or ask her to get lost or anything even last year. now when she bother me i say "bu yao chao lar." and ask her to buy me clothes, lots of em, and earrings and etc. and after checking myself, i realise i keep asking her for things. GIANT STEP.
you know? i'll bet i'm so happy here in Anderson now because well thank God the people here are just nice people (not the tchers). i thought boys were nasty things, but turns out not all of them are. there really are nice ones. or at least ones who doesnt make you hate them. eg. asswipe.
yea and i do still hate asswipe okay. the more nicer guys are those that dont mind me suaning them, or at least those that i choose to talk to. ( NOT IN ORDER OKAY.)
Ivan-kor : cheers people + joker.
Jie Kang: answer people question
Ken: quiet (which is good)
Larry: perverted until funny
Boonhow: the expression is hilarious.
Shaoxuan: Major art pro.
Kevin: SUAN-ER!
Fadz: suan-er plus responsible chairman
Adriel: neutral person.
Poh Seng: SUAN-ER and joker.
Abdul: Suan-er and let people suan one.
Deepak: good home ec partner
Gerald: mad person lar. hates cat high ( YEAH! :D)
Aneese: dono him.
Arvin: name-caller and let people suan(becos he's fat luh)
Zakrie: political jerky-funny person.
Hady: GOODBOY(not) and funny guy :D
then you ownself see who i never mention.. _____ is asswipe ______ is retarded _______ is nerdhole.
hah.. stupid asswipes.
ps, u hear i kip saying asswipe cos is XX kip writing so i learn cos i tot its prettay :D
and i still want a life-sized bear okay :D
DONT BE SAD SIYING WE ALL LUFF YEAH :D
I LOVE MY NU`ER & YING & DQ & SERI & HX
ps. nu`er = peiyan
AND I LUFF MY CHOIR MATES :D (girls only)
VANIA & BEIYING & SWEEHUA
AND MY EX-MCS BAOBEIIS :D
NINA & HEATHER & JIAXIAN & DEB & JOCK
AND MY CHURCH BUDDS :D
CAROL & SAM & JIAXIAN
and under mcs baobeiis and church budds got one more person... and i luff her..
shes
A
AU
AUD
AUDR
AUDRE
AUDREY
AUDRE
AUDR
AUD
AU
A
yes i love her :D
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
joseph terrence stephanie melissa daphne kelvina
<3>
why the hell i say all for what so waste time now.. gr go do hw le :D
CYAS PEEP<3
siying is sad. for personal matters of cos i wont reveal. for another thing, its about changing since last year.
i agree? i'm not so sure myself whether i've changed since last year. it would be more normal to act different for me, since i came from an all-ger school, and i'm subjected to the test of how to behave in front of boys.
back then, i never really bothered to do a behavior check back in MCS because no girl would bother how you act, or rather that's what i think. i suppose in front of boys, girls are supposed to behave like, refined, quiet , shy etc etc. but i dont. i don't like to behave refined-ly because that just isnt like me. and here in anderson for the first times, i was checking on my behavior, something like an experiment to how i should behave. cos i hadnt really clicked with my own group, i went over to siyings group to well 'socialize'. i started being wacky and suan-ing boys, the way i like it. and it was just fine! i found the way to act - my own way!
i am glad this kinda mad behavior is cultivated since yyoung.. :D lawls!
okay so..i haven't really changed MUCH. but to my mom, i bet she thinks i've almost completely changed. if i am not wrong, i DARE NOT to argue back at her, or defy her, or ask her to get lost or anything even last year. now when she bother me i say "bu yao chao lar." and ask her to buy me clothes, lots of em, and earrings and etc. and after checking myself, i realise i keep asking her for things. GIANT STEP.
you know? i'll bet i'm so happy here in Anderson now because well thank God the people here are just nice people (not the tchers). i thought boys were nasty things, but turns out not all of them are. there really are nice ones. or at least ones who doesnt make you hate them. eg. asswipe.
yea and i do still hate asswipe okay. the more nicer guys are those that dont mind me suaning them, or at least those that i choose to talk to. ( NOT IN ORDER OKAY.)
Ivan-kor : cheers people + joker.
Jie Kang: answer people question
Ken: quiet (which is good)
Larry: perverted until funny
Boonhow: the expression is hilarious.
Shaoxuan: Major art pro.
Kevin: SUAN-ER!
Fadz: suan-er plus responsible chairman
Adriel: neutral person.
Poh Seng: SUAN-ER and joker.
Abdul: Suan-er and let people suan one.
Deepak: good home ec partner
Gerald: mad person lar. hates cat high ( YEAH! :D)
Aneese: dono him.
Arvin: name-caller and let people suan(becos he's fat luh)
Zakrie: political jerky-funny person.
Hady: GOODBOY(not) and funny guy :D
then you ownself see who i never mention.. _____ is asswipe ______ is retarded _______ is nerdhole.
hah.. stupid asswipes.
ps, u hear i kip saying asswipe cos is XX kip writing so i learn cos i tot its prettay :D
and i still want a life-sized bear okay :D
DONT BE SAD SIYING WE ALL LUFF YEAH :D
I LOVE MY NU`ER & YING & DQ & SERI & HX
ps. nu`er = peiyan
AND I LUFF MY CHOIR MATES :D (girls only)
VANIA & BEIYING & SWEEHUA
AND MY EX-MCS BAOBEIIS :D
NINA & HEATHER & JIAXIAN & DEB & JOCK
AND MY CHURCH BUDDS :D
CAROL & SAM & JIAXIAN
and under mcs baobeiis and church budds got one more person... and i luff her..
shes
A
AU
AUD
AUDR
AUDRE
AUDREY
AUDRE
AUDR
AUD
AU
A
yes i love her :D
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
joseph terrence stephanie melissa daphne kelvina
<3>
why the hell i say all for what so waste time now.. gr go do hw le :D
CYAS PEEP<3
Labels: i luff HIM too xD
3:47 PM;
<3
<3
some salty lunch.. anyway today SUCKS lah, except there is no maths(hooray!)
you see lah, i used to love maths, now i totally HATE maths.. specially sec 1 maths. it sucks to the core okay.
you P6 and below people, count your blessings! P6 maths is heaven and sec1 maths is 18th level of hell for you! im bound to fail but lets not be pessimistic here now shall we?
like wth lah. there's a sec 2 guy Jerald and i add him cos he our class destudent couciller, then i check out his friends( on frenster -.-) and guess who's there? Brenda Bu from MCS. =.=
i didint know some peoples contacts are so hopelessly wide!
anyway WIND IT UP - gwen stefani is super nicee! :D whoever have pls send to me either hp or itunes.
anyway thanks to Greg for inviting me to his bdae on sat tho i cant go ! HAPPY BDAE IN ADV :D ( tho i dono how old r u now) hahah :D
yeah i was quite pissed this morning cos some people steal my money HAR! F3..
sumore give my money to some asswipe i hate. smart lil peiyan, you beta pay me back hmpth. give that asswiper my money.. too self service lor, see i spoil her let her take my drinks/food walao money also want to take. cham liao :D
see luh, i wanted to take taxi home, but no money lar. lucky i no nid stay back or else i whack people .. whack asswipes. aguah-a.hole! in class act nice, then draw on foolscap only then nagnag angry angry push the files to push my pc to push my foolscap. feel like cursing him lar. i was pointing middle finger at him under the table dey! this reminded me of last year chinese tuition the guy ZX(not ivan) who kip saying " violence is a sign of pregnancy"
i think i saidit before. you would know la, if you've been constantly reading my posts!
its been about three months since i set up this nicee blog and have changed blogskins FIVE times, and this blogs now kind of part of me. and i can't understand why aud would delete her blog. she's a little wacky. i wouldnt do that for anything!
well anyway.....today is basically an average day.. english lesson was so-so.. then chinese was FUN for once, WHY? AHHA cos mrs lim brot us to music room to train listening comp.. but instead of practises,she played a CD of chinese old song and ask us to write down what we hear in our groups.. then so YUHAO take the first line, COLLEEN the next then ME 3rd and PEIYAN take the 4th one. i can still remember,.. pro sia: chuan er yao guo chun shui bu shuo hua
thn the whole class started wacking out when the singer went. BOMBOMBOM!! BOMBOMBOM! AAHAHHA... crazy asswipes! twas a fairly LOONG song, but thanks to God that my part kept repeating so there wasnt much for me :D while the others slog happily away:]
I AM SO SADDENNED~ yuhao i am going to make you SO guilty you will beg me for forgiveness! she said my singing was lousy! i tell you i like singing and that's what matters, not what people think of my singing, BUT STILL its super PAINFUL in my poor brittle heart... i dont sing awful okay! even ms crystal said i have a nice tone.. so shuddup you!
it rained like a typhoon earlier on when dismissal.. and that siying and peiyan run off, try to find them also dono they go until where. i didint bring my umbie, and thankfully good old seri lent me hers! GOOD SOUL! :D GOD BLESS~
neways whee, i see smelly sitting at my bed beside my pillow in between my bed and my side-table ( which actually is a chair)
WHEE smelly rocks your socks yeah? XD
smelly is always glowy n white clean and prettay// and u see that doggy that is kind of upside down? that is TUFFY was my P4 bdae present :D i got 2 then i gave one to stella jie. and there is another brown soft toy you all can only see an edge? thats MUFFIN. my P3 christmas gift and muffin ROCKS :D
SOFT TOY CRAZIE :D
chese ah!
Carey!
2:25 PM;
<3
<3
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i am so glad the after-effect is over!
i took some super potent flu pill in the morning cos i didnt want no flu to distrupt my home ec practical test :D
i WAS fine.
until science period.
i almost conk out during lessson la. spilling marbles all over the place and stuff. and almost slept during maths. couldnt keep eyes open, and its darn miserable like this okay! oh yes, and i felt so bad and guilty.. not so much but more of FEAR? God knows i didnt hand in the scripts of homework that MrKoh passed out today, and he was like going through it. i wanted to say one, but i was so sleepy i couldnt do anything, much less listen to the lesson.
i think i shall fail my maths SA. Sec one math is atrocious and un-understandable! and plese, i DONT need tuition. One problem is enough already.
plese lar people. you know i seriously HATE people who check on me? check check check. want to know what ASK ME LAA FOR HEAVENS SAKE. if i dont want to tell you, for everybody's sake DONT FIND ALREADY LAH. people dont want you to know you pianpian (purposely)want to find out. want to spite me issit? WANT TO SPITE ME ISSIT?
*spits fire*
I am feeling like eating ice cream now. i shall go down and buy one for myself later and savour it. mm..
and that MRKOH mistake me for peiyan. yeah lar, i know mother and daughter is very alike one, but you jolly well bang a wall if you cant tell me and her apart. what, just because we change place, then everyone face all forgoten alr issit? still make me lau kui after that. crap.
shitten hell. so sian, no one talk to me on msn. or should i say SOME PEOPLE who i don't want to talk to talk to me. i mean those that i never start convo with, but ownself start convo with me to kacheow me one...
now jenwei go off9, so left 3 ppl. Minqhee, Rachel and some kacheow kia i dont know at all. FAN SI WOR.
anyway i am so sian and i have to like. buck up on my maths now. and history.. sucks!
so sad la, EFL i didnt win anything for top in anything in sec1 level.. ): sad cased! i thot i wud win geog, i gpt 94. anju got 98 but i didnt know there were people higher than me D:
i must win next time!! rah! D:<
OKAY SO practical test was PERFECT AND FUNN :D
i cooked the beehoooon soup and it was delicious although others was wonderful too ;D
i had total fun scolding deepak, quarreling, snatching pots, and nagging also.
i tend to nag when i partner with guys :o lol...
ok so no more slack!(as if)
tatas!
Carey!
i took some super potent flu pill in the morning cos i didnt want no flu to distrupt my home ec practical test :D
i WAS fine.
until science period.
i almost conk out during lessson la. spilling marbles all over the place and stuff. and almost slept during maths. couldnt keep eyes open, and its darn miserable like this okay! oh yes, and i felt so bad and guilty.. not so much but more of FEAR? God knows i didnt hand in the scripts of homework that MrKoh passed out today, and he was like going through it. i wanted to say one, but i was so sleepy i couldnt do anything, much less listen to the lesson.
i think i shall fail my maths SA. Sec one math is atrocious and un-understandable! and plese, i DONT need tuition. One problem is enough already.
plese lar people. you know i seriously HATE people who check on me? check check check. want to know what ASK ME LAA FOR HEAVENS SAKE. if i dont want to tell you, for everybody's sake DONT FIND ALREADY LAH. people dont want you to know you pianpian (purposely)want to find out. want to spite me issit? WANT TO SPITE ME ISSIT?
*spits fire*
I am feeling like eating ice cream now. i shall go down and buy one for myself later and savour it. mm..
and that MRKOH mistake me for peiyan. yeah lar, i know mother and daughter is very alike one, but you jolly well bang a wall if you cant tell me and her apart. what, just because we change place, then everyone face all forgoten alr issit? still make me lau kui after that. crap.
shitten hell. so sian, no one talk to me on msn. or should i say SOME PEOPLE who i don't want to talk to talk to me. i mean those that i never start convo with, but ownself start convo with me to kacheow me one...
now jenwei go off9, so left 3 ppl. Minqhee, Rachel and some kacheow kia i dont know at all. FAN SI WOR.
anyway i am so sian and i have to like. buck up on my maths now. and history.. sucks!
so sad la, EFL i didnt win anything for top in anything in sec1 level.. ): sad cased! i thot i wud win geog, i gpt 94. anju got 98 but i didnt know there were people higher than me D:
i must win next time!! rah! D:<
OKAY SO practical test was PERFECT AND FUNN :D
i cooked the beehoooon soup and it was delicious although others was wonderful too ;D
i had total fun scolding deepak, quarreling, snatching pots, and nagging also.
i tend to nag when i partner with guys :o lol...
ok so no more slack!(as if)
tatas!
Carey!
Labels: slackie ;D
2:34 PM;
<3
<3
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
am i a hateful person?
tell me, am i?
if you said no, why are people staring at me as if i were a criminal escape from Changi prison?
i can't look that awful right?
hey, just in case you're laughing and snorting about me being afwul looking, this isnt a joke okay. its like so depresssing today. and its sad that i wasnt out there in the rain just now. it wasnt raining just now. if it was, there would be less people, less people to stare and watch.. me.
i was so happy this morning. i guess it didnt last long. i dreamt about him last night, and it kind of lifted my spirits, but who could tell.. this day would end up worse than it can get! and i am so suicidal..
being at home... who can tell i am the luckiest person in the whole entire world? the world is cold and cruel. i repeat, i dont look awful.
stares are only one reason for this depressing state. two of my friends ditched me to go shopping. left me alone at NTUC, and went of to shop. we went to NTUCXtra to buy stuff for tmrs home econs test, and they got their stuff fast, mainly cos they only wanted to make spaghetti.
toward unimportant things, unfortunately, i am a perfectionist. i had quite some things to buy, and i was hunting round for the chicken stock. i guess they were impatient? they went to the cashier. one of them said they wanted to help me ask the cashier.. but in the end they started paying for their purchases.
"forget it la you all go la bb."
i said.
so i walked off. you couldnt tell, but i was well hurt? i know its THIS that's darn hateful - sensitivity. And no, you can't blame me for blaming you because the whole world knows i am oh so sensitive. maybe its me fault? for being sensitive, its all my flying fault? neglected is the word. i never felt this hurt since my granpa got cancer and my mom neglected me to visit him. yes, i guess my mom cant be blamed in her case, but impatience to go shopping? or is it impatience to help a friend fiind what she needs?
" no one ask u come, is you ownself follow come one"
depressing to have people say that to you in your face.
i should have just gone home on myself.
i wanted to follow my friends, just to PEI them, but i guess i wasnt needed..i should.
i should have just minded my own dumb business and went home.
no, i don't want to lose friends cos of this? nope, but you know how they say that something broken cant ever loook the same again?
on top of all this, i had to walk a million miles. i tell you i am going to AVOID going to amk hub ever again. its crapping inconvenient to get back home from there. in the end i only bought beehoon and vermicelli. and was walking back... then i didnt know if i could take a bus from the stop opposite amkhub, so i went across to check out the bus services there. nope, no bus to take me home, so i walked back. and there was a pair of guys i saw earlier. they waited at the redlights too. and i was behind them
then one of them kept looking back and talking to his friend. i mean, there's some way that you can tell some people are talking about you? and it doesnt feel good to be watched or taken as a subject for gossip. haiz, two ycks studs.
i mean, whats there about me to contemplate about? i am just me! and no, i certainly don't look like a subject of gossip unless you find
-soggy messy hair
-low belt
- bulky bag on my butt
-filthy specs
-NTUC plastic bag with beehoon and vermicelli
A CRIME! i bet you really cant tell all these unless you were really close or had ben staring for a longer-than-should-be time. I REPEAT! i DID not look awful at all! i took pains to walk all the way to the amk lib and to the nearest busstop(which is pretty far) to get a bus with my left shoulder aching like never before. it hurt serious, it was very painful. i walked to the trafficlights next to AJC and waited. another joker..
a group of about 4-5 boys in school uni walk pass.
one of them : Eh, girl, girl!
i turned my head a little to look at the guy
one of them : your name girl ah?
*stalks off*
do i really have such a bitchy face? Sec4s are not good to get into bad books with, but really, am i really so hateful.?
i reflect. i may be, but its no reason the whole world should gang up against me and look me down, and smack me on the head. it isnt fair, i didnt do anything to deserve this awful treatment.
if you are desperate to gossip about me or speak lies of me, please at least do it somewhere else. or at least not in front of my face whr i can surely tell you are talking about me behind my back, especially if i dont know you at all.
if there is something about me you all want to tell me in my face, even if you want to tell me i suck. please go ahead. tell me! there's no reason in telling friends or blogging it for the whole world to know, because i will still know nothing to do anything about it. unless you desperately like the way i behave even tho it sucks, and want to laugh at it for the rest of your life. so go on stare! STARE!
one day, when you are so desperate to stare your eyeballs out, you will find there's no bloody fool who will let you stare at them. all of them have been driven to suicide and jumped into the sea to become a floating carcass in two minutes! happy aren't you?
i wonder if there's a syndicate out there who plans everything against me, who will stare at me today and make me feel so miserable that i might just chop my own head off. or maybe who will tease me so much in school it hurts that i may just barge into the staff room to grab a penknife and stab myself in the chest. maybe then, i would not have to ever see people staring at me again.
i am like so full of hope. life is hard, the world is cruel. we should all die.
tatas..
distressed girl
CAREY..
tell me, am i?
if you said no, why are people staring at me as if i were a criminal escape from Changi prison?
i can't look that awful right?
hey, just in case you're laughing and snorting about me being afwul looking, this isnt a joke okay. its like so depresssing today. and its sad that i wasnt out there in the rain just now. it wasnt raining just now. if it was, there would be less people, less people to stare and watch.. me.
i was so happy this morning. i guess it didnt last long. i dreamt about him last night, and it kind of lifted my spirits, but who could tell.. this day would end up worse than it can get! and i am so suicidal..
being at home... who can tell i am the luckiest person in the whole entire world? the world is cold and cruel. i repeat, i dont look awful.
stares are only one reason for this depressing state. two of my friends ditched me to go shopping. left me alone at NTUC, and went of to shop. we went to NTUCXtra to buy stuff for tmrs home econs test, and they got their stuff fast, mainly cos they only wanted to make spaghetti.
toward unimportant things, unfortunately, i am a perfectionist. i had quite some things to buy, and i was hunting round for the chicken stock. i guess they were impatient? they went to the cashier. one of them said they wanted to help me ask the cashier.. but in the end they started paying for their purchases.
"forget it la you all go la bb."
i said.
so i walked off. you couldnt tell, but i was well hurt? i know its THIS that's darn hateful - sensitivity. And no, you can't blame me for blaming you because the whole world knows i am oh so sensitive. maybe its me fault? for being sensitive, its all my flying fault? neglected is the word. i never felt this hurt since my granpa got cancer and my mom neglected me to visit him. yes, i guess my mom cant be blamed in her case, but impatience to go shopping? or is it impatience to help a friend fiind what she needs?
" no one ask u come, is you ownself follow come one"
depressing to have people say that to you in your face.
i should have just gone home on myself.
i wanted to follow my friends, just to PEI them, but i guess i wasnt needed..i should.
i should have just minded my own dumb business and went home.
no, i don't want to lose friends cos of this? nope, but you know how they say that something broken cant ever loook the same again?
on top of all this, i had to walk a million miles. i tell you i am going to AVOID going to amk hub ever again. its crapping inconvenient to get back home from there. in the end i only bought beehoon and vermicelli. and was walking back... then i didnt know if i could take a bus from the stop opposite amkhub, so i went across to check out the bus services there. nope, no bus to take me home, so i walked back. and there was a pair of guys i saw earlier. they waited at the redlights too. and i was behind them
then one of them kept looking back and talking to his friend. i mean, there's some way that you can tell some people are talking about you? and it doesnt feel good to be watched or taken as a subject for gossip. haiz, two ycks studs.
i mean, whats there about me to contemplate about? i am just me! and no, i certainly don't look like a subject of gossip unless you find
-soggy messy hair
-low belt
- bulky bag on my butt
-filthy specs
-NTUC plastic bag with beehoon and vermicelli
A CRIME! i bet you really cant tell all these unless you were really close or had ben staring for a longer-than-should-be time. I REPEAT! i DID not look awful at all! i took pains to walk all the way to the amk lib and to the nearest busstop(which is pretty far) to get a bus with my left shoulder aching like never before. it hurt serious, it was very painful. i walked to the trafficlights next to AJC and waited. another joker..
a group of about 4-5 boys in school uni walk pass.
one of them : Eh, girl, girl!
i turned my head a little to look at the guy
one of them : your name girl ah?
*stalks off*
do i really have such a bitchy face? Sec4s are not good to get into bad books with, but really, am i really so hateful.?
i reflect. i may be, but its no reason the whole world should gang up against me and look me down, and smack me on the head. it isnt fair, i didnt do anything to deserve this awful treatment.
if you are desperate to gossip about me or speak lies of me, please at least do it somewhere else. or at least not in front of my face whr i can surely tell you are talking about me behind my back, especially if i dont know you at all.
if there is something about me you all want to tell me in my face, even if you want to tell me i suck. please go ahead. tell me! there's no reason in telling friends or blogging it for the whole world to know, because i will still know nothing to do anything about it. unless you desperately like the way i behave even tho it sucks, and want to laugh at it for the rest of your life. so go on stare! STARE!
one day, when you are so desperate to stare your eyeballs out, you will find there's no bloody fool who will let you stare at them. all of them have been driven to suicide and jumped into the sea to become a floating carcass in two minutes! happy aren't you?
i wonder if there's a syndicate out there who plans everything against me, who will stare at me today and make me feel so miserable that i might just chop my own head off. or maybe who will tease me so much in school it hurts that i may just barge into the staff room to grab a penknife and stab myself in the chest. maybe then, i would not have to ever see people staring at me again.
i am like so full of hope. life is hard, the world is cruel. we should all die.
tatas..
distressed girl
CAREY..
Labels: ., die today.
3:08 PM;
<3
<3
Monday, March 26, 2007
okay crap. i posted but idiot blogger deleted my post. RAWR!
nevermund, i was saying that i couldnt buy that super NICEE $35 bears ): but i think i lostts its beauty. when i was shoping it to my parents, i felt it was ugly and plain. but on the other hand, the small white bear was a SEXY HOT BEARIE :D
WHEE look at my sexy little white bear! i can buy it cos its only $10 yeaps :D
buts sexier then like EVER!
and tell you what, in case any of you big groups wanna get me a bday gift, you all can start saving up money. and in case you all dono what to buy me, i will give you all people a suggestion because i am so nice :D
you all can get me a..
SUPER HUMOUNGOUS LIFESIZED PINK&WHITE SEXXAY TEDDY BEAR
thats the most wonderful present any being can give me :D
i tell you whr can buy
i saw that lovely sexy teddy that is PINK&WHITE at VIVO at one super big clothe shop that is NOT GAP!(cos i went there then went to gap to buy clothe) theres this SUPER SEXY bear lying on display at some branded sportswear section and its SEXY LIKE HELL :D
i want it so bad :D
$200! very cheap! share cost is super NOT X LA. :D
go on i know u want to buy it for me yeapps :D
anyway i am so desperate to pain my ROOM PINK-age! PINK-AGE YEAH!
it would SO match with a super humoungous pink&white sexxay teddy bear!
like i read XX blog and like WOW she got a pink keyboard which is absolutely SEXY! i love it so hoT! so you people if you arehaving a headache on what to get me in 2 MONTHS! hre are the clues :D
SUPER HUMOUNGOUS PINK&WHITE SEXXAY TEDDY BEAR
WEBCAM
PHOTOSHOP
PINK WALLS :D
PINK TOP :D
PINK JACKET :D
tatas for now. having a BAD toothache while fantasizing x]
oww.
CAREY!
nevermund, i was saying that i couldnt buy that super NICEE $35 bears ): but i think i lostts its beauty. when i was shoping it to my parents, i felt it was ugly and plain. but on the other hand, the small white bear was a SEXY HOT BEARIE :D
WHEE look at my sexy little white bear! i can buy it cos its only $10 yeaps :D
buts sexier then like EVER!
and tell you what, in case any of you big groups wanna get me a bday gift, you all can start saving up money. and in case you all dono what to buy me, i will give you all people a suggestion because i am so nice :D
you all can get me a..
SUPER HUMOUNGOUS LIFESIZED PINK&WHITE SEXXAY TEDDY BEAR
thats the most wonderful present any being can give me :D
i tell you whr can buy
i saw that lovely sexy teddy that is PINK&WHITE at VIVO at one super big clothe shop that is NOT GAP!(cos i went there then went to gap to buy clothe) theres this SUPER SEXY bear lying on display at some branded sportswear section and its SEXY LIKE HELL :D
i want it so bad :D
$200! very cheap! share cost is super NOT X LA. :D
go on i know u want to buy it for me yeapps :D
anyway i am so desperate to pain my ROOM PINK-age! PINK-AGE YEAH!
it would SO match with a super humoungous pink&white sexxay teddy bear!
like i read XX blog and like WOW she got a pink keyboard which is absolutely SEXY! i love it so hoT! so you people if you arehaving a headache on what to get me in 2 MONTHS! hre are the clues :D
SUPER HUMOUNGOUS PINK&WHITE SEXXAY TEDDY BEAR
WEBCAM
PHOTOSHOP
PINK WALLS :D
PINK TOP :D
PINK JACKET :D
tatas for now. having a BAD toothache while fantasizing x]
oww.
CAREY!
Labels: humoungous pinkwhite teddy SEXY
8:47 PM;
<3
<3
woah! i actually wrote down a list of things to blog on last night. i was missing blogger too much!
anyway, shall i start from Friday or today? today okay? okay.
TODAY!
today sucks a lil bit, cos the hours are long, and the resting time is short and very indeed. i am so TIREED okay, but i made it a point to post long today. since i kind of owe you all THREE posts.. this is pathetic. i am like so sorry. so here goes!
No assembly, again! haha, last monday too, so i actually havent worn my tie in a pretty long time. Thank God for that, ties are such hateful things! mother tongue (for the firstfew times) rocked. mrs lim was like selling teddy bears for the needy pupil crap. i decided to buy, but im not too sure my parents will allow. see, i told my mom i wanted to buy bear, then she nag and nag, and say ask my daddie first. pls leh, dont disappoint me!
i know $45 not small sum la, but for charity okay, and the bears are of really an exellent quality. it can probably be branded, and its sold to the teachers more exp! (oops im not supposed to say)
well anyway i chose this ultra nice white bear and this SUPER NICE pair of big bears wearing clothes. and they rock to the core?
then i totally slacked thru science, maths. science was equally as boring as maths! and i hate boring lessons to the max okay. then geog wasnt so bad. ms wang passed lotsa rocks to each group . kevin broke some into two while ms wang was teaching.. we were like " oh shit" when ms wang said " now class, later make sure you give me back all my rocks in one peice"
oops?
we were given granite i think. and like, geography is so amazing. i could consider being a geographer! ( in my dreams) well..
CME was non-existent. kind of, we spent the whole CME period voting for Student Council and Class Tee. exellent CME in the whole year. i was nominated into the council courtesy of siying because we are nice and help each other.. seri voted siying and i did peiyan. now i must get in! its seem like so hell fun k! and like, half the class is in too! LOL? it might be tougher or me since i wasnt a prefect in my ex-school ):
okay then peiyan, seri and lekha (and me) after school we went to Honey-O to eat with peiyan but i bot drinks from the bubble tea shop beside. then peiyan and seri went back to school fo band, and lekha and i were going off. i went to dabao chicken rice while lekha went into those small shoppy. and when i went back to look for her, she was purchasing mini water balloons -..-
diao-ness, and also fart bombs. saying she want to take revenge on some playground person.. sheesh. she plans to stink the whole playground. thats it, thank God she doesnt live in my condo.
followed, i bought some hairubberbands of different colours. cool eh. then we took a 72 to yio chu kang and walked back to my house. yeah she ' entered ' my condo and wanted me to lead her to the front gate so its easier to make her way back to her condo. lol.?
and then.. btw earlier on seri was bloody pissed because of some people who think they have any quality to be in the ASC. self-nominate some more leh. qualify? your qualification throw out the window step on it ler lahh. qualify my foot dey. no one nominate you still got the hell of cheek to nominate yourself. you konw yourownself no such thing as qualify, still thick-skin woah. cant stand it okay.
SUNDAY!
Sunday was okay and not good because audee didnt come. YD was quite okay, but like sammie was asking ME this question quoting from the Bible " lest anyman who find me slay me" or sth like that. it was said by Cain, Adam and Eve's older son. and sam was puzzled(so was i ) i mean weren't there only 3 people exixtent then?
ADAM, EVE, CAIN,ABEL (dead)
anyway at the sanc. debs and the rest went to sit at the other side of the PART of the upper sanc. owell, then me sammie and carol sat tugether la. anyway then we had this enthu discussion about going out together to J8 after church to shop for a skirt for sam during the June hols, a week bfore ol sams birthday. and maybe snap some neoprint and do lunch. i was super enthu until i realised June hols are practically 3 months away? crapp-ness!
well service wasnt totally ended, cos pastor quek was kind of saying announcements, when that audrey called me and asked me to go out because she was here to fetch her grandmother. and my mother is always so super early and she goes out way before announcements and kips complaining impatiently that i so long havent go out. then mom&i rush off to J8 to shop for stuff to cook at my grandma place. be bought loads of things and chiong to MRT to TPY. and saw Andrew Lee there..
then chiong to the flat cos my hands were like dropping off lah, and go up and wait to eat. then i started stealing songs from my cousins handphone and disturb krissi. then later going back that time, brina went mad and colin video her dancing to " Hips Dont Lie" with Krissi ' din-tei' ing. or being extra.. i have the vid in my phone la, can ask mehh.
then go home quite late and super tired... LOL..
SATURDAY!
YF was GREEAAT! i realised myself that i was behaving dam quiet on saturday for reasons.. and then there were games all on the theme " Ball-ring" and played quite a lot ball games.
before eveything started, we were up in the chapel rooomy and gregory asked audrey " were u the one who kip sms-ing me?" stupid fool. me also dono. GAD GAD! then later audrey said no and he called my number and i act act. then we used mels phone to call gregory and audrey threw Jiamins slipper at his bag. Audrey is dam bad. im not taking sides but she was so mean on saturday okay.
first game:
i didnt listen to instrruction, so i guarded my pail like shit. letting in more than like 7 balls i guess. no one cared the crap to tell me what to do. then i got many balls into jiaxians pail because i am mean and good at it. so she kept screaming in my face when she sees me throwing a floorball-ball in :D jiayou JX!
then later everyone play, then me, audee and melissa guard one pail, yeah so no one, not even justin can get a ball in. man, we're good. and andrew (fu)was acting cool la, and still got many balls in his pail. ahha!
followed, we went to play poison ball which was good except it was on top at the rooftop which is super warm and sunny and got baked there! i was the 2nd one to get out i think.. gregory first (HAHA) and audrey after me. our group still won anyway :D
then we went to play capture the opp. flag? i think so. and it was very nice ! me aud & mel went 2nd team. aud got the ' flag' and had all cheering. then followed by gregory. i was a useless crapper but who gives a hoot. i had fun!
then last game was some obstacle course where we had to carry a ppball in aspoon in our mouth to the other side, do a figure-8 round chairs, and then bowl a basket ball to hit bottles. but we were allowed to distract the opp. team. LOL that was the greatest part. although not many people did distracting, sam tan, andrew fu and nathaneal(sp?) were in the limelight! nathanael was poem-ing to this girl desperately
" you are the light in my darkness!!!"
"YOU ARE THE LILY IN THE POND!"
LOL! davastating? weird!
then samtan was there practising to sing Sexyback to somebody. and when samtan went with the ppball, nathaneal i think, was there trying to take his ppball with his mouth.. eucks? but funny like lots! I DID FINE BTW :D
then after YF where i waited a super hell long time for parents to come.. i went to TTS(tantockseng) to see my uncle, who just had an op a day or so ago. looked pretty to me. could sit up, walk around talk eat drink etc. i didnt really know whr his sickness lay but i knew he had an op... and then he was funny. but hell, he said i was putting on wait. (gasp!)
can you people really tell?
FRIDAY!
school was fine because of the goodie short hours, after which DQ ying and i went off to NYP macs to lunch, saw kiuyan senoir and her peeps there. ate, laugh talked and went back to school slacked a while in class. vandalising the whiteboard.. showing my hate to CATHIGH (gerald supports! who else? :D) and drawing nonsensical stuff on the board. after a while DQwent for chi dance, and me and vania were going to get juice and watch boys play soccer... b4 that we were raiding deepaks shoes.. the NCC one.. dam big and bulky and heavy and GREENISH-BLACK
eew. no sense of style can.
later there was choir. Practised Gamelan like tons of time and got sick and tired of it. mainly the SUPER UPER high notes which one choir girl sounded like she could easily reach. hell. im definately in Alto.. Sop is so NOT for me. but i cant believe in not sop and brina is!
well, then we were slacking when Ms Crystal were training the boys. then we sang together, and it wasn BAD but couldnt be ever up to any high standard huh. then we were allowed to rest and then ms crystal told us to sing gamelan again, but she had to bribe us first. we made her sing think of me. and she DOES have a super voice.
later i chiong-ed home for dinner and ddnt change out of my PE's so i wore it there, and got recognised by some senoir outside the centre and one guy in class.. oh yes, did i mention like JH didnt come AGAIN. i guess i act like i was so relieved but i was sad ): no body to really suan and make fun of and its super sian not really.. cos girls are noisier than guys when JH is not around. and rachel was hyper once again. -..-
this was a super long post. hope u enjoyed reading it. it can be read over and over again thank you :D
come again i know you want too :D
TATAS!
CAREY!
anyway, shall i start from Friday or today? today okay? okay.
TODAY!
today sucks a lil bit, cos the hours are long, and the resting time is short and very indeed. i am so TIREED okay, but i made it a point to post long today. since i kind of owe you all THREE posts.. this is pathetic. i am like so sorry. so here goes!
No assembly, again! haha, last monday too, so i actually havent worn my tie in a pretty long time. Thank God for that, ties are such hateful things! mother tongue (for the firstfew times) rocked. mrs lim was like selling teddy bears for the needy pupil crap. i decided to buy, but im not too sure my parents will allow. see, i told my mom i wanted to buy bear, then she nag and nag, and say ask my daddie first. pls leh, dont disappoint me!
i know $45 not small sum la, but for charity okay, and the bears are of really an exellent quality. it can probably be branded, and its sold to the teachers more exp! (oops im not supposed to say)
well anyway i chose this ultra nice white bear and this SUPER NICE pair of big bears wearing clothes. and they rock to the core?
then i totally slacked thru science, maths. science was equally as boring as maths! and i hate boring lessons to the max okay. then geog wasnt so bad. ms wang passed lotsa rocks to each group . kevin broke some into two while ms wang was teaching.. we were like " oh shit" when ms wang said " now class, later make sure you give me back all my rocks in one peice"
oops?
we were given granite i think. and like, geography is so amazing. i could consider being a geographer! ( in my dreams) well..
CME was non-existent. kind of, we spent the whole CME period voting for Student Council and Class Tee. exellent CME in the whole year. i was nominated into the council courtesy of siying because we are nice and help each other.. seri voted siying and i did peiyan. now i must get in! its seem like so hell fun k! and like, half the class is in too! LOL? it might be tougher or me since i wasnt a prefect in my ex-school ):
okay then peiyan, seri and lekha (and me) after school we went to Honey-O to eat with peiyan but i bot drinks from the bubble tea shop beside. then peiyan and seri went back to school fo band, and lekha and i were going off. i went to dabao chicken rice while lekha went into those small shoppy. and when i went back to look for her, she was purchasing mini water balloons -..-
diao-ness, and also fart bombs. saying she want to take revenge on some playground person.. sheesh. she plans to stink the whole playground. thats it, thank God she doesnt live in my condo.
followed, i bought some hairubberbands of different colours. cool eh. then we took a 72 to yio chu kang and walked back to my house. yeah she ' entered ' my condo and wanted me to lead her to the front gate so its easier to make her way back to her condo. lol.?
and then.. btw earlier on seri was bloody pissed because of some people who think they have any quality to be in the ASC. self-nominate some more leh. qualify? your qualification throw out the window step on it ler lahh. qualify my foot dey. no one nominate you still got the hell of cheek to nominate yourself. you konw yourownself no such thing as qualify, still thick-skin woah. cant stand it okay.
SUNDAY!
Sunday was okay and not good because audee didnt come. YD was quite okay, but like sammie was asking ME this question quoting from the Bible " lest anyman who find me slay me" or sth like that. it was said by Cain, Adam and Eve's older son. and sam was puzzled(so was i ) i mean weren't there only 3 people exixtent then?
ADAM, EVE, CAIN,
anyway at the sanc. debs and the rest went to sit at the other side of the PART of the upper sanc. owell, then me sammie and carol sat tugether la. anyway then we had this enthu discussion about going out together to J8 after church to shop for a skirt for sam during the June hols, a week bfore ol sams birthday. and maybe snap some neoprint and do lunch. i was super enthu until i realised June hols are practically 3 months away? crapp-ness!
well service wasnt totally ended, cos pastor quek was kind of saying announcements, when that audrey called me and asked me to go out because she was here to fetch her grandmother. and my mother is always so super early and she goes out way before announcements and kips complaining impatiently that i so long havent go out. then mom&i rush off to J8 to shop for stuff to cook at my grandma place. be bought loads of things and chiong to MRT to TPY. and saw Andrew Lee there..
then chiong to the flat cos my hands were like dropping off lah, and go up and wait to eat. then i started stealing songs from my cousins handphone and disturb krissi. then later going back that time, brina went mad and colin video her dancing to " Hips Dont Lie" with Krissi ' din-tei' ing. or being extra.. i have the vid in my phone la, can ask mehh.
then go home quite late and super tired... LOL..
SATURDAY!
YF was GREEAAT! i realised myself that i was behaving dam quiet on saturday for reasons.. and then there were games all on the theme " Ball-ring" and played quite a lot ball games.
before eveything started, we were up in the chapel rooomy and gregory asked audrey " were u the one who kip sms-ing me?" stupid fool. me also dono. GAD GAD! then later audrey said no and he called my number and i act act. then we used mels phone to call gregory and audrey threw Jiamins slipper at his bag. Audrey is dam bad. im not taking sides but she was so mean on saturday okay.
first game:
i didnt listen to instrruction, so i guarded my pail like shit. letting in more than like 7 balls i guess. no one cared the crap to tell me what to do. then i got many balls into jiaxians pail because i am mean and good at it. so she kept screaming in my face when she sees me throwing a floorball-ball in :D jiayou JX!
then later everyone play, then me, audee and melissa guard one pail, yeah so no one, not even justin can get a ball in. man, we're good. and andrew (fu)was acting cool la, and still got many balls in his pail. ahha!
followed, we went to play poison ball which was good except it was on top at the rooftop which is super warm and sunny and got baked there! i was the 2nd one to get out i think.. gregory first (HAHA) and audrey after me. our group still won anyway :D
then we went to play capture the opp. flag? i think so. and it was very nice ! me aud & mel went 2nd team. aud got the ' flag' and had all cheering. then followed by gregory. i was a useless crapper but who gives a hoot. i had fun!
then last game was some obstacle course where we had to carry a ppball in aspoon in our mouth to the other side, do a figure-8 round chairs, and then bowl a basket ball to hit bottles. but we were allowed to distract the opp. team. LOL that was the greatest part. although not many people did distracting, sam tan, andrew fu and nathaneal(sp?) were in the limelight! nathanael was poem-ing to this girl desperately
" you are the light in my darkness!!!"
"YOU ARE THE LILY IN THE POND!"
LOL! davastating? weird!
then samtan was there practising to sing Sexyback to somebody. and when samtan went with the ppball, nathaneal i think, was there trying to take his ppball with his mouth.. eucks? but funny like lots! I DID FINE BTW :D
then after YF where i waited a super hell long time for parents to come.. i went to TTS(tantockseng) to see my uncle, who just had an op a day or so ago. looked pretty to me. could sit up, walk around talk eat drink etc. i didnt really know whr his sickness lay but i knew he had an op... and then he was funny. but hell, he said i was putting on wait. (gasp!)
can you people really tell?
FRIDAY!
school was fine because of the goodie short hours, after which DQ ying and i went off to NYP macs to lunch, saw kiuyan senoir and her peeps there. ate, laugh talked and went back to school slacked a while in class. vandalising the whiteboard.. showing my hate to CATHIGH (gerald supports! who else? :D) and drawing nonsensical stuff on the board. after a while DQwent for chi dance, and me and vania were going to get juice and watch boys play soccer... b4 that we were raiding deepaks shoes.. the NCC one.. dam big and bulky and heavy and GREENISH-BLACK
eew. no sense of style can.
later there was choir. Practised Gamelan like tons of time and got sick and tired of it. mainly the SUPER UPER high notes which one choir girl sounded like she could easily reach. hell. im definately in Alto.. Sop is so NOT for me. but i cant believe in not sop and brina is!
well, then we were slacking when Ms Crystal were training the boys. then we sang together, and it wasn BAD but couldnt be ever up to any high standard huh. then we were allowed to rest and then ms crystal told us to sing gamelan again, but she had to bribe us first. we made her sing think of me. and she DOES have a super voice.
later i chiong-ed home for dinner and ddnt change out of my PE's so i wore it there, and got recognised by some senoir outside the centre and one guy in class.. oh yes, did i mention like JH didnt come AGAIN. i guess i act like i was so relieved but i was sad ): no body to really suan and make fun of and its super sian not really.. cos girls are noisier than guys when JH is not around. and rachel was hyper once again. -..-
this was a super long post. hope u enjoyed reading it. it can be read over and over again thank you :D
come again i know you want too :D
TATAS!
CAREY!
Labels: long time no see
4:39 PM;
<3
<3
in case i suddenly pass away from some strange illness that originates from the bacteria on floorboards, you all know why!
i dropped like 3 pieces ofchicken on the floor my goodness, and so, i picked them up and DUH i will eat them.
okay so i am like, eating chicken rice while blogskinning so i will be back.. since you all hate the crap out of paris hilton. yeah i know she looks like crap but the song is nice okay. i admit. pls dont trash me ahha!
BRBS! BLOGSKINNIN!
okay post later,, loong one k. im changing blogskin now.
TATAS. next one is GREENN.
dont get a shock, im not going change URL to greensaladd la.
sheesh
TATAS!
CAREY!
i dropped like 3 pieces ofchicken on the floor my goodness, and so, i picked them up and DUH i will eat them.
okay so i am like, eating chicken rice while blogskinning so i will be back.. since you all hate the crap out of paris hilton. yeah i know she looks like crap but the song is nice okay. i admit. pls dont trash me ahha!
BRBS! BLOGSKINNIN!
okay post later,, loong one k. im changing blogskin now.
TATAS. next one is GREENN.
dont get a shock, im not going change URL to greensaladd la.
sheesh
TATAS!
CAREY!
Labels: SKINNINNNG
3:42 PM;
<3
<3
Thursday, March 22, 2007
irritants!
i just realised my study attitude is very different from last year. and no, it isnt something to rejoice about. Why is it i can't seem to concentrate the littlest bits on my homework which isnt all that difficult! what the problem is, is that i cant think. i wont think. i will not think. i will not think of how to do this. i will not.
even if it is easy. im attracted to my com like a moth to a light. this is doing me no good. usually, i would push all this work to at night, when i cant so much as blog or so, and so i would do my homework. or at least have the mood to do it. but i cant stay this way, because i'm probably going to the hospital to visit my uncle today. no time, and my mother asked me to complete my homework before we go out. suicide!
i cant understand the question. when i read it again, my head turns back to the com. how infurating. i need to throw a tantrum to get rid of everything! i need a temper!
todays ipw was seriously suckky. the supposedly group leader (kayhwee) finally decided he bore the responsibility to do a prototype for the most stupid subject in the entire system. remember? i said i would fail ipw for all the world would care. but i cant
i cant.
why cant i?
mr tay says, if you dont pass your ipw, you cant go to sec2. what the?
its not likely i would believe anything else that mr tay says but this. besides what reason would he have to lie. i'd whack him upside down if he was joking. he doesnt look like he's joking. btw, did anyone think that mr tay looks like a swa gu goldfish? i did.. or 'do'.
if you didnt know mr tay as this MR high-and-mighty person, you would think he's just a baby, a nooblet in society, a little ignorant being. no,no. oh, [MR high-and-mighty"ask sec4 who he is"] man, is an important person!*spit* excuse me. well then, if you ask me, he does not command the singlest respect that a cockroach could give. because he looks too weird. too weird !
ms yeoh didnt come today. my good frens stated that fat people fall sick easily. i quite believe it now. what i can't believe is that Zakrie has had full attendance till now. Have you any idea that fat woman hasnt come to school for 3-4 days now? She is so lucky?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
a big big big big BIIIIGGG fly on my table
big
big
big
VERY BIG.
i hate flies.
EEW.
its on my cup
MY CUP
****!
GET YOUR ASS OFF MY CUP!
STOP STOP OUT..
cannot be my window close.
AHH. SHOO.
GET OUT.
SHIT YOU!
****************************
!@#$%^&
!@#$%^&
!@#$%^&
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BBBBB!!
i just realised my study attitude is very different from last year. and no, it isnt something to rejoice about. Why is it i can't seem to concentrate the littlest bits on my homework which isnt all that difficult! what the problem is, is that i cant think. i wont think. i will not think. i will not think of how to do this. i will not.
even if it is easy. im attracted to my com like a moth to a light. this is doing me no good. usually, i would push all this work to at night, when i cant so much as blog or so, and so i would do my homework. or at least have the mood to do it. but i cant stay this way, because i'm probably going to the hospital to visit my uncle today. no time, and my mother asked me to complete my homework before we go out. suicide!
i cant understand the question. when i read it again, my head turns back to the com. how infurating. i need to throw a tantrum to get rid of everything! i need a temper!
todays ipw was seriously suckky. the supposedly group leader (kayhwee) finally decided he bore the responsibility to do a prototype for the most stupid subject in the entire system. remember? i said i would fail ipw for all the world would care. but i cant
i cant.
why cant i?
mr tay says, if you dont pass your ipw, you cant go to sec2. what the?
its not likely i would believe anything else that mr tay says but this. besides what reason would he have to lie. i'd whack him upside down if he was joking. he doesnt look like he's joking. btw, did anyone think that mr tay looks like a swa gu goldfish? i did.. or 'do'.
if you didnt know mr tay as this MR high-and-mighty person, you would think he's just a baby, a nooblet in society, a little ignorant being. no,no. oh, [MR high-and-mighty"ask sec4 who he is"] man, is an important person!*spit* excuse me. well then, if you ask me, he does not command the singlest respect that a cockroach could give. because he looks too weird. too weird !
ms yeoh didnt come today. my good frens stated that fat people fall sick easily. i quite believe it now. what i can't believe is that Zakrie has had full attendance till now. Have you any idea that fat woman hasnt come to school for 3-4 days now? She is so lucky?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
a big big big big BIIIIGGG fly on my table
big
big
big
VERY BIG.
i hate flies.
EEW.
its on my cup
MY CUP
****!
GET YOUR ASS OFF MY CUP!
STOP STOP OUT..
cannot be my window close.
AHH. SHOO.
GET OUT.
SHIT YOU!
****************************
!@#$%^&
!@#$%^&
!@#$%^&
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BBBBB!!
Labels: AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
5:09 PM;
<3
<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
such a fufilling day! although school still sucked, how i love the afterschool period this way spent! i went with peiyanNU`ER walked to amk hub, nothing to eat there it sucks, thot have food junction then good, cos very sian, know why?
COS NO MONEY LA.
$$
i dont like even window shopping without money la, i spent ALL my money today eating. i brought like..$12 to school la, then yingying totally POK la, never bring money. so i help her pay class fund ($1) so i pay $2 in total! the left $10. so recess i bought food for yingying also, the noodle then spent $2.40 plus drinks = $2.90.. so left like $6 lah. which is as good as no money lor. if i knew we were gonna window-shop, i would bring like twenty dollars! roar!
this way, my pocket money gonna empty soon. joking! tuesday just eat macs then today also, told you amk hub nothing to eat one, that is cheap. so we go out to macs, see there have amk ppl, deyi ppl, pierce ppl, and quite a lot anderson ppl.
no money liao i feel so pathetic, must go fill up my wallet...hm. tmr go nanyang again, to eat macs! :D
im gonna die eating macs, why is it i feel im gonna grow fatter? this is not healthy! but wells, i guess everybody will get sick of school food some day. and im only sec ONE mind you..
we didnt really window shop, cos i was really really really hungry. so we went to eat and didnt 'shop'. actually daiqian and yingying also can go if not for their guitar class. or we wud go nyp today to eat macs le.. if sch didnt end at 1.10 and guitar class shift to 2.30.. so no time, and yingying must go take Sjab thingies. oh well.
i got cheeseburger and sprite and small fries. tell u the truth, so swagu la, i at the cashier ordering ten i say small flies.
!!
!!
SO EMBARRASING?
nevermind no one heard. so i dont care. but that peiyan drank all my sprite before i could take 5 sips. i bought jollibean too :D
uhuhuh! havent april yet, i cant wait for 24 april. but i hope hope hope no exam, actually got exam good, cos i think after exam no more lesson can go home, then i can go mcs earlier, if my mom let. no, she MUST let. i MUST go.
i am hell of thirsty. i just drank a cup, now im gonna get another.
tatas then
Carey!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
such a fufilling day! although school still sucked, how i love the afterschool period this way spent! i went with peiyanNU`ER walked to amk hub, nothing to eat there it sucks, thot have food junction then good, cos very sian, know why?
COS NO MONEY LA.
$$
i dont like even window shopping without money la, i spent ALL my money today eating. i brought like..$12 to school la, then yingying totally POK la, never bring money. so i help her pay class fund ($1) so i pay $2 in total! the left $10. so recess i bought food for yingying also, the noodle then spent $2.40 plus drinks = $2.90.. so left like $6 lah. which is as good as no money lor. if i knew we were gonna window-shop, i would bring like twenty dollars! roar!
this way, my pocket money gonna empty soon. joking! tuesday just eat macs then today also, told you amk hub nothing to eat one, that is cheap. so we go out to macs, see there have amk ppl, deyi ppl, pierce ppl, and quite a lot anderson ppl.
no money liao i feel so pathetic, must go fill up my wallet...hm. tmr go nanyang again, to eat macs! :D
im gonna die eating macs, why is it i feel im gonna grow fatter? this is not healthy! but wells, i guess everybody will get sick of school food some day. and im only sec ONE mind you..
we didnt really window shop, cos i was really really really hungry. so we went to eat and didnt 'shop'. actually daiqian and yingying also can go if not for their guitar class. or we wud go nyp today to eat macs le.. if sch didnt end at 1.10 and guitar class shift to 2.30.. so no time, and yingying must go take Sjab thingies. oh well.
i got cheeseburger and sprite and small fries. tell u the truth, so swagu la, i at the cashier ordering ten i say small flies.
!!
!!
SO EMBARRASING?
nevermind no one heard. so i dont care. but that peiyan drank all my sprite before i could take 5 sips. i bought jollibean too :D
uhuhuh! havent april yet, i cant wait for 24 april. but i hope hope hope no exam, actually got exam good, cos i think after exam no more lesson can go home, then i can go mcs earlier, if my mom let. no, she MUST let. i MUST go.
i am hell of thirsty. i just drank a cup, now im gonna get another.
tatas then
Carey!
Labels: food junction in amk hub pls.
3:41 PM;
<3
<3
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i have a problem!
i get headaches and fatigue from 6pm onwards. so sucky.
and plus i DULAN-ed now okay. will worsen the condition one.
sumore i have to finish many many sucky pages of zuoye for tomoro.
mrs lim is gone too far okay. give one day to do some 6-7 pages. if all compre, i tell you i whack her uh.
anyway right. why i dulan? WHY? ask that LIMKAYHWEE . always his fault that i dulan one. yeah, he like to complain people. refuse to do project prototype, NEVERMIND! still have to push the blame to other people, saying that he doesnt care because we don't care too. ask yourself, WHY THE HELL WE DONT CARE? because u hell-ing dont care about our ideas, you go ahead with proposals 50% of the group (strongly) disagree with!
and from what i heard, when u supposedly went to causeway to shop for IPW stuff, some persons ended up doing NATAS fair project. and poor ol yingying end up watching you do!
still complain she and adriel never find velcro while you are doing your own stuff. they find already, so you shut up.
you should burn in hell kayhwee. you should!
i am tired
i am VERY tired!
i am tired of this nonsense. can i complain? i wish!
im not threatening anybody. i just cant take ANYMORE of this shit. tired, of being accused, threatened and bullied(NOT!)
OMGOMGOGMOMG i am SO SAD! heather just smsed me! MRS LAU DIED THIS MORNING OF CANCER. i feel like crying okay. mrs lau was my P1 teacher (shock!). i remember her, nice nice teacher.. retired when i was about P3 i think. its sooo sad. miss her.!
back to the idiots. i wan call ppl BASH people already. lim kay hwee, you are so full of shit, you have no right whatsoever to call me bullshit (two), because you dont even know what or WHO you're talking about. i am most certainly not a timid girl who will stoop in a dark corner to whimper and beg when people like you try to intimidate, threaten and irritate me. most certainly NOT. if you still think you want to carry on with your most distusting behavior, dont mind me, if in any way i bite.
excuse me? i may not have contributed much to the IPW group and you may fail me for all i care, but i would be doing better if you did not arrange meetings in places whr i can never go, and also better if you weren't in my group in the first hell place. you people, love to make it convenient for yourself, forsaking the people inconvenienced. since you are free to move around on your own during the holidays, whats the problem with going to amk library? i dont think you know me well enough to find out that i cannot go anywhere far on my own. its okay, i understand because i never told you, and i never really felt like talking to you about anything anyway.
isnt it laughable? an ipw group leader. (just in case you think im mocking your position, i am.) a (supposedly) considerate, trustworthy, respectable leader which in this case you are absolutely NOT achieving.
considerate?
to hell with consideratiion you say! with your speech and actions, who can say you are considerate? the ants? the trees? even they cant testify for you! plus, i am a live, talking witness and i wouldnt give an ounce of anything that states you are considerate.
trustworthy?
LOL? is that some kind of joke? trustworthy? oh please take a good look in the mirror which reflects your most irresponsible behavior, young man.
respectable?
what is respect in your eyes? if you cannot learn to respect others, how much more respect can you ask of others to show you?
simple! you don't deserve the title you are given. you should be one of the clerks working in the most low-income earning society here in singapore. without simple values like consideration, trustworthiness and even courtesy, you will never be able to command any respect, and therefore lose your place in this society, falling right to the bottom.
doesnt it sound so profound?
im done talking, so lets leave the rest to ipw tomoro, which i will surely be in the worst of moods. so dont piss me before/after that. not very nice.
ps. i didnt slap abdul today . maybe i did, but it wasnt hard. like DAM soft la,cannot even consider slap. you want can call it miss, but hit a little. whatever. -.-
tatas~ lotsa work
Carey!
i get headaches and fatigue from 6pm onwards. so sucky.
and plus i DULAN-ed now okay. will worsen the condition one.
sumore i have to finish many many sucky pages of zuoye for tomoro.
mrs lim is gone too far okay. give one day to do some 6-7 pages. if all compre, i tell you i whack her uh.
anyway right. why i dulan? WHY? ask that LIMKAYHWEE . always his fault that i dulan one. yeah, he like to complain people. refuse to do project prototype, NEVERMIND! still have to push the blame to other people, saying that he doesnt care because we don't care too. ask yourself, WHY THE HELL WE DONT CARE? because u hell-ing dont care about our ideas, you go ahead with proposals 50% of the group (strongly) disagree with!
and from what i heard, when u supposedly went to causeway to shop for IPW stuff, some persons ended up doing NATAS fair project. and poor ol yingying end up watching you do!
still complain she and adriel never find velcro while you are doing your own stuff. they find already, so you shut up.
you should burn in hell kayhwee. you should!
i am tired
i am VERY tired!
i am tired of this nonsense. can i complain? i wish!
im not threatening anybody. i just cant take ANYMORE of this shit. tired, of being accused, threatened and bullied(NOT!)
OMGOMGOGMOMG i am SO SAD! heather just smsed me! MRS LAU DIED THIS MORNING OF CANCER. i feel like crying okay. mrs lau was my P1 teacher (shock!). i remember her, nice nice teacher.. retired when i was about P3 i think. its sooo sad. miss her.!
back to the idiots. i wan call ppl BASH people already. lim kay hwee, you are so full of shit, you have no right whatsoever to call me bullshit (two), because you dont even know what or WHO you're talking about. i am most certainly not a timid girl who will stoop in a dark corner to whimper and beg when people like you try to intimidate, threaten and irritate me. most certainly NOT. if you still think you want to carry on with your most distusting behavior, dont mind me, if in any way i bite.
excuse me? i may not have contributed much to the IPW group and you may fail me for all i care, but i would be doing better if you did not arrange meetings in places whr i can never go, and also better if you weren't in my group in the first hell place. you people, love to make it convenient for yourself, forsaking the people inconvenienced. since you are free to move around on your own during the holidays, whats the problem with going to amk library? i dont think you know me well enough to find out that i cannot go anywhere far on my own. its okay, i understand because i never told you, and i never really felt like talking to you about anything anyway.
isnt it laughable? an ipw group leader. (just in case you think im mocking your position, i am.) a (supposedly) considerate, trustworthy, respectable leader which in this case you are absolutely NOT achieving.
considerate?
to hell with consideratiion you say! with your speech and actions, who can say you are considerate? the ants? the trees? even they cant testify for you! plus, i am a live, talking witness and i wouldnt give an ounce of anything that states you are considerate.
trustworthy?
LOL? is that some kind of joke? trustworthy? oh please take a good look in the mirror which reflects your most irresponsible behavior, young man.
respectable?
what is respect in your eyes? if you cannot learn to respect others, how much more respect can you ask of others to show you?
simple! you don't deserve the title you are given. you should be one of the clerks working in the most low-income earning society here in singapore. without simple values like consideration, trustworthiness and even courtesy, you will never be able to command any respect, and therefore lose your place in this society, falling right to the bottom.
doesnt it sound so profound?
im done talking, so lets leave the rest to ipw tomoro, which i will surely be in the worst of moods. so dont piss me before/after that. not very nice.
ps. i didnt slap abdul today . maybe i did, but it wasnt hard. like DAM soft la,cannot even consider slap. you want can call it miss, but hit a little. whatever. -.-
tatas~ lotsa work
Carey!
Labels: ipw leader, what a joke.
6:00 PM;
<3
<3
i am such a bad child.
badbadbad.
but.
i dont care luh
haha. i went with anjuu to amk lib todays. we went 7-11 first, i buy milo freez, and she buy kinder bueno (diao) and then we wanted to walk to yiochukang mrt, budden i realise dam sian ahha. and then we went library to eat and drink and do homework. oh YEAH. no DC today... fat woman make us search for her then tell anjuu later that no dc. SO WASTE TIME!
or else i can go with siying to nyp MACS..only ying la, cos daiqian pokkai(no $$)
had fun in the libbie :D i wanted nina to come, but she dun reply my sms ): so we did maths 1.1 finish. and i ordered STRWBERRI ITALIAN SODAAAA :D:D and ONION RINGG whee. but i had to eat all alone! cos anju said the onion ring taste like old soap (?)
anyway so i planned to walk home but i 'met' a 851 so i took it home :D so lucky.
well today was a day whr i whiled away all my time. the worse thing is, ms yeoh came and changed our seats. BOOBOOBOO!!
not that my group is yucks peoples, but i liked my old group better. new group has: Fadz, Kevin and Yuhao.
they are all good people!
BUT MY GROUP IS SOMEWHAT QUIET.
i dont like quiet okay. i like noisy. ihave a chairman here! well then, kevin who talks to poh seng all the time, and yuhao that doesnt talk. i am so DULAN-ed that some BODY is sitting nearer now, and that sucks. it sucks.
some things cant believe but if people say it, i guess its true right? still i cant believe it...nope. i think it isnt real but... well! i think im confusing my blog readers. hmm.
WELLWELLLWELLLLLL. WHO HAVENT HAND IN ART FOLIO PLS PLS PLS PUT IN MDM LIDIA PIGEON HOLEE K.
paiseh announcement. heeng!(husky noise) siying bully me. SHE BULLY ME.. waha.. at least wor baobeii peiyanNUER more kwai! muack my gerger! LAHAHAA..
eh crap luh. dono y today cannot open msn... so fishy. and yesterday uh, i had dinner at 8! why? cos i slept from 5.30 to 8.. lol? then i also havent bathe. so 'CHAM'!
okay okay i re-dl msn... so i have to close this so i publish first ahah :D
tatas!
Carey!
badbadbad.
but.
i dont care luh
haha. i went with anjuu to amk lib todays. we went 7-11 first, i buy milo freez, and she buy kinder bueno (diao) and then we wanted to walk to yiochukang mrt, budden i realise dam sian ahha. and then we went library to eat and drink and do homework. oh YEAH. no DC today... fat woman make us search for her then tell anjuu later that no dc. SO WASTE TIME!
or else i can go with siying to nyp MACS..only ying la, cos daiqian pokkai(no $$)
had fun in the libbie :D i wanted nina to come, but she dun reply my sms ): so we did maths 1.1 finish. and i ordered STRWBERRI ITALIAN SODAAAA :D:D and ONION RINGG whee. but i had to eat all alone! cos anju said the onion ring taste like old soap (?)
anyway so i planned to walk home but i 'met' a 851 so i took it home :D so lucky.
well today was a day whr i whiled away all my time. the worse thing is, ms yeoh came and changed our seats. BOOBOOBOO!!
not that my group is yucks peoples, but i liked my old group better. new group has: Fadz, Kevin and Yuhao.
they are all good people!
BUT MY GROUP IS SOMEWHAT QUIET.
i dont like quiet okay. i like noisy. ihave a chairman here! well then, kevin who talks to poh seng all the time, and yuhao that doesnt talk. i am so DULAN-ed that some BODY is sitting nearer now, and that sucks. it sucks.
some things cant believe but if people say it, i guess its true right? still i cant believe it...nope. i think it isnt real but... well! i think im confusing my blog readers. hmm.
WELLWELLLWELLLLLL. WHO HAVENT HAND IN ART FOLIO PLS PLS PLS PUT IN MDM LIDIA PIGEON HOLEE K.
paiseh announcement. heeng!(husky noise) siying bully me. SHE BULLY ME.. waha.. at least wor baobeii peiyanNUER more kwai! muack my gerger! LAHAHAA..
eh crap luh. dono y today cannot open msn... so fishy. and yesterday uh, i had dinner at 8! why? cos i slept from 5.30 to 8.. lol? then i also havent bathe. so 'CHAM'!
okay okay i re-dl msn... so i have to close this so i publish first ahah :D
tatas!
Carey!
Labels: label label this is label
3:41 PM;
<3
<3
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
i gonna live with this wretched guilt!
WRETCHED i am! i wish to smack myself on the head.
it was right there! i just would not do anything about it. it was all my fault.
just 20 min ago, outside pres high the bus stop, 853 came and i promptly flagged it. i DID see something fly, something from the wallet of a guy, who was i guess about a few years older then myself...i dont know what school, but uni was white top long dark blu pants. just what flew out? AN EZ-LINK CARD. i saw it on the floor as the bus stopped in front of me.and...
I BOARDED IT.
! i cant believe i didnt do anything about the card. i saw the guy board too, i though he tapped on the ezlink tapper thingy but i didnt hear a sound, still the boy went in the bus. then i was getting down, i saw him frantic searching his wallet for it. its so sad. he reminded me of graham in gardens.(but he wasnt la)
okay ANYWAY..art lesson.. mdm lidia was talking and talking and sudenly she announce want to change art rep. and changed them! got a shock that she changed them to IVAN and.......... -.- me.
kao! its never easy as a artrep. i just SHOU KU(suffer) todday. must tick the classlist see who never hand up art folio,then go find that woman that time,she no where to b found..make ivan(first) and me(later) to carry the stupid heavy 31 folios up and down to search for her. issit labour liao then go hospital (choi)
mdm lidia not coming next week ): and for the next 10 weeks )))))::
WAHAAA ):
dono relief will bully art rep anot ):
*sniff* it is okay, i shall let ivan take the rapp. :D
anyway after school, after another attempted round to find mdm lidia, our class gals +me went to NYP macs to eat.
i mean wtc i never knew we can just barge into peoples polytechnic and go their canteen to eat lor. is tianning say can de. so happy happy, i go there, altho at home got lunch. i go eat fries and ice-cream. now don feel like eating but i have a BOWL here to finish. CHAM AH.
dying blogs.
i dont see why people let their blogs just die. of course, i may to in due course but. BUT i ddont feel like it. although i dont have that flare for writing like the all-famous xiaxue aka wendy cheng, i love to record my thoughts and daily stuff into blog to let the world read. :D i'd like comments too, but no one seems interested to give any. so it doesnt matter i guess.and btw, comments aren't. " HI! i COMMENTED!" because that isnt a comment. you can put those on my tagboard. comments are what you think, or have to say about my posts, my thoughts, advice and even disagreement.(constructive pls)
btwbtw..SRRYppl PSPS those i told you mcs 50 anv is 20 april. its ACTUALLY 24APRIL OKAY. pls dont go on the wrong date! all my fault SORRY OK.
XIAXUE ROCKS! OFF TO XIAXUE!
tatas!
Carey!
WRETCHED i am! i wish to smack myself on the head.
it was right there! i just would not do anything about it. it was all my fault.
just 20 min ago, outside pres high the bus stop, 853 came and i promptly flagged it. i DID see something fly, something from the wallet of a guy, who was i guess about a few years older then myself...i dont know what school, but uni was white top long dark blu pants. just what flew out? AN EZ-LINK CARD. i saw it on the floor as the bus stopped in front of me.and...
I BOARDED IT.
! i cant believe i didnt do anything about the card. i saw the guy board too, i though he tapped on the ezlink tapper thingy but i didnt hear a sound, still the boy went in the bus. then i was getting down, i saw him frantic searching his wallet for it. its so sad. he reminded me of graham in gardens.(but he wasnt la)
okay ANYWAY..art lesson.. mdm lidia was talking and talking and sudenly she announce want to change art rep. and changed them! got a shock that she changed them to IVAN and.......... -.- me.
kao! its never easy as a artrep. i just SHOU KU(suffer) todday. must tick the classlist see who never hand up art folio,then go find that woman that time,she no where to b found..make ivan(first) and me(later) to carry the stupid heavy 31 folios up and down to search for her. issit labour liao then go hospital (choi)
mdm lidia not coming next week ): and for the next 10 weeks )))))::
WAHAAA ):
dono relief will bully art rep anot ):
*sniff* it is okay, i shall let ivan take the rapp. :D
anyway after school, after another attempted round to find mdm lidia, our class gals +me went to NYP macs to eat.
i mean wtc i never knew we can just barge into peoples polytechnic and go their canteen to eat lor. is tianning say can de. so happy happy, i go there, altho at home got lunch. i go eat fries and ice-cream. now don feel like eating but i have a BOWL here to finish. CHAM AH.
dying blogs.
i dont see why people let their blogs just die. of course, i may to in due course but. BUT i ddont feel like it. although i dont have that flare for writing like the all-famous xiaxue aka wendy cheng, i love to record my thoughts and daily stuff into blog to let the world read. :D i'd like comments too, but no one seems interested to give any. so it doesnt matter i guess.and btw, comments aren't. " HI! i COMMENTED!" because that isnt a comment. you can put those on my tagboard. comments are what you think, or have to say about my posts, my thoughts, advice and even disagreement.(constructive pls)
btwbtw..SRRYppl PSPS those i told you mcs 50 anv is 20 april. its ACTUALLY 24APRIL OKAY. pls dont go on the wrong date! all my fault SORRY OK.
XIAXUE ROCKS! OFF TO XIAXUE!
tatas!
Carey!
Labels: LALA you know lala.
3:03 PM;
<3
<3
Monday, March 19, 2007
heres a quizziie
4:41 PM;
<3
<3