hey peeeeeps. today yf was GREAT. school day is wonderful. i wore uni there .. PE and pinafore.. hahas cos the white shirt dam hot can. though it actually rainned :((
ohh the rain stopped soon after worship an thats ROCKING. hhahas we had workshops quite okkay. xept the ones we had to reflect. wasnt good cos felt damn guilty lar. they passed a paper with something for you to reflect about. it wasnt dat bad but later they disussed this... i felt so dissapointed in myself .. i mean like they talked the story of Lot telling his son-in-laws that God was gonna destroy the land. and they mocked Lot. because like, he was bringing a message from God. but when his son-in-laws knew what kind of a person Lot was, they wouldnt believe him.
the main thing is, Lot was like a lukewarm Christian, and though he believed in God, his actions were rather worldly. Sins,cheating,lying. whatever. and they told us that, if we lived our lives this way in school, when one day we would come out to share the gospel with our frens, and they see how we lived our lives, it wouldnt be too good a testimony for God wouldnt it. now that would be something i'd reaaly reflect on.
back to today, im really happy cos i wasnt that bad during piano class. i thought id flunk the whole lesson dude. but i really practised hard this morning, so i guess it was worthwile huh.. yeah, so i juts finished dinner about nine o clock ZZZ i had some funny species of fish, and it stank till i cud puke, but i didnt. i had DEEP FRIED shio ba, and TOFU<3 and cabbage soup (: yes lovely..
err so tmr is sunday... i feel guilty, cos i kinda dread sermons... sorry luhh but it IS boring. and Carol AUd Sam and i cant help passing notes. i try and try to listen but its not going anywhere. and its like WAAAAY too loong! i wish and wish for classes. OH, how i didnt treasure last years classes man. or at least i wish there was YW still. so soopid they cancelled YW fOR EVER! POOOOOOP! i mean its better having youth worship every alternate week than have to listen to boring sermons,, not that the pastor is boring but dont you think the messages are a little hard to understand for MERE SEC ONES? like.. heck!
im struggling with stupid maths now.. darn thing i cant get is significant numbers. cant understand a shit. and now we have a worksheet to do. ALL ABOUT SIG FIGS. CRAAP. oh yeah, im SHO sad on thursday, i think i confirm fail my chinese test. oh shit. monday another chi test on LISHI. dam i dont study it at all. AHH! chinese was bloody hell, i didnt do the last question and i HATE myself for it. the last question could at least give me FOUR ASS MARKS. like its those " WOULD YOU _____. WHY OR WHY NOT" kind of questions. how giveaway. dammit. i actually didnt see the last page till the last 2 minutes. there were TWO damned questions on it, and so i RUSHED LIKE CRAAZY and managed to do the first one and write, JUE DUI BU HUI. on the second. but no time write reason. BYEBYE FOUR MARKS! )):
i wana die man. this is so cursed. im failure lar. oh and PLEASE LAR. if u ever finding group for projects, for your own sake, dont get Larry or Gerald in it. or worse still, BOTH. like me and siying, we poor people. for history. we were discussing and like the two idiots kept bullying siying ( not that it matters) but they didnt at all do the ws lar. and always copy. stupid. not only that, they TORE OUT RESEARCH FOR FUN. ASSES. tear tear happily tear. then teacher come " why is your research torn?" Larry says " ohh, we made a copy and we couldnt find the new one so we had to take our old copy." BAH! LYING WITHOUT BATTING AN EYELID.
thats not the problem, if we tore our research, we can print again, IF WE HAD THE FILE. but only larry had it, and his little bro delete from the com. facsinating. so i pushed the job to siying.. shes a nice gurl! ( pardon me, i dont say she wont do) so well, dont EVER EVER think about having them in your group. thankyou.!
and im gonna try to be more patient in school, please, classmates that read my blog. DONT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT. ugh..
LOVE
CAREY,,
SUCK.
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