hellos! today i will talk to you people about a few things that happen today in chronological order ;] well i can say today before recess everything was going as usual, boring and not fun.. den well anyway i felt really bad today.
i feel so bad that i can do nothing to help another friend. Yes i know i try comforting, but i think im not going anywhere. Well, i sure am not a speciallist in this area, because im usually the one who gets the comforting. yes, but this incident reminded me of something else. which makes me feel reaaally bad and guilty. Yes, i really shouldn't have done that.
So i apologise, to who was once my very best friend, for doing that to her. i had no idea what had come over me, its like i cant control what i did. because i really felt like doing it. i hurt her, and made her sad, yes i did. i stopped going with you for recess i stopped talking to you. i became angry with you and all. i thought , you have changed. you did change. indeed. but not much actually, i once had such an intention to shake you off, that i emphasized it. alittle too much. i disliked you. i ignored you. i made you feel guilty of yourself. no, indeed it had nothing to do with you. i wanted to tell you that you had a problem, but no. i was the one with the problem. you wrote to me, asking me why i waas treating you that way. you asked what was wrong, and you told me you would change.the truth is, i felt you were arrogant. no but after half a year of ignoring you and hating you, i finally came to my senses. the problem lay in me all this while, it had nothing to do with you. i had been your best friend from 02 to 05. ;] those were happy times. thanks. and..sorry.
to the one i am doing my best to comfort. maybe the person was like what i had been. selfish and thoughtless. reflecting, i regret it. don't worry, if there is ever a day she'll come back and think agian, it will come. smile! :]
__________________________________________________________________________________ today, china people came to my class to see how singapore kids study ;] oh and by the time i came back from recess, all the China people had been taken by other groups. ;[ only PY group and mine dont have i think ;[[ then we stole a visitor from ANJUs group. ivan was like " ni yao bu yao lai wo men zhe li? ta men ye mei you gen ni jiang hua ." ( do you want to come to my group? they also never talk to you. )he came, and he was a nice boy. he was taller than me ( DUH.) and he wore a jacket! like most of the visitors! i wondered like' wth singapore so hot still wear jacket ' and he say take off feel cold. put on feel hot,,,
hahas then we had to explain to him in chinese about the history lesson. but like -.- we didnt know waht is CIVILISATION in chinese. bahs. lawls. yes FU HANG was okkay and nice. and NO I DONT LIKE HIM THANK YOU LARRY. zzz! in any case yes i kept waving to him in the science labbie. oh wow, im so damn SOCIABLE!! :D i know i rock ( im at it again ) yes yes, FU HANG likes me ;] i mean LIKES like do not HATE like.. not " liKE' OKKAY?? i know im likable cos im so sociable and nice and Kind and bla bla bla.. ( err..) oh yes! i know im fun ! :] yes u all love me cos im dam bloddy FUN rite?? :D:Dyesyes, no nid to tell me yah ;P i loove myself too yes i rock;;
wells it was really FUNFUN having a China peep in my group, i was really upset we didnt have one at first. ( until we stole one ) yesyes i dont regret it. ;]] hes nice boiboi and deserve our lovely group :D:D ( _i make it lovely) woo! hahas. so of course he looked dam bored during leesson ( DUH.) cos he couldnt understand a shit. and then we had to interpret some parts for him and larlarlarhs~ well i kinda cant rmb what he looks like now. but yes i'll see him again tmr i think. i think lar. not sure :] oh yes and IPW sucked as usual hahas.
today was so poop exxeptt some parts. poopy woopy dae. ^^ okay i got lotta hw to do esp MATHS!! ! i beta go or else Charles will nag and nag for me to bcome more " STUDIOUS" hahaz beybye i go change my MSN Nick XDD
EEGO-queen %carey;; #ego is my middle name, yeah;;
hellos! today i will talk to you people about a few things that happen today in chronological order ;] well i can say today before recess everything was going as usual, boring and not fun.. den well anyway i felt really bad today.
i feel so bad that i can do nothing to help another friend. Yes i know i try comforting, but i think im not going anywhere. Well, i sure am not a speciallist in this area, because im usually the one who gets the comforting. yes, but this incident reminded me of something else. which makes me feel reaaally bad and guilty. Yes, i really shouldn't have done that.
So i apologise, to who was once my very best friend, for doing that to her. i had no idea what had come over me, its like i cant control what i did. because i really felt like doing it. i hurt her, and made her sad, yes i did. i stopped going with you for recess i stopped talking to you. i became angry with you and all. i thought , you have changed. you did change. indeed. but not much actually, i once had such an intention to shake you off, that i emphasized it. alittle too much. i disliked you. i ignored you. i made you feel guilty of yourself. no, indeed it had nothing to do with you. i wanted to tell you that you had a problem, but no. i was the one with the problem. you wrote to me, asking me why i waas treating you that way. you asked what was wrong, and you told me you would change.the truth is, i felt you were arrogant. no but after half a year of ignoring you and hating you, i finally came to my senses. the problem lay in me all this while, it had nothing to do with you. i had been your best friend from 02 to 05. ;] those were happy times. thanks. and..sorry.
to the one i am doing my best to comfort. maybe the person was like what i had been. selfish and thoughtless. reflecting, i regret it. don't worry, if there is ever a day she'll come back and think agian, it will come. smile! :]
__________________________________________________________________________________ today, china people came to my class to see how singapore kids study ;] oh and by the time i came back from recess, all the China people had been taken by other groups. ;[ only PY group and mine dont have i think ;[[ then we stole a visitor from ANJUs group. ivan was like " ni yao bu yao lai wo men zhe li? ta men ye mei you gen ni jiang hua ." ( do you want to come to my group? they also never talk to you. )he came, and he was a nice boy. he was taller than me ( DUH.) and he wore a jacket! like most of the visitors! i wondered like' wth singapore so hot still wear jacket ' and he say take off feel cold. put on feel hot,,,
hahas then we had to explain to him in chinese about the history lesson. but like -.- we didnt know waht is CIVILISATION in chinese. bahs. lawls. yes FU HANG was okkay and nice. and NO I DONT LIKE HIM THANK YOU LARRY. zzz! in any case yes i kept waving to him in the science labbie. oh wow, im so damn SOCIABLE!! :D i know i rock ( im at it again ) yes yes, FU HANG likes me ;] i mean LIKES like do not HATE like.. not " liKE' OKKAY?? i know im likable cos im so sociable and nice and Kind and bla bla bla.. ( err..) oh yes! i know im fun ! :] yes u all love me cos im dam bloddy FUN rite?? :D:Dyesyes, no nid to tell me yah ;P i loove myself too yes i rock;;
wells it was really FUNFUN having a China peep in my group, i was really upset we didnt have one at first. ( until we stole one ) yesyes i dont regret it. ;]] hes nice boiboi and deserve our lovely group :D:D ( _i make it lovely) woo! hahas. so of course he looked dam bored during leesson ( DUH.) cos he couldnt understand a shit. and then we had to interpret some parts for him and larlarlarhs~ well i kinda cant rmb what he looks like now. but yes i'll see him again tmr i think. i think lar. not sure :] oh yes and IPW sucked as usual hahas.
today was so poop exxeptt some parts. poopy woopy dae. ^^ okay i got lotta hw to do esp MATHS!! ! i beta go or else Charles will nag and nag for me to bcome more " STUDIOUS" hahaz beybye i go change my MSN Nick XDD
EEGO-queen %carey;; #ego is my middle name, yeah;;
i may be known as curry, fangy , limmy , cap , bananawoman , limfanghui but otherwise just carey, and i im 13 . studying in anderson sec and a proud index number 4 . part of class 1/1 and anderson choir . i have over-confident tendencies but i hate people to have high expectations of me . it may sound complicated but im just a simple girl with a simple brain and a simple life . far cry from a prodigy, but i can get by passing .
i prefer big animals over small ones . hating sharp things like needles , razors and grasscutters . christian , singaporean , female , straight , chinese and i like small children . i dislike people without commitment and people who backstab others . people might say im rude , uncouth , inconsiderate, lian (!?) , sensitive and proud . & if you think so , you jolly well look in the mirror , get off your high horse and stop judging me because i like it that way .
you cant ever miss your childhood hanging around with me .
