im shoooo sad! JIA XIAN! WHAT A FREN, why cannot gimme Ms Ang number. like you know, today ms ang bdae, i reaaaaaaaaly wanna wish her. dont tell me just cos i dint go back issit? i cannot go back how u xpect me to fly there. WAH PIANG! I GO SUICIDE LAR!. so wad lehh. i wan i wan i wan lar. BOOHOOBOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHO SAD MAN.
CAN CRY LER LAR
okkay anyway, despite my sad sad sad sad sad mood, i shall post. today got IPW. and it sucked okay. seriously lar. we had to invent some shit assed crappyy thingy and like i totally HATED the skating shit game idea. its like lame-ass crap lar. only assholes wld think of that. sso crap, still dare to challenge me and siying to think of a better idea. like heck lar. that idea sucks like an ass. so i actually was pissed thru the whole damned lesson, i tried not to show it, and larry just HAD to step on my bag. POOOP! so bloody pissed. whats more pissing is Mdm Lidia lor. i nbr bring sketchbook then haf to go All the wasy back home tuu get it, then come back. anyway i went home. and i walked all the way to sch. some shitty 2km i guess. heck lar. can die man, so i just hope i wont die during crosscountry coming up nex friday. die sia die lar. POOOOOOPPIIEE.
UGH! come back liao then Larry they all in class and wat? WE DIDNT EVEN DO THE BLOODY HELL project!! we went to the lab to do caricature. stupid asses. just totally DIDNT do it. so i guess i have to? I
DO HAVE TO.
ROARRR!! smsed Caleb a lot today. dono why, so sian man, no one sms me deh. i become desperate. AHH SHUDUP.
STUPID ffrickers, like larry and whats that guy name? some guy from other class at the labbie.ohh yes WENJIE. THAD BLARDY HOLE. impersonate me, say stupid stuff on fadzos blogg. stupid clown nothing beta to do. frick off ass, b4 i bite ur arse off. anyway im gonna change blogskin liaos. to sth like audees, i mean like navigator type. all im worried about is that, the posting area isnt big enuf.. i gota find the perfect one for my DARN GREAT BLOG! yeahha!
im damn sad u noe, my parents are sending sabre away. my pooorpooorpooor DOGG! i know i havent been playing with it, but God knows i loove it with all my heart <3 they have to take it away. sad :( like, their giving it to rich peoples who are mad about animals. i pray dat sabre will love his new home :(( sad sia. ;'[
walao nowadays dam spastic and sadistic. why lehhs? cos right now huh, everytime i reach home i tell myself " im alive. thanks" really seh, cos im actually afraid one day i will get killed by a car. no joke. i had the kinda experience when you thought you were going to die. twice, to be exact. i dont wanna go thru it again. neither would you.
when i had glass falling on my foot. hey dont laugh, it doesnt sound serious when you type it,but i was bleeding like hell. like, wth? some 35x45CM glass sliding thingy from the cupboard fell from a height and smashed your foot. making you bleed like whatnot, the floor becomes red, and you freak out. i get carried to the clinic downtstairs and get nine stiches, on three areas. fricking pain. cried. thought i was dying,funny isnt it. i thought i would bleed my ass to death. i wasnt even with my parents.
second time i fell from a railing in school. like fell hard. nosebled. had P4 gals laughing at me ( i was P5) and specs slanted. i was really fraid when my vision distorted. as in when i look at someplace. my eye automatic shift another position. freak i thought i was gonna become blind. and so i got sent to hospital waited for like FOUR SHIT HOURS to get a bed. and vomited blood like five times. HECK.
when you really feel like dying. you miss the people you love. haiz, i wanna die x_x okkay so anyway im glad to be alive. okkay im gonna discuss this really sensitive issue. if you aren't a christian, you probably dont care to hear this. okkay dont say i didnt tell.
so like i actually dont wish to die. even tho i know if i do, i will get to heaven. i mean whats wrong is that i dont wanna go there. OF COURSE i wanna go there rather then hell. but i dont wanna go
YET i mean like. if i rmb correctly, you die and go to heaven and have your good ol eternal life. eternal life. eternal = forever. and my mom says when we r in heaven, we praise the Lord and praise and praise and praise, imean wont everyone find that boring? of cousr not. im the only one luhh! because then i realised that we cant use our like EARTHLY brains to understand this HEAVENly thing! because we just CANT. were too limited to understand. ohhhhh.. darn. im so . ugh.
im so mad today i dont know what im talking about. i gotta go and perk my shit ass up. and blogskin. i hope i can change by today, but i think i cant. BAHS
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